why am i so detached?

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Joanne_P
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9 Years

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is it because my mars and venusin aquarius?

i was born on pisces aries cusp. 21 march 1990.

my asc is in leo, my moon in capricorn, venus mars in aquarius.

i usually feel very deep emotions. i am not usual aries. this is very weird.

i know i come on too strong too some people... they are sometimes afraid ofme and they observe me like test me.

i am usually very excited in the 1st time, move, when i meet new people. then i get bored. when they start to analyze me and then they accept me for the second time i get bored and i dont want to have anything in common with them. i feel betrayed.

even though i am 27 i feel like that. then i change my envronment and i go away meet old friends or new people leaving those ones in the past. andmy emotions are getting cold. and idont feel anything to them.

is it normal?

sometimes i think i am very shallow not born to feel like otherpeople. or maybe i avoid confrontations?

what if i chase the perfection even if it doesnt exist?

i cant forgivewhen someone 'changes mind' of me. i feel like a doll, a toy.

i am just very energetic, i have acharacter and people 'notice me'. some people dont like when i am very open from the beginning and they back off. they think i am too optimistic and too friendly.

thats why i get detached very quickly andvery often from somegroup of people. is it normal?
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Joanne_P
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9 Years

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i read about it a loooot and it usually says i look for eccentric partner and i want to be friends first. but i come on too strong at the beginning scaring people and then usually they friendzone me or i go away not to be friendzoned.

this is weird.

i dont know what i can do about it tofind someone. i go through people very fast. i am not in 1 group of friends. i am attracted to leos and geminis andsagittarius people and other aries because i knowinside they arevery sensitive.

but what if i can not make a relationship. i am alwayson the stage of friends even when i flirt