Anyone else feel lately both depressed yet your mojo is on point?

This topic was created in the Cancer forum by WaterDevil on Sunday, November 4, 2018 and has 2 replies.

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@WaterDevil
9 Years1,000+ PostsCancer

Drops your signs: Not sure if to blame Venus retrograde or not. I’m a cancer sun, sag moon, libra rising. I feel impending doom all the time. But have had fleeting moments of dates and girls liking me and being approached by people ect. Last Sunday for example I was propositioned by a poly couple to go on a date after I was their lyft driver and had some good conversation with (according to them). Than went on a date that night. Girl was all over me, brought her sisters with her who found me charming, and had a grown ass woman straight chase me all night (literally) regardless of my date being there. LITERALLY BIT ME! My date even had to jump in and tell that girl to take a hike. Dont get me wrong, all this attention is fun, but I’m equal parts super depressed, mainly because I feel lonely. And these empty encounters that lack depth, or fleeting encounters where I think I met my soul mate, but it dissipates, are really taking a toll on me and are ironically the main reasoning for my depression. Well that and money problems. But who doesn’t have those? Anyway wondering if it’s just me, or something in the cosmos.

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@WaterDevil
9 Years1,000+ PostsCancer

yeah idk whats going on. But it's sad.Honestly sometimes i feel like im looked at as someone to just have fun with. Like im not serious, and such. But really im closed off, but when i open up and show vulnerability its as if it wasnt expected, and shattered the fantasy that im just "looking to have fun".