self hating cancer

This topic was created in the Cancer forum by CancerLeoDynamite on Friday, February 5, 2016 and has 5 replies.

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@CancerLeoDynamite
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There are so many parts of my over all chart that make me an aggressive out going thrill seeking adventurer but it always gets tainted by the cancer.
Everything fun, the cancer is in my ear, warning me I might get hurt, ruining the enjoyment of the moment.
Every time I want intimacy with another person, there's cancer trying so hard to put the shell on. I have to pry it off with my strong leo jaw.
and afterwards in those quiet solitary moments it's cancer that comes rushing at me with useless and painful feelings. That awkward part of, I blame it on cancer.
getting attached to my fwb? Cancer.
being able to do it to multiple men at once?
lolll idunno, that might just be my special brand of crazy

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Your sun is in Cancer. This means it is going to bring certain challenges into your life contingent on which house it is in. The emotional power is both a blessing and a curse, but try to exude patience and embrace it. It doesn't have to ruin your enjoyment. Channel it properly and it will add to your overall experience in life. Not going to happen if you can't put a positive spin on things though, and I know you know how to do that. Don't let Cancer's waters dampen your Leo energy, instead grab a surf board and ride that shit!

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@CancerLeoDynamite
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Posted by Crabra
Your sun is in Cancer. This means it is going to bring certain challenges into your life contingent on which house it is in. The emotional power is both a blessing and a curse, but try to exude patience and embrace it. It doesn't have to ruin your enjoyment. Channel it properly and it will add to your overall experience in life. Not going to happen if you can't put a positive spin on things though, and I know you know how to do that. Don't let Cancer's waters dampen your Leo energy, instead grab a surf board and ride that shit!

^^totally this

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Posted by SensitiveBlues

Posted by CancerLeoDynamite

Posted by SensitiveBlues
i dont like my leo placements, im perfectly fine with my crab bits

reallly? thats interesting.
As I age, I strive more and more to shed my emo cancer side and embrace my leosun/aqua rising vibe

i like reserved shy crabs. i dont like the aggressiveness or loudness of my leo bits

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I looooove the aggressiveness go gettem attitude of my leo placements. I use my cancer side to subdue that leo ego though. I know I'm great but not 'better' than anyone. That's an important distinction