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mugen311
@mugen311
18 YearsCancer

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wow ...how amusing
how my little page grew lol
but anyways ... ive read just about everything and at times (hard to belive) i kinda agreed with bradf or w/e
with the whole i want to doo things my way..........but........it was dong things my wasy that got me here in the first place .
lady scorp ... i feel wierd doing this but ... im going to give it a try......just letting her go .... but not just yet.
its funny how out of all the ppl ive talked too u get me the most.Im ashamed to say this but i kinda was lookiing for some quick advice on how to fix my whole situation.this is what i mean buy (u get me the most) and i appreciate that.
i still love her a tremendous amont and I now realize that (as hard as i didnt wanna belive it) after the break up we have been havong the worst ,unhealthyest ,friendship ever!!!!! all because i didnt give her time .... i just drove her away w/o even knowing it.
i just thought i was being nice by calling her alot and all this other junk I did for her . I see now she just saw this as me being weak and not being able to handle the situation like a grown up and that drove her away even more . talking to u lady scorp has made me a happier person and a smarter one . If i wouldnt of talked to any* of you guys id be an even far!!!!!! more worse EMO train.
well im going to not talk to her as ive said but when i doo i will be ready to make a decision that will either make me happier or make me stronger (lady scorp thats what I got out of you ....so thanks)i hope that in a way ive been showing some improvement in my messages about my undrestanding of this whole situation.
so i will give doing things a womans way a try (sounds kinda gay i know)
im sorry if i havent been listening to ur advice lady scorp ...even though thats why i created this thing in the first place...
and I always had a thing for not taking good advice ...so LS...i trust you
and i will do things ur way but with a little bit of my own seasoning ...lol
thanks


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Lady Scorp
@Lady Scorp
18 Years1,000+ PostsScorpio

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Mugen. one last thing....this is not a woman's way....its the smart mature way. do whatever u think is best, but whatever u do, just make sure u learn and take something from it. that is the most important thing in life's experiences, atleast i think so.

no one said this was easy. i've fallen down plenty of times, but remember, there are no mistakes in life. just different experiences that u learn from. i learned the hard way and most ppl do, so i would not blame u for continuing this train wreck and her ending up hating u and u feeling awful...sometimes it takes the worst to happen in order for us to bring out our best. its all part of life Mugen. once u adapt to this concept and way of living, u will become a mature person. i wish u the best!