Caps arent meant to open up. (Page 2)

Posted by aquapiscescusp
choices, meh....

cusp, yeah?

Posted by Serginho

Posted by aquapiscescusp
choices, meh....

cusp, yeah?

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that's what it says....

Posted by SureShotCap
Everyone I know has insecurities, but most choose to keep them inside. I choose to open up on purpose to have myself put on the spot. Yes it hurts inside, but after, the healing begins and you suddenly lose the fear. I have quit trying to be accepted. I have worked myself to almost being truly pure and always confident and always in self control. I speak to thousands of people in a week and I always seem to help almost all of them in some type of way.

I am here for you my brother and anyone else that wants to become whole and pure...
I have a heart and I speak from it all time...

*I have worked myself to almost being truly pure and always confident and always in self control*

Later on you point out that true strength comes from opening up and letting others see your failures, in order to bring about mutual confidence and growth. This is what I was struggling with, I opened up and the relationships around me flourished and grew in depth and understatement. Yet you cannot deny that what we are made of, is the aspiration of being confident and always in self control. At least this has been your motivation.

??Yes it hurts inside, but after, the healing begins and you suddenly lose the fear??

Lastly, this remark shows that opening up is the means to the end.... That if we do open up it is to reach the point of no fear, and once that is reached then there will be no need to open up, unless it would benefit the other party, and that in itself is done with out losing control, for if there is no fear, and there is no need, then in the end it is just a choice to do or not, and because of this we remain closed.

What it all comes down to, and what i should??ve just said is
??We are meant to feel sadness, fear, hate and fatigure within, embrace it and transform it, not to share it with others.??

What it all comes down to, and what i should??ve just said is
??We are meant to feel sadness, fear, hate and fatigure within, embrace it and transform it, not to share it with others.??

🙂 ahhh yes. we are meant to 'solve' it

Speaking of ??Solving?? pent up energy... *Grins at creepy pants and flashes a wad of cash and rolls up his sleeve to show his rolex while thinking ??come here cappy.... you know you want to??*

Posted by Lucriu
Speaking of ??Solving?? pent up energy... *Grins at creepy pants and flashes a wad of cash and rolls up his sleeve to show his rolex while thinking ??come here cappy.... you know you want to??*

*giggles* wow luc lolololol

i see you've found out i have a thing for guys with long hair and nice breasts 😛

...put your damn shirt on



lol

Posted by Lucriu

Later on you point out that true strength comes from

True strength comes when you do what you want to do.

Posted by Nemesis


a wise guy this murakami (a capricorn too)

Nemesis!!!

Posted by CreepyPants

Posted by Lucriu
Speaking of ??Solving?? pent up energy... *Grins at creepy pants and flashes a wad of cash and rolls up his sleeve to show his rolex while thinking ??come here cappy.... you know you want to??*

*giggles* wow luc lolololol

i see you've found out i have a thing for guys with long hair and nice breasts 😛

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Lol @ breasts this post just made my day ^.^

Posted by Sasori701
...put your damn shirt on



lol

Its distracting isnt it? 😉

Posted by xxoommmxxoo

Posted by CreepyPants

Posted by Lucriu
Speaking of ??Solving?? pent up energy... *Grins at creepy pants and flashes a wad of cash and rolls up his sleeve to show his rolex while thinking ??come here cappy.... you know you want to??*

*giggles* wow luc lolololol

i see you've found out i have a thing for guys with long hair and nice breasts 😛

nice breasts— lol never date a guy whose breasts are bigger than yours creepy 😛

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Dont limit her 😉 a girl that can make me blush just by giggling at the beggining of a post can date me and anyone she wants and is sure to be a fun ride ^.^

Posted by champranger

Posted by Lucriu

What it all comes down to, and what i should??ve just said is
??We are meant to feel sadness, fear, hate and fatigure within, embrace it and transform it, not to share it with others.??

You don't necessarily need to keep it closed in, in order to solve it. By the same token, opening up to others does not necessarily solve the problem itself. However, by being closed up, you are making your close friends feel less of importance to you, feel like there is huge gap between them and yourself.

While it's true that betrayal in friendship exists more often than one would like, but that DOES NOT IMPLY that true friends does not exist. By being closed up, you are pushing away friends who probably truly cares for you, ONLY because you have made friends from a bad batch of people prior. You won't be able to differentiate the good from the bad, UNLESS you look in the first place.

Hope I made sense. Just my thoughts. 😄

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It did make sense 🙂 BUT I'll never admit you're right 😉. Sorry its a taurus moon thing.

Posted by champranger

Haha, you don't necessarily have to admit. 😛 😄

Posted by champranger

By being closed up, you are pushing away friends who probably truly cares for you

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Friends who all have not intuition can go to ...
The number of times I said a word "Allegory" (to determine that they have to force their intuition) is uncountable.

Posted by champranger


*confused*

anyway *confused* is not equal to "confused"
🙂

asterisk symbol looks friendly anyway
(that's what I mean)

/* a wish to follow does override the facts */

> My day was
9 am ...
10 am ...
...
9 pm ...
Can you describe your day in such a way?
< No.
> Why?! You're are not opened!
< Because i can exactly describe not only by hours but even by minutes. It will be too long.
That's why "no", not because I'm not opened.
> But why didn't you say this instead of just "no"? # (DANGER, too directly, no any water flow)
< Because you've got to guess it on your own.
> euh
< (in my mind) karma--/raiting--

minus for expecting the same from me what somebody expects from himself
and minus for making wrong conclusions fast

you flirts...

one thing can be said for certain! caps are meant to FLIRT!

It hurts to pull out a thorn. But it hurts even more to let it stay there and fester, puss coming out and all that jazz. Eventually the infection will subside, and skin will grow over, and it will look like it's no longer there. Eventually it's even forgotten. And you feel strong for bearing the thorn. But every time that raw area is touched by others from the surface, who can only see your healed and guarded skin, it hurts. The skin can become thicker, but that takes energy to maintain. Valuable energy. YOUR commodity.

And it hurts even more to dig at a healed-over thorn with the layers nearest to it all raw and bruised and hurt. Never quite healed on the inside.

By this point it takes the strongest of souls to endure. And you are strong. The strongest of the strong! Do you dare?