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Well, I decided to get out today to see what all the black friday hype was about. Not impressed.

Anyway, the highlight of my day ended up being meeeting a Taurus young lady at the bus stop. The train station was right there but I was too lazt to walk, so I walked up to her and asked if she knew what time the bus was coming. She looked and said in the next forty minutes, so i was like you know the train station is right there...and she said she knew but she was nine months pregnant and too tired to walk. She was sitting on the ground so I didnt even know she was pregnant. Anyway, for some reason I decided to wait with her and I began asking questions and we talked and talked and talked. She was so mature for her age...only twenty two and already married to an Aries btw. Been on her own since sixteen. We got on the bus and talked some more, then I finally asked her bday and she said May eighth and thats when it clicked, the reason why we clicked. We got on the train and talked and as she was getting off she asked me to write my number down. It was so last minute, I was rushing and mistakenly put an eight instead of six as one of the numbers. I feel horrible. HopefullyI run into her again soon.

Anyway, I could DEFINITELY do Taurus friends. Im tolerance level and attention span is low and she was a sweety, and extremely nice to talk to.
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Posted by lildol
Awww... I'm sure she appreciated your kindness! You know what bus she rides too so I'm SURE you will be able to run into her again 🙂



Yes, I do know! She actually lives near my job, so Im really hoping Ill run into her again.

We were talking and she asked if I met a lot of friends out here, and I told her somewhat, then admittted that Im what most would call a horrible friend because I dont always keep in touch. Surprisingly she said shes the same way and dont see the point in calling if theres nothing to talk about. I shouldve known then she was a compatible sign.

Anyway admitting to being a horrible friend then accidently writing down the wrong number would be just my luck smh.
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Posted by lnana04
Id like to dump a question on you Cappies.

When something is bothering you, and you cant exactly pinpoint what it is, is there a technique you use to get to the root of the problem or do you just let it pass?



i try to narrow it down to time, place, what happened, what i was thinking about when it started. something usually triggers it with me. then i have to get down and dirty being honest with myself to figure out precisely why i'm bothered by it.

when i spell it out like that, seems simple enough. but it's anything but and spins me into a shitty antisocial mood. anti-anything actually. including myself, so it's kind of a painful process, but necessary i guess. it's hard for me to just let it pass.

also, the reason i suppose i end up in a crap mood is from the vulnerability. the idea that something got to me and it took serious effort to figure it out about myself. no cap wants to feel weak or vulnerable, even if just to themselves.
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Thanks M and Creepy.
Its true that letting it pass makes resurface again. Sangfroid I'd like to see your post because my issue is an emotional one. This bundle of emotions continue to creep up on me from no where, and I feel its presence but they are unreachable. Its a very weird feeling and it almost makes me desire extreme physical pain so I can release these emotions. Of course Im not going there so dont worry lol, besides that would not get to the root, and not doing that makes it reappear. Ive tried picking myself apart and throwing everything possible around in my head to get a reaction. Nothing. Writing helps though.

Anyway, Ill stop now. I have that darn Pisces lilith, and recently discovered my mother has a Pisces Mars, and she's draaiinning. Actually, thinking about it, talking to her yesterday is probably what triggered it.
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my thread!!!! lol

let's just all forgive each other our hypocrisies, sensitivities, robotics, self-blocking, aggressions, aries moons, etc...

tomorrow is December... I dunno about the rest of the december caps, but my bday celebrating officially starts tomorrow. 😛

i celebrated all dec last year and i highly recommend. you can make up for a quarter of a lifetime in one month if you're slick. lol im sick n tired of being cheated 2 days before christmas!
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We have heard it many times over on here, "it's the Internet, get over it"; "you don't know these people, why do you give a fuck?"; "they're not your friends"; "this is NOT REAL LIFE!" and so on and so forth.

Some come for advice, many for entertainment and others out of curiosity. Some stay, some move on. We have people from all walks of life, all age groups, people with many different life experiences, backgrounds and cultures. Many of us will not ever meet, many are faceless, many show a persona only we are privy to, others just troll.

In our "minds" many of us can and do seperate our two lives - we even make this clear by indicating "in RL" in our posts, we ALL do it.

But, when tragedy strikes our "community" and we feel it in the depths of our hearts and our soul, it touches us in only a way we would have thought previously as occurring "in RL" - as if it were in fact a family member or a close friend - the loss is real and, indeed, becomes part of our RL.

Embrace all who are simply "in your life" as life is short.
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Just found out that one of the girls I work with, who just started, is a Capricorn. Ive been trying to figure her sign for a lil while now. Shes extremely talkative, sweet(bought breakfast for about five of us one morning) and hugged me one day, mature(I thought she was MUCH older, workaholic(works two jobs and is thinking about joining the navy). Shes also a darn flirt and likes male attention. 20yrs old and she has a two yr old son that she spoils and is adamant about getting in school/daycare(already missed a day and a half trying to take care of that). I thought she was a Cancer, but shes a Jan 19th Cappie. Thought that was cool cause I never wouldve guessed. She started work acting like she knew everybody. Two weeks in, and she basically does. This girl talks alot!
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Im not sure how Im feeling about things right now. Feeling like I need to prepare in some way for something...like learn to remove all fear to where not a pinch of weakness can be spotted.

Its weird too, now thinking, how Ive been training myself before I even began feeling this way. Just feel like I have to strengthen my core for something.

Anyway, I was walking to the bus stop yesterday morning and I "think" I saw a falling star. Whatever it was, I made a wish.

Im probably the only naive weirdo that will actually speak to a person, I can barely see, walking at 4 and 5a m.
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Posted by EusiveSoulll
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Why am I not seeing Creepster post much lately


I miss you Creepy 😭


Uber dramatic display of emotions over



ta-da... huggsss!!!!!!! no need for sad emotions lol i miss you and the dxp gang too. 🙂 i guess i'm out freakin out because i have one more week of my twenties LOL!



There she is 😄




Ahhh 30's are the new 20's. Nuffin' to stress 'bout gorgeous. You'll see, I promise! Besides, you caps age in reverse... wish I had that benefit

K. now that I had my Creepy-fill, I'm out 😛
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what? no post-cuddle cuddling? ...

i feel so used lol
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I have got so bitter that i can not recognize myself anymore. I am been labled as selfish and insesitive towards others today...i cannot even deny it. The problem is i cannot do anything about it. The hatered has taken over me. I feel so bitter and angry all the time.
Forget what it does to others but i am harming myfesl more than anybosy else. I cant have a peaceful night sleep. I feel week in my legs. My eyes i know clearly give that cold angry vibe to most people. I answer back bitterly showing no sign of patience.
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Posted by EusiveSoulll
Posted by CreepyPants
what? no post-cuddle cuddling? ...

i feel so used lol



Oh me goodness

Yes of course there is post-cuddle cuddling

I just didn't wanna impose and make you stinger-bug s/o jealous

you know the stereotype ;p


Cooommmmmeee here you sexy beast you 😄....

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lmao! YAY!!!

yes, you are smart to be mindful of that. he'll get silly over attention not directed at him.

but i dont compromise over the 2nd sesh 😛