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Posted by PhoenixRising

Been locked away for a few days, painting. Thought that was enough to get it all out..

Dreams of lovers past. Cast aside. Rinse. One repeat. And repeat. And repeat.

Only theme I am picking up is they are only about my Mutables exes: Sag, Gem and Fish. Expecting my Virgo dream in the upcoming weeks.

I may be working through my fear of uncertainty....🖌️


hello love!

uncertainty, changeability? working through your own mutable energy? is there any similarities between how you felt with them?
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Was about to bone.. but realized I didn't have any condoms.

Ran to the Walgreens, which was in a subway terminal or somewhere underground. Still had a boner.

Employee helped me find some rubbers.

When he went to ring me up, I gave him my phone number so I could collect my Walgreens points.

He kept typing the phone number in wrong (I could see it on the screen) and I had to repeat the number like 10 times.

I woke up before he could type my phone number in correctly.
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Was about to bone.. but realized I didn't have any condoms.

Ran to the Walgreens, which was in a subway terminal or somewhere underground. Still had a boner.

Employee helped me find some rubbers.

When he went to ring me up, I gave him my phone number so I could collect my Walgreens points.

He kept typing the phone number in wrong (I could see it on the screen) and I had to repeat the number like 10 times.

I woke up before he could type my phone number in correctly.

when's the last time you wanked?
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Posted by NemDeux

so last night/AM i dreamed that i was in my kitchen with my best friend (scorpio) and we were looking for something to eat; all of a sudden this pitch black figure pops up from under the table and starts shaking in front of my face, my bestie silently picks me up and puts me down further away from this figure ...it also appeared to be wearing a black mask on it´s head and while it was shaking like a lunatic this mask thing was moving about on it´s head.

i jolted up and was awake. i was feeling kind of pissed off and had the urge to go the spot where that figure appeared and tell it to fuck off. which i did. i sat down and smoked a ciggie and went back to bed after that. this was around 4 am.

like a shadow person? something or someone is tormenting you, or an aspect of yourself you must confront and work through. i love that scorp lifts you up and keeps you safe! i've been seeing a fish with scorp moon and already it feels like we're protecting each other. the pisces-scorp connection ❤️❤️
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so last night/AM i dreamed that i was in my kitchen with my best friend (scorpio) and we were looking for something to eat; all of a sudden this pitch black figure pops up from under the table and starts shaking in front of my face, my bestie silently picks me up and puts me down further away from this figure ...it also appeared to be wearing a black mask on it´s head and while it was shaking like a lunatic this mask thing was moving about on it´s head.

i jolted up and was awake. i was feeling kind of pissed off and had the urge to go the spot where that figure appeared and tell it to fuck off. which i did. i sat down and smoked a ciggie and went back to bed after that. this was around 4 am.

like a shadow person? something or someone is tormenting you, or an aspect of yourself you must confront and work through. i love that scorp lifts you up and keeps you safe! i've been seeing a fish with scorp moon and already it feels like we're protecting each other. the pisces-scorp connection ❤️❤️

yeah a solid black shadow figure ...just the face had a mask on? it´s so bizarre to explain lol. i´ve been thinking ....confrontation. maybe also to drop the black and white/rigid mind-set i do have sometimes. there is a plethora of unexplained happenings; experiences, mind-sets ....maybe i would experience a different level of existence if i were not this closed off.

ohhh yeah sis, def. the protective energy with scorp/fish! you know it 🙂 i am so happy you are experiencing this. embrace each other, love!!! it can be a bit "heavy" but swim with it. the reward is tenfold.

big kiss and bigger hug! 💜💜
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yes, love! open yourself up to new experience and modes of thinking and feeling. i'm working on this myself. ❤️ cheers xoxo
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Was about to bone.. but realized I didn't have any condoms.

Ran to the Walgreens, which was in a subway terminal or somewhere underground. Still had a boner.

Employee helped me find some rubbers.

When he went to ring me up, I gave him my phone number so I could collect my Walgreens points.

He kept typing the phone number in wrong (I could see it on the screen) and I had to repeat the number like 10 times.

I woke up before he could type my phone number in correctly.

when's the last time you wanked?
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It had been a while.
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Posted by TheSag

I had a brutal dream. I dreamt about being watched by the police because I had killed around 6 people in the past but I wasn't sure so I tried to remember how I killed them in my dream. When I woke up I still didn't know whether it was real for 2 minutes. Now I am scared of myself..


are you familiar with any of the people you killed? feeling angry or aggressive?

the people could represent old habits or ways of thinking you've moved past from.
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I had a brutal dream. I dreamt about being watched by the police because I had killed around 6 people in the past but I wasn't sure so I tried to remember how I killed them in my dream. When I woke up I still didn't know whether it was real for 2 minutes. Now I am scared of myself..

are you familiar with any of the people you killed? feeling angry or aggressive?

the people could represent old habits or ways of thinking you've moved past from.
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No, I didn't know who they were but I had some flashbacks in my dream as if I could remember it really happened. I think I hold old grudges because I have had similar dreams before, just not about killing 6 people all at once. lol
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Posted by NemDeux

Dreamed of a young man guessing early 20ies ...he was sitting on a bare matress in the middle of a room, just chilling and and smiling. When he saw me he said "hello, i am alexander" he pronunced it in russian though. I smiled back at him and remember taking in his delicate features. Chiseled face. Pointy nose. Mouse brown hair and grey/brown eyes. He wore frameless glasses. I remember thinking in my dream i have never seen an eye colour like that. Around tge pupil was a brown circle and around the brown was a beautiful grey circle.

Woke up with a full bladder.🙄😒


sounds like a hottie lmao does he remind you of someone you know? what about the room?

perhaps someone you haven't met yet.
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Dreamed of a young man guessing early 20ies ...he was sitting on a bare matress in the middle of a room, just chilling and and smiling. When he saw me he said "hello, i am alexander" he pronunced it in russian though. I smiled back at him and remember taking in his delicate features. Chiseled face. Pointy nose. Mouse brown hair and grey/brown eyes. He wore frameless glasses. I remember thinking in my dream i have never seen an eye colour like that. Around tge pupil was a brown circle and around the brown was a beautiful grey circle.

Woke up with a full bladder.🙄😒

sounds like a hottie lmao does he remind you of someone you know? what about the room?

perhaps someone you haven't met yet.

Well he was handsome for sure, but there was no sexual tension ....the room was bare and so was the matress, i know an alexander (a cancer guy from work) in real life but he looks nothing like this ....come to think of it, the alexander i know once brought me a bunch of fresh peonies from his garden ....i mean it was such a sweet gesture ...but he is way younger ...scratches head. Lol.
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aw, the flowers! :3 i've had some dreams where i see someone i know, but they're representing another person i know. could be similar vibes or energies rather than physical appearance and names. also the name alexander means defender/protector or helper of men.
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I see you have fallen down the rabbit hole friend.

My dreams are all blurry for some reason. 😐

I do remember some of them though. It's just my day dreams seem to be stronger
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less distractions, less drugs, less sex usually help me to remember better. also try binaural beats and writing down anything you can recall.
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*like*

My only issue with this, or any form of analysis that focuses solely on the individual, is its inability (or unwillingness) to recognize the very real and very present societal limitations that also contribute to the problem that the person is experiencing.

Analysis of the unconscious mind is definitely a good practice all the same.
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*like*

My only issue with this, or any form of analysis that focuses solely on the individual, is its inability (or unwillingness) to recognize the very real and very present societal limitations that also contribute to the problem that the person is experiencing.

Analysis of the unconscious mind is definitely a good practice all the same.
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class, race, cultural identity, gender identity, environment, upbringing etc? definitely should all be considered.
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I see you have fallen down the rabbit hole friend.

My dreams are all blurry for some reason. 😐

I do remember some of them though. It's just my day dreams seem to be stronger

less distractions, less drugs, less sex usually help me to remember better. also try binaural beats and writing down anything you can recall.
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Interesting

I don’t drink, do any drugs, meds, weed, sex etc and remember mine every morn 😀

Time to record them....Hollywood Blockbuster 🎞 😂🥴
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Last months of quarantine, I hope 🤞

Third day after the AZ Oxford vaccine.

Dreamed of travel, abandoning, being lost in an unknown place, and ultimately freedom. Been awakened by a spontaneous orgasm, lol.

In my dream, I was travelling by camper van with my last boyfriend, now an ex. We parked the van somewhere and then walked into town to visit some acquaintances of his. We had lunch with them, talked and relaxed. My boyfriend appeared to be taken with a young woman and disappeared with her into a nearby building, supposedly a shopping centre. Interestingly, I’ve seen that woman once with my boyfriend irl, at a train station.

I waited and waited, but he didn’t return. I went to look for him in every room and he wasn’t there. Some rooms were strange, cavernous, earthy, unfinished. People were looking at me and whispering about my boyfriend having sex with that woman. I felt defeated and hurt, but also acknowledged that his attraction for that woman appeared to be stronger than everything I’ve seen from him. Maybe he found his soulmate!

I left the building and took a bus, trying to reach the place where our camper van was parked. My belongings and cards were still there, even if I lost my boyfriend. Got out of the bus, but lost my confidence in knowing where I was. Street name, closer landmarks and even town’s name were erased from my memory. Even my iPhone wasn’t working properly: google maps showed a recent image of a volcano eruption in Iceland, when trying to locate myself, lol.

I was lost, penniless, abandoned. The night was coming, and I sheltered myself in the alcove at the entrance of a temple. A monk came out, not to help, but to try to get rid of me, saying that I’m bewitching the temple’s idiot, lol. I ignored him. Looked around me, and the walls of the alcove became adorned with hieroglyphs and images. I recognised some cranes. “Free the birds”, shouted a woman.

Some people joined me, and handed me a weirded shaped pipe. I don’t smoke, I said. Then took the pipe...I may as well, to take my mind from hunger. Why don’t I just go with the flow, I wondered. I don’t have to be anywhere or with anyone precisely. Enjoy the ride. I then had a spontaneous orgasm and woke up.
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It started with my best friend and myself in a huge store. It then started to feel like we were inside some kind of game. I remember my friend having to carry me constantly, and I kept seeing a game over screen. He would then backtrack to pick me up. After clearing a few rooms myself I remember finding 5k in a drawer which I later lost, and it seemed like my friend cleared and looted many of the rooms before I could even play the game for a solid amount of time because I was so bad at it. Eventually we knocked out a man in one of the rooms, and it got violent. I broke a bottle over the man's face killing him while he was down, and remember my friend laughing about how much it fucked his face up. I made it clear I just didn't want him to get back up. The dream then started to transition back to the store. I lost the 5k and didn't have it anymore, and felt like I gained nothing out of everything that just took place. I remember being back in the store and feeling worried that smashing the bottle over the man's face was breaking the rules, and would get us into trouble. My friend kept telling me that it was a part of the game, and the man wasn't real. The dream then keeps going forward, but slowly changes into something else. I remember walking through isles of fish and animals in cages. Pet stores are a common recurring dream I have, ever since I was a child. I remember just looking at abstract animals as I walked past, along with some empty cages. I remember thinking "I hope they have reptiles" then my friend said "they do" and disappeared with his gf. I remember wondering through the store on rollerblades oddly. For some odd fucking reason rollerblades are also a new recurring feature in my dreams for the last 5 years. I remember strolling through isles seeing people I remember from the past, having conversations, and falling down on occasion from taking a turn too sharp. I do this for what feels like forever, till finally I fall and the dream completely changes. That place never to be seen again.

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I had the weirdest dream. I dreamed that I got exorcised by a lady. In the dream I was still living with my family and some lady came to my room with a Bible, and I thought to myself "Oh hell nah! This bitch better keep that away. I am not fond of that book!" and then she proceeded to place her hand on my chest and pulled something that felt like a negative entity that was weighing down on me. It happened very quickly and after that thing came out the lady was like "holy s...". Right after she pulled out the spirit I felt so much more.... hmm, lighter? Like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. More positive. And I don't remember much what happened after that. I guess I woke up. When I woke up I still felt that feeling of lightness and positivity.
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Last months of quarantine, I hope 🤞

Third day after the AZ Oxford vaccine.

Dreamed of travel, abandoning, being lost in an unknown place, and ultimately freedom. Been awakened by a spontaneous orgasm, lol.

In my dream, I was travelling by camper van with my last boyfriend, now an ex. We parked the van somewhere and then walked into town to visit some acquaintances of his. We had lunch with them, talked and relaxed. My boyfriend appeared to be taken with a young woman and disappeared with her into a nearby building, supposedly a shopping centre. Interestingly, I’ve seen that woman once with my boyfriend irl, at a train station.

I waited and waited, but he didn’t return. I went to look for him in every room and he wasn’t there. Some rooms were strange, cavernous, earthy, unfinished. People were looking at me and whispering about my boyfriend having sex with that woman. I felt defeated and hurt, but also acknowledged that his attraction for that woman appeared to be stronger than everything I’ve seen from him. Maybe he found his soulmate!

I left the building and took a bus, trying to reach the place where our camper van was parked. My belongings and cards were still there, even if I lost my boyfriend. Got out of the bus, but lost my confidence in knowing where I was. Street name, closer landmarks and even town’s name were erased from my memory. Even my iPhone wasn’t working properly: google maps showed a recent image of a volcano eruption in Iceland, when trying to locate myself, lol.

I was lost, penniless, abandoned. The night was coming, and I sheltered myself in the alcove at the entrance of a temple. A monk came out, not to help, but to try to get rid of me, saying that I’m bewitching the temple’s idiot, lol. I ignored him. Looked around me, and the walls of the alcove became adorned with hieroglyphs and images. I recognised some cranes. “Free the birds”, shouted a woman.

Some people joined me, and handed me a weirded shaped pipe. I don’t smoke, I said. Then took the pipe...I may as well, to take my mind from hunger. Why don’t I just go with the flow, I wondered. I don’t have to be anywhere or with anyone precisely. Enjoy the ride. I then had a spontaneous orgasm and woke up.


damn pisces, lol. cool imagery. so what's up with your ex? did he awaken some side of your sexuality and spirituality, and you're reconnecting to that now?
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It started with my best friend and myself in a huge store. It then started to feel like we were inside some kind of game. I remember my friend having to carry me constantly, and I kept seeing a game over screen. He would then backtrack to pick me up. After clearing a few rooms myself I remember finding 5k in a drawer which I later lost, and it seemed like my friend cleared and looted many of the rooms before I could even play the game for a solid amount of time because I was so bad at it. Eventually we knocked out a man in one of the rooms, and it got violent. I broke a bottle over the man's face killing him while he was down, and remember my friend laughing about how much it fucked his face up. I made it clear I just didn't want him to get back up. The dream then started to transition back to the store. I lost the 5k and didn't have it anymore, and felt like I gained nothing out of everything that just took place. I remember being back in the store and feeling worried that smashing the bottle over the man's face was breaking the rules, and would get us into trouble. My friend kept telling me that it was a part of the game, and the man wasn't real. The dream then keeps going forward, but slowly changes into something else. I remember walking through isles of fish and animals in cages. Pet stores are a common recurring dream I have, ever since I was a child. I remember just looking at abstract animals as I walked past, along with some empty cages. I remember thinking "I hope they have reptiles" then my friend said "they do" and disappeared with his gf. I remember wondering through the store on rollerblades oddly. For some odd fucking reason rollerblades are also a new recurring feature in my dreams for the last 5 years. I remember strolling through isles seeing people I remember from the past, having conversations, and falling down on occasion from taking a turn too sharp. I do this for what feels like forever, till finally I fall and the dream completely changes. That place never to be seen again.


the game thing made me think of repetition, routines, stagnancy like you're stuck in the circumstances of life and trying to take back control.

the pet store... do you feel like you connect to reptiles most? check out the symbolism of which animals you're most drawn to.

rollerblading probably represents how and what pace you're navigating through life transitions.
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I had the weirdest dream. I dreamed that I got exorcised by a lady. In the dream I was still living with my family and some lady came to my room with a Bible, and I thought to myself "Oh hell nah! This bitch better keep that away. I am not fond of that book!" and then she proceeded to place her hand on my chest and pulled something that felt like a negative entity that was weighing down on me. It happened very quickly and after that thing came out the lady was like "holy s...". Right after she pulled out the spirit I felt so much more.... hmm, lighter? Like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. More positive. And I don't remember much what happened after that. I guess I woke up. When I woke up I still felt that feeling of lightness and positivity.



lol well, sounds like good news? did a negative experience just come to conclusion?
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Last months of quarantine, I hope 🤞

Third day after the AZ Oxford vaccine.

Dreamed of travel, abandoning, being lost in an unknown place, and ultimately freedom. Been awakened by a spontaneous orgasm, lol.

In my dream, I was travelling by camper van with my last boyfriend, now an ex. We parked the van somewhere and then walked into town to visit some acquaintances of his. We had lunch with them, talked and relaxed. My boyfriend appeared to be taken with a young woman and disappeared with her into a nearby building, supposedly a shopping centre. Interestingly, I’ve seen that woman once with my boyfriend irl, at a train station.

I waited and waited, but he didn’t return. I went to look for him in every room and he wasn’t there. Some rooms were strange, cavernous, earthy, unfinished. People were looking at me and whispering about my boyfriend having sex with that woman. I felt defeated and hurt, but also acknowledged that his attraction for that woman appeared to be stronger than everything I’ve seen from him. Maybe he found his soulmate!

I left the building and took a bus, trying to reach the place where our camper van was parked. My belongings and cards were still there, even if I lost my boyfriend. Got out of the bus, but lost my confidence in knowing where I was. Street name, closer landmarks and even town’s name were erased from my memory. Even my iPhone wasn’t working properly: google maps showed a recent image of a volcano eruption in Iceland, when trying to locate myself, lol.

I was lost, penniless, abandoned. The night was coming, and I sheltered myself in the alcove at the entrance of a temple. A monk came out, not to help, but to try to get rid of me, saying that I’m bewitching the temple’s idiot, lol. I ignored him. Looked around me, and the walls of the alcove became adorned with hieroglyphs and images. I recognised some cranes. “Free the birds”, shouted a woman.

Some people joined me, and handed me a weirded shaped pipe. I don’t smoke, I said. Then took the pipe...I may as well, to take my mind from hunger. Why don’t I just go with the flow, I wondered. I don’t have to be anywhere or with anyone precisely. Enjoy the ride. I then had a spontaneous orgasm and woke up.

damn pisces, lol. cool imagery. so what's up with your ex? did he awaken some side of your sexuality and spirituality, and you're reconnecting to that now?
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Haha, don't know about that! Plenty of sexual innuendos: the cavernous rooms, my boyfriend with another woman, flowing lava, the alcove, the pipe, the orgasm. Yet I would barely classify this as a sexual dream, since the main feeling was helplessness. No arousal whatsoever, lol.
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Last months of quarantine, I hope 🤞

Third day after the AZ Oxford vaccine.

Dreamed of travel, abandoning, being lost in an unknown place, and ultimately freedom. Been awakened by a spontaneous orgasm, lol.

In my dream, I was travelling by camper van with my last boyfriend, now an ex. We parked the van somewhere and then walked into town to visit some acquaintances of his. We had lunch with them, talked and relaxed. My boyfriend appeared to be taken with a young woman and disappeared with her into a nearby building, supposedly a shopping centre. Interestingly, I’ve seen that woman once with my boyfriend irl, at a train station.

I waited and waited, but he didn’t return. I went to look for him in every room and he wasn’t there. Some rooms were strange, cavernous, earthy, unfinished. People were looking at me and whispering about my boyfriend having sex with that woman. I felt defeated and hurt, but also acknowledged that his attraction for that woman appeared to be stronger than everything I’ve seen from him. Maybe he found his soulmate!

I left the building and took a bus, trying to reach the place where our camper van was parked. My belongings and cards were still there, even if I lost my boyfriend. Got out of the bus, but lost my confidence in knowing where I was. Street name, closer landmarks and even town’s name were erased from my memory. Even my iPhone wasn’t working properly: google maps showed a recent image of a volcano eruption in Iceland, when trying to locate myself, lol.

I was lost, penniless, abandoned. The night was coming, and I sheltered myself in the alcove at the entrance of a temple. A monk came out, not to help, but to try to get rid of me, saying that I’m bewitching the temple’s idiot, lol. I ignored him. Looked around me, and the walls of the alcove became adorned with hieroglyphs and images. I recognised some cranes. “Free the birds”, shouted a woman.

Some people joined me, and handed me a weirded shaped pipe. I don’t smoke, I said. Then took the pipe...I may as well, to take my mind from hunger. Why don’t I just go with the flow, I wondered. I don’t have to be anywhere or with anyone precisely. Enjoy the ride. I then had a spontaneous orgasm and woke up.

damn pisces, lol. cool imagery. so what's up with your ex? did he awaken some side of your sexuality and spirituality, and you're reconnecting to that now?

Haha, don't know about that! Plenty of sexual innuendos: the cavernous rooms, my boyfriend with another woman, flowing lava, the alcove, the pipe, the orgasm. Yet I would barely classify this as a sexual dream, since the main feeling was helplessness. No arousal whatsoever, lol.
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maybe your subconscious is connecting feels of helplessness/insecurity with your sexuality or sexual relationship with him? may i ask what sign he is?
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I had dream last night that I had a secret baby that I had abandoned and left on the door step of the father's relatives. No one knew I had the baby, but I was terrified of getting caught and going to jail. I was also feeling guilty because I wasn't sure if they kept the baby. I hoped they would see the family resemblance. I woke up confused, sad, scared, thinking I had done it. And then I'm like get your life PV, you've never been pregnant, let alone given birth. 🤦🏿‍♀️

I did have a dog that I gave away years ago that I still think about it. The sad look on that dog's face that day still haunts me. I still worry I made the wrong decision. It comes to me a couple times a year and I cry about it. I had no choice but to give him away. I had him from a puppy, and he was my baby in a sense. Maybe this was a guilt dream.


i once had a similar dream of a secret baby and i was on the run. it didn't make sense at the time, but sometimes baby/pregnancy dreams represent the birth or development of an idea or major transition in life.
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Last months of quarantine, I hope 🤞

Third day after the AZ Oxford vaccine.

Dreamed of travel, abandoning, being lost in an unknown place, and ultimately freedom. Been awakened by a spontaneous orgasm, lol.

In my dream, I was travelling by camper van with my last boyfriend, now an ex. We parked the van somewhere and then walked into town to visit some acquaintances of his. We had lunch with them, talked and relaxed. My boyfriend appeared to be taken with a young woman and disappeared with her into a nearby building, supposedly a shopping centre. Interestingly, I’ve seen that woman once with my boyfriend irl, at a train station.

I waited and waited, but he didn’t return. I went to look for him in every room and he wasn’t there. Some rooms were strange, cavernous, earthy, unfinished. People were looking at me and whispering about my boyfriend having sex with that woman. I felt defeated and hurt, but also acknowledged that his attraction for that woman appeared to be stronger than everything I’ve seen from him. Maybe he found his soulmate!

I left the building and took a bus, trying to reach the place where our camper van was parked. My belongings and cards were still there, even if I lost my boyfriend. Got out of the bus, but lost my confidence in knowing where I was. Street name, closer landmarks and even town’s name were erased from my memory. Even my iPhone wasn’t working properly: google maps showed a recent image of a volcano eruption in Iceland, when trying to locate myself, lol.

I was lost, penniless, abandoned. The night was coming, and I sheltered myself in the alcove at the entrance of a temple. A monk came out, not to help, but to try to get rid of me, saying that I’m bewitching the temple’s idiot, lol. I ignored him. Looked around me, and the walls of the alcove became adorned with hieroglyphs and images. I recognised some cranes. “Free the birds”, shouted a woman.

Some people joined me, and handed me a weirded shaped pipe. I don’t smoke, I said. Then took the pipe...I may as well, to take my mind from hunger. Why don’t I just go with the flow, I wondered. I don’t have to be anywhere or with anyone precisely. Enjoy the ride. I then had a spontaneous orgasm and woke up.

damn pisces, lol. cool imagery. so what's up with your ex? did he awaken some side of your sexuality and spirituality, and you're reconnecting to that now?

Haha, don't know about that! Plenty of sexual innuendos: the cavernous rooms, my boyfriend with another woman, flowing lava, the alcove, the pipe, the orgasm. Yet I would barely classify this as a sexual dream, since the main feeling was helplessness. No arousal whatsoever, lol.

maybe your subconscious is connecting feels of helplessness/insecurity with your sexuality or sexual relationship with him? may i ask what sign he is?
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Last months of quarantine, I hope 🤞

Third day after the AZ Oxford vaccine.

Dreamed of travel, abandoning, being lost in an unknown place, and ultimately freedom. Been awakened by a spontaneous orgasm, lol.

In my dream, I was travelling by camper van with my last boyfriend, now an ex. We parked the van somewhere and then walked into town to visit some acquaintances of his. We had lunch with them, talked and relaxed. My boyfriend appeared to be taken with a young woman and disappeared with her into a nearby building, supposedly a shopping centre. Interestingly, I’ve seen that woman once with my boyfriend irl, at a train station.

I waited and waited, but he didn’t return. I went to look for him in every room and he wasn’t there. Some rooms were strange, cavernous, earthy, unfinished. People were looking at me and whispering about my boyfriend having sex with that woman. I felt defeated and hurt, but also acknowledged that his attraction for that woman appeared to be stronger than everything I’ve seen from him. Maybe he found his soulmate!

I left the building and took a bus, trying to reach the place where our camper van was parked. My belongings and cards were still there, even if I lost my boyfriend. Got out of the bus, but lost my confidence in knowing where I was. Street name, closer landmarks and even town’s name were erased from my memory. Even my iPhone wasn’t working properly: google maps showed a recent image of a volcano eruption in Iceland, when trying to locate myself, lol.

I was lost, penniless, abandoned. The night was coming, and I sheltered myself in the alcove at the entrance of a temple. A monk came out, not to help, but to try to get rid of me, saying that I’m bewitching the temple’s idiot, lol. I ignored him. Looked around me, and the walls of the alcove became adorned with hieroglyphs and images. I recognised some cranes. “Free the birds”, shouted a woman.

Some people joined me, and handed me a weirded shaped pipe. I don’t smoke, I said. Then took the pipe...I may as well, to take my mind from hunger. Why don’t I just go with the flow, I wondered. I don’t have to be anywhere or with anyone precisely. Enjoy the ride. I then had a spontaneous orgasm and woke up.

damn pisces, lol. cool imagery. so what's up with your ex? did he awaken some side of your sexuality and spirituality, and you're reconnecting to that now?

Haha, don't know about that! Plenty of sexual innuendos: the cavernous rooms, my boyfriend with another woman, flowing lava, the alcove, the pipe, the orgasm. Yet I would barely classify this as a sexual dream, since the main feeling was helplessness. No arousal whatsoever, lol.

maybe your subconscious is connecting feels of helplessness/insecurity with your sexuality or sexual relationship with him? may i ask what sign he is?

My ex? He's a Cap
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do you think the dream is really about him, or someone else or a bigger theme like your sense of security? the dream is loaded with symbolism, you gotta unravel it.
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Last months of quarantine, I hope 🤞

Third day after the AZ Oxford vaccine.

Dreamed of travel, abandoning, being lost in an unknown place, and ultimately freedom. Been awakened by a spontaneous orgasm, lol.

In my dream, I was travelling by camper van with my last boyfriend, now an ex. We parked the van somewhere and then walked into town to visit some acquaintances of his. We had lunch with them, talked and relaxed. My boyfriend appeared to be taken with a young woman and disappeared with her into a nearby building, supposedly a shopping centre. Interestingly, I’ve seen that woman once with my boyfriend irl, at a train station.

I waited and waited, but he didn’t return. I went to look for him in every room and he wasn’t there. Some rooms were strange, cavernous, earthy, unfinished. People were looking at me and whispering about my boyfriend having sex with that woman. I felt defeated and hurt, but also acknowledged that his attraction for that woman appeared to be stronger than everything I’ve seen from him. Maybe he found his soulmate!

I left the building and took a bus, trying to reach the place where our camper van was parked. My belongings and cards were still there, even if I lost my boyfriend. Got out of the bus, but lost my confidence in knowing where I was. Street name, closer landmarks and even town’s name were erased from my memory. Even my iPhone wasn’t working properly: google maps showed a recent image of a volcano eruption in Iceland, when trying to locate myself, lol.

I was lost, penniless, abandoned. The night was coming, and I sheltered myself in the alcove at the entrance of a temple. A monk came out, not to help, but to try to get rid of me, saying that I’m bewitching the temple’s idiot, lol. I ignored him. Looked around me, and the walls of the alcove became adorned with hieroglyphs and images. I recognised some cranes. “Free the birds”, shouted a woman.

Some people joined me, and handed me a weirded shaped pipe. I don’t smoke, I said. Then took the pipe...I may as well, to take my mind from hunger. Why don’t I just go with the flow, I wondered. I don’t have to be anywhere or with anyone precisely. Enjoy the ride. I then had a spontaneous orgasm and woke up.

damn pisces, lol. cool imagery. so what's up with your ex? did he awaken some side of your sexuality and spirituality, and you're reconnecting to that now?

Haha, don't know about that! Plenty of sexual innuendos: the cavernous rooms, my boyfriend with another woman, flowing lava, the alcove, the pipe, the orgasm. Yet I would barely classify this as a sexual dream, since the main feeling was helplessness. No arousal whatsoever, lol.

maybe your subconscious is connecting feels of helplessness/insecurity with your sexuality or sexual relationship with him? may i ask what sign he is?

My ex? He's a Cap

do you think the dream is really about him, or someone else or a bigger theme like your sense of security? the dream is loaded with symbolism, you gotta unravel it.
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I thought about it, but started to doubt that it was loaded with symbolism. More likely, a mix and match of some of the things I saw recently, like the volcano eruption, the empty house of Sinead O'Connor (could have inspired the empty shopping centre), a temple and medieval monks (in "Sophia", a Russian TV series) and even a camper van (on TV, part of a "Living in the wildness" programme). The spontaneous orgasm...I think it really happened, my brain didn't even attempt to embed it into the narrative of the dream. Or didn't have time to do so, since I woke up...

My boyfriend and that woman...I don't know, it could be about an event that happened last summer. I was going to meet my long distance boyfriend that day, at the train station. It was only the second time we were meeting as a couple, because of the pandemic. First time, I waited for him at the train station, and he passed me by, without a look! He came back after a few -very long- minutes, claiming he was joking. A joke which made me sad. This time I wanted a warmer, more special reunion. I arrived at the train station on time, but he wasn't on the platform. Sent him a text. I then left the station looking for him, but returned without finding him. Checked if his train arrived. Started to wonder if he missed the train. Or even if he ever intended to come!

After some very long 15-20 minutes, I've finally got a text reply from him, which said that he was smoking somewhere. Of course he needed to smoke! Why did I think he would have waited to see me first? Silly me, lol. Left the station looking for him, and than I saw him, from the distance....he was talking to a young woman. He saw me coming, but turned towards the other woman again. I never asked him who she was...they could have met in the train, or maybe she was a local prostitute, or, most likely, someone who asked him for a cigarette. I didn't even see her smoking, but noticed a glimmer of complicity in her eyes.

I think the dream was part of letting my ex go....
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It started with my best friend and myself in a huge store. It then started to feel like we were inside some kind of game. I remember my friend having to carry me constantly, and I kept seeing a game over screen. He would then backtrack to pick me up. After clearing a few rooms myself I remember finding 5k in a drawer which I later lost, and it seemed like my friend cleared and looted many of the rooms before I could even play the game for a solid amount of time because I was so bad at it. Eventually we knocked out a man in one of the rooms, and it got violent. I broke a bottle over the man's face killing him while he was down, and remember my friend laughing about how much it fucked his face up. I made it clear I just didn't want him to get back up. The dream then started to transition back to the store. I lost the 5k and didn't have it anymore, and felt like I gained nothing out of everything that just took place. I remember being back in the store and feeling worried that smashing the bottle over the man's face was breaking the rules, and would get us into trouble. My friend kept telling me that it was a part of the game, and the man wasn't real. The dream then keeps going forward, but slowly changes into something else. I remember walking through isles of fish and animals in cages. Pet stores are a common recurring dream I have, ever since I was a child. I remember just looking at abstract animals as I walked past, along with some empty cages. I remember thinking "I hope they have reptiles" then my friend said "they do" and disappeared with his gf. I remember wondering through the store on rollerblades oddly. For some odd fucking reason rollerblades are also a new recurring feature in my dreams for the last 5 years. I remember strolling through isles seeing people I remember from the past, having conversations, and falling down on occasion from taking a turn too sharp. I do this for what feels like forever, till finally I fall and the dream completely changes. That place never to be seen again.

the game thing made me think of repetition, routines, stagnancy like you're stuck in the circumstances of life and trying to take back control.

the pet store... do you feel like you connect to reptiles most? check out the symbolism of which animals you're most drawn to.

rollerblading probably represents how and what pace you're navigating through life transitions.
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All of that actually makes a lot of sense. I actually don't feel like I connect with animals much in dreams, at least not as much as awake. I think the pet store is just an element that followed me through life, since I've always loved animals and as a child loved going to pet stores. Even if I was just looking at them.

When it comes to animals in my dreams I feel like I see fish the most. They are always in very abstract places. Like an oddly placed pool of water in my house, or in a random building. I'm always trying to catch them, or swimming in the pool and wondering why they are there. There is a weird almost dirty feeling I get, because they are living in water that's inside of a building. Like the carpet and other things you would find in a building are still there.

The better version I have of fish is I'm outside in nature fishing in an abstract body of water. Those dreams are one of my absolute favorites because it tends to makes sense, and always ends up a strange outdoor adventure to other places I've never seen. When it comes to reptiles I'm almost always getting bit by them. That or running from them. I love reptiles while awake, but never had a good dream with one. I know the symbolism is always bad, so I tend to go through life a bit cautious when I have a dream about one. Luckily there were none in my last dream. I do find it odd I was hoping I could find one though. Maybe I was feeling brave or something in the dream.
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I had the weirdest dream. I dreamed that I got exorcised by a lady. In the dream I was still living with my family and some lady came to my room with a Bible, and I thought to myself "Oh hell nah! This bitch better keep that away. I am not fond of that book!" and then she proceeded to place her hand on my chest and pulled something that felt like a negative entity that was weighing down on me. It happened very quickly and after that thing came out the lady was like "holy s...". Right after she pulled out the spirit I felt so much more.... hmm, lighter? Like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. More positive. And I don't remember much what happened after that. I guess I woke up. When I woke up I still felt that feeling of lightness and positivity.

lol well, sounds like good news? did a negative experience just come to conclusion?
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There has been a lot of negativity surrounding me these past months. Lately I've been working on being more grateful, positive, and using creative visualization. I'm starting to see positive results in my waking life.

If I were to analyze the meaning of this dream myself I'd guess that the Bible represents something I've shunned in the past and that I've never tried before. Like being grateful for what I currently have and the positives in my life despite experiencing adverse circumstances. And the demon being driven out of me and the new feeling of lightness and positivity is the result of all the work I've been doing to bring more positivity into my life.

I'm no expert in this area so I could be completely off and this dream means something completely different or just be a random, meaningless dream.
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I dreamt that I was persuaded by some guy to give up my job and live a life of holidays abroad instead.

Told my colleagues that I was leaving, but then panicked. Went back to work the very next day, only to find all my belongings and equipment removed and replaced with other stuff. "Hey, I didn't even hand in my resignation!"

Woke up with a very uneasy feeling. Then found out that some teaching committee decided to throw a shit load of work at me for the next month...
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A few nights ago were tornadoes. Which is always bad, no matter what the outcome is. Luckily they didn't hit me at the location I was hiding, but I remember the warnings then hiding, and seeing them form in the sky. It took place in my grandmother's neighborhood, and the perspective I could see it was from her house. I remember flashbacks of the warnings while hiding, but also seeing a black sky as funnel clouds formed from outside. At the last second it changed direction, missing the location I was at. A very bad thing to dream about. The rest of the dream was too abstract and convoluted to describe. I just remembered the dark colors and deep visuals of the sky and the tornado as it formed in front of me.
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I hadn’t had nightmares in a while

First one

Went to a doctor and he asked have you been exposed to radiation lately (I hadn’t). Woke up in the middle of the night

Second one....

I was stuck in a Groundhog Day type of scenario. Waking up on a train that ran on water in a big harbour city with my Libra grandmother in what looked like medieval times. We met witches and criminals with large weapons on the road that tried to kill us. Soon we realised we were immortal and would wake up on the train when they murdered us. So we attempted to travel over and over and would have to defend ourselves, however once we managed to kill them we realised they were immortal themselves but with a much shorter latency period of about half an hour. The witches and rascals would come back weakened in what seemed a zombie like state so I started to adopt the habit of taking their eyes out 😬 because they were a bit uncoordinated upon waking. At first I was scared and hesitant to use the weapons, I couldn’t form strategies while fighting the witch or think steps ahead until I started using the thorny surroundings to my advantage and push the witch into them until she turned into a dried up scotch thistle and I bent it till it broke. After I did this an elephant with soft black fur emerged and I felt a lot of affection for it and touched it behind its flappy ears. Was awoken by noise downstairs

Second one is nice, would make a cool book or movie for young adults like harry potter or hunger games