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Ok. It's time to stop waiting for this guy. Stop calling for awhile. See if or when he contacts you. You actually aren't changing anything by not calling, he'll do or won't do whatever he will. (Don't "think" not calling is going to be a bad move on your part.) It sounds like he's been hot and cold for awhile. If nothing esle, he should respect appointments. Promising to make it up only lets him slip out the door for his business, while avoiding a scene with you. It's only later when you realize yet again, he's blown you off, that your respect for him drops another fraction.

i called him, we worked things out. He went out because his friend is going off to college so he wanted to hang out with him for the last time. I understand. But the fact that didnt keep his promise annoys me. But what can i do, no ones perfect. He understands why i was dissapointed and he felt bad because he couldnt just leave his friend out there hanging and say, "i dont want to go." So yeah. He came home pretty late, around 6 in the morning, there were girls there, i hope he didnt do any weird butter with any of them, but i guess all i can do is trust...and investigate lol. Its not his obligation to care about me, but to care about someone comes from the heart, something i havent seen lately, but we still have much more to talk since he's painting his room at the moment, so we'll see we'll see.

lauren: confucius say: "No one is worth crying over if they won't cry over you."

i'm done crying.

You sound better. I'm hopeful for you.

okay i skipped most of the con. but i say. i hope u are doing better. u are good. dont forget that.

we're going good again ^^ happy happy. And thanks both for your support, much love

Awh, 13.. I feel all moist & puddly' now. (I Knew those were hearts!)

aw why has all the other post been deleted?

Which other posts? Your beginning post?

i dont know, i find it strange that before it was around 48/49? i have no clue, but i know it was around the 40's. And then it dramatically went up to 55 with just one post, hmm

;P ah well