
CappyGurl9
@CappyGurl9
10 Years
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I have a taurus moon so I don't like anyone to get in my business and I do fluctuate in weight .. he is lucky he didn't meet me chubbier 😛 .. I would gave him a stroke by how happy I can be even with extra fat. For me weight is important but what matters is: do I eat healthy? do I feel healthy? can I pull myself to be beautiful every day? I am ok with any body I have. Weight has been an issue for me earlier in my teen and I was anorexic in mind. Now, I turned to an emotional eater so I am fighting that. I would either not eat anything or eat everything when I am very upset which is horrible.
And for him, he tried to "fix my belly problem"! F* him! Actually the more I think of him and his attitude, I am sorry I saw good things in him. He lost a very valuable friend in me because I truly cared for him and I didn't mind how he looked, or how different we were. I was accepting him in all his package because to me if you love someone regardless who they are friends, family or a partner: you only can enjoy them the most if you learnt to live with them with all their odds and difference they bring to your life. I believe they enrich our life with the challenge this kind of connection brings. After all, I can't say I love someone if I can't accept all the package he/she has or at least can live with it and fight over it even!
My aim in relationships is much deeper than his. His is finding a friend to absorb care, love and attention from. Enjoy as much he need and have no obligation to. He would also have a bonus if he could "manipulate" my brain to lose weight, look the way he wanted! I feel I was like a project for him and he was enjoying sculpturing me the way he wants or enjoying the "free items" I came for with no intention to invest really in it or give back