Alter ego...? (Page 2)

thanx suzy Q 🙂 that really made me see things differently ^^ *HUGSSSSS*

Wow, Suzy,

Perhaps our beliefs are not all that different after all! (I thought you were beating down the doors of others houses being a witness or something...)
I feel the same way about church...it isn't where God is.
I am very spiritual and praise God every day. Yes, my faith is what rules me!

It is also what makes me unafraid of unusual stuff ...fortune telling, etc. It doesn't mean I believe all of that stuff...I just let my intuition guide me.

I can tell what is good and what is bad. I can tell when someone is lying or being deceitful in some way. I trust in God and my angels to guide me and they do!!

Luz!
OK! So we can call 'Your Mother' Uma. I like it!

What do you think, Mom? Like it?

(((HUG))) for all of you!

I think it is adorable. I wonder where she is; just like my name says always wondering, but never knowing crap!

I think I know what Uma is up to. She is probably going over her inventory of buggy whips and handcuffs, and practicing a few moves. LOL BB adventure.

I hope she doesn't hurt some guy!LOL

WB

LOL, WB!

Hey, on a serious note...I posted under the recipe board looking for ideas...check it out...it's called "Pizza Diet"...unfortunately that is the diet I am NO longer following!!

I hope Uma is safe and warm and having a whoopin' good time! (I don't think she would hurt him much, do you?)

Warm Fuzzies to you, WB!
Star

Hello all...thanks for sharing...

Hmmm...mom yes I see your point in what you say and we all experiance glimpses of happiness and peace in our life as humans but that's all those experiances are...glimpses of the real thing.

Why are you so happy to settle for second best and only experiance human happiness and human peace when you can experiance real happiness and real peace but only when we realise and grow as our real selves...and that is as our souls.

You said..."I am happy and sad...healthy and sick...etc. and I see your point but these feelings you experiance are subject to condition...they must be...because if they were not they would be perpetual...and that right there is my point.

We live on the physical plane of life as humans...we think far to physically as a result and bind ourselves and lives to this plane through this thought pattern in our minds. It is not untill we begin to realise that we are spiritual beings in essence that we will begin to break free from the shackles of this physical realm.

The physical realm is all about control and being controlled according to the laws of physics and I'm not talking about what is only in the books of the science labs because that's mans knowledge. I am talking about the science books in the labs of God himself...all that is and all that is possible through physicality...

Just imagine the vastness and splendour of knowledge inside that book of Gods...mans entire knowledge to date probably wouldn't even measure up to the first paragraph of the first page of the first book in the series. Now imagine we got to read that book...imagine the processes we could learn from it...all of a sudden walking on water and turning stone to bread isn't that far fetched now is it..!!!

Love and light to you all....
Durrie.

Freebird...yes you are right I was makeing an assumption.

Yes you are free...what I ment by saying "the struggle within" was this...

I have truely been liberated by my recent discovories. My discovory was that I do absolutley have a soul and so do you and all other people but before I discovered this I was a soul "struggling within" waiting and trying to get out.

Your name fits the description of a person who has been liberated I agree but before liberation there was a struggle within and that is what I ment...

Stay well freebird...love and light to you always...
Durrie.

Hi Durrie,

I loved what you wrote! I want to read that book too.

And isn't that the truth, I know it! Our knowledge compared to what he has? Just makes me smile thinking about how you said it!!! Perfect!

I know HE was with me this morning and he showed me his love like he has before and it just made me feel like a little child in his arms. The feeling I can't describe but just so much love!

How can life be so sweet and so bitter sweet at the same time? I had feelings of sadness after I felt love for things that have not turned out so happy, but I know that EVERYTHING that has happened in my life up until this point has been for a reason and all that is so clear! Just like a little puzzle.

WB

We do reap what we sow! God doesn't ask for much just a little love and loyalty and what he gives back cant even be measured!!!!!!

Durrie,
I do not understand your struggle...
I think that a person can have balance...

I have known that I had a soul for as many years as I can remember. I had trouble when I was 12 thinking that I couldn't serve myself in my spirituality, because of my physical self...

I no longer think that way...it is not practical and causes only conflict within and yes, even guilt!

We have physical needs period. Why do you discount them? I disagree that "the physcial realm is all about control and being controlled"..

I am very spiritual and yet, I can experience physical pleasure (which was also given by God). I do not attempt to control and I am not controlled...yet, I exist in a physical plane..

I do live in my own world however...and it is a happy place!! (at least that is the perception of my friends!!)

In my opinion, you need to find a balance that works for you. I read turmoil in your words.

Love and Light,
Star

star, i agree! theres nothing wrong with materialistc posessions! as long as you dont go overboard, like what umma said about how you should balance everything out, and balance is the key, indeed.

It is true that I need quiet time each day to communicate with God and my Angels. But, it is more a tool of bringing out who I am and learning to be the best I can be! (in this physical existence). I will not be able to transcend my physical existence until I am dead. I have no desire to die and I believe that suicide is a sin!! There is work to be done on this Earth and I am here to work....the work I do is small perhaps, but, it all counts.

God made me to exist on this Earth in this life and I am accepting of what He has laid before me.

I hope that you, too, will find acceptance in yourself and what you have been given.

Do you see where I am coming from?

Love and Light,
Star

Yeah, i do. Totally 😉 LOL o gawd, i make everything so NON serious.. maybe thats just one of my flaws :/ but wutever! like you said, i should jsut accept myself but its hard at times. And im sure everyone, i mean EVERYONE, cant be pleased with themselves at times. And yeah, even ppl who dont have high jobs have their place! i mean if everyone became doctors, where would my food be!! lol

Oh, Luz!! I love you, girl! Who wouldn't!! You are so honest!! LOL! But, my last post was also directed at Durrie, not you!!

I just think he gets too cerebral and needs to realize there is Love and Light to share in our daily existence. The work of God. We are to shed the Light and spread the Love. But, it does not mean that we are above the others! And, Love does not mean sex...(it can, but that is a special bond between two).

Luz! I am very non-serious at times...that is not a flaw! It is OK! Yes, I do want you to love and accept yourself as you are! I do!! You are right, we cannot all be the same thing...we cannot all be white collar...we cannot all be blue collar...we cannot all be free-lance...etc!

The work of God is more abstract...it involves all of all walks of life...

Love and Light to you all!
Star

Hey all...thanks for sharing...!

Star...yes you speak wisley. You speak of feeling his grace and sharing in his love here on earth...and yes that is the way it is done here on earth...that is also self realisation as I speak of above and is all pleasing to God as it should be here earth and beyond.

What I understand from your post is that we must know our path and follow it. I am admitedley trying to skip a whole lot of living by trying to realise the goal before I have really set out to achieve it. You are right...

Why would I want to leave this earth before I can say I have lived here and experianced ALL of his grace and beauty here first. To do as much is surely selling yourself short...!!!

Thank you Star...thak you Luz...Star is right by the way, your beauty within shines bright through your honesty...

Love and light to all and always...
Durrie.

Durrie,
I am glad you could see where I am coming from. I can understand "trying to realise the goal before I have really set out to achieve it" though...

Hope all is well with you!
Love and Light,
Star