
Deedee86
@Deedee86
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Posted by dolluxeYeah. I know, I talk about him constantly. I annoy myself, I can only imagine how others feel.
Your Libra ex?

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It's hard I know and being a Libra I suck at putting empathy into words but... I do wish you the best though.



Posted by dolluxePosted by Deedee86You're not annoying. You're coping. Mention him as much as you want. That's how most of us found this site anyway. To vent.Posted by dolluxeYeah. I know, I talk about him constantly. I annoy myself, I can only imagine how others feel.
Your Libra ex?
As a Libra who's gone through depression.. I do disappear from loved ones. I know you're already aware that his disappearance has nothing to do with you at all. I've pushed people away from me before. He will continuously push people away until he realizes the only person who can save him is himself.click to expand

Posted by Cancan26I will get the tissues and chocolate.
I"m sad too ...can I just sit here with you ...![]()


Posted by Deedee86thank you!Posted by Cancan26I will get the tissues and chocolate.
I"m sad too ...can I just sit here with you ...![]()
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Posted by Prince_PiscesSupporter is a bit extreme lol. I just chose puke over shit. I wasn't a fan of either.
Omg and I remember you're a Trump supporter, and I still felt like being nice to you โค Good karma is always nice LOL!


Posted by JohnTheBaptist100Posted by Deedee86He is just being polite and acknowledging you. It does not mean he wants you back. Don't read into every little thing.Posted by dolluxePosted by Deedee86You're not annoying. You're coping. Mention him as much as you want. That's how most of us found this site anyway. To vent.Posted by dolluxeYeah. I know, I talk about him constantly. I annoy myself, I can only imagine how others feel.
Your Libra ex?
As a Libra who's gone through depression.. I do disappear from loved ones. I know you're already aware that his disappearance has nothing to do with you at all. I've pushed people away from me before. He will continuously push people away until he realizes the only person who can save him is himself.
The fact that he wished me Merry Christmas tells me that he wants me in his life but isn't ready yet. Thats what made me reach out only to be ignored. I'm hurt, I miss him and I'm worried about his health and state of mind. I want to rewind and go back to when everything was good. I'm afraid that it's gone forever.
He doesn't celebrate Christmas at all and he doesn't use Facebook. I'm his only friend and I'm the only one that can see his posts. He set it up so we could communicate when I was out of the country. So it did take a little bit of thought and effort for him to post a message for me.
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Posted by Deedee86Posted by JohnTheBaptist100Posted by Deedee86He is just being polite and acknowledging you. It does not mean he wants you back. Don't read into every little thing.Posted by dolluxePosted by Deedee86You're not annoying. You're coping. Mention him as much as you want. That's how most of us found this site anyway. To vent.Posted by dolluxeYeah. I know, I talk about him constantly. I annoy myself, I can only imagine how others feel.
Your Libra ex?
As a Libra who's gone through depression.. I do disappear from loved ones. I know you're already aware that his disappearance has nothing to do with you at all. I've pushed people away from me before. He will continuously push people away until he realizes the only person who can save him is himself.
The fact that he wished me Merry Christmas tells me that he wants me in his life but isn't ready yet. Thats what made me reach out only to be ignored. I'm hurt, I miss him and I'm worried about his health and state of mind. I want to rewind and go back to when everything was good. I'm afraid that it's gone forever.
He doesn't celebrate Christmas at all and he doesn't use Facebook. I'm his only friend and I'm the only one that can see his posts. He set it up so we could communicate when I was out of the country. So it did take a little bit of thought and effort for him to post a message for me.
I know...well, my mind knows but my heart doesn't always believe it. A few weeks ago he was telling me how much he loved and missed me. We had plans to get married and move away. He gave me a bracelet with our wedding date engraved in it. We were really good together until depression consumed him. Now, he is not the same person. It's like his entire life stopped, not just his part with me. He stopped living entirely and it's sad.
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Posted by hydorahPosted by Deedee86Posted by JohnTheBaptist100Posted by Deedee86He is just being polite and acknowledging you. It does not mean he wants you back. Don't read into every little thing.Posted by dolluxePosted by Deedee86You're not annoying. You're coping. Mention him as much as you want. That's how most of us found this site anyway. To vent.Posted by dolluxeYeah. I know, I talk about him constantly. I annoy myself, I can only imagine how others feel.
Your Libra ex?
As a Libra who's gone through depression.. I do disappear from loved ones. I know you're already aware that his disappearance has nothing to do with you at all. I've pushed people away from me before. He will continuously push people away until he realizes the only person who can save him is himself.
The fact that he wished me Merry Christmas tells me that he wants me in his life but isn't ready yet. Thats what made me reach out only to be ignored. I'm hurt, I miss him and I'm worried about his health and state of mind. I want to rewind and go back to when everything was good. I'm afraid that it's gone forever.
He doesn't celebrate Christmas at all and he doesn't use Facebook. I'm his only friend and I'm the only one that can see his posts. He set it up so we could communicate when I was out of the country. So it did take a little bit of thought and effort for him to post a message for me.
I know...well, my mind knows but my heart doesn't always believe it. A few weeks ago he was telling me how much he loved and missed me. We had plans to get married and move away. He gave me a bracelet with our wedding date engraved in it. We were really good together until depression consumed him. Now, he is not the same person. It's like his entire life stopped, not just his part with me. He stopped living entirely and it's sad.
Oh that's another story, maybe you should be more proactive and try to help him, show him you care and insist
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Posted by Deedee86Posted by hydorahPosted by Deedee86Posted by JohnTheBaptist100Posted by Deedee86He is just being polite and acknowledging you. It does not mean he wants you back. Don't read into every little thing.Posted by dolluxePosted by Deedee86You're not annoying. You're coping. Mention him as much as you want. That's how most of us found this site anyway. To vent.Posted by dolluxeYeah. I know, I talk about him constantly. I annoy myself, I can only imagine how others feel.
Your Libra ex?
As a Libra who's gone through depression.. I do disappear from loved ones. I know you're already aware that his disappearance has nothing to do with you at all. I've pushed people away from me before. He will continuously push people away until he realizes the only person who can save him is himself.
The fact that he wished me Merry Christmas tells me that he wants me in his life but isn't ready yet. Thats what made me reach out only to be ignored. I'm hurt, I miss him and I'm worried about his health and state of mind. I want to rewind and go back to when everything was good. I'm afraid that it's gone forever.
He doesn't celebrate Christmas at all and he doesn't use Facebook. I'm his only friend and I'm the only one that can see his posts. He set it up so we could communicate when I was out of the country. So it did take a little bit of thought and effort for him to post a message for me.
I know...well, my mind knows but my heart doesn't always believe it. A few weeks ago he was telling me how much he loved and missed me. We had plans to get married and move away. He gave me a bracelet with our wedding date engraved in it. We were really good together until depression consumed him. Now, he is not the same person. It's like his entire life stopped, not just his part with me. He stopped living entirely and it's sad.
Oh that's another story, maybe you should be more proactive and try to help him, show him you care and insist
I have. There is nothing more that I can do or say to help him. It's up to him now.
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Posted by Se7enNo that was not him.
Is he the one you poured water on in bed or you almost burned the house down? Was that you?

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I am trying to move on but there is that connection that I can't seem to break. I was missing him today and sent an email. He read it but hasn't replied.
I know that it's pathetic of me to be pining over him. Maybe it's his depression or maybe he's simply done with me. It's just hard for me to accept that all of our good years meant nothing. They were all a lie.