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Understanding How Astrological Signs Can Influence Self-Perception and Emotional Challenges
Astrology suggests that your zodiac sign can impact your personality, emotional responses, and relationship patterns. Recognizing these influences may help you understand underlying tendencies such as self-esteem issues or fears of rejection. Exploring your astrological chart could provide insight into your emotional struggles and offer pathways for personal growth and healing.
no more on hydorah's tail I see
good
Posted by Hare
Where did you copy and paste this from?
ands told me to troll big. Not giving out my secrets
i love u and I'm here for u ok ❤️
is it idgaf2 ?
I hoped this thread would do better. Should've posted it while Rom was still online
Posted by hydorah
is it idgaf2 ?
a mesh of him and admiral
Posted by Hare
Where did you copy and paste this from?ands told me to troll big. Not giving out my secrets
This is 3rd tier trolling. At best. Nowhere near Cuteboy or Taurusgal levels.
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taurusgal is mediocre. Cuteboy is 2nd tier and I'm being generous
smh smh some uproar would've been nice for the effort that was put in
Pics please.
Posted by Montgomery
Pics please.
Your hatred is so beutiful and pure
Posted by The_eleventh_sign_11
Your hatred is so beutiful and pure
thx. Guess my moon sign
Posted by Yes
I'm just a loser and a nobody and a failure at life. I preach against making any kind of effort to improve my life, but in reality I'm just afraid of rejection and intimacy. I maintain this rough exterior like some sort of wannabe gangsta rapper, but ultimately I'm a pathetic virgin and my whole life revolves around getting people’s approval. I've been 'depressed' my entire life and I figure it's easier to conclude that I'm just dumb. I don't even feel pain anymore, my 'depression' is just a dull nothingness caused by my mental deficiency. If I were smarter I would've found a way out of this purgatory by now.My ego is too big to deal with the fact that I'm not good looking so instead I devalue myself to be the complete opposite. If I can't be in the best then I will just die a virgin, if only out of spite. That uncompromising all-or-nothing attitude carries over in every other facet of my life and ultimately it just cripples me and I just don't bother with anything. In fact I actively self destruct to give myself the delusion of being in control. I would rather be nothing than admit to mediocrity.
With that comes an overwhelming need to assert my autonomy and self sufficiency, and I resist any
attempt of others trying to control or help me.
I absolutely despise the way I look from the bottom of my heart. To the point where I have almost
completely dropped out from life. I'm cringed and disgusted with my identity and the way people perceive me. I would rather not exist to the outside world at all than as the repulsive creature I am now.
My self hatred borders on masochism and I purposely seek out situations where I will face failure and
disappointment and humiliation. I avoid any opportunity to have fun or make something good happen because it would undermine my martyrdom. The more I suffer the more I can reaffirm my learned helplessness and defeatist attitude and continue wallowing in self pity.
The only way I know how to get attention is by antagonizing others through extreme or absurd or
offensive statements and perpetually playing devil's advocate. When people agree with me I will just
switch my stance and provoke them some more. I have no opinions or morals or ideals of my own, I
just go with whatever will evoke the response I want. I get off on being seen as the bad one, because I have nothing positive to offer and I would rather be hated than ignored.
I am obsessed with cultivating a tough online persona in order to compensate for my
immaturity and stunted development and lack of strong father figure. When I'm by myself I listen to
old pop music and watch coming of age movies and teen shows because nostalgia is the only
emotional comfort I can find. The movies exercise my emotional range. And i feel alive after watching a good one. It helps my mind wander and go somewhere else that’s less stagnant.
I'm getting older and doing nothing to change my life. and the more i think about it, the less I'm
capable of being a normal person.Mentally I'm stuck in high school and I constantly regress back to that period as a crutch for my inability to deal with adulthood. I’m being unproductive and it feel like I‘m waiting for death. Right now, it feels a lot closer. Time to jump
Learned helplessness. Lol, who said that first?
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I think it's a term psychology enthusiasts introduced. Someone on lookism told me I exhibit learned helplessness
I sure do miss him .... he's one of the few people in here I can relate to.
He never said or did anything superficially ....... it was always all in.
I've often thought about maybe he would return to dxp.
who?
shit just got real
Posted by Yes
who?you. this thread better be about that.
or else i'm going to shove my proverbial boot up your cyber-ass and you're gonna be walking around here with laces hanging out of it for a little while.
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I'm asking who p-angel was referring to.
Posted by hydorah
shit just got real
Dude if you really want to get it with Koniuchaa at least put up your face pic the way she did. Don't be a hypocrite
Posted by hydorah
shit just got realDude if you really want to get it with Koniuchaa at least put up your face pic the way she did. Don't be a hypocrite
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am 2 ugly
g2go,
l8r
Posted by hydorah
shit just got realDude if you really want to get it with Koniuchaa at least put up your face pic the way she did. Don't be a hypocrite
am 2 ugly
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love is blind
Posted by RomanPowerCusp
Your self deprecating exposition is a narration of self pity.The picture you're painting is intended to disarm but you can't give off enough vulnerability on any genuine level for it to truly work.
Humility is what you should aim to achieve. Humility unlocks sympathy.
You get none from me.
Troll on ??
teach me
Posted by RomanPowerCusp
Your self deprecating exposition is a narration of self pity.The picture you're painting is intended to disarm but you can't give off enough vulnerability on any genuine level for it to truly work.
Humility is what you should aim to achieve. Humility unlocks sympathy.
You get none from me.
Troll on ??
teach me
I can't teach you to be an INTJ. You can only be born this way.
I just enjoy seeing how people work.
I doubt you can fake humility to be honest. You have to lose something of value to experiencing the onset of humility.
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I'm an INTP it's not that far
you're an edgelord rom
Posted by RomanPowerCusp
Your self deprecating exposition is a narration of self pity.The picture you're painting is intended to disarm but you can't give off enough vulnerability on any genuine level for it to truly work.
Humility is what you should aim to achieve. Humility unlocks sympathy.
You get none from me.
Troll on ??
teach me
I can't teach you to be an INTJ. You can only be born this way.
I just enjoy seeing how people work.
I doubt you can fake humility to be honest. You have to lose something of value to experiencing the onset of humility.
I'm an INTP it's not that far
Yet what makes INTJ & INTP so different is the fact that INTJ adheres to intellectual honesty and INTP
Whereas you're willing to have changing perceptions to alleviate your stagnant mind.
I'm more apt to focus on patterns, allowing complete freedom in order to observe.
We're so different.
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Could it be that I'm a teenager and you're an adult whose brain has finished developing? MBTI isn't accurate for adolescents for this exact reason.
Posted by RomanPowerCusp
Your self deprecating exposition is a narration of self pity.The picture you're painting is intended to disarm but you can't give off enough vulnerability on any genuine level for it to truly work.
Humility is what you should aim to achieve. Humility unlocks sympathy.
You get none from me.
Troll on ??
teach me
I can't teach you to be an INTJ. You can only be born this way.
I just enjoy seeing how people work.
I doubt you can fake humility to be honest. You have to lose something of value to experiencing the onset of humility.
I'm an INTP it's not that far
Yet what makes INTJ & INTP so different is the fact that INTJ adheres to intellectual honesty and INTP
Whereas you're willing to have changing perceptions to alleviate your stagnant mind.
I'm more apt to focus on patterns, allowing complete freedom in order to observe.
We're so different.
Could it be that I'm a teenager and you're an adult whose brain has finished developing? MBTI isn't accurate for adolescents for this exact reason.
Just another diversion tactic to disarm people.
You're a young adult who is most likely taking quite a few gap years until you find yourself. Lost.
Nice try
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I'm 16 and your compulsion to overanalyze everything is causing me angst. Get over yourself. This behavior is too intense for my liking. No wonder nds ran away.
Posted by RomanPowerCusp
Lol you can't lie to me. Just cut your shit out and evolve already.It's so tiring. I didn't have to analayze you. Its like looking through tracing paper.
I'm sixteen. Sorry for disproving your smartass pseudo analysis by merely existing.
you need to spend some time on uncle donjohn's lap, eating ice cream and candy
plus he told me I'm unnoticeable and feelble-boyish
that's such a basic gettho attempt at reverse-psychology
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I'm just a loser and a nobody and a failure at life. I preach against making any kind of effort to improve my life, but in reality I'm just afraid of rejection and intimacy. I maintain this rough exterior like some sort of wannabe gangsta rapper, but ultimately I'm a pathetic virgin and my whole life revolves around getting people’s approval. I've been 'depressed' my entire life and I figure it's easier to conclude that I'm just dumb. I don't even feel pain anymore, my 'depression' is just a dull nothingness caused by my mental deficiency. If I were smarter I would've found a way out of this purgatory by now.
My ego is too big to deal with the fact that I'm not good looking so instead I devalue myself to be the complete opposite. If I can't be in the best then I will just die a virgin, if only out of spite. That uncompromising all-or-nothing attitude carries over in every other facet of my life and ultimately it just cripples me and I just don't bother with anything. In fact I actively self destruct to give myself the delusion of being in control. I would rather be nothing than admit to mediocrity.
With that comes an overwhelming need to assert my autonomy and self sufficiency, and I resist any
attempt of others trying to control or help me.
I absolutely despise the way I look from the bottom of my heart. To the point where I have almost
completely dropped out from life. I'm cringed and disgusted with my identity and the way people perceive me. I would rather not exist to the outside world at all than as the repulsive creature I am now.
My self hatred borders on masochism and I purposely seek out situations where I will face failure and
disappointment and humiliation. I avoid any opportunity to have fun or make something good happen because it would undermine my martyrdom. The more I suffer the more I can reaffirm my learned helplessness and defeatist attitude and continue wallowing in self pity.
The only way I know how to get attention is by antagonizing others through extreme or absurd or
offensive statements and perpetually playing devil's advocate. When people agree with me I will just
switch my stance and provoke them some more. I have no opinions or morals or ideals of my own, I
just go with whatever will evoke the response I want. I get off on being seen as the bad one, because I have nothing positive to offer and I would rather be hated than ignored.
I am obsessed with cultivating a tough online persona in order to compensate for my
immaturity and stunted development and lack of strong father figure. When I'm by myself I listen to
old pop music and watch coming of age movies and teen shows because nostalgia is the only
emotional comfort I can find. The movies exercise my emotional range. And i feel alive after watching a good one. It helps my mind wander and go somewhere else that’s less stagnant.
I'm getting older and doing nothing to change my life. and the more i think about it, the less I'm
capable of being a normal person.Mentally I'm stuck in high school and I constantly regress back to that period as a crutch for my inability to deal with adulthood. I’m being unproductive and it feel like I‘m waiting for death. Right now, it feels a lot closer. Time to jump