Anyone else missing Durrie? (Page 2)

Libragirl...you make perfect sense to me! I thank you for sticking up for me!

Phoenix and Suzy, thank you also!

Suzy! LOL! I merely pointed out that the Librans had more dealings with Skeelo than I did and if you were around then, you would know that was true! Suzy, I beseech you to look up the meaning of the word integrity! Your opinion of me does not matter....but, I do not think it only fair that you fight in an educated manner, and since you insist on appearing seemingly uneducated, we will do our best to educate you!

Durrie...I do love you...but, you did steal the "love and light" idea from me and you know you did! LOL!

OMG! Mistake! Mistake! Mistake!
Phoenix and Lena!! NOT Phoenix and Suzy!! LOL!

Lord, please forgive me for thinking for a moment, in my mind, that Suzy could be honest and forthright...
Help me to see only the good in people...
I have tried to see the good in her, and, if there is some good there...then please open my eyes to it, because, I only see black! Thank you, Lord...Thank you.

That should have read..."I do think it only fair"....instead of "do not"...

LOL! OK! Please!! Stop the sirens! Stop the sirens!

Thank you! LOL!

Hello everyone...

What are we here for...on this board I mean...?

To make friends, to seek advice, to share our knowledge, to share our joy, to exchange ideas...basically to grow as people, to grow as individuals. These are MY reasons for being here, and so far I have achieved most of these things and continue to love and learn more with each day as my heart and soul desires.

All of us...we need to ask ourselves...? When I first came to this board...what was I searching for, what were my reasons for comming here and why...?
Have I achieved them and what have I done if not?
How many enemies have I made and am I proud of that?

Now, you may or may not remember but that is beside the point I am trying to make which is this...

I believe that people are inherrantly good natured and the key to life is unlocking that potential and the more and more we endevour to do so and get it right the easier it becomes and the more light and love will grace our lives.

Life is about overcoming the will to satisfy our ego's, the here and now, to let the silly comments slide, to smile in the face of adversity. If that is our will then this surely shows we have a broarder understanding, a will to live beyond our own selfish interests of the present...to acknowledge we care for the future of our kind as well as the here and now.

I could have sat here and picked apart all of the replies.
Instead I have endevoured to explain myself again...to try and get my point across in another way to try and explain myself better to do what my heart desires and fufill my instict to follow my dream...please Forgive me for wishing the same for you...

I just wish you could borrow my eye's...my heart and my head, for if you could I'm pretty sure you would want the same...

Love and light to all and always...
Durrie.

P.S Star I didn't realise you "owned" that phrase. Forgive me if I have "stolen" from you, if not I think you may just need to grow up and realise this is not a popularity contest on this board.

Go read the thread "well...i have a dilemma" on the misc board durrie, and then tell suzy what you told us.

i understand durrie... but i dont like it when you try and tell someone HOW to live someones life or HOW to act.. everyones different..now i know that you're only trying to bring "positive" light and give "advice" but sometimes ppl dont need it. You are a good person this i know, but it seems like you talk like you're the only 'good' person here even when you say you know that WE'RE 'good people'. And that you know the right the wrong or the light or the negative. Sometimes we need the 'negative', im talking about the negative that you think is negative. Well anyway..no point to go on about this, latez

Durrie, we all post here for the same reasons. I don't usually quote people, but i will for 'understandings' sake. "Have I achieved them and what have I done if not?
How many enemies have I made and am I proud of that?" Durrie, it's not a matter of making enemies, just because people have an opinion that differs from yours does not mean they are you enemy!

"I could have sat here and picked apart all of the replies". There's nothing wrong with having your say. Pick 'em apart then!

"I just wish you could borrow my eye's...my heart and my head, for if you could I'm pretty sure you would want the same...". I just want to know why you think you are so far 'above' everyone else?! It's too funny.

Love and light and positivety to everyone, 😉

its probably the typical male ego libragirl ROFL joking joking.

Hello everyone...

Lena...you're right there is nothing wrong with having your say but what I think that sort of attitude if not kept under tabs promotes a love affair with your own voice which leads down the roads of stagnation through believing yourself to much...kinda like brainwashing yourself if you will.

Think of how old people are so often set and stuck in their ways and no matter what you do or say you can't sway them even though you know you are talking sense and others agree...similarly having to have your say and reply back to everything you are challenged on is like having those same blinkers.

You don't have to agree you don't have to even disagree...just think about it...pay it some respect of of curtisy and a will to live open minded and then carry on with YOUR life.

I will have a say where I think it is due...where my core values are challenged and where I know 100% better through personal experiance that what I speak of is 100% true.

Libragirl...this is my say...

I realise you are libra and your values are embedded in the equality of mankind...I never said and never believed to be any differant from you nor above you, so stop "assuming" that. Drop the paranioa trip, my will to lend you my eye's, heart and head are not to make you like me, it was just a idealistic way of getting my views and point over to another 100% ...

Read what I have to say in countless posts Libragirl. We are one...part of a collective wholeness and not untill we realise that can we start our journey back there and contribute to the whole with positive light.

As far as enemies go...you're right it's NOT about makeing enemies, but is haveing to have your say and voice opinion over and over worth making an enemy for...I think not. There is a right way to do everything and if we are makeing enemies in the processes we follow I believe we are doing it wrong.

And Phoenix...what exactly was I supposed to be reading on that thread besides you being less than half the person I know you are. I will agree with you that SuzyQ is a troubled person but people like that are the ones that need the love and light in their lives...not to be spurred on and on through your own selfish and childish inability to just let it slide.

How DARE you say you care about the souls of people and then go on and in the same sentance say that Suzy's is "Black and Dead"...and if deciept was your quarrel with her how do you think Mr Baldy Man would feel if you knew what you were doing behind his back...?

Phoenix Im not against you...I'm just trying to level the playing fields here and once again get EVERYONE to realise the power of....

FORGIVENESS........!!!

Love and light to you all...
Durrie.

no you are not 100% true. If you were 100% true, then i guess you are always right, but you are not. And i can voice my opinion, no matter where it goes, its my voice. People might not be pleased but i cant please everyone. If i dont voice my opinion then its just going to get bottled up and this is something that you preeched before, about "bottling" up emotions. I dont voice my opinion only on "telling ppl how i feel about them" but when i do, they might get hurt and suzy appreciates it since you know, she thinks "honesty" is best in frienships even if its hurts, so basically i dont know what your problem is. And durrie, maybe YOU should stay open minded and realize that maybe YOU're assuming a lot of things. You assumed that we have too much 'pride' and krap. YOU assume. Why dont you just step back and see whats going on? Oh OH! i know this one, you're oging to say "i see.. pain..i see... unforgivness" Dude, we forgave long before, but when the same person keeps lashing out at us for pointless reasons, what do you think we do?? Ofcourse we have our say, just as you preech. You say theres a right way to say something, you cant say that. Some ppl were brought up differently, and we are NOT you durrie. You speak of "right" and "Wrong" dude, can you stop being so arrogant? YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT AND WRONg, I DONT KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT AND WRONG, NO ONE DOES, ITS JUST ALL IN US, but if you keep telling us HOW to be, then what does that tell you? that you my friend, is closed minded. And oh yeah the only reason phoenix said that is because suzy said that to me long before, and so phoenix was just quoting to mock her. Who knows if thats the 'right' way to handle this, but im sure in the next paragraph, you're going to talk about how to handle situations and how to be again *sigh*..*waits patiently*..

You make the same mistakes. And yet you stand back and talk like you're right and everyone else is wrong :/ sad.

"mistakes"* scuse me

^^everything you said was right on Luz.

Okay Durrie, I forgive you for calling me selfish, deceitful, childish, and thinking that I don't care about people's souls. You can read in whatever you want to about my posts to Suzy, I fight back when attacked, and obviously no matter what Suzy says or does your loyalty lies with her and her only, so whatever. I'm too pissed off to talk to you right now, sorry.

And by the way, you say that suzy is so much in need of light and love...well how come all I see is you constantly coming down on anyone who fights her fire with fire, yet I never see you reprimanding her? Daddy shows favortism apparently. And no, deceit was not my *only* quarrel with her, I have millions, and thank you very much but I tried to stay as far away from getting into it with her as possible until i was accused of being a pill downing jobless whore. You know, how the treetrunk am I supposed to treetrunking feel about that? Sorry I'm so treetrunking childish I can't just let someone talk about me like that!

I know that if the whole situation had been reversed, and I had been the one who attacked suzy's life style and character *out of nowhere*, you would have come down on me hard and fast. So what the treetrunk? She is to be handled with kid treetrunking gloves and her behavior is to be accepted and loved—?

Oh and by the way, don't worry I won't be sharing personal stuff on these boards anymore. It's not worth the criticism from you, I won't give you one more thing to use against me.

You know durrie, we've all had our moments on these boards, and that includes you, where we've had fights or whatnot. But Instead of seeing the fact that 95% of the time I am nice to everyone around here and get along well with almost everyone, you choose to single out this conflict and point your treetrunking finger at me and make it out as if I'm some evil treetrunking witch who is this and that and what have you. No, I need to shut up now because I am way too pissed to express myself nicely right now.

If someone was attacking you the way suzy was attacking me, I would have treetrunking defended you. But no, I'm not worthy of that from you. AAAAAAAAAARRRRGGGGGGGGG!

^^sorry about the yelling

LOL! Durrie, I was teasing you about stealing the 'love and light' thing....of course I don't own it! I just didn't know that you can't stand a bit of teasing! LOL! Lighten up man!

I came here originally because it is an astrology message board and I am interested in astrology. Seriously, I didn't give a thought to seeking advice, giving advice or making friends...(though those things have taken place...although I prefer not to 'give advice'...but, rather 'offer suggestions')...I simply thought we would discuss astrology.

Yes, I know I can be immature at times...I am not perfect. A wise friend once said to me, that if we were all perfect and all thought the same, what a boring world it would be! She is and was a very enlightened soul...I shall treasure her friendship always. One of the beautiful things about her is that she always accepted me and never judged me.

You may think what you choose as I may think as I choose. I will always choose to support the one who is being picked on by the bully...not the bully. I do agree that the bully perhaps needs help, but, it is the type of help I cannot offer from a mere message board. My hope would be that the bully would realize that if the bullying ways do not work, then perhaps introspection is needed or some type of intervention...therapy perhaps...it would be my hope that the bully would then do what is necessary to change her ways.

Ah well, I always keep in mind that this is an astrology message board...it is not a classroom.

Why the comment about the 'popularity contest' Durrie?
Yes, I have friends here...but, I am not in a contest...why would you say something mean like that to me?

Ahhh...you were joking right? Touche!

lolz, therapists dont do anything, unless you want to be heard not helped. And yes, if the world was the same, it'd be boring like we all know. And if everyone was like that certain someone, he'd/she'd probably complain bout his/her own very existence.

OFCOURSE you're popular star ROFL, you're like one of the coolest ppl around here!! ^.~

Spoken like a true daughter! LOL!

ROFL! ^^

Durrie,

I, too, believe that people are inherently good....however, much of what takes place in the world would beg to differ with that opinion...which is one reason I often avoid the news...then, I realize that it is not good to shut out reality...

Your opinions on what we are here for (on the board) are not the same as mine...including your opinions on how we are to live our lives. I am willing to accept that your opinions are different than mine...I do not think I need to internally fight my ego...selflessness seems to be your path...not mine...

We all have our demons to fight, I guess.
I know you think that I was wrong with my pursuit of the truth when it came to Suzy...I will never think the pursuit of the truth is wrong. You may feel free to judge me, however, if it makes you feel better....

I do not feel ashamed and I also have taken it in the back a time or two...

I will admit I do not revere you and I do not expect you to revere me...we are both humans following our own paths. I do not judge you. I, do, however, believe that your path is very different from mine...does that mean mine is wrong? I think not.

So as not to be misconstrued...

revere: showing deferential respect, as in to one who is superior...

LOL! I am reminded of a true story that took place when I was 11. The boy across the street was a bully and was always picking on me. One day, he got his Mother involved because I had ripped his t-shirt. His Mother came storming over to my house, bringing him along, so my Mother could see the damage I had done! My Mom called for me with a secret little smile on her face...he had neglected to tell his Mother that I tore his t-shirt AFTER he had given me a black eye! Once, his Mom caught on to the story...she sputtered a little and went home...

LOL!

ROFL!!

aggressive lil star 😄 sounds like me LOL i used to attend this hagwon which means a school for kids who need help with their academics. I used to go there for help after i attended my public school, i was about in 7th grade or 6th, and i used to ALWAYs get in fights with the lil kids or the boys, and one time this lil boy and me started pushing eachother and i think he pulled my shirt just to look at my boobs, frenchtickleer! i was like o hell no!! and i grabbed his hair and pushed him away ROFL, i dont know, it was so childish -_- im still childish but hey, being "mature" or the definition of "mature" that everyone holds and wants is so boring sometimes LOL. I'm still that lil girl who sits on side walks and eats ice cream. Hmm :/

LOL Lena! It is impossible to get far in life without a scrape or a black eye!!

LOL...great moral of the story, Star! With battles, there would be no victories, either, and most of what we regard as being right or wrong would not be regarded as such, for there would be nothing to measure it against. Gosh it's hard to explain philosophies...lol

Lena, you're so cute!

*withOUT battles, I mean

You might be busy durrie, or something, but I'm wondering if you're ever going to reply to my posts. Are you ignoring me? That is not productive. We might as well just have this out and be done with it.

By "be done with it", I don't mean go off on each other and never speak again, I mean express how we feel and get it over with so things can be nice again.

And I would email you (nicely), but you took your address off of your profile.

Hello all you loverly people...

Isn't it annoying how these types of conversations always seem to go in circles...?

Lena...dude...I hear you man, I'm cool if you cool...? We Cool...? Cool...!
Lena I have what I have and I know what I know...there is a right and there is a wrong...similarly there is also light and dark, and sometimes I guess I am a little to keen to share what works for ME...but with your help I am learning to let live...we will all know all in good time...it's just a bit frustrating you have to put up with my crap in the mean time isn't it...ha...jokes...LOL!

Star...finally, some conclusion with someone, I always knew you would be the first to reply in plesant manner as evidence of your will to let live and live yourself...light does indeed shine brightly in your life...

Phoenix...I could never feel untoward you for long and I hope you don't have bad feelings toward me for shaking your cage like that.
My feelings were simply that you should have known better than SuzyQ and that's not to say Suzy is in any way stupid because she is not...her behaviour was always volitile on this board and that is her choice to portray that and that is why I say you should have known better but then I did forget about the whip of a scorpio's tail and how you guys would rather die than let the oponent have the last say...?

About the email address thing...that must have been DXP as I have never wanted to be anonymous...that is my whole point of being here on this board...to make connections and gain through sharing...I will sort that out a.s.a.p.

It's all good people...I just can't help but stick up for the outcast...it's who I am but what agrivated me the most was the fact that people wanted her banned...OMG...that's like the death sentance and we all know what a loverly debate that was now don't we.

We all take things to seriously on this board...IMO, but we all love it and we all come back, heck it's like our own little society...we got it all on here...loads of cultures and kinds all in one and like we all agree we are bound to bump heads...

Love and light to all and always...
Durrie.

Durrie!
Thank you for showing your humor...we don't often see it, but, I thought there was some there! LOL! (regarding your conversation to Lena)...

I didn't ever say I wanted Suzy banned and that was never my goal....I guess my goal was, perhaps, unrealistic...I wanted her to stop saying mean comments, and criticising others...however, the pursuit of such a thing often results in mean comments and criticism...and, yes, I am taking that up with my Higher Self! LOL!

I do see what you mean in sticking up for the outcast...I have done that before...and this, I can understand...the outcast is rarely also the bully though, IMO...

In this case, unfortunately, Suzy had gone too far...
I don't claim to know how everything works and, who knows, maybe we will have her again on these boards under a different name...

Perhaps we do take things too seriously on these boards...but, I have rarely seen Cortica since Suzy slammed her everytime she posted...those are the things I notice...

We all have our lives, we all have our paths and our destinies...as you do too...yet, we are human...

I must admit, I do feel a sense of peace when I read your posts when they are not full of anger...It is a most beautiful feeling...I almost hear music!! LOL! (Actually, I am serious!...I am just laughing....all is good!)

Try to sin once in awhile, Durrie! j/k!

Be who you are...

Hey Star...

It's funny you say you hear music...I am a Dj and came to London to follow my dream to produce music and one day open my own record label.
I have been for tarot readings here and more recently I had one done by a psychic also who said she heard music the entire time I was with her...

Music runs deep within my soul and I Love to disappear into the caverns of space and time the chords of it's beauty seem to open for me to freely roam within my mind.

Remember your advice you shared with me on meditation and how I said to you recently the angels have answered my prayers...well they brought me yet more music...yip...
Since I started to practice meditation and open up the comunication lines to above I have been blessed with a most beautiful, wonderful, loving, magical girlfriend...

You know what else is funny...she's a Dj too...!!!

thats kool durrie, i wanted to learn how to mix and my guyfriend was going to teach me but durno.

Hey Durrie!

I am so happy for you! Wow! I have been told I am clairevoyant, and claireaudient...and maybe more...(I guess that there are other claire's LOL! You know what I mean...all of the senses stuff! I don't know the words)...I know sometimes I get strong impressions and feelings and ideas...and I have learned to go with it. I got a real strong vibrational feeling when I read this post from you though...it is the angels' vibration I feel. Do you get that? I am sure you do...it is such a comforting, cool (I mean like...WOW! You know what I mean, I am sure!) feeling. A person can't help but feel happy when that vibration is present!

I am so glad that you are following your dream! I have a positive feeling about it. Truly, I do. And love! Ah...sweet love!! I am delighted for you! Yes, angels do answer when asked...as does God. We just have to learn to listen...because sometimes it is a different answer than we expected...ah, but, you knew that too!

Speaking of music, the wonderful man in my life took to a concert last night in a cafe last night in Minneapolis. We heard Susan Tedeschi. It was outstandingly fabulous! Blues! A lot of soul there...let me tell you! I didn't realize that she was one of the ones nominated for best female new artist awhile back, but, was up against Britney Spears and Chritina Aguilara sp?...anyway...sex won out! It is sad to me that sex sells music (not that there is no talent involved) but, Susan is much more talented than either Britney or Christina...IMO, that is. The opener was Jeffrey Gaines...but, may be spelled Geoffrey...just him and his acoutic guitar...I loved him too! Excellent music all the way around...it energized me! Susan has three CD's out and I am getting them all...oh yeah! I love the blues!

Thanks for letting me know about the music thing...sometimes I don't trust what I hear, because I think it is always a possibility that I have finally lost it!! LOL!

Love ya, Durrie! Yeah...keep being you!
Keep in touch and let us know what goes on with you now and then! It sounds exciting! OHHH, I feel it!! Seriously!

I don't have bad feelings toward you durrie. Not lasting ones. You and I just piss each other off from time to time. Congratulations on your girlfriend.

I think I will e-mail you soon to further discuss some things, unless you'd rather I not...just let me know.

For the record, I did (and do) know better than Suzy-Q, and no, she isn't stupid, but I do not feel she is merely troubled; I feel it goes deeper than that. Hostility was all she wanted to spread around here and why you would think I would let her get away with that is something I don't understand. By the time I actually let myself say what I had been wanting to say to her, she had already insulted almost everyone on these boards. I did hold it in as long as I could. It would have been so completely fake of me to sit there stewing and seething over what she was saying and pretend it was acceptable to me. That is not being real. And not to sound childish to you yet again, but if you had actually taken a look at the beginning of that argument, you would have seen that she started it. I didn't come at her out of nowhere, she came at me. And I'm glad to see that you are a big enough person to just shrug all this off, but I am still upset about what you said to me and I'm not "hunky dory" as you seem to be. How can you just say those things and then come back and be all good humored and expect me to just be fine with everything? I am not as big a person of you I guess, because that just seems way too easy to me.

that should say "i'm not as big a person as you"

I really don't get it durrie. Do you not see how you defending her might have come off to me? I do not understand how you could defend her after what she said to me, or anyone else for that matter. Why didn't you defend me? You chose instead to back her up. I don't get it.

Part of the reason why I am still so pissed off at you is because you conveniently didn't address anything in my posts to you. It's like you're saying, "oh well, I don't give a damn and eventually she won't either, so why bother specifically answering anything she asks?". So you tell me, am I wasting my time being pissed off at you or do you care enough to address even one thing I said?

Hello everyone...

Phoenix...my dear phoenix, I appologise for hurting you and ask your forgivness. The things I said were in reply to dead ends on yours and others behalves in trying to get you guys to lay off SusyQ because the whole thing just seemed so trivial and childish to me.

The whole convo between you guys was so silly and now after all that has happened where has any of it actually got you guys...really where...?

You ask me....
"How can you just say those things and then come back and be all good humored and expect me to just be fine with everything?"

All I can say to that is you know the truth about yourself Phoenix and I...well I as everyone else here can only piece together the words you choose to lay down on this site through your will and try to make some sense of them according to our position and understanding of life.

If you know the truth, does it matter that someone else does not...?

My understanding of this question before this whole saga unfolded was yes it does matter and I made it my goal to try and sort things out by telling my truths which just got me into more and more dead ends.

I guess what I mean or am trying to say is that I now know not to try and get my opinion over more than once...because I now realise that it lessons will reach those who are ready to listen the first time round...it's natures way that we are all in differant stages of development and what a boring place it would be were it not like that.

Harping on something is just a waste of time and quite frankly it made me start to even doubt myself in many ways because of all the feedback I got and how I always like to keep an open mind about things.

Phoenix...I would love to recieve an e-mail from you should you like to write to me about things. I have consulted with SusyQ over email a few times since this began and purely because it is my will to be there for anyone should they ask of my time and I have it to give.

Take care Phoenix...
Love and light always.

Durrie...

eh no use, move on pheonix

Durrie,

I must say that I am Phoenix and Lena all knew you and Suzy had e-mailed each other as your one post had a very black feeling around it...

You may not like hearing this from me...but, it did. There was anger and many of the things you said mimicked her thoughts...

I know she is good at twisting and sounding sweet...I know she is good at many things...

I do not hate or even dislike her...I think she needs help and I do not think I can be the one to help...I think she needs more than I can provide..

I am only saying this to say that I am on a path that cannot let itself be weighed down with such negativity as Suzy exudes...

Phoenix got caught in it, as I did...do not place all the blame on Phoenix...

Love and Light,
Star