Posted by DMVI had quite a disappointing birthday this year too. I basically felt the way you did. I do t have many friends, but literally only 1 friend came through. I didn't even get a card from some people I consider good friends. Family was also a little disappointing.
So ive been very upset over the last few days.
my so called friends didnt do shit. The aries brought me the same gift shes always given me for my birthday and Christmas for the past 2 years; scent sprays and the Virgo just plain forgot. She called me damn near 11pm! Uttering the same "im sorry" speech. The Aries guy didnt even call or text me. Nothing. Days later all 3 were seen at the club celebrating someone elses birthday. I was really hurt to see that.
even at work, I had to guilt these mofos into remembering and celebrating my bday. My own family, even twin sister, doesnt put any effort or thought as I do.
Im going to speak to the aries and virgo about it. Just to let them know that im pulling out of celebrating anyomes bday anymore. People dont give me the same respect, thoughtfulness as I give them.
Are these just the pains of being a superior gift giver? Or do I just need new friends?
on a side note, my job gave me a SIZEABLE christmas bonus this year. Usually I spend it on my loved ones but fuck them.
In 2016, I will be swinging the pendulum from selflessness to selfish bitch.
Posted by DMVPosted by elllesqueinterestingly enough. Another make who ive barely uttered a word too wrote me a beautiful poem on my bday.
Too many typos.
I used to get upset too. mostly because I get excited about other people's birthdays....even if they couldn't bother to remember mine.
I don't anymore.
For the past few years now, I've trained myself to expect nothing. When you do that, a small handful of people who actually remember can then allow you to reprioritize your life.
I see it more as an opportunity for the next year.
To my surprise, and I really go completely silent about it, sometimes it ends up being people I haven't even talked to or wouldn't even think they would remember (and I'm not talking about facebook reminding them....they actually had it indexed in their brain).
It's rarely the people who I think *should* remember.....because I had made such a big deal about them in the past....you'd think they would have remembered or cared to return the sentiment.
This year....several people who I once thought I couldn't live without at some point in my life....never said a single word to me. That is jolting to the psyche.....but completely necessary in order for you to calibrate your priorities.
Turn your energy towards those that actually gave a damn and observe exactly how those people are. That is the kind of energy you need in your life at this particular moment. At least that is how I see it.
The bonus helps too I used to allocate mine a lot different than I do today. Now the majority stays in my pocket. 😄
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Posted by pathfinderPosted by DMVPosted by elllesqueinterestingly enough. Another make who ive barely uttered a word too wrote me a beautiful poem on my bday.
Too many typos.
I used to get upset too. mostly because I get excited about other people's birthdays....even if they couldn't bother to remember mine.
I don't anymore.
For the past few years now, I've trained myself to expect nothing. When you do that, a small handful of people who actually remember can then allow you to reprioritize your life.
I see it more as an opportunity for the next year.
To my surprise, and I really go completely silent about it, sometimes it ends up being people I haven't even talked to or wouldn't even think they would remember (and I'm not talking about facebook reminding them....they actually had it indexed in their brain).
It's rarely the people who I think *should* remember.....because I had made such a big deal about them in the past....you'd think they would have remembered or cared to return the sentiment.
This year....several people who I once thought I couldn't live without at some point in my life....never said a single word to me. That is jolting to the psyche.....but completely necessary in order for you to calibrate your priorities.
Turn your energy towards those that actually gave a damn and observe exactly how those people are. That is the kind of energy you need in your life at this particular moment. At least that is how I see it.
The bonus helps too I used to allocate mine a lot different than I do today. Now the majority stays in my pocket. 😄
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Happy *belated* Birthday, DMV
You're right, there is no.excuse...if.people on here are nice enough to say happy birthday than people in her.real life should too. There is no excuse.
Posted by aNEWday+1Posted by DMVI had quite a disappointing birthday this year too. I basically felt the way you did. I do t have many friends, but literally only 1 friend came through. I didn't even get a card from some people I consider good friends. Family was also a little disappointing.
So ive been very upset over the last few days.
my so called friends didnt do shit. The aries brought me the same gift shes always given me for my birthday and Christmas for the past 2 years; scent sprays and the Virgo just plain forgot. She called me damn near 11pm! Uttering the same "im sorry" speech. The Aries guy didnt even call or text me. Nothing. Days later all 3 were seen at the club celebrating someone elses birthday. I was really hurt to see that.
even at work, I had to guilt these mofos into remembering and celebrating my bday. My own family, even twin sister, doesnt put any effort or thought as I do.
Im going to speak to the aries and virgo about it. Just to let them know that im pulling out of celebrating anyomes bday anymore. People dont give me the same respect, thoughtfulness as I give them.
Are these just the pains of being a superior gift giver? Or do I just need new friends?
on a side note, my job gave me a SIZEABLE christmas bonus this year. Usually I spend it on my loved ones but fuck them.
In 2016, I will be swinging the pendulum from selflessness to selfish bitch.
It's as bc like you I always make it a point to attend people's bdays and be there for them. I am not usually big on birthdays but this year it was important to me. Since then some of my relationships have been strained, but honestly I'm done with making excuses for people. I don't ask for much as a friend and it was really an eye opener.
I tried not to take it so personal, but only you know deep down who's there for you or not. Birthday may just highlight it I guess. And happy birthday btw!!click to expand
Posted by P-Angelthe feeling is mutualPosted by DMVSo, you made a fuss because she wasn't appreciative enough for you?
... i called her up bright n early to sing her happy birthday. she said nothing in return....the whole day. nothing. then when i made a fuss about it, i get called dramatic and overemotional.
A gift doesn't ask anything in return.
It sounds like you only give because you expect a return.
Posted by DMV
however again this year, i asked her to please give me a thoughtful gift.
what the hell?
I imagine you must be very tiring to be around ... some people are just needy, you take the cake.click to expand
Posted by Magenta_Azurecause its my birthday. does one truly need a good reason to celebrate the day they were born?
Why is your birthday so important to you? I mean asides from it being your birthday?
Do you wonder if you're important a lot?
Posted by DMVPosted by P-Angelthe feeling is mutualPosted by DMVSo, you made a fuss because she wasn't appreciative enough for you?
... i called her up bright n early to sing her happy birthday. she said nothing in return....the whole day. nothing. then when i made a fuss about it, i get called dramatic and overemotional.
A gift doesn't ask anything in return.
It sounds like you only give because you expect a return.
Posted by DMV
however again this year, i asked her to please give me a thoughtful gift.
what the hell?
I imagine you must be very tiring to be around ... some people are just needy, you take the cake.click to expand
Posted by P-AngelrightPosted by DMVPosted by P-Angelthe feeling is mutualPosted by DMVSo, you made a fuss because she wasn't appreciative enough for you?
... i called her up bright n early to sing her happy birthday. she said nothing in return....the whole day. nothing. then when i made a fuss about it, i get called dramatic and overemotional.
A gift doesn't ask anything in return.
It sounds like you only give because you expect a return.
Posted by DMV
however again this year, i asked her to please give me a thoughtful gift.
what the hell?
I imagine you must be very tiring to be around ... some people are just needy, you take the cake.
What feeling?
I didn't express feelings, so I don't know what you mean.click to expand
Posted by DMVBut, that's ^^^^ not the point of this thread. At no time did you say, nor describe to us that you are being prevented from celebrating your birthday.
cause its my birthday. does one truly need a good reason to celebrate the day they were born?
Posted by DMVright what?Posted by P-AngelrightPosted by DMVPosted by P-Angelthe feeling is mutualPosted by DMVSo, you made a fuss because she wasn't appreciative enough for you?
... i called her up bright n early to sing her happy birthday. she said nothing in return....the whole day. nothing. then when i made a fuss about it, i get called dramatic and overemotional.
A gift doesn't ask anything in return.
It sounds like you only give because you expect a return.
Posted by DMV
however again this year, i asked her to please give me a thoughtful gift.
what the hell?
I imagine you must be very tiring to be around ... some people are just needy, you take the cake.
What feeling?
I didn't express feelings, so I don't know what you mean.click to expand
Posted by P-Angelsure surePosted by DMVright what?Posted by P-AngelrightPosted by DMVPosted by P-Angelthe feeling is mutualPosted by DMVSo, you made a fuss because she wasn't appreciative enough for you?
... i called her up bright n early to sing her happy birthday. she said nothing in return....the whole day. nothing. then when i made a fuss about it, i get called dramatic and overemotional.
A gift doesn't ask anything in return.
It sounds like you only give because you expect a return.
Posted by DMV
however again this year, i asked her to please give me a thoughtful gift.
what the hell?
I imagine you must be very tiring to be around ... some people are just needy, you take the cake.
What feeling?
I didn't express feelings, so I don't know what you mean.
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Posted by P-Angelthe feeling is mutual
I truly don't understand why you are so dependent on other people for approval.
Posted by P-Angelyup. you called that one. Nice job on that Sherlock
Let me see if I can figure this out, since you have expectations on people while refusing to be forthcoming with communication (which might be the very reason why your friends ignored you).
Now, you're just pissed and I'm your target.
Before, you were sad, upset and disappointed. But, now reality is setting in and you realize how foolish you were and so, you're angry ... and I'm an easy target since I don't argue with people, and will just continue to stand here.
Posted by P-Angelobviously
I see what's happening here. It takes a while for my AS brain to get things, since I take things literally.
So, your hints here are hard for me to grasp, but, I finally figured it out .... your acting out your feelings, and I'm your target.
Well then, target away ..... I'll stand here as long as you need .
Posted by P-Angelits coming... wait for it
I'm still here ... get it all out.
Posted by DMVPosted by P-Angelits coming... wait for it
I'm still here ... get it all out.click to expand
Posted by beautifulsoul74yep, the motto is screw them going forward
Hey DMV, you've probably already realized this but I'll just say it anyway.
You have to learn to look at the big picture and see where the return of your kindness is coming from.and not always expect a one to one ratio...as I. I did this so they should return the favor. Isn't the fact that you receive something back more important regardless of the source.
I get where you're coming from, but the only person that seems to be bothered is you...it appears your "friends" could give a shit. So why let their "hang ups" be your personal battle? While I'd advise getting it off your chest I wouldn't dwell on it or even be upset.
Realize, karma comes back in many ways and from different directions. Heck even on my birthdays some of my closests friends didn't get me a gift after I've done that for them(give with no expectation) and in the past I was disappointed but realized it was returned to me from people whom I'd least expect to even remember my birthday. So don't stress over it and take things as they come.
Posted by P-Angelfinally, the comitted relationship ive been searching for.
I have to finish a report, but, I'll stay logged in ... so please continue ... I'll be checking in and bumping all of your posts for while now, until you feel like you're ready to put your big girl panties on.
So, don't worry ..... I'm going to find you and continue to stand right in your face.
Posted by brianafayIts like i wrote this myself.
Happy birthday DMV !!! Sagis fucking rule
I used to get secretly really upset about this...I remember all my friends' bdays and always made a big deal about them and planned surprises, etc. But it seemed like every year the only people who acknowledged my bday was my mom, boyfriend, and few other relatives. It's not like I did those things for them hoping they'd do things for me ....but I'd by lying if I said it didn't make me unappreciated and bummed out.
The past couple of years I learned to just not allow myself to go there mentally. And admittedly I don't go out of my way for anyone else's bday anymore either ....not out of passive aggression...just realizing maybe I was setting myself up for disappointment.
Posted by Lizuzi know that you cant force someone to do anything. But i think the issue here is not that i have unrealistic expectations, rather, my friends just dont give a shit.
The problem with that is you can't force anyone to do anything so expectations will only disappoint you. You CAN have expectations of yourself and usually, your own actions bring reactions etc. etc. both positive and negative. Mull that over for awhile...
Posted by P-AngelLol I'm sorry P...but this is so typical of an argument between a Pisces and a Sag
Posted by GreenteaThey never do. People are often strongly intrigued by me.
Lol..I don't think she's going away DMV.
Posted by P-Angelgreetings
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Posted by engagement_hotdogja, but I cannot resize them. not yet.Posted by DwellingOnMoveso you can post small pics now?Posted by P-Angel
did anybody notic that this picture was not as huge as the whole screen?
improvement?
http://i.imgur.com/ITqVhJY.png
Posted by P-Angelthanks boo
Posted by DMVGoes to show astrology alone (even with twins) isn't enough to explain why people act or feel they way they do. Your sister's response sound a lot like how Scorps respond to receiving. I'm just not here for the fuss, but I enjoy giving.
So after some prodding and poking I finally get the truth from my sister. She doesnt care to celebrate my birthday because she hates birthdays and I dont seem to understand.
so she purposely got a bad gift so id get the point.
am I hearing this right? She has a hard time even saying happy birthday to me. Her own twin. She said that she hates it when I give her gifts and try to do nice things for her. She also said that she still cant stand the fact that I threw her a surprise birthday party like 10 years ago.
so, she has problems receiving love from me. I think its just me because shes always giving gifts to friends, boss, kids.
Its just with me that she had problems receiving love.
Posted by DMVYou two are cute.Posted by P-Angelthanks boo
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