I'm lonely (Page 3)

"An opportunity TO cange for the better", I meant.

um, CHANGE.

"By the way how old are you?(if it is not too rude) Accept my appology upfront if it is!
O.K i talk to you soon,,,,and do you have a hobby,,,,did you ever thought try a drama class or actors training- i thought you could be good at that.
by-bye,,,take care,,,and the most imortant thing is to smile..."

AQ2,

Thank you I will do that! Same to you!

Yes, I HEAR you, and I have been told these things before.(especially by one). I am not sure why people say what they do! I may have an over -active imagination but I never tried acting and never cared to be an actress. And yes, I am sensitive. As far as my age goes, I am a child!!!

Have a great day! I am taking sometime off, so I will not be around for awhile! Go ahead and post all the poems you want now. Just to let you know, your writing is so good, I was living through everything word you wrote and it took me off into a place of wonder, if only for a moment!!! Isn't that what it is about— And this is how my mind works! Kind of funky but I don't care. I try to get alot out of love and I enjoy it. It means alot to me!

WB
What is with all the question?

WB:
Take care,,,,and come back lol
Questions, hmm just was curious, some people say that it is easy to get in a role when you "really " feel- so i thought with your sensetivity you should try that, also that helps to balance mood switches and it is educated and fun -----who knows maybe you meant to be a famous actress.
Anyway , stay cool -it was fun talking to you ,,,i really enjoyed it( not because you liked poems) no, i'm glad that you did,,,,but something very passionate about you,,,the way you feel ,react and you curiousity.
by-bye
Aqua 2.....

"About love,,,,,yes sometimes it hurts"

NOT SOMETIMES, EVERYTIME!!! AND THIS TIME THE WORST BECAUSE HE WAS SUCH A DREAM!

Hey I don't remember if it was on this thread or not, but I wanted to tell the lovely young woman who wrote that cute (and accurate!) poem about all the people on these boards that it was so adorable! I was tickled pink!

Thank you my dear!

Now 152, what a dippoo that guy of yours is. If he can't appreciate your awesomeness then good riddance! I promise you there is someone out there for you. Don't give up. Maybe this experience with this guy was necessary as part of a larger plan to ultimately lead you to your true intended soul mate.

Good luck to you my friend : )

phoenix

ha ha ha, they made it so cuss words are nice now ("dippoo") LOL!

Let's put it this way: he is a Dip Shiznit.

There. lol.

phoenix

Hi Phoenix?,

No you're wrong about him. He really is a wonderful man, and I wish I really knew what he thinks of me! I just don't understand why we are still doing this. He thinks I am acting only on my best behavior?? I wish I could show him my best behavior! This is not my best behavior! I have been sometimes crazy over this situation! I don't know what he is trying to get me to reveal; all he has to do is ask! I have been 100% honest with him about everything. No secrets. Not anything that he needs to know about! I told him from Jump Street that this might happened, but he needed to do this anyway. How many times I have been lost and had my feelings hurt. I feel like a like a yo-yo on a string and me being me, let it happen. He is also the most sensitive and loving and generous and compassionate soul I have ever loved! He is incredible! All that energy, and I appreciate all of it!!! Finding him was like the canary diamond find. Once in a life time! I think he is trying to fix something that isn't broken. He is scared to take a chance on love! I am not! I knew exactly what I wanted, him! There are only so many seasons and I have watched plenty come and go already. I don't want to waste a whole lot more. This has all been very romantic and very painful too, but I am tired of my very private feelings being on public display!!!!!!! It hurts like hell and I don't see how he thinks this would be of help? I cannot become somebody else. I am not something you can fix. I am this way and I have always been this way! I don't see the problem! What is the plan?? Who-ever I love, will have to take me just the way I am!

WB

and thanks for your kind words, Phoenix you have always been a favorite of mine!
WB

"This has all been very romantic and very painful too, but I am tired of my very private feelings being on public display!!!!!!"

I forgot to mention, we live miles apart and both work for PBR(local public radio). All this stuff goes out over the air, otherwise I would never get to talk to him! He is always working!