We haven't talked for 7 months now. Are you thinking about me? How is your life now?
I saw that you started new project like you said. And, I'm glad you did. I wish you all the best..
I thought time will help to heal. I don't know why.. it doesn't make sense or it's even irrational.. We have only spent just little time together. it felt right at the time. But the gap between us is too big. The more I don't know if I love you, the more the memories of you tears me down.. I'm sad. I can't forget you. I've tried seeing others but my soul seems dying.
I had a weird dream last night like any other night.. seeing you in my dream scares me.. it makes me scare of not forgetting you.. I can't forget how you make me smile and how it's simple comparing to my dark life.. I prayed.. I distracted myself.. I slept through the day.. just seeking for one second of not thinking about you.. I'm so tired
I don't wish you would find me.. I don't hope one day we would meet.. I don't need you to love me.. I just hope this will be over soon. I just wish I could erase my memories..
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I did not ask you to come into my life
“Here’s to us...”
Your goddamn lies!
You’re one day nectar
Your one day rye
Your one day high
The next day cry
Why did I let you into my zone?
I was totally fine with being alone
I was totally fine in my own happy
what happened to CC's topic of poetry sharing?
today is new
tomorrow's on it's way
here you are
here we are,
take some time
and bring on some shine
because the weekend's
here.
I am in a bed wrapped in sheets waiting for you coming out of the shower.
You come out and sit on my ass .
You hugging me while I am wrapped and massaging my back and I feel wanting to feel your skin on skin contact. But these sheets make me want to get
Something as simple as sitting next to you and noticing you slowly getting closer to me until your shoulder touches mine, I move closer to allow you into my space and lean in and rest my head on your shoulder.
I'm opening my heart and soul to you. 💕
I died once.
I was young ...and it was peaceful...I died in my sleep and didn't realize until I woke up.
Somewhere new and unfamiliar...
Away from everyone that I have ever known or loved left to start again.
I died once.
I was captured by a mons
Why don't we live,
When the boundaries are our own,
Why don't we live,
When the the storms are as real as our fears,
Why don't we live,
Suffocating free will due to social norm,
Why don't we live,
Treating happiness as currency, scarce and tough to
While many people run away from feelings, I love running into them. Deep into the core of my feelings, I love getting the sensation of cold feet when I see you, how my adrenaline rushes inside my body craving you, feeling my body shriver to your touch. Se
It ain't finished and it's a sketchy draft ...
its 91 pages so far ...
I kind of feel i have no talent.
http://www.smashwords.com/books/view/571162
You have to download it ..so sorry about that...
So is it shit ..boring or what??
Gone swimming
~
She is adjusting herself to the tides within me
My waves
Crash
Hollow out
Then settle
She centers herself, moves her gaze into the center of my soul. She outlasted the waves.
She swims closer.
Violen
We haven't talked for 7 months now. Are you thinking about me? How is your life now?
I saw that you started new project like you said. And, I'm glad you did. I wish you all the best..
I thought time will help to heal. I don't know why.. it doesn't make sense or it's even irrational.. We have only spent just little time together. it felt right at the time. But the gap between us is too big. The more I don't know if I love you, the more the memories of you tears me down.. I'm sad. I can't forget you. I've tried seeing others but my soul seems dying.
I had a weird dream last night like any other night.. seeing you in my dream scares me.. it makes me scare of not forgetting you.. I can't forget how you make me smile and how it's simple comparing to my dark life.. I prayed.. I distracted myself.. I slept through the day.. just seeking for one second of not thinking about you.. I'm so tired
I don't wish you would find me.. I don't hope one day we would meet.. I don't need you to love me.. I just hope this will be over soon. I just wish I could erase my memories..