Letter to you that I will never send

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aries2603
@aries2603
7 Years

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Dear V,

We haven't talked for 7 months now. Are you thinking about me? How is your life now?

I saw that you started new project like you said. And, I'm glad you did. I wish you all the best..

I thought time will help to heal. I don't know why.. it doesn't make sense or it's even irrational.. We have only spent just little time together. it felt right at the time. But the gap between us is too big. The more I don't know if I love you, the more the memories of you tears me down.. I'm sad. I can't forget you. I've tried seeing others but my soul seems dying.

I had a weird dream last night like any other night.. seeing you in my dream scares me.. it makes me scare of not forgetting you.. I can't forget how you make me smile and how it's simple comparing to my dark life.. I prayed.. I distracted myself.. I slept through the day.. just seeking for one second of not thinking about you.. I'm so tired

I don't wish you would find me.. I don't hope one day we would meet.. I don't need you to love me.. I just hope this will be over soon. I just wish I could erase my memories..