@lisabethur8
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- warning ... a bit dark, ok? not all nice.
the old married man
the wrinkles around his eyes deepened,
he is tired not because he worked all day
but because he is just tired of waking up everyday
and being tired,
his favourite line,
i'm very tired,
until one of the grandkids
told him,
grandpa you say that alot.
he pondered this for a long while
and thought you're right.
i won't say it anymore,
he is tired though,
he tries to get up with his cane,
the fingers crinkle up and but it's his bones
that are weakened,
despite all the bottled medicines on his
nightstand and that are cluttered on the
breakfast table,
he can't remember what they are anymore,
because he has so many pills to take,
it might as well be a big meal and skip
the rest.
the pain in his back is aching and he wants his
wife to rub that around his back,
but she is also tired,
tired of growing old just like him,
he used to have a mistress,
but he gave that up,
and his poor wife, didnt mind at all.
it was painful at first
that she had known about it
and he never hid that fact.
when the children are grown,
they hold no resentment towards
eachother anymore, because it's OK
you just get too tired to fight anymore
and to deal with the right and wrong.
his mistress hates him more than his wife,
because he stopped coming around,
and that was a decade ago.
he just is too tired to come over,
and besides he only was there to give her money
and whatever her heart's desire but she too
was aging and growing old,
with grey hairs everywhere.
it's been a strange ride, this life,
where he is blessed with grandchildren,
plentiful and bountiful and they all love him
and that's all that matters.
his aging wife sits by his side,
on their front porch, when the sun is
going down again for the 75th time.
tomorrow, he will be tired again,
but today he has his wife and the children
are grown, and his grandchildren
happily awaiting a lovely future.
19-03-2018
lisabeth

i thought the gif was funny.lol
more dark stuff. so no like dark... skip.
The long-suffering wife...
I work and i work hard,
i work and work and work hard.
i can't wait to pay those bills,
i can't remember when was the last time i took
a vacation.
Oh goodness! i got a train to catch,
today tomorrow, i got to get that promotion,
After 12 hour work day, i come home and
i'm glad to be able to clean up the mess,
but even happier when someone makes
the effort to clean it up for me.
I like that i can work,
and take the worries away,
because otherwise,
otherwise,
otherwise....
the pain inside my heart,
i thought i took those pills
the ones my doctor suggested,
so i work and work,
to keep my mind focused
away from the shame,
the deep horrible shame
of being not enough
of not being not everything for
whoever it is i'm not being for.
i take pride in my work,
i take pride in my daily duties,
i take pride in my mothership roles
the way i can take full responsiblity
i take so much pride,
and i just wish i could take this
pain away forever.
there is a phone call
from my superior,
telling me that i have an award,
and that they're throwing a
party for me.
this gives me joy.
every little thought counts in this world.
tomorrow my husband will come home
from the woman he sees part time,
i quietly say hello how are you
how was your day,
we no longer sleep in the same bed
but it's allright
we share responsibilities,
the heartache and pain
of sharing the children's growth
and watching them
make their way in life.


but ultimately, lots of love.
the lady in red,
scarlet is her name,
she should wear red
and wear the cross
around her neck
she is a woman who
wears the holy cross
on her shoulders,
bearing the crucifix
all three phases
holy spirit
god and and the father
so make that sign of the cross
dear and smile brightly


when the blood runs,
scarlet red, just like your name
and when you bear that cross
it weighs heavily on your
shoulders
o'scarlet scarlet,
will you never learn?
that you cant love more
than five men at a time?
you love so much,
scarlet
but really all you are
is a star sucking in
burning out before you die,
but before then,
beautiful scarlet,
you will shine,
just as you are,
age before beauty, scarlet
and we bow to you,
you and your holy cross
I enjoyed those...but why do both poems have the element of the man having a mistress? Something personal to you?
Posted by stillstillwater
I enjoyed those...but why do both poems have the element of the man having a mistress? Something personal to you?
they were inspired from a topic/conversation... my mind works like that, it just picks up whatever and i just form a story out of it. ... this was written over a week ago.
Omg the asshole sucking in here is about to make me lose my dinner
Posted by brianafay
Omg the asshole sucking in here is about to make me lose my dinner
lol
Posted by confuzzledcap
SpringSpring has sprung
The season of growth has begun
Flowers bloom, blossom, bees have come
Persephone returning from her vacation
Bees love the sweet nectar oh pollination
Tis is the season of green
Even more fresher than it has ever been
Crops sprouting; buds spring free
Oh spring has begun, hummingbirds hum in glee
oooh i like that.
i'm gonna go off on your poem..
the underworld weeps,
he knows he has to let her go
for a short while, when the light
brings a new baby, a new wonder
in the world.
eggs and pheasants on grass
and knolly hill, and perchy branch
she wears a nice pair of sunglasses
made from the devil's magic touch,
and molten lava from the screams of
sinners,frozen in time,
as she bares her feet on the first
reddened earth, painting her toes
she stretches out like a swan,
black long hair whirling in the wind
curling it to a glowing bright as a
warrior wheat, flaxen dress in t.he
breeze, catching poppies red as
her hair.
mother! she called out,
your daughter has returned,
come, let's have some fun
before the light darkens the
horizon and my darling
cries for me late eve on
a midsummer's moon,
and make spring turn leaves
into fall's last brown hastily.

april 1, 2018,
lisabeth
Posted by Imagication
tempted to write about my Venus aspects, but I prefer to show rather than tell 😛Lost in the throes of another nexus
A plea to pry apart broken plexus
Silences the crickets of autumn’s eve
Barking ‘midst the tune of Arachne’s weave
Sung to be seen by the deaf in between
Snares of the past and a new beginning
When a heart can be felt by its beat true
Beyond the shadows of all that is you
The artistic expressions cast aside
That twinkle, fade, and sink into the tide
Will carry with them and bury at sea
The bridge collapsing between you and me 11/1/2017
hey super cool with your word play.
lure, catch and caged.
hey you,
that's right,you,
you with your dark looks
and heavy blues,
come into my lair,
it looks divine doesn't it
when i've captured
you, i'll spit you out
like you're yesterday's news
when i find you boring
as hell.
i maybe boring too,
but i really don't care,
so you better be
a loyal good man
or i'll spit you out
like today's last meal
and poop you out
but my lair
is divine, to me,
and only me,
so if you're not loyal
and boring too,
you can get lost.
like that little lost boy.
😆
lol
today 4-3-2018
i wrote this after my beloved aunty passed...
i can't recall if i posted this before, but oh well... i'll repost.
I'm not going to delude myself
I'm not going to ignore the truth
I know, that you suffered,
I heard all the stories
There was nothing I could do,
I'll miss you,
miss your cooking
the way you meticulously cared,
your kind nature
and generous heart
I couldn't get there in time,
was just short of a few weeks
by the time it happened
it was too late
Mum stayed up those weeks
tending you,
caring for you till the end
how she suffered too,
how much she must have endured
to see her beloved sister
leave this world
I'll miss you,
and it's not death,
I know that,
because it's time
even when we don't want to go,
to the next world
where god can exist
and embrace you into his ocean-filled arms
you left your energies behind,
it frightens them
but I would have stayed there
until the end
when i've lost the last of
my energy, breath,
I'll meet you there in the next life
and give you my biggest hug
love you so much,aunty!!
~your beloved niece.
beautiful poetry!!!! i love it.
keep pouring it in 😄
my darling dearest..
let me ask u
if u had not met me,
would u still be here?
would u still be there in ur
room, sitting in ur chair,
reading through the
pages of ur book,
learning and learning,
consuming ur knowledge,
until u turn to ur
favourites,
page by page,
let me ask ,
if u had not me?
would u still be here
thinking of anything but
being where u are...
does ur heart ache
for the one u have not even known
since the beginning,
when u learned how to love
so deeply,
when love showed u
that u could find more
than the love u found
with ur family...
does it make u ache?
that u wish so badly
to want that kind of love...
does it feel good to u
my darling...
and dream, of
things,
that u wish u knew before..
would u be searching for me,
unconsciously,
not knowing me before
until u could have
brushed past me,
one day, someday or never...
these connections we make
but if i had not known u before
or met u years before,
would u still be here,
searching for someone,
like me,
or someone so closely
resembling,
so let me ask u,
is ur life more enriching
knowing me?
i hope u will always
be happy, because
i want nothing less for u,
my darling dearest...
june 2, 2018.
(by me of course)
Very nice.
Wish I can write any.
can i sit here for awhile
while i drink my coffee,
so i can watch the sky
and the sea with u
there's a ship coming,
it will take us to anywhere u like
would u like to come?
i wouldnt want to go without u
first we'll finish our coffee,
i like how u talk about ur world
where u meet people and see the beginning
and the end,
can we go there someday,
i'd like that
i can listen to u all day,
the sound of ur voice
its very calm and masculine,
and i like how u touch
my hand softly
there's nothing like it in the world
knowing u want to be with me
and maybe someday we will
go to that boat ride,
when it arrives,
and maybe we won't go
there's no plans
everyday is new
even the taste of coffee
i'll just sit here with u
and drink with u
watching the sky
and the sea with u.
june 4, 2018
by me.

Stand because the fire in your heart has yet to engulf you,
Stand because the time which you have will never stop for you,
Stand because the vision in your eyes will fade away with inaction,
Stand because the fear in you is yet to be overcome,
Stand because the battle isn't over it's just begun,
Stand because the music of your heart is yet to be heard,
Stand because the storm doesn't have the power to break you,
Stand because the pain and suffering which you feel right now is nothing but an illusion,
Stand because you have a dream!!!
Once our lives are over
Hopefully we’re older
But if you want to surrender
Please try and remember
That the birds were flying free
For the beauty left to see
And there was more then meets the eye
Separating the earth and sky
On the gallows with a smile
Gonna leave here in awhile
Ain’t no honor left to gain
No more drugs to ease my pain
We’re all no the same
So fuck the the hate that hurts us all
I’d drop the first one to crawl
I’d take your choice and your way
And put em back where they stay
Come on and make my day
*floor underneath gives out*
Pop that pussy baby
Pop pop that pussy for me
Pop pop it baby
Till it's flowing towards me
Pop
*snap snap*
😅
I miss writing.. I'll write a real one when I'm sad. I like dark poetry.
Will I learn to pass the clouds,
Or will I burn and crash to ground?
I woke up with big wide eyes,
Memories of darker times.
Will the night change to day,
Free the light, reveal the way?
Would you know that I existed,
Could you grow, and learn to trust in it?
i wondered, when you first saw me,
the love you felt for me when you set eyes those first
weeks,
was it the magic i surrounded myself
or the sorcery you weaved?
you said, you wrote, you did, you acted,
and you loved,
you attempted, to pursue,
but then when you saw,
you realized how
the ground, was too realistic for you,
that you can't deal with the
confrontational and the ugly,
can i blame you?
i dont really,
but i got to set you free,
when i know it breaks a part of me,
to let you go
you gave me a little piece of happiness
and like the summer
and the fall,
they will come and go,
i want to have someone who will be there
for me, to love the way i like,
not because i'm someone to pursue,
and find out i wasn't an ideal,
made out of sugar and spice
and everything else you would have liked,
the spell has broken and we're back to square one,
and you are back to looking for your ideal,
see you later,
my darling
you were such a lovely dream
until the nightmare was too much even for me.
2018
by me,
October 23
if we live by the ocean,
i hope you mean a nice beach house,
with fine wines in our basement,
and a pleasant driveway to our
home, where we can sit on
lounge chairs,
drink deeply,
both ocean, sunset and sunrise,
who would have thought,
that youd bring me to this
place where there is a treehouse
and we'd have to sleep on
hammocks,
drink beer, on sale.
two for one,
i dont think i can do it,
i'd have to think on it,
nope, i'm going back to the countryside
where my family lives,
at least there's eggs in the barnhouse,
and my bedroom in the far left side,
we'll wait another five years,
then, while i save the money and work
and you go finish school to be a superstar someday,
and another year passes by,
you haven't been around, less and less,
but i keep busy, and i'm guessing you're just
as busy, with pursuing your dreams,
who would have thought,
that the years go by,
and you've already found another girl
to share your dreams,
your treehouse finished,
and she would be there,
beside you, hammock to hammock,
fishing for food, along the shore,
while i go to the city,
and find a home, brick red, high sky rise,
i can buy a car now, with all the money
i have saved and fixed income,
at night i watch the news, slowly falling
asleep, and there's news of a storm coming
i think of you,
and of the treehouse, where you live with your
lovely bride, i hope
she's not pregnant.
there's so many dangers in the world today,
but i wish you luck.
and i say a prayer, that you'll be fine..
while outside, the city lights
and the noise of the busy streets
may bring another kind of danger.
lol
(was to show a woman who would choose comfort of the city versus living out in the wild)
i guess she didnt want to bend to him. lol

october 30th, 2018
My Last Wife
You came from far away
In the theater, I found you laughing like a horse, of course
I fell for you immensely, immediately, but I controlled myself
Who would have thought you would be my one human love on this earth
You kissed me and I ran home like a frightened little child
You said you are leaving, I said I love you
I touched you softly, possessively and your body spasmed and again
You pushed me out and I sat outside the door in a pile, confused
Alone now time passed, A great feeling in me you awoke
So I began a search to fill the void so raw and sore
This way, that way finally I settled onto a path - home, home
Finally my heart, I can give my heart fully
Methodically, I quietly went about my business
Three years passed, and still I longed for you
Guided by a blind sight a thousand miles I tread
Out of nothing a job I did take only to find
You you!!! on paper before me, how how how?
God's divine light guided my blind sight
I sent you letters and drove a day showing up on your doorstep
How you asked? Blind faith of the heart I mused
Seduce me you tried, but my heart was on high alert
I returned back in a day to resume life
Shortly you came to me and moved in
At last do I have the one I have desired for so long?
You fell in love with me and I still had some love for you
But my heart had already been taken by another
That other was not of this world as you began to know
No longer a man of flesh of no use was I to you
I was what you had always been seeking
This time I left you, knowing you were in a state of deep love
There will come a next time my dear, and again
I will proclaim I love you immensely, immediately
And that next time you must submit, returning your love to me
Knowing that behind this man stands the great love you've been seeking
And my last wife in this earth plane you shall be
Next time, next time, next time.............
OMG! I just realized...I need a younger man!
Wait...I have a younger man...
So...I need to get divorce!!!
Thanks. 😘
I love you cuz you're beautiful
I love you because you sweet
I love you because you're my queen
But most of all, I love you because you're rich
-real poem from my childhood
we never had it
the noble one.
for us something else.
the unknown rune.
you never wonder why.
spirit over materia.
for me the betrayal.
patience, indifference, anti.
you go nowhere.
I never wonder why.
I met you when we were seventeen
you were like a teenage dream
you make me so happy and fill me with tears
of happiness
I'm ready to spend all these years
with you finally no matter what comes our way
we're here together
and forever we'll stay
like butterflies dancing through the wind
our memories so pure
you're the one i'm sure
Sometimes I'd like to take the easy way out.
I write some words, but it's getting me nowhere.
Inside my head I know that yesterday was over last night.
I was too tired and I think I've lost the meaning of life.
Our lives are all the same after life.
Open wide in the middle of the night.
Our thoughts will remain the same,
Without the pain.
We likely wonder through the corner,
Of a bright white dream.
I know,
You are there,
Full of thoughts,
Aware.
And you,
Guide me through,
The stars at night,
Moonlight.
Livin life and on the run,
Not afraid of what I've become.
In my heart I know I'll always be,
The you in me,
It lets me know I'm free.
If you love it hold it high.
One more push it learns to fly.
In the wind it never feels regret,
And won't forget,
To try and shine some light,
As it guides you through the night.
working on my own but her last words I can't stop listening to
I love that It’s this,
so much to list.
Can I stay beside you?
When it comes around,
Swim or Drown.
Can I stay beside you?
This warmth, I miss,
God, it’s bliss.
Can I stay beside you?
You're one with the sea,
As you love me.
Can I stay beside you?
I love that It’s this,
so much to list.
Can I stay beside you?
When it comes around,
Swim or Drown.
Can I stay beside you?
This warmth, I miss,
God, it’s bliss.
Can I stay beside you?
You're one with the sea,
As you love me.
Can I stay beside you?
Aju, you are such a beautiful artist ❤️.
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I write music does that count? Lol
EMPTY PROMISES
In love with every lie you’re telling me
Painting sweet pictures over cold hard concrete
Your falsity’s a beautiful imagery
Entranced by the feelings you instill in me
Back of my mind there’s still reality
Ain’t going no where, our gas tank’s on E
Focus on now cause’ I love this feeling
Cherish this moment, there’s no longevity
Please don’t go
I want you to stay
Let’s make believe that I’ll never leave
Just enjoy this moment in time
Cause’ this won’t last
We don’t stand a chance
Let’s dwell in the present, there’s no future
Yeah I know, yeah I know
Empty promises are all that you deliver
All for show, I gotta go
Don’t mean to be so pessimistic
But, you only seem to sweet talk when you get lit
I Caught your bluff, please don’t test my wit
Don’t think I’m dumb cause’ I’m non-chalant bout’ it
Won’t get mad and waste energy on this
Just wanna focus on your touch and kiss
Cause’ when tomorrow comes all this I’ll miss
Depositing to my memory bank so I can reminisce
Please don’t go
I want you to stay
Let’s make believe that I’ll never leave
Just enjoy this moment in time
Cause’ this won’t last
We don’t stand a chance
50000+ posts on dxp is a life well lived 😭
Curious little animal
On the prowl again
I sometimes wonder if I'm the target
Or made myself another friend
Walking around with stern-faced whim
And movement without a sound
For with her brings a dead surprise
What has she this time found?
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what happened to CC's topic of poetry sharing?
today is new
tomorrow's on it's way
here you are
here we are,
take some time
and bring on some shine
because the weekend's
here.