The Betrayal

As you know, I've been on this rollercoaster ride concerning a Taurus woman.

Long story short, we've had this awareness of each other, and through various mediums I believe she was communicating with me, but I've also been disgnosed with schizophrenia.

One of the promises she made, under these conditions, was that she would never, even in the direst of emergencies, ride on a motorcycle with the guy she's with. If she were to do so, I should consider it a betrayal and a rejection of my love for her and that we never will nor ever had anything between us.

Well, there's a video of her on Instagram riding on a motorcycle with him, on the back too.

I just found out. The timing is deliberate, because the video was posted after she made the promise.

Also they were in a romantic photograph together recently, and previously their photos were platonic. At least, even if they were in intimate situations, their looks came off as platonic. Now it's romantic, intimate, and I could dare say...

I have nowhere else to turn.

The guy might be a Gemini Rooster, because he said he's a Rooster, and an old photograph on social media indicates his birthday might be Gemini.

In case anyone thinks I'm sounding too crazy, I will give one example of how we have been communicating through various mediums:

A while back I posted about this whole scenario with her, commenting that she keeps me on my toes.

About a month ago, when something important in my life happened, she posted a picture on Instagram of the guy she's with and his or their car, and the caption was about her camera keeping her on her toes.

There are many others. For example, I posted on my substack that I was lonely, and then she posted a picture on her Instagram of a guy and a girl sittinf next to each other. She did this the day after I posted about being lonely.

As an update, I recently mentioned this betrayal on my substack.

She rarely posts Instagram stories, but she did after I posted all this stuff. Just a few minutes ago.

I'm blocked on the account she posted on, so I use imginn to check her profile. It shows that she posted a story, and so does the web browser search.

But imginn doesn't let me see what the story is. I just know she posted it.

One of her other accounts hasn't blocked me; I just sent her a friend request that is pending.

Why would a Taurus or anyone do this?

And if anyone knows how to view stories if you're blocked, I'd appreciate the info.

As a former "biker" when I was a lot younger, i very much understand that seeing your girl riding on another man's bike felt like the ultimate betrayal. I feel your pain.

Piggy Aqua.

Posted by TedBurundi
As a former "biker" when I was a lot younger, i very much understand that seeing your girl riding on another man's bike felt like the ultimate betrayal. I feel your pain.

Piggy Aqua.

It's about breaking the promise. It's not about the bike. And I managed to view the story, and it was related to this.

I've had this happen before; it's just last time I broke up with the girl so I deserved it.

This time I don't know why she would do this.

Wtf does "awareness of each other" mean?

Posted by Flitzpiepe
Wtf does "awareness of each other" mean?

We were friends on Facebook and then she pressed stalking charges against me.

So I saw her in court.

But everything with thr Instagram stories and stuff, when she copies or follows my internet footprint, and then posts something similar right after...

that's been going on for a while. Before and after the stalking charges.

So this is something she could have broken off long ago.

It just sucks because she betrayed me. Like she can't promise again; I can't trust her actions either.

I was hoping for some closure answer here; and I think I just have to deal with the pain.

Ok, so i think im understanding - she has you blocked on everything, yet when you post something she posts something youre seeing as related to what you posted, tgat she would have to have viewed your account to see? Is that the gist?

Posted by Flitzpiepe
Ok, so i think im understanding - she has you blocked on everything, yet when you post something she posts something youre seeing as related to what you posted, tgat she would have to have viewed your account to see? Is that the gist?

That is the gist, yes.

And it extends to me Grindr account and personal phone number. Like literally I just opened your profile and got a text from some number. A random number, and it referenced my Instagram and Substack.

So the evidence is strong for why I belive this.

You know if someone blocks you it's because they don't want you in their life

Keep stalking it's only going to make your mental health worse

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Posted by Flitzpiepe
Ok, so i think im understanding - she has you blocked on everything, yet when you post something she posts something youre seeing as related to what you posted, tgat she would have to have viewed your account to see? Is that the gist?

That is the gist, yes.

And it extends to me Grindr account and personal phone number. Like literally I just opened your profile and got a text from some number. A random number, and it referenced my Instagram and Substack.

So the evidence is strong for why I belive this.

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Ok. But shes not directly interacting with you? When is the last time she had deliberate and direct contact with you? Not things that appear to be correlated to what youve posted, but could possibly be coincidental. I get how thay could drive you nuts. But are you doing this to yourself by even checking what she posts or does? Like who gives a shit? She took you to court. Has she led you on by directly telling you things, then going back on it? Some of these chicks just like attention . She may very well be checking your shit for validation that she still has your attention. Do you post things that would signal you seen her "response" to your post? Bro, why you even want this bitch?

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Posted by HereforTaurusAgain

Posted by Flitzpiepe

Ok, so i think im understanding - she has you blocked on everything, yet when you post something she posts something youre seeing as related to what you posted, tgat she would have to have viewed your account to see? Is that the gist?

That is the gist, yes.

And it extends to me Grindr account and personal phone number. Like literally I just opened your profile and got a text from some number. A random number, and it referenced my Instagram and Substack.

So the evidence is strong for why I belive this.

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Ok. But shes not directly interacting with you? When is the last time she had deliberate and direct contact with you? Not things that appear to be correlated to what youve posted, but could possibly be coincidental. I get how thay could drive you nuts. But are you doing this to yourself by even checking what she posts or does? Like who gives a shit? She took you to court. Has she led you on by directly telling you things, then going back on it? Some of these chicks just like attention . She may very well be checking your shit for validation that she still has your attention. Do you post things that would signal you seen her "response" to your post? Bro, why you even want this bitch?

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The last I saw her was in court in 2022. Before that, the last direct communication was in 2014.

Everything else has been this online stuff I mentioned, but it has escalated into Grindr now direct text messages to my phone.

So yes, much of it is attributable to me checking her social media. But her posts are so relevant, and come off as responses or messages.

I don't trust her. I'm in a fit where I've built so much of my life into her, that cutting her off feels like I might die or something.

I don't want her. She betrayed me; she's ugly; her life frankly sucks with this guy, in my opinion.

But I put up with a lot and invested so much.