I miss him

I miss him

Posted by DeeGee
So call him...🙂

It is actually not that simple

Posted by everevolvingepithet
Phoning someone usually is? 🙂

Not when they tell you to not contact them. I put a previous post-a little background for you all....

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Posted by NikkiMse1978

Posted by DeeGee
So call him...🙂

It is actually not that simple

Oh God, don't tell me he's deceased? 😢

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DeeGee-Heavens no!

Posted by bubblyaquarius
I miss my ex, but its complicated too. Some people just don't undertsnad.

Bubbly-I haven't allowed myself to miss him in over a year....now I am having a week moment

Posted by bubblyaquarius
yeah, well that's normal. Its ok. 😢 I'd call up a girlfriend and talk about it, or by all means, tell us here.

That is why I am telling you all 🙂

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Posted by DeeGee
So call him...🙂

It is actually not that simple

Oh God, don't tell me he's deceased? 😢

DeeGee-Heavens no!

OK, geez, ya scared me there for a minute...the Pisces I used to date used to say that to me too,,,he didn't mean it though...and I knew that, so I would just give him some space, then I would call like three or four day later.

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He didn't say to me he was dead. LOL-just to not contact him....he's said that before

Posted by bubblyaquarius
So youra sag, and he was an aqua i take it? i'm currently tryyying to work things out with a sag...=/ idk if we are the best match. =/ i feel like maybe its not meant to be when I hear about other aqua sag failed relationships...

Oh contrare. The air-fire sign ration is a great match but other factors come into play when the two take on a relationship, astrologically speaking and environmentally speaking. Age, maturity, growth, soul level, etc.

This has actually been a 4 year thing now. 🙂

Be strong Nikki!

Hi True! I am being strong-no contacting him....he told me not to-I'm not. A VERY TRUE FIRST FOR ME! 🙂

Posted by NikkiMse1978
Hi True! I am being strong-no contacting him....he told me not to-I'm not. A VERY TRUE FIRST FOR ME! 🙂

that's good 🙂

I concur with truecap. Be strong.

Thanks Lisa! I am a lot stronger than I have EVER been before 🙂

Posted by bubblyaquarius
Wow, 4 years! That's really sad. I wonder if he'll come back to you if you ignore him and don't contact him enough. You know sometimes it draws a man back....I hate when I hear about this kinda stuff happening. I hate it. Men are so stupid. Why would you end it after 4 years?! You had such a good thing going! And its like all they see is negative or after some small flaws they decide thay can't put up with you anymore, yet you were overlooking so much about them that they don't even realize it! Its really stupid. Is he single or has he already moved on? =/

Bubbly-4 years of a merry go round ride!! LOL. The story is alot longer than dxp would want me to write about. Long story short...I have known him for 30 years. His family and mine were friends. I always felt connected to him (see Twin Flame relationship). We dated 2 years-SOLID. Then broke up, got back together, and so on and so forth the last two years.
A few weeks ago he finally TOLD me, he loved me. I haven't heard him say that to me in 2 VERY LONG years!

Again, go back to Twin Flame relationships and you will know of which I speak. He is a man, but also a young soul who has very many lessons to learn. I love him unconditionally and without expectation that he love me in return. He is free to go about his journey and I know our paths will cross again.

Does all of that make sense? LOL> 😉

Posted by bubblyaquarius
It does! So just two weeks ago it was I love you, and now this. And ya know, i did have a feeling from the little I read he wasn't out of your life for real. So do you think you guys will reunite, or just be friends? And gosh, he's still acting like a butt imo. Air sign men....

Yup! 🙂 Finally heard him tell me he loved me (after a long two years!) and then, "Your a liar. Don't contact me again."

I heard that that night he said he loved me still too. It was supposed to be our final goodbye. The night was tender and bittersweet...one I will never forget.

I HAD to tell him about my lie (I posted on the board is Aqau are forgiving?) That is why.

Either way I have no expectation on how we "are to be." It is in the Divine's hands, and with Diving timing.

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Posted by DeeGee
Stick to you're guns...the next time he'll think twice before telling you not to call.

Yep!

Aqua men don't really let go. There is no way in hell you guys have known each other for that long and he's done? Yea right. The longer you stay away and ignore him, the more he'll kill himself trying to get back in your life. Seriously, if you wanna help him to clear the cobwebs out of his head about you guys relationship, stay away when he comes crawling back. If he's lucky, you'll still want him. If not, oh well. That's what he gets for being so wishy washy.

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My intuition failed me last night...I had a feeling something was amiss with his family so I reached out. Nothing happened to be wrong...but I did get the "I don't know what you want from me? Seriously...you are a liar. Never thought you would. So yes, please just leave me be." text from him.

I did send a text back, "One of these days you will understand why I had to lie about lying to you. You can be as cruel to me as you like. One thing still stands true for me. I have always loved you."

Being back to square one, in a sense, sucks! But I have done this before with him. A year to the day, up until August of this year with no contact.

Theultra79-when you say "stay away when he comes crawling back." You mean for me to ingnore his contact with me?

What other tricks do you have up your sleeve? hee hee

DeeGee- at first glance I do not believe I know if what you speak. Looking deeper...there is a piece I'm missing on the surface. A lesson of some kind I'm missing, perhaps?

So my planets and stars are against me all year up until that time? Lol. I understand what your saying but I'll admit I'm still slightly baffled. Where in my house is communication? Can you shed more light?

I also know what it feels like to "hide" time to time....I was just in that phase!

Bubbly-that is what I am trying to figure out. I love DeeGee's post, but to be honest I am a little lost. 😢

Be strong, remember those words.

Be the pilot and the driver to your own fate.

Be the chauffeur to your limosine.

Be the captain of your ship.

see these ladies? Lol

I am STRONG Lisa!!!! Just very , very curious. 🙂 it is the next phase of my journey

Not as gorgous as us Bubbly? hee hee 😉

POWER is from within-not on reflected on the outside 😉



Update: no contact from him, nor me. 🙂 I am ALOT STRONGER this time around! YEH ME! (As Saggies say) ha ha

Thank you Bubbly! I did initiate contact with my slip up, but haven't since. I still miss him, but my thoughts still ring true.
I am not contacting him. And I will not cave if he does. Per TheUltra79! I am a STRONG< CONFIDENT WOMAN! 🙂

Posted by oldskoolflavor
what happened to "yes we can" ?

"Yes we can?" What do you mean oldskook, hee hee ;0

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Posted by NikkiMse1978
POWER is from within-not on reflected on the outside 😉



Update: no contact from him, nor me. 🙂 I am ALOT STRONGER this time around! YEH ME! (As Saggies say) ha ha

those posters are still a laugh.

glad you feel empowered. Glad you haven't given in and messaged him or nufin. YEH!

yeah ... don't give him nufin but the muffin

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He's not even getting the muffin, so no worries there. In my case it's my-BOO-tay he loves! LOL

I am following Obama then if that is what I should be saying....or you are being sarcastic, which is fine too 🙂 LOL

Posted by bubblyaquarius
How are things going Nikki?

Hi Bubbly! If you are inquiring as to whether or not I heard from the Aqua-I haven't. I sense he is angry at me. I am not sad though. Things are fabulous! HBU?

Happy New Moon to you! 🙂

Yes, it was a new moon yesterday. 🙂

Kinda sad to see the doc? I hope everything is all right. 🙂 Just remember everything happens for a reason and in the Divine's time.

I am peachy! 🙂 Thanks for asking!

I received a text this morning 🙂

Good news? :O

A start of good news 🙂 He just reached out to see how I was doing 🙂

that's good Nikki!

Thank you! I will take it for what it is. And after we stopped texting last Friday, I let it go. I did not contact him over the weekend, and guess who just texted me this morning. 🙂 🙂 🙂

Another fabulous start!

He initiated contact with me on Wedneday. I will admit, I was weak. The love making was out of this world! As it always is. 😉

I have been praying for communication-and the night may not have happened at all if we didn't communicate-and we did!

He also let in on some deeper emotions he is feeling. VERY intersting...

One of them being, he is afraid to be happy. I am curious to hear what your thoughts may be...

Posted by NikkiMse1978
He initiated contact with me on Wedneday. I will admit, I was weak. The love making was out of this world! As it always is. 😉

I have been praying for communication-and the night may not have happened at all if we didn't communicate-and we did!

He also let in on some deeper emotions he is feeling. VERY intersting...

One of them being, he is afraid to be happy. I am curious to hear what your thoughts may be...

I'm so happy for you! you sound very pleased and content. I like it when people are so happy in relationships, when two people are in line with eachother. It sounds like it's not unrequited and the two of you are just going through a few bumps.

maybe he fears of not making you happy? some men are just afraid of loss. maybe he fears that he's not lovable enough? or all those things that make him shy away from happiness.

Posted by NikkiMse1978
He initiated contact with me on Wedneday. I will admit, I was weak. The love making was out of this world! As it always is. 😉

I have been praying for communication-and the night may not have happened at all if we didn't communicate-and we did!

He also let in on some deeper emotions he is feeling. VERY intersting...

One of them being, he is afraid to be happy. I am curious to hear what your thoughts may be...

Happens to the best of us hun. So...maybe he really is your twin flame after all 🙂. You tried to move on, date others, but he comes up again huh? Been there...still there. It's hard but if you 2 can get past all of the ugly, then go for it.

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Posted by NikkiMse1978
He initiated contact with me on Wedneday. I will admit, I was weak. The love making was out of this world! As it always is. 😉

I have been praying for communication-and the night may not have happened at all if we didn't communicate-and we did!

He also let in on some deeper emotions he is feeling. VERY intersting...

One of them being, he is afraid to be happy. I am curious to hear what your thoughts may be...

I'm so happy for you! you sound very pleased and content. I like it when people are so happy in relationships, when two people are in line with eachother. It sounds like it's not unrequited and the two of you are just going through a few bumps.

maybe he fears of not making you happy? some men are just afraid of loss. maybe he fears that he's not lovable enough? or all those things that make him shy away from happiness.

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It has been a rough road for 4 years. And we have not been together in over a year now. I have been praying and affirming to the Universe and I am recieivng answers. He is afraid and his mind and ego stand in the way. I am helping him to open to love, and maybe one day, we will be in each others arms again. 🙂

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Posted by NikkiMse1978
He initiated contact with me on Wedneday. I will admit, I was weak. The love making was out of this world! As it always is. 😉

I have been praying for communication-and the night may not have happened at all if we didn't communicate-and we did!

He also let in on some deeper emotions he is feeling. VERY intersting...

One of them being, he is afraid to be happy. I am curious to hear what your thoughts may be...

Happens to the best of us hun. So...maybe he really is your twin flame after all 🙂. You tried to move on, date others, but he comes up again huh? Been there...still there. It's hard but if you 2 can get past all of the ugly, then go for it.

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Hi Real 🙂 Thank you! I had a heat rush over my body while reading your words. Yes, he is my Twin. I have tried dating to no avail and we ALWAYS find one another again.

Here's hoping he gets past the ugly, considring all he remembers are our bad/negative times. Wish me luck! 🙂

This is the sweetest thread, i keep popping back to read how its going.. im really hoping for a happy ending 🙂

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This is the sweetest thread, i keep popping back to read how its going.. im really hoping for a happy ending 🙂

Thank you GucciGemini 🙂 That is very sweet of you.

Pssssst-I am also praying for a happy ending 😉

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Posted by NikkiMse1978
He initiated contact with me on Wedneday. I will admit, I was weak. The love making was out of this world! As it always is. 😉

I have been praying for communication-and the night may not have happened at all if we didn't communicate-and we did!

He also let in on some deeper emotions he is feeling. VERY intersting...

One of them being, he is afraid to be happy. I am curious to hear what your thoughts may be...

Happens to the best of us hun. So...maybe he really is your twin flame after all 🙂. You tried to move on, date others, but he comes up again huh? Been there...still there. It's hard but if you 2 can get past all of the ugly, then go for it.

Hi Real 🙂 Thank you! I had a heat rush over my body while reading your words. Yes, he is my Twin. I have tried dating to no avail and we ALWAYS find one another again.

Here's hoping he gets past the ugly, considring all he remembers are our bad/negative times. Wish me luck! 🙂

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Wow really? Lol...hope it works out this time. I'm curious, did a clairvoyant tell you he was your twin flame? I never believed in any of that stuff, but I did a little research & it piqued my interest, plus I have an open mind. I've spoken to clairvoyants in the past & they all have told me the same thing, that my ex is my soulmate & we're meant to be together. *shrugs*

But I would always get signs regarding him. I'd see his name, certain #'s are attributed to him. I could feel his presence so strong & bam, I run right into him last week. No coincidence. I felt his vibes all around me. It freaks me out but I'm starting to welcome it. I thought twin flame & soulmate was sorta the same? Whenever I research it, they both show up together.

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He initiated contact with me on Wedneday. I will admit, I was weak. The love making was out of this world! As it always is. 😉

I have been praying for communication-and the night may not have happened at all if we didn't communicate-and we did!

He also let in on some deeper emotions he is feeling. VERY intersting...

One of them being, he is afraid to be happy. I am curious to hear what your thoughts may be...

I'm so happy for you! you sound very pleased and content. I like it when people are so happy in relationships, when two people are in line with eachother. It sounds like it's not unrequited and the two of you are just going through a few bumps.

maybe he fears of not making you happy? some men are just afraid of loss. maybe he fears that he's not lovable enough? or all those things that make him shy away from happiness.

It has been a rough road for 4 years. And we have not been together in over a year now. I have been praying and affirming to the Universe and I am recieivng answers. He is afraid and his mind and ego stand in the way. I am helping him to open to love, and maybe one day, we will be in each others arms again. 🙂

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that sounds really nice, Nikki. I dont honestly believe in twin flames. But if you believe in it, that's awesome. Just remember that you can't force someone to love you if they do not love you back. Just don't get hurt all over again.

Nikki, you wanna hear something else freaky...hahaha. During the hurricane my power was out for a few days. I have a smart digital clock that sets the time back automatically, so as soon as the lights came on, the time set to the exact # that I always see & that's totally not what time it was. I was asleep & the lights woke me up along with the tv & when I looked at the clock setting back, I'm like no it can't be this time I feel like I slept longer.

Anywho, it was 5:30 in the morning but the clock set to that # the moment I got up. I was freaked the fuck out because I knew it was another sign.

Oh no nothing ghostly or anything. The lights weren't flickering, they were off during the storm. What I couldn't fathom was the smart clock.

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Oh no nothing ghostly or anything. The lights weren't flickering, they were off during the storm. What I couldn't fathom was the smart clock.

dejavu?

had to hide the comment cause that was wayyyyyy tooo personal about my dreams.

I also have intuitive dreams. It doesn't happen verbatim, but the events do have similarities. I don't like it either...it freaks me out.

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Oh no nothing ghostly or anything. The lights weren't flickering, they were off during the storm. What I couldn't fathom was the smart clock.

dejavu?

had to hide the comment cause that was wayyyyyy tooo personal about my dreams.

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Lol, I hear you.

Dejavu? No clue...I just know it made my hair stand up for a split second! 😛

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Posted by NikkiMse1978
He initiated contact with me on Wedneday. I will admit, I was weak. The love making was out of this world! As it always is. 😉

I have been praying for communication-and the night may not have happened at all if we didn't communicate-and we did!

He also let in on some deeper emotions he is feeling. VERY intersting...

One of them being, he is afraid to be happy. I am curious to hear what your thoughts may be...

Happens to the best of us hun. So...maybe he really is your twin flame after all 🙂. You tried to move on, date others, but he comes up again huh? Been there...still there. It's hard but if you 2 can get past all of the ugly, then go for it.

Hi Real 🙂 Thank you! I had a heat rush over my body while reading your words. Yes, he is my Twin. I have tried dating to no avail and we ALWAYS find one another again.

Here's hoping he gets past the ugly, considring all he remembers are our bad/negative times. Wish me luck! 🙂

Wow really? Lol...hope it works out this time. I'm curious, did a clairvoyant tell you he was your twin flame? I never believed in any of that stuff, but I did a little research & it piqued my interest, plus I have an open mind. I've spoken to clairvoyants in the past & they all have told me the same thing, that my ex is my soulmate & we're meant to be together. *shrugs*

But I would always get signs regarding him. I'd see his name, certain #'s are attributed to him. I could feel his presence so strong & bam, I run right into him last week. No coincidence. I felt his vibes all around me. It freaks me out but I'm starting to welcome it. I thought twin flame & soulmate was sorta the same? Whenever I research it, they both show up together.

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Real-No, a Clairvoyant did not tell me. I just, knew. After speaking to Watercup on the boards, she suggested I do a little research. And I did. Made perfect sense!

I see him, visions while I am awake and while I am sleeping. He calls out my name. I "feel" him around me, I feel his emotions....sadness, anger, fear. I smell him sometimes. I know when he

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will call and when he will not. It is not coincidence at all my dear. It is real.

A Twin and Soulmate are not the same. You have only one Twin (your other half) but you could have many Soulmates. Your Twin was with you when you were seperated into the Universe. He to learn his lessons, you to learn yours.

A Soulmate can be a brother, friend, pet, teacher or a total stranger!