I miss him (Page 2)

Lisa-I do believe there are Twins Flames. I can't explain it otherwise.
For many reasons, I am not the woman he thought he knew. If that makes sense? I am a new person. I actually asked him if he wanted the opportunity to get to know the real me.

I promise, my heart is in it, but it beats at a different rhythm now. It beats in Divine timings rhythm as well as in the hands of my Creator.

Posted by RealTalk
Nikki, you wanna hear something else freaky...hahaha. During the hurricane my power was out for a few days. I have a smart digital clock that sets the time back automatically, so as soon as the lights came on, the time set to the exact # that I always see & that's totally not what time it was. I was asleep & the lights woke me up along with the tv & when I looked at the clock setting back, I'm like no it can't be this time I feel like I slept longer.

Anywho, it was 5:30 in the morning but the clock set to that # the moment I got up. I was freaked the fuck out because I knew it was another sign.

Real-I see numbers myself. 11:11. 33, 334, 43. 606...I hear songs, see things on the tv. I have synchronicity ALL around me! Each and everyday. The Aqua is with me in my day to day as well as when I sleep.
For instance, I dreamt of myself dreaming, he was holding me as I slept. Watching himself hold me, by my head at the foot of the bed. And when I woke, he was with me. 🙂

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Posted by RealTalk
Oh no nothing ghostly or anything. The lights weren't flickering, they were off during the storm. What I couldn't fathom was the smart clock.

dejavu?

had to hide the comment cause that was wayyyyyy tooo personal about my dreams.

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Lisa-what was your dream? You only remember the dreams you are supposed to (the others are too negative) and your dreams are a way of you connecting to your higher conscious. I welcome mine! I remember some, but not all. I remember what I am supposed to...

Posted by RealTalk
I also have intuitive dreams. It doesn't happen verbatim, but the events do have similarities. I don't like it either...it freaks me out.

Exactly! 😉

@RealTalk

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Posted by NikkiMse1978

A Twin and Soulmate are not the same. You have only one Twin (your other half) but you could have many Soulmates. Your Twin was with you when you were seperated into the Universe. He to learn his lessons, you to learn yours.

A Soulmate can be a brother, friend, pet, teacher or a total stranger!

See this is where the interpretations go haywire. People believe many different things when is comes to this stuff, that's why it's hard for me to believe it. The signs I get are real, I just don't know what to really attribute it to. I guess God is trying to show me something, or "the universe".

If I were to believe anything such as this, I DO think that there is that person that is perfect for "you". Generally speaking. Not perfect, but perfect for the person. You get my drift. Soulmates/twinflames...it's all the same to me. Interesting though to say the least, but it sounds all the same from the research I've came across.

hmm crap i knew i should have stayed incognito... it's sag/gemini moon day 😕
cap mars/scorp venus in the mix.

**hides in the shadows**

whispers: nikki, it was about death.

and i remember my dreams all the time.

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Posted by NikkiMse1978

A Twin and Soulmate are not the same. You have only one Twin (your other half) but you could have many Soulmates. Your Twin was with you when you were seperated into the Universe. He to learn his lessons, you to learn yours.

A Soulmate can be a brother, friend, pet, teacher or a total stranger!

See this is where the interpretations go haywire. People believe many different things when is comes to this stuff, that's why it's hard for me to believe it. The signs I get are real, I just don't know what to really attribute it to. I guess God is trying to show me something, or "the universe".

If I were to believe anything such as this, I DO think that there is that person that is perfect for "you". Generally speaking. Not perfect, but perfect for the person. You get my drift. Soulmates/twinflames...it's all the same to me. Interesting though to say the least, but it sounds all the same from the research I've came across.

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Yes, we all have different beliefs, that is what makes us unique, but our collective minds/hearts/energies are one in the same. All portray differently based on ego rather than feeling with the heart, personal circumstances, expeirences, etc.

You may attribute your signs to whatever your heart tells you. Guides~Spirits~Angels~God~The Creator~Mother Goddess~Mother Water~Energy~Grace, they are one in the same 🙂

Posted by lisabethur8
hmm crap i knew i should have stayed incognito... it's sag/gemini moon day 😕
cap mars/scorp venus in the mix.

**hides in the shadows**

whispers: nikki, it was about death.

and i remember my dreams all the time.

I wish I remembered my dreams all the time 🙂

Whispers: shadows are to hide, stay in the light and warmth of the Gem Moon

it's a cancerian trait, i read 🙂

naw i love the shadows. it's peaceful and warm and cozy in there.

Lisa-Are you feeling the Full Moon energies?

^^ i feel every moon day. best ones are feminine imo.

*special shout out to leo moons.
😛
because it's my opposite.

Posted by lisabethur8
^^ i feel every moon day. best ones are feminine imo.

I do as well. I feel it the night before...it is so "flowic" that I have a hard time falling asleep. Then the next morning I feel the vibrations-I shake they are so strong!

13 Years5,000+ PostsAquarius

Not one word from Mr. Aqua for almost 4 weeks now. It is the season, he hibernates, thinks too much and I honestly feel he is seeing someone. Another lesson for him to learn! YAH!

I still miss him, and think of him but also know I have love in my heart and he needs to walk this path for his own Soul reasons. 🙂

@NotYourAverageAquarius

Posted by NikkiMse1978
Not one word from Mr. Aqua for almost 4 weeks now. It is the season, he hibernates, thinks too much and I honestly feel he is seeing someone. Another lesson for him to learn! YAH!

I still miss him, and think of him but also know I have love in my heart and he needs to walk this path for his own Soul reasons. 🙂

You are a true lover in every since of the word!!

13 Years5,000+ PostsAquarius

Posted by NotYourAverageAquarius

Posted by NikkiMse1978
Not one word from Mr. Aqua for almost 4 weeks now. It is the season, he hibernates, thinks too much and I honestly feel he is seeing someone. Another lesson for him to learn! YAH!

I still miss him, and think of him but also know I have love in my heart and he needs to walk this path for his own Soul reasons. 🙂

You are a true lover in every since of the word!!

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Thank you NotYourAverageAquarius! 🙂

@CancerLeoDynamite

13 Years1,000+ Posts

My Aqua has been gone 4 four weeks now as well.
Sucks huh?
Shall we start a pool on who's aqua comes back first? 😄
(I'd actually put my money on yours - I think mines gone 4 good)
Hang in there chica

@NotYourAverageAquarius

Hmm sounds like your Aqua has had a profound influence on you Cancer.. Even if he has immensely pissed you off!!

@CancerLeoDynamite

13 Years1,000+ Posts

I'm not mad, Im really hurt/sad.
he certainly did have a profound influence, more than once -
I first met him 6 years ago and for no reason had the STRONGEST belief I'd meet up with him or that we had some destiny together, or, fuck tbh I have nO idea what was going on, I had intense emotion for something I didnt understand at all. I never said anything to anyone about it I barely knew him, I was married, and he had a gf.. we barely said five words to one another, lived completely across the country from one another...
I remember feeling really embarrassed by these strong sad feelings that made absolutely no sense..I pushed them away, forgot all about him until 3 months after I met him again -6 years later- completely by random.. I didnt even know I knew him but i was instantly attracted to him BAM smack in the face with a train..the same day I (re)met him in the second place I told him "you remind me of someone I once knew" but couldnt even remember who he reminded me of specifically(it was him, he reminded me of him, so weird)
He figured out where he knew me from before I did..he didn't tell me for 3 months lol. what a fucker. I just kept calling him fucker all day, that day and we both laughed so much.
bittersweet memory.

sorry didnt mean to highjack the thread,

Posted by CancerLeoDynamite
My Aqua has been gone 4 four weeks now as well.
Sucks huh?
Shall we start a pool on who's aqua comes back first? 😄
(I'd actually put my money on yours - I think mines gone 4 good)
Hang in there chica LEO MOON IN DA HOUSIZZLE!

😄 😄 😄

some positive energy!

PIE!

Posted by CancerLeoDynamite
My Aqua has been gone 4 four weeks now as well.
Shall we start a pool on who's aqua comes back first? 😄
(I'd actually put my money on yours - I think mines gone 4 good)
Hang in there chica

Yah for the number 4! Synchronicity at it's finest! The number 4 four is the 4th dimension = time which is illusion.
Four is seen as the first solid number. Spatial in scheme or order in manifestation.
Static as opposed to the circular and the dynamic
Wholeness; totality; completion; solid
Earth; order
Rational - relativity and justice
Symbol of measurement
Foundation

Could this be what is occuring with us and our Aqua's? Possibly!

No matter what time and space brings-our paths find one another. Good luck to you too CancerLeoDynammite! 🙂

Posted by CancerLeoDynamite
I'm not mad, Im really hurt/sad.
he certainly did have a profound influence, more than once -
I first met him 6 years ago and for no reason had the STRONGEST belief I'd meet up with him or that we had some destiny together, or, fuck tbh I have nO idea what was going on, I had intense emotion for something I didnt understand at all. I never said anything to anyone about it I barely knew him, I was married, and he had a gf.. we barely said five words to one another, lived completely across the country from one another...
I remember feeling really embarrassed by these strong sad feelings that made absolutely no sense..I pushed them away, forgot all about him until 3 months after I met him again -6 years later- completely by random.. I didnt even know I knew him but i was instantly attracted to him BAM smack in the face with a train..the same day I (re)met him in the second place I told him "you remind me of someone I once knew" but couldnt even remember who he reminded me of specifically(it was him, he reminded me of him, so weird)
He figured out where he knew me from before I did..he didn't tell me for 3 months lol. what a fucker. I just kept calling him fucker all day, that day and we both laughed so much.
bittersweet memory.

sorry didnt mean to highjack the thread,

No need to apologize, it happens to the best of us. Your situation sounds like a Twin Flame reunion. Please research this, as my Aqua is my Twin!