It is said that we are ice cold without emotion

So why if I love or fall in love do I lose control and go into depression and feel enormous pain in my soul?

In fact, I'm more afraid of love than death, my most difficult times in life is that I start to love or fall in love.

I m sun aquarius, moon in sagittarius, Ascendant is Cancer

Mercury in Pisces,

Venus in Capricors

Mars in taurus ,jupiter in aquarius,satrun in gemini,uranus in libra.

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Mercury in Pisces.

Venus in Capricorn.

Mars in Taurus.

Jupiter in Aquarius

Uranus in Libra.

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So why if I love or fall in love do I lose control and go into depression and feel enormous pain in my soul?

In fact, I'm more afraid of love than death, my most difficult times in life is that I start to love or fall in love.

I m sun aquarius, moon in sagittarius, Ascendant is Cancer

I feel ya. I’m Sag sun,aqua moon, cap Venus

To me, it’s hard to let someone in because when I do & get hurt it’s eactly as you describe.

It's hard, the emotions scare me, I love , but hide the feelings and people end up leaving me, and I'm torn apart.

True, I can live alone without love, but if I love someone it's something powerful that kills my soul, I can be ice, but if someone defrosts me. I don't know what to do with the emotions.Then I ruin everything out of fear, and remain alone and go into deep, deep depression.

Your ascendant is cancer. Basically you are a cancer not an Aquarius

I don't know, I can't, I become another person once I have intense feelings.

You have a Cancer Asc. Of course you're going to feel deeply.

Sadly Rabbi .. heartbreak after heartbreak.

A strong question ... to be honest before sex.

Maybe because they have stronger feelings, even though everyone thinks they're cold robots? And because they are aware of their feelings, they shy away from love and feelings

Actually Aquas feel deeply about a lot stuff, it's just they value logic over emotion so are unlikely to react emotionally to things. In the case of love, as an aqua moon, it's uncomfortable because it's an illogical feeling at the beginning. Once things are more settled and stable, it feels more natural. But at the beginning, I dislike it because it makes me act irrationally which is unlike me.

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Posted by Bobi

So why if I love or fall in love do I lose control and go into depression and feel enormous pain in my soul?

In fact, I'm more afraid of love than death, my most difficult times in life is that I start to love or fall in love.

I m sun aquarius, moon in sagittarius, Ascendant is Cancer

I feel ya. I’m Sag sun,aqua moon, cap Venus

To me, it’s hard to let someone in because when I do & get hurt it’s eactly as you describe.

Is it a sag thing?

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I think more aqua. Aqua when you let your guard down, and the cap goes deeper.

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Posted by Bobi

So why if I love or fall in love do I lose control and go into depression and feel enormous pain in my soul?

In fact, I'm more afraid of love than death, my most difficult times in life is that I start to love or fall in love.

I m sun aquarius, moon in sagittarius, Ascendant is Cancer

I feel ya. I’m Sag sun,aqua moon, cap Venus

To me, it’s hard to let someone in because when I do & get hurt it’s eactly as you describe.

Is it a sag thing?

I think more aqua. Aqua when you let your guard down, and the cap goes deeper.

I don't really pay much attention to my Aries venus and maybe I should, unfortunately unlike some Arians I don't move on quick. Where it manifests itself is I like dates to be fun and exciting, as opposed to the traditional romantic sitdown meal; as well as being a bit too obvious sometimes.

People say Aqua is complicated, but it's more that they always aren't sure or comfortable. The energy is totally different to other air signs though.

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Lol I’m the same on dates. I’d rather fun and enjoy ourselves.. well that’s obviously my sun! But then I want the stability and relationship (cap Venus) and I hold back emotions (aqua moon) until I’m sure of what’s happening so cap Venus doesn’t freak out. Lol

Aqua moon is very emotional actually but exactly as you say. Ahh it’s such differences! My ex husband the Aries doesn’t move quickly either. He’s a cap moon though.. big feels but doesn’t want you to know! Lol it’s written all over his face though...