spur
@spur
8 Years
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Posted by Vageenka
"I've always felt deeply about being a type of person that always there to help people, but I've lived a long time with heavy anxiety, In recent times last two years that has gone away a lot, but I still overthink things a lot and it is like a self-sabotage to my relationships (any kind)"
Are we twins?


Posted by spur
My Chart,
Rising Sign is in 21 Degrees Gemini
Sun is in 18 Degrees Aries.
Moon is in 22 Degrees Aquarius.
Mercury is in 01 Degrees Taurus.
Venus is in 24 Degrees Taurus.
Mars is in 02 Degrees Taurus.
Jupiter is in 10 Degrees Sagittarius.
Saturn is in 02 Degrees Scorpio.
Uranus is in 08 Degrees Sagittarius.
Neptune is in 29 Degrees Sagittarius.
Pluto is in 28 Degrees Libra.
N. Node is in 27 Degrees Gemini.
I've always felt deeply about being a type of person that always there to help people, but I've lived a long time with heavy anxiety, In recent times last two years that has gone away a lot, but I still overthink things a lot and it is like a self-sabotage to my relationships (any kind) I'm not someone that will do what someone tells me to do unless I actually want to do it, I hate being controlled. I find women very controlling in particular via proxy power. People tell me woman love you in their own way, but for me it is like I am a pet. Doesn't make me feel like a person.
Makes it impossible for me to trust anyone. I am trying to understand how I can focus myself in a good direction. I see it play out over and over in relationships that I observe. Where the woman asks for "xyz" if the man says no. The woman will bug the man until he says yes. If that doesn't work, then she will bug him in anger until he says yes, and if it still doesn't work. The woman becomes violent, or the relationship just ends. Compromise usually just means giving in. This is why I find it interesting how men are in society the so called "leaders" when really the woman pull most of the strings in reality. It is just men are too stupid to see it. At least from a more traditional stand point. Like the man will shovel the snow, take out the trash mow the lawn. Not because he is a "man" but because the woman has the power to make him do it so she doesn't have too.
Finding a true equal I get very pessimistic about it.
I prepare myself for the influx of hateful messages, but I still love you all!
Hey twin we do have almost the exact similar aspects at leastin mars, mercury, venus, and about 6 more degrees in aqua moon than you. All i have to say is good luck cause I go through this alot. I don't know. I stay single though cause of it. But good luck to you and adventures cause its what it is adventures and curveballs left and right. Testing you to your limits.
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Rising Sign is in 21 Degrees Gemini
Sun is in 18 Degrees Aries.
Moon is in 22 Degrees Aquarius.
Mercury is in 01 Degrees Taurus.
Venus is in 24 Degrees Taurus.
Mars is in 02 Degrees Taurus.
Jupiter is in 10 Degrees Sagittarius.
Saturn is in 02 Degrees Scorpio.
Uranus is in 08 Degrees Sagittarius.
Neptune is in 29 Degrees Sagittarius.
Pluto is in 28 Degrees Libra.
N. Node is in 27 Degrees Gemini.
I've always felt deeply about being a type of person that always there to help people, but I've lived a long time with heavy anxiety, In recent times last two years that has gone away a lot, but I still overthink things a lot and it is like a self-sabotage to my relationships (any kind) I'm not someone that will do what someone tells me to do unless I actually want to do it, I hate being controlled. I find women very controlling in particular via proxy power. People tell me woman love you in their own way, but for me it is like I am a pet. Doesn't make me feel like a person.
Makes it impossible for me to trust anyone. I am trying to understand how I can focus myself in a good direction. I see it play out over and over in relationships that I observe. Where the woman asks for "xyz" if the man says no. The woman will bug the man until he says yes. If that doesn't work, then she will bug him in anger until he says yes, and if it still doesn't work. The woman becomes violent, or the relationship just ends. Compromise usually just means giving in. This is why I find it interesting how men are in society the so called "leaders" when really the woman pull most of the strings in reality. It is just men are too stupid to see it. At least from a more traditional stand point. Like the man will shovel the snow, take out the trash mow the lawn. Not because he is a "man" but because the woman has the power to make him do it so she doesn't have too.
Finding a true equal I get very pessimistic about it.
I prepare myself for the influx of hateful messages, but I still love you all!