Cancer Ex? Finally texted me back after a month..

Long story short, I made mistake after mistake. She finally got tired one day and said she's throwing in the towel cause she's used to nothing working out between us because of stupid little arguments after a week of coming back together and being cool again.

Fast forward to today..

I see a message from her being typed on snapchat.. not going to bore you all with the message but at the end of a few messages, she said she would still be coming up to my state for her Birthday and she said "I would like you to be my friend, but how can I be friends with someone I wanted/possibly want?!"

Upon reading that last part I broke down..

I'm a confused soul right now.. Do I call her for her birthday only while she's in the same exact state as me? or try and meet-up her?
Am I reading too much into that "wanted/possibly want" part too much or is there still a chance for this broken Aquarius?.. 😢

Real life friends are telling me there is still hope and If I really love her (which I do) to meet-up and telling me I can get her back and that she still wants me..what do you guys think?

Posted by Impulsv
If u don't will u feel regret of not trying?

At this point the weight that was on my shoulders a long with the dark cloud that was over my head before I got the message is gone. I feel like I can move on at this point...but after her saying that she'll be spending her birthday in New York again now, I would feel bad not attempting to try and setup a meet-up between myself and her.

Posted by LemonLime
i'm not a cancer but i'm a female so perhaps i can help.....it sounds like she's a bit confused. Perhaps she wants to see you to see if anything has changed. She probably shouldn't have said the "how can I be friends with someone I wanted/possibly want?!" part to you as it could create a false hope that something will happen.

I say, go see her but go with the expectation that it may just end up as friendship.

Before the "wanted/possibly want" part she also said "We could have been SO good"
I see exactly where you're coming from with the false hope thing, and in my response to her I kinda answered it in two ways to decisions she would have to make.

I will more than likely do that, a bouquet of flowers for her and her mom (birthday is the same day) and just treat anytime I spend around her as friends.

Maybe I don't get it. If she wants you and you want her why not? Call her up and make plans. Why are both of you torturing yourself.

When she asked that in so many words she's asking if you still want her and that she can't be your friend because she wants you.

Posted by StarChild63
Maybe I don't get it. If she wants you and you want her why not? Call her up and make plans. Why are both of you torturing yourself.

This is how half the relationship has been, torturous 😢
It's like sometimes I have to pry, pull, try my hardest to get things out of her..

Just another quick update.. cliffnotes

- She texts me back saying "I don't know what to say"
- I send her another text telling her to let it all out
- Text me back saying "the words can't come to me, it's not you, it's just me..I can only hope one day I can type simple words to you, and not have tears form in my eyes."
- Told me she loves me always, and to save my heart for her one day.

Then she sends me a picture of a poem, it reads:

A Stranger

There is a love i reminisce,
like a seed
I've never sown.

Of lips that I am yet to kiss,
and eyes not met my own.

Hands that wrap around my wrists,
and arms
that feel like home.

I wonder how it is I miss
these things
I've never known.


I'm lost 😢 ... I'm ready to just peace out of life.

Whoa no! She is madly in love with you. She's writing you poetry that's a big deal for a cancer! Are you blind? What's the problem why can't you have each other? She's pretty much begging for you to say something before she walks away. Don't think just cuz she's in love with you she won't walk away. My cancer friend has a dark love side too and your cancer reminds me of her. For a cancer female to write poetry and say those things is wild and it's even worse cuz your blind an you love her back but you won't grab her hand while she's really trying to grab yours.

Posted by StarChild63
Whoa no! She is madly in love with you. She's writing you poetry that's a big deal for a cancer! Are you blind? What's the problem why can't you have each other? She's pretty much begging for you to say something before she walks away. Don't think just cuz she's in love with you she won't walk away. My cancer friend has a dark love side too and your cancer reminds me of her. For a cancer female to write poetry and say those things is wild and it's even worse cuz your blind an you love her back but you won't grab her hand while she's really trying to grab yours.

No she didn't write that, it's a poem from a lady named Lang Leav
She's very poetic though, and is a major book worm. I want her 😢 badly but it's just like idk where she's going with everything that she's saying, and when she is in the mood she's currently in she listens to songs to go along with her mood.
She was listening to a song by Def Leppard - Long Long way to go..maybe I'm looking too much into the whole situation, the lyrics to that song just put me in a such bad place a few minutes ago.

Posted by LemonLime
that sounds awfully dramatic....I mean, a poem? She 'cant find the words'? It's not that hard to say what you want and I think she's maybe trying to string you along and keep you as a backup plan in case other relationships don't work out.

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This is what I'm saying :\ and I messaged her back saying something close to that "I think you're holding back because you feel like you may hurt my feelings, please take that plunge and let those words out." I also see where you're coming from with the String a long thing cause I as I mentioned she told me "save your heart for me one day."

I'm so damn lost man, confused as fuck...never has another sign made me feel the way I feel right now

Posted by LemonLime
you can't read too much into songs that people post on social media or however you found out she was listening to it. About 4 days after our break up, my ex posted a song about saying goodbye and being crushed. He sure didn't act like he cared about me though. See? It could be a song just came on a playlist or radio and they just happened to listen to it.

AnYWAY.....she sounds really confused and is playing games with you. IF she wanted you, nothing would stop her. She would be so sure and find every word to tell you how she feels. I'd just ignore her and try to move on. I know it sucks and it's hard, but it's not worth putting yourself through all this pain over someone who can't be straight with you.

Damn, after her birthday should I end things there? (say goodbye and all that?)
Still meet up with her or just leave things to a phone call?

Cancers can want you more then anything but will walk if things aren't moving or the situation isn't secure and logical. A cancer woman sending poems don't sound like strong along AT ALL. I think she thinks she met you halfway. Yea cancers are the most misunderstood of the zodiac and looking at my friend if say the oddest and peculiar. But I do think this madness mixed in with Aquarius oddness makes a really great bond and understanding most can't even imagine. Look. You need to stop thinking and catch her before she's gone for good. One day we can be probably means one day you will give her a chance. She probably is waiting on you to say something specific or say something towards the situation. Just tell her the 3 words an see what happens.

wew..This girl likes you but doesn't want to make the first move.

Try dedicating a sweet song for her..time is gold you know..if she's single go ahead and court her. Unless she's really sure you're into her nothing's gonna happen..... but of course we're just here to guide. Your decision is final. update us ok. =).

I think she needs a conformation of your feelings before she commits to you and puts her heart on the line. I think of advice based on conversations wit my cancer friend so it could just be her and not a zodiac sign. But she is shy and madly in love-that's why she's so afraid of you. Cancer women are not afraid of people unless they have their get at the time. Let's make a bet. Me vs ^

Posted by StarChild63
Cancers can want you more then anything but will walk if things aren't moving or the situation isn't secure and logical. A cancer woman sending poems don't sound like strong along AT ALL. I think she thinks she met you halfway. Yea cancers are the most misunderstood of the zodiac and looking at my friend if say the oddest and peculiar. But I do think this madness mixed in with Aquarius oddness makes a really great bond and understanding most can't even imagine. Look. You need to stop thinking and catch her before she's gone for good. One day we can be probably means one day you will give her a chance. She probably is waiting on you to say something specific or say something towards the situation. Just tell her the 3 words an see what happens.

She sent me a text back saying "I swore you were my forever, I had my heart completely set on that."

One thing I was always scared of with her was rejection, I finally rid of that shield that I was hiding behind a few minutes ago and let her know exactly how I felt, let her know that I feel like I'm still the one for her, let her know that God works in mysterious ways and for her trip to be in NY for her birthday is a sign that something good is to come out of this. Since my birthday this year the plan was for her to come up here but then February happened and she called it off, it turned into her and her mother going on a cruise..now it's back on for NY, at the end I added an "I love you

..wow.."Kilig"..I dunno how to translate that in english..Brave AquaJan..

I now feel strung a long, woke up this morning to a text saying saying that she hasn't really purchased any tickets or anything for a NY trip..so she's not coming anymore 😢
Said something about "The feelings will always be there, and she may move to NY in a year or two and that we will be able to live out our fairytale."
I pretty much took that as.."Let me spread my wings down here in Florida and see if I can meet someone who treats me like you but is maybe a bit better looking, if not I might be back in your arms." I'll be heading into the Navy soon, and her hyping me up with this "trip to NY" made me feel like this was my last chance to revive/make things better between myself and her, only to be shot down in the end again. 😢 this was it..and now I have to head down a road of moving on and focusing on my future. Who knows, God probably has someone for me in boot-camp or wherever I get stationed after 🙂 I have to look at the bright side of all this. I pretty much broke down and told her to just hit me with the final blow so I can start to heal, told her I felt like the past year has been a waste to me now, why did I put all my eggs in one basket with her..why didn't I keep things at a friendly level with her 😢 just a bunch of whys 😢
I know goodbyes are hard, but I pretty much asked/begged in the text I sent a few minutes ago that we should tell each other goodbye today and move on from each other.

At the end of the day, I'm the one that put myself in this position.. but LemonLine I think you were right man, I feel after that NY -> Cruise -> NY -> Now staying in Florida/Key West thing was a string a long...I feel stupid, so damn stupid.

Adding the other texts so everyone can see the games being played?

So after all the hear pouring shit I said she text me back saying..

I've never had an official boyfriend, yeah I've kissed guys and gone out with them for a bit but nothing official..my first will be my husband, and my one and only! I'm a walking modern day virgin seeking Prince Charming.

Like WTF^

After I poured my heart out again, this time with a bunch of why questions she text back..

"I'm the reason you didn't go to the navy already..wow ok
I'm not stringing you along, if I have ever loved someone, I'll always love them.. that's all.
Well, goodbye.

She then goes onto tell me.."I could've been at your bootcamp grad because well.. that would've have missed me, could be writing letters in the future..
It's okay though, I'm good
Like really, not even just saying that"

She then ask me if I'm accusing her of lying about the whole new york trip thing, she tells me she's given me my goodbye, be happy now

I just try to talk cool with her and she has the nerve to say "I can't do this small talk..you know I'm not a liar, and I'm especially not lying now. Why am I explaining myself even? I don't need to.

Last text she sends me says

Whatever man. Bye. Hope you're happy.

The two things I can seriously say I hate about this girl is her inability to be straight-forward and the constant subliminal ness that she carries on with...I've asked her on many occasions, if it's because you think giving me another chance would end up with you getting hurt again, tell me that..
If you know in your mind and heart that I'm not your Prince Charming (which I was months ago) husband material or any of that just tell me..if being just friends will be too awkward for her in the end just tell me. It's simple but she makes everything so hard. I've had my feelings hurt many of times, her answering any of those questions won't phase me, yea I'll think about them but it will make it easier for me to move on at the end of the day.

And that whole small talk thing, one thing I've shown this girl since I've met her is respect..yes sometimes in the past she wanted to talk to me and I'd flat out say "I'm done, I'll talk to you in the morning" she'd respond with "You're always done when where talking about our problems" then my dumbass would stick it out and talk to her till the wee fucking hours of the morning clearing everything up. When I wanna talk though, it's "I'm not with the small talk/Bye man/" just straight blatant disrespect, straight up childish-ness.

One of her close friends (also my friend) along with my brother that I've never had any type of relationship talk with both told me in the end if she can't give simple answers, leave her alone. Let her spread her wings/legs or whatever and get dogged out by these other guys in the world who can give two shits about her feelings and are just after that one thing. Maybe then she'll look back and think about me and letting go someone who was Mr. Right the whole time.


Currently taking advice from her friend and my brother along with any other advice/future advice from anybody on this forum.

RUN! RUN! She is playing you like a fiddle!
She just wants to make sure that you are still wrapped around her little finger!
My friend does that too - comes back just for the entertainment because he knows that I will empathize with him.
Irrespective of the star sign, she waited for you to open up to your feelings, when ahe realized she had you EXACTLY where she wanted you.
Move on and have fun, she will be back if things are meant to be.

Posted by Ktayl117
Truthfully, I am a Cancer girl and I wouldn't say something like that unless I meant it. Too me she is saying she wants to see you for her Birthday and she still has feelings but she wants you to work for it too.

She's too subliminal, and all I ever wanted was answers from her..
Starts with her saying she's coming to NY, then i respond, she says it's her dream and she's excited to be coming to NY, I respond again, then she says the "wanted/possibly want" thing, which makes a light bulb go off in my head and makes me think I still have a chance.. I respond telling her I would be a fool to not want to meet up with her and I will be meeting up with her, she responds saying everything I said took a lot of guts to say and it's admirable and that she didn't buy tickets and she won't be coming cause her stepdad can't get time off. I respond spilling my feelings and pretty much telling her that we would have to tell each other are goodbyes sooner rather later cause I can't deal with the back and forth anymore. She responds with the driest goodbye in the world and tells me "I've given you your goodbye, be happy now" and ask me if I'm accusing her of lying about the NY trip blah blah blah then she ended the back and forth text yesterday saying "Whatever man. Bye. Hope you're happy."

Just total disrespect all around 😢

Posted by Starry22
RUN! RUN! She is playing you like a fiddle!
She just wants to make sure that you are still wrapped around her little finger!
My friend does that too - comes back just for the entertainment because he knows that I will empathize with him.
Irrespective of the star sign, she waited for you to open up to your feelings, when ahe realized she had you EXACTLY where she wanted you.
Move on and have fun, she will be back if things are meant to be.

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While I'm not wrapped around her little finger anymore 🙂 I left her a voicemail pretty much saying I would have done the world for her, I feel like I'm Mr. Right and The One, wish her luck finding her Prince Charming. Told her I felt disrespected sometimes especially where it's like she pretty much ran when I tried to talk about something. Ended the voicemail by saying "in the end all I wanted was answers, I'm not going to say goodbye, but what I am goin

^ "What I am going to say is, You'll be good and I'll be good..We'll be good on our paths from here on out now."

Then I left her another message via text saying "I know I'm probably on another 1 week - 1 month ignore, so with that said the voicemail I left was just a culmination of everything."

At this point I have no regrets, I feel like I did everything possible to try and get this girl back but it in the end..I guess she didn't want it anymore.

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Posted by AquariusJan25
Just another quick update.. cliffnotes

- She texts me back saying "I don't know what to say"
- I send her another text telling her to let it all out
- Text me back saying "the words can't come to me, it's not you, it's just me..I can only hope one day I can type simple words to you, and not have tears form in my eyes."
- Told me she loves me always, and to save my heart for her one day.

Then she sends me a picture of a poem, it reads:

A Stranger

There is a love i reminisce,
like a seed
I've never sown.

Of lips that I am yet to kiss,
and eyes not met my own.

Hands that wrap around my wrists,
and arms
that feel like home.

I wonder how it is I miss
these things
I've never known.


I'm lost 😢 ... I'm ready to just peace out of life.

Oh gawd this makes me never want to date a cancer. Poetry?? LOL smh i would die of embarrassment

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I feel like the picture of the poem was a subliminal way of telling me something, still trying to figure out what exactly but yea..that's just her though she's a real bookworm. They're a handful too haha.

Dude, I'm sorry but yeah lots of disrespect and drama there. I'd let that Virgin Princess ride out on the pony she expects her prince to come in on. Wow, just wow!

Posted by Cappedoff
Dude, I'm sorry but yeah lots of disrespect and drama there. I'd let that Virgin Princess ride out on the pony she expects her prince to come in on. Wow, just wow!

Haha, that's the plan now, as much as it hurts for me to just finally cut the string it was well needed, and typing it out on this forum was also therapeutic..it may take a while for me to heal but I will..


Is it crazy for me to say, if ever by some weird stroke of luck she came back into my life and wanted to give things another go I'd do it in a heartbeat? 😢

Your one week off one month on statement made me laugh. I face the same every single time with my friend and i could no longer be bothered to feel bad about it!
I understand exactly what you mean by the fact that you would take another chance with her in a heaetbeat and i do hope that one fine day you get the opportunity. But until then she will need to fund someone elae to handle her dramatic mooda

Posted by Starry22
Your one week off one month on statement made me laugh. I face the same every single time with my friend and i could no longer be bothered to feel bad about it!
I understand exactly what you mean by the fact that you would take another chance with her in a heaetbeat and i do hope that one fine day you get the opportunity. But until then she will need to fund someone elae to handle her dramatic mooda

LMAO the one week-one month ignore phase was funny to me too when I thought about too 🙂 it had to be said though, I'm just tired of it..she can tweet, instagram, answer to other people, be on facebook..but my messages have to marinate in an inbox until she's ready...fuck that.

Lol I wish the next guy luck hahaha hopefully he's a more compatible sign that will be able to handle it and fold under pressure.

*^ and not fold under pressure.

I think you've done your part already, and that's very brave. Let her be the one to chase you if she still likes you. Don't sweat it.

@aqua
This forum has been therapeutic for me also, surely others too, getting out our frustration and get new perspectives. Bit really the last paragraph miss Gemini wrote +100000

Totally sorry this is happening to you..cancers are tough..one question tho, did you ever straight up tell her exactly how you feel about her? They like a sure thing..sounds like she was indirectly saying what she wanted but didn't wanna come off being the only one with feelings invested....maybe I'm wrong..but it did kinda sound like she wanted you to meet her half way..but didn't say it outright.. So did you?

Posted by MissGemmi
I know it hurts, but you really need to give it time and go your own way. Trust me, these kinds off fall outs won't go un noticed by a cancer. I've noticed they will pull off bad things to get all the dirt out. Once they've done that and realise it's dirt they can live with they will come back around. Remain calm.

Her cool response was only a fa?ade for her true feelings, me thinks. It's kind of an ego thing. The Cancer I know once had some disagreements with her ex boyfriend through text. He said somme nice and sweet things to her closing up the conversation but she responded very very cold. She showed me the texts. In the mean time, behind close Doors it was all tears and depression because she truly cares about him but acted like she didn't care.

You need to keep your composure. That's why Cancers like those to whom it comes naturally. Im a very patient and calm person but maybe a bit to dry for my cancer. I myself am ready to let go, but now she wants to keep me in her life. I m keeping it superficial now. She's Welcome any time, but I no longer wish for a deeper connection unless she works hard for it. I ve already given too much for free of my emotions. You should let her work for you too. This is not sign related, just giving yourself some self worth without acting nasty.

I hope some of this comes true 🙂
Past few days have been good for me, even though I still think about her like crazy..finding it really easy to not feel the need to message or her anything.

One question I have for you though, her Birthday is this coming Thursday..should I still send a short Happy Birthday Message? or a phone call?

Posted by boxcarmirnta
Totally sorry this is happening to you..cancers are tough..one question tho, did you ever straight up tell her exactly how you feel about her? They like a sure thing..sounds like she was indirectly saying what she wanted but didn't wanna come off being the only one with feelings invested....maybe I'm wrong..but it did kinda sound like she wanted you to meet her half way..but didn't say it outright.. So did you?

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I've always told this girl how I felt about her 😢 flat out a few times I straight up said "I'm in love with you."
I feel like I put in the most work in what we had...

😢 yea the bday thing is a prob for a lot of us right now it seems....if you do say something dont expect anything back, just say it and let it go..

Posted by boxcarmirnta
😢 yea the bday thing is a prob for a lot of us right now it seems....if you do say something dont expect anything back, just say it and let it go..

Thanks and yea I know same thing my brother said, just say "Happy 21st, Enjoy your day today." and move a long from there.

If you want to say it by all means say it... Just don't expect much.

Totally spot on ^^ sigh!!

Posted by MissGemmi
If you don't say it you'll regret it!

I almost feel sorry for you that you ' ve met her in such a young age. Cancers at this age are some what more mature in a certain sense, can't explain, maybe because they start to realize tha t there are all these emotions they can't control. They will start experimenting with these New found emotions on others to learn from it. To gather themselves and to see the effects. She will learn from you, from the next and so on and will finally meet someone when all emotions are in control and she's ready to settle down.

I just came back from a night with my cancer. She's all over the place. Unfortunately she tells me Everything even the things I don't want to hear, while she knows Im trying to get over my feelings. Sometimes I feel she does it on purpose to see me hurt as Im slowly trying to disconnect emotionally, keeping it friendly, but she still manages to cut my wounds open. She wants to see me frequently, but it's something I rather not to. I want to keep it platonic. She's not used to me being that way.

If you ' re not able to cut the cords with these young unevolved Cancers they will drive you completely nuts and emotionally exhausted. Taking all the fun out of meeting someone else. Cuz you'll fear it will be just as draining, they ll manage to leave you empty.

I agree full circle with everything you said 🙂
Some times just the way she talked about things left me dazed and confused sometimes, and the SUBLIMINAL-NESS!..I never understood why the hell she was so damn subliminal letting things out or giving me the run around on certain things. Truly had me going crazy/nuts a few times and yes I do feel exhausted, with her and her recent facebook postings and commenting on other apps she seems perfectly fine with the way she, I guess "ran away" that day with the "I don't have have time for this small talk/Whatever man, bye, be happy/Go be happy, I gave you your goodbye" thing she pulled. I won't even lie I still think about her haha lol even with all of that, that happened...but I find it easier to get through my days though.

As she will learn from me, I've learned from her also..I will look for a more mature cancer around my age lmaoooo 🙂 I have no time for the childish games. I've never been so deep into zodiac signs and stuff until I went searching for hel

*help and found this site. Now I'm in love with cancerians even with the "negative" side that comes a long with them. I'm a prisoner to the crab, the claws got me.

So today is her birthday -____- a good friend told me to try and not be the first person to wish her happy birthday (texting her at 12:00am)

I woke up 2 hours ago and my heart started beating fast as hell and felt a feeling in my stomach... it's like the devil side of me is saying "she can kick rocks don't text/leave a voicemail for her birthday"

The angel side is telling "Send her one"


-__________________________-

I know I was told by a few people here I'll regret it if I won't but for the people who haven't read this sad story from page 1-3 do you think I should?

This thread gave me douche chills. Ugh. I'm avoiding any replies.

Posted by kissmygrits
This thread gave me douche chills. Ugh. I'm avoiding any replies.

Her being the douche right? 🙂

Posted by Finbuff
Aqua I am helping a Taurus lady through a relationship with a Cancer guy, and she's dealing with the same thing.
He has her all tied up in knots with the up/down emotion.
I see an immature woman here that's afraid of the ending. It's probably too intense for her.
Contact her only if you are ready for emotional upheaval, because you won't resist her if you see her!
I'd be carefull if I were you.
To quote her Def Leppard - Love Bites.

Thank you for the reply
She's still in FL so there will be no "seeing" her.
I'll give her a phone call in about 3 hours..8 pm my time, and a text just saying Happy Birthday. Like others have told me, don't expect a response to telling her Happy Birthday, and I'm readying myself for that.

Posted by MissGemmi
I know it hurts, but you really need to give it time and go your own way. Trust me, these kinds off fall outs won't go un noticed by a cancer. I've noticed they will pull off bad things to get all the dirt out. Once they've done that and realise it's dirt they can live with they will come back around. Remain calm.

Her cool response was only a fa?ade for her true feelings, me thinks. It's kind of an ego thing. The Cancer I know once had some disagreements with her ex boyfriend through text. He said somme nice and sweet things to her closing up the conversation but she responded very very cold. She showed me the texts. In the mean time, behind close Doors it was all tears and depression because she truly cares about him but acted like she didn't care.

You need to keep your composure. That's why Cancers like those to whom it comes naturally. Im a very patient and calm person but maybe a bit to dry for my cancer. I myself am ready to let go, but now she wants to keep me in her life. I m keeping it superficial now. She's Welcome any time, but I no longer wish for a deeper connection unless she works hard for it. I ve already given too much for free of my emotions. You should let her work for you too. This is not sign related, just giving yourself some self worth without acting nasty.

Im so surprised to read you saying this... Im jealous... I waited and waited and waited and never ever turn back... and I've kept my composure... but inside... thats another story if I've ever acted up on all my impulses.. I would probably being in a much more worst emotional situation... but yeah cancer need cut and dry that treat them like crap because they are so afraid or their deep emotions that go ballistic to protect them thinking (and not caring) the rest of us don't have them.

She seems like a douchecanoe in the major(est) way...
.. .... But if you really really want to wish her happy birthday by all means do it. Just expect that to change her into a mature woman. She'll still be the immature Virgin Princess she was before.

Posted by Cappedoff
She seems like a douchecanoe in the major(est) way...
.. .... But if you really really want to wish her happy birthday by all means do it. Just expect that to change her into a mature woman. She'll still be the immature Virgin Princess she was before.

I can't help but crack up at some of the responses I read on here, this might be the funniest lol haha.

-sigh- I just finished making a lil timeline post wishing her Happy Birthday and all that good stuff, and also called (knowing it would ring out until it went to voicemail) and wished her a little happy birthday on her phone, a long with birthday wishes to her mom.

I honestly feel good now and ready to venture off onto finalizing stuff to get into the Navy now 🙂
I wish the Virgin Princess well haha.

I seriously thank you and everyone else with the tips, advice, etc.. you guys constantly pushed my way, it really helped out a lot, and the few comedic jabs :').

"Douchecanoe"

nah by now is all long gone

_— lol I'm glad you left pretty pretty princess to her devices. You don't need an a $ $ hat like that in your life. And glad you liked "douchecanoe". After misfortune we all need a good laugh _—

Just a quick minor update nothing too special..

The very last message I sent to her, I check Snapchat today after a couple of days and see's that she opened it at 12 this morning..prob just to clear the notification bubble..

🙂