mirangellaxd
@mirangellaxd
9 Years
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Posted by happyface1I agree 100% with @happyface. This broke my heart to read and I am beginning to remember being 13 again. If you do not value your self no one ever will. This world will spit on you and those who have sympathy for you will eventually get tired of it. You have to fight for yourself baby girl. Pretend he doesn't exist until he doesn't exist so strongly in your heart anymore. Don't look at anyone of his friends either they don't exist. If you have to be in a room with one and you are uncomfortable don't let it show find someone you know smile laugh have a grand ol time. Start running or doing yoga to clear your mind or extercise then finish with yoga and meditation and drink lots or water and eat healthier. All of these things are going to help healt you and may even give you some clarity. Wishing you the
He's playing mind games with you and does not care about you at all..
I sound harsh but he does not care...sorry.
You both sound very young.
You're using your cutting yourself to let him know how you feel is a manipulating tactic to gain sympathy so he will contact you.
Him saying mean things to you and then asking you what did he do wrong is manipulative behavior also.
Stop cutting yourself....and try to figure out the real reason why you're accepting this behavior from this man or boy.
You may love him now...or think you may never love again.
But you will...you have to learn your worth first.
If you don't realize your worth. This behavior will continue with future men sweetie.
You have value. You deserve someone to treat you as such.


Posted by happyface1^5 (high five). Good advice!
He's playing mind games with you and does not care about you at all..
I sound harsh but he does not care...sorry.
You both sound very young.
You're using your cutting yourself to let him know how you feel is a manipulating tactic to gain sympathy so he will contact you.
Him saying mean things to you and then asking you what did he do wrong is manipulative behavior also.
Stop cutting yourself....and try to figure out the real reason why you're accepting this behavior from this man or boy.
You may love him now...or think you may never love again.
But you will...you have to learn your worth first.
If you don't realize your worth. This behavior will continue with future men sweetie.
You have value. You deserve someone to treat you as such.

Posted by CAPLOCKSAIDAwwww, I'm creating a pattern! 🤗 cyber hugs!
@OP
Stop cutting yourself ! He doesn't care. And stop sending nude pics of yourself. You don't need his approval. Believe tjat you're young confident smart and beautiful. Take care.
Love,
CAPLOCK (cyber hug)

Posted by CAPLOCKSAID😆 and I was quoted from an OP, "You're not adorable". I took care of the WASKALIY WABBIT!Posted by EvatheDivaWell geez, you're universal generosity is influential.Posted by CAPLOCKSAIDAwwww, I'm creating a pattern! 🤗 cyber hugs!
@OP
Stop cutting yourself ! He doesn't care. And stop sending nude pics of yourself. You don't need his approval. Believe tjat you're young confident smart and beautiful. Take care.
Love,
CAPLOCK (cyber hug)
Love,
Eva
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He always asked me for nudes, and even tho he asked me for nudes he was still very loyal and said "If you want me to stop asking you for nudes I will, but your body is just very hard to resist" and he really loves my body. So after the flirting we had a thing, and after the thing we dated and I sent him nudes. But after I sent him the nudes, I also broke up with him because I felt like it wasn't going to work out, because he's very ignorant but I still really loved him. So after I broke up with him, I regretted it and I tried to get him back but every time I would text him he would ALWAYS ignore me. And it hurt me so much, because he broke my heart and hurt me.
I would send him long paragraphs, and he would still ignore me. Being a cancer, I'm very sensitive, paranoid and I pour out my feelings very easily. Him being a Capricorn, he's very aloof. When we dated he always used to say "I care about you" but afterwards, he treated me like complete shit. I just really missed him. I don't understand why he treats me like shit, when I've done absolutely nothing wrong, in my opinion. And I remember once at school I went up to him and I said "Can I please talk to you?" But he said in a very cold voice, "I really don't wanna talk to you" without even looking me in the eye. And then a week later he texts me asking, "Am I really a jerk?" And I said "Yes" and he's like "I just wanna know what I did" so I said, "You know exactly what he did" and then he said "No I don't, please tell me" and then a couple seconds later he said "Nevermind, I don't care anymore" It's so pathetic how he's asking me that, when he knows what he did wrong.
He lied to me, he hurt me and he knew it, he showed my nudes to his friends after promising me he wouldn't, he shut me out and ignored me, he treats me like shit and talked shit about me and so much more. Also, one or two of his friends talk shit about me. All I ever wanted to do was try to be his friend again, and he agreed that we should be friends and we started talking again and it was very friendly but after a while he started talking about the relationship we had and he started asking questions like "Do you regret us dating" and I said "No" and he said "Neither do I" he also asked me for nudes again WHILE WE WERE FRIENDS but I said no, and then he started ignoring me again, so I said "you don't have to ignore me just because I won't send nudes" and he read it but didn't say anything and ignored me.
He's hurt me in the worst ways possible, and he always comes back and then leaves. He always ignores me. He only talks to me when he needs something from me like nudes. And a couple days after he started calling me annoying and a liar and I said "if you're gonna treat me like shit, and hate me then maybe you should just forget about me and never talk to me again" and he said "ok bye" And as a result, I decided to cut myself to ease the hurt. He knows about my past with cutting and self harm, but I also told him that I stopped, which I haven't so he's very unaware. It's so hard to understand him, he's so confusing and I wish I knew how he really felt about me but he's so closed off and distant. And he also said that he doesn't like to hurt people, but he knows damn well that he hurt me.
While we were dating he always said he loves seeing me happy and that he loves talking to me, and that he cares about me. Note: I have to see him everyday at school, but anyways what's his problem? Is he ever gonna' come back? Do you think he still cares about me? If I told him I cut myself, do you think he'd care? What do I do? Is he happy? Does it hurt him too? Has he moved on? (I haven't) It really hurts and I can't get him off my mind. He acts as if he doesn't give a shit about me. Please answer these questions, I can't just give up on him even tho I said I never wanted to talk to him again.