My Cap and I are to the point where we aren't even friends like we bearly say hi and bye when we see each other like neither of us know what to say and sometimes it feels like he is ignoring me then I'm ignoring him in return in the mean time my heart is shattering into a thousand pieces. I love him but I know I need to get away from him completely because it is clear he doesn't want more nor a friendship. It just hurts that someone I once shared everyone with I can't even open my mouth and say what is on my mind because I am afraid of the vocal vomit that will follow.
