the dumping garden (Page 31)

black and white ^^^

Posted by lildol


Yes, my name is Lildol, I am a Cap and I selfishly give because it makes me feel good.

I don't want to be your hero is not for you?

I posted my whole selfish bit on helping others yesterday

This is my horoscope from Astro.com - In play Aug 29th - Sept 1st (Mars Trine Neptune)


Helping others **
Under this influence your energy is best expressed by activities whose principal goal is helping others. You may feel like doing very little, and certainly you will not be very self-assertive. But you are able to work with a spirit of true self-sacrifice and a desire to help others. Now you are more conscious of other people's needs and wants, because your own ego needs aren't very great. The only problem to watch out for is the temptation to view yourself as a kind of "savior" helping those who are lower or worse off than yourself. This influence can always create illusions, and you may think you are being totally unselfish when you are really on one of the strongest but subtlest ego trips of all. This is a good time to look at your life objectively to see what it really is without judging or condemning.

Ummm...

Posted by CreepyPants
hugs all around again...



he passed while i was on my way to Michigan. :\

he's such a wonderful guy... no one could draw up a single bad memory of him if they tried. and no one has ever heard him say a bad thing about anyone.

it helps that we all have endless great memories of him.

Hon, I feel for you! He knows that you loved him. You are not alone. I'm ready to hop a plane to be there for you 🙂 (I would too)

*hugs*

Posted by StillWater
Ukkhh i feel so full of negative energy. I'm tired of emotional signs bringing so much disrespectful drama to the cap forum.

I'll cosign!

It will pass though, and we will be back to our green pastures 🙂

I have thee worst headache right now. I simply cannot do summer heat.

Fans Inana and offers her some dark chocolate and a glass of chilled white wine...

i feel as though i need to be a million times LESS self absorbed.

a million

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Posted by Rays Heart
@CP ... Congrats on the 7 years, it's the chilling spot for our hearts, minds, emotions and thoughts.

and you've had a big contribution to this 🙂 thank you

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You're welcome!

I just spent the past few hours making lunch boxes for the whole week for both me and the scorp.
I feel so accomplished. lol.

It's the little things!

@M: Have no fear, Tuesday is here 🙂

I am in one of those moods that's full of piss and vinegar.
Just sitting here waiting for someone to cross me so I can confront and unleash. Oh my!

I'm so glad ^^^ that mood passed quickly! lol!

I feel incredibly lost.

Welcome to my world. What does it feel like to NOT feel lost is my question....

I have sooo much studying/homework to do in so little time, and Im sitting here doing what I do best....procrastinating smh.

The cutie that was in my Cal class this summer is in my CalII and Physics class. We locked eyes for the first time ever yesterday. Ive had class all summer with this guy and made sure he never saw me look at him. Its amazing how much Ill avoid the person Im attracted to. His eyes are so intense, but i still get Gemini!....or maybe pisces.

I feel he smiled yesterday in class when he walked in because he saw me. I was talking about dropping all my classes last week and he sat around listening imho, so he probably assumed I was gone when i skipped yet again, but I wanted to say "Im still here boo" lol.

To not be lost? Free. High spirited. Completely unrestricted and boundaries open.
I know what to do, it's the difficult decision of whether or not it's the right thing to do.
Procrastination is a killer, y'know.

regarding death and the possibility of an after life: the only truth that i can accept is that none of us will ever know until we get there.

... may seem redundant, but from what i can tell... every religion or most religions have clear and specific descriptions of what happens after death and despite whatever denomination any individual or group attests to, most of us as individuals believes what we want to believe, or whatever makes us feel best.

when it comes to death... we may be together in that we believe something, but we're essentially all alone when faced with it.

^^^ infinitely better when you do it 🙂

currently changed my education
to smth with "money" and "goverment" in a name

on a way to change a location

/* if u believe that u can change my capricorn opinion on smth then f*** y all. I will add another hundred years to my life and make it on my own */

My sisters Cap friend and her Pisces fiance go thru too much with their friends!

Its always the Pisces breaking up fights, with the Cap near having HIS back. They've had atleast 5-6 people that have stayed with them and lived off of them. They took in the Caps ex best friends baby because the mom couldnt take care of him.

Just yesterday the Cap was at her friend, who is living a certain life style , house and noticed the friend and the friends step mom crying. The step mom came to the Cap and broke down asking her to talk to her friend because if she doesnt get her disabled son to the hospital he is going to die. The Cap went iinto the room and said he looked horrible...she couldnt even sleep last night from crying. Well he is in the hospital and the Pisces is there with him. I really hope he gets better.

I dont understand why they attract so much of this though. The Cap works, and the Pisces stays home and watch their daughter, which frustrates the Cap because its been 4-5yrs of this, but the way they are there together for the people around them is amazing in a way.

Posted by M
People who have it together seem to become a tent pole for others. Dynamic team right thar.

Does it frustrate the Cap because the Pisces isn't working/ more put on her?

It frustrates the Cap a lot. She talks a lot about leaving because she takes care of everything financially.

He watches their daughter and cooks, but its been 4-5yrs of not working then he gets mad at her if/when she's bothered by it.

Its just situations like this that makes me think they belong together...just because they help so many and people lean on them.

Made a new budget this week. Hoping to save some money.

I wish I had a housewife, oops, househusband. 🙂

He is contributing indirectly - by watching their daughter, they are not paying for daycare. By cooking, they are not eating out and he probably cooks from scratch, which saves a lot of money. Does he do the cleaning too? She shouldn't have to do any housework, just come home to a clean house, clean laundry, home cooked meal and the yard mowed.

There are a lot of couples who have switched traditional roles. Frankly, statistics show that more women are making more money than men and women are getting promoted more so than they used to. Women make excellent managers and nurture their employees better than men do.

Still, I don't think I could respect a man that didn't work, unless he found ways to make money from home (like chopping wood, mowing lawns, etc).

Posted by truecap
I wish I had a housewife, oops, househusband. 🙂

He is contributing indirectly - by watching their daughter, they are not paying for daycare. By cooking, they are not eating out and he probably cooks from scratch, which saves a lot of money. Does he do the cleaning too? She shouldn't have to do any housework, just come home to a clean house, clean laundry, home cooked meal and the yard mowed.

There are a lot of couples who have switched traditional roles. Frankly, statistics show that more women are making more money than men and women are getting promoted more so than they used to. Women make excellent managers and nurture their employees better than men do.

Still, I don't think I could respect a man that didn't work, unless he found ways to make money from home (like chopping wood, mowing lawns, etc).

Oh, I was responding to Inana's post.

Posted by xxoommmxxoo
It's not a good idea to put personal pics on the site ie boyfriend girlfriend just and fyi. Theres some creeps on this sight.

+1

discretion.

It's great to share bits and pieces of your life, interests, family ect, but this is probably a very common sense given in a public forum.

Posted by SwimmingLioness

Posted by xxoommmxxoo
It's not a good idea to put personal pics on the site ie boyfriend girlfriend just and fyi. Theres some creeps on this sight.

Well, this site doesn't have moderators,
so when people see inconsistencies
from a user, they get suspicious.

🙂

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Why did you delete your thread immediately after I posted xxoommmxxoo?

Posted by xxoommmxxoo

Posted by lisabethur8

Posted by xxoommmxxoo
It's not a good idea to put personal pics on the site ie boyfriend girlfriend just and fyi. Theres some creeps on this sight.

+1

discretion.

It's great to share bits and pieces of your life, interests, family ect, but this is probably a very common sense given in a public forum.

True, i guess that's what instagram and facebook is for if you want to share family flirts. 🙂

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LOL

"My baby is cuter than yours!!" "Ohhhh look sis, my baby has new teeth!" lmao!

...perhaps a sandwich

Corona 🙂 lol

Ive been slacking so bad in school its not even funny. Ive got to do better.

Interesting how much noise I talked about my job in the other thread. My friend from work called not long after saying they laid him off today. If Im next Ill just be the boards example of how fast karma works...or just how bad the luck can be.

I feel bad for my friend.

Posted by M

Posted by lnana04
Ive been slacking so bad in school its not even funny. Ive got to do better.

Interesting how much noise I talked about my job in the other thread. My friend from work called not long after saying they laid him off today. If Im next Ill just be the boards example of how fast karma works...or just how bad the luck can be.

I feel bad for my friend.

Slacking and karma...Moon's moving through Pisces isn't it? :p
Hopefully your friend's line of work is flexible/ lets him bounce back ok.

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Maybe that is whats going on lol. Speaking of Pisces, the Pisces guy that i talked about..the cap fiance...hes got an interview tomorrow.. a first in a while, so i have my fingers crossed for him. I realllly hope he gets the job.
I hope my friend bounces back too. Ill definitely stay on the lookout for him. I know there is a lot he was trying to save up to do..

^^ gemini stellium? loads of planets in the 3rd conjuncting moon in gemini?
MC gemini? Could be alot of things.

she loves animals lots and lots though! which is super awesome.

that's kind of a very Venusian ruled thing (Venus loves animals) Or Jupiter/Jupiter co-ruled.
though not exclusively to them, of course.

Posted by M
Nice, would relief for the Cap.

You Cappy ladies are good at that. My coworker is always keeping her eye out for things we might need or an ear for opportunities.

Yeah, i do it a lot when it comes to work. Ive always been bothered by people being out of work because it causes depression in many folks. I just know the feeling when it comes to that.

My mom just recently found a job, but it was a rough journey. Id be on the internet looking too. Sending out her resume, and even going on interviews with her....id just sit in the car. I think i went on every interview shes had these past months smh.

My Cappie grandma takes the cake though, and thats because she looks out for our entire family. I lives states away and when we talk and im having issues with work, school, health...she gets online and send me info. Now she is in Tx, im in Ga but she'll look in my area for me for doctors, jobs, etc lol. She is soooooo helpful.

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Posted by lisabethur8
^^ gemini stellium? loads of planets in the 3rd conjuncting moon in gemini?
MC gemini? Could be alot of things.

she loves animals lots and lots though! which is super awesome.

that's kind of a very Venusian ruled thing (Venus loves animals) Or Jupiter/Jupiter co-ruled.
though not exclusively to them, of course.

🙂

I was pointing to Gemini sun actually, as the birthday of the young lady she has as her profile pic is June 5th.

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Tamara!! *hugs*

I haven't seen you around in a while!

Posted by lildol
Tamara!! *hugs*

I haven't seen you around in a while!

lildol m'love! — How are you?

*hugs right back*

my dreaming last night was really talking to me

messages specifically for my scars and my issues.

^^ Gypsy kings!

but for now...breakfast clubbing

wow, theres a lot of female cap female virgo friendships out there im noticing.

We really need to create a thread "Famous disappearing act" collect all the links to such threads and stick it to the top.
I can't believe Capricorns are all the same.

hell, why does this genre even get called dance music? its so weak an watered down, why would anyone wanna dance to it? its more like music to sleep to

* dreamhouse

I wonder if my Cap friend is lightweight hating. Since the Taurus stops by some mornings, all of a sudden the Cap is calling at 7am, texting, and yesterday he asked if he could come over. Idk, but he's getting just a tad bit weird. He's been thru girlfriends, marriages and he's married now. I dont really know what his deal is.

Just found out I have a Venus Semi-Sextile Neptune and it makes me a hopeless romantic... Sigh.

Also, need some good dance music?

i want to be a wife. how's that for a mood?

Is the comic book store not a great place to meet out going, athletic, cute chicks?

Posted by Lucriu
Is the comic book store not a great place to meet out going, athletic, cute chicks?

uh.......NOPE!!! lol!!!

There for a minute, I thought you were serious! 🙂

Yes. Those women can be found in the Graphic Novel section.

Hmmm, I guess that could be read as a joke. However, I still believe those people exist, and they are there being cute, athletic, and reading.