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TigerCap
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Posted by Serginho
Posted by TigerCap
Just found out I have a Venus Semi-Sextile Neptune and it makes me a hopeless romantic... Sigh.

Also, need some good dance music?


Some of my favourite songs. 🙂



I love Lykke Li - I Follow Rivers (original and this version are all nice).

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Besides it being a great song it just brings back memories for me... of spending half a year in Berlin. I love that city. 🙂

Came across this today:

Source
😛
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Posted by CreepyPants
Posted by Serginho
Posted by CreepyPants
i want to be a wife. how's that for a mood?


🙂
Have a batch of applicants/challengers with a range score first, second, third?



only if you are contending serg... lookin for a wife? 😛
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LOL
😛

- We're spotted!; Go loud!

- A nice family with a bunch of children looks like a sweety revenge for any capricorn swimming during a lightning storm.
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lnana04
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Welp, the taurus came by this morning. Confession....we went all the way for the 1st time three weeks ago. Anyway, after backnforth texting last night, we both came to the conclusion we need to talk about some things.

Soo, this morning we talked about what we have going on. I told him I NEED to define it, which I hate labels and putting things in a box, but I feel there is a need in our case. I asked what does he see me as...and he said a best friend. Told me he doesn't see it working long term....says he see me with someone closer to my age etc. I love when he gets honest.

But his insecurities about me....
lnana04....do you REALLY like me? Says he wonders if I feel the same about him as he does about me.
what do you see in me...a 22yr old?

I answered his questions, then told him I wonder the same....his feelings about me, and what does he see in me. He said he likes me...then said he actually loves me, and I believe him. I admitted I love him too, which I do, but I guess we both feel deep down it probably wont work....and I guess him moreso than me. I said we should call ourselves cuddle buddies(hated to go there with it, but I needed "something") and thats what it is and will be until he meet someone else I guess. Of course he'd like more sex, I believe, but its too confusing for me and that was suppose to be our 1st and last time anyway..a one time thing so..I hope this deal doesn't become even more confusing lol. *sigh*
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@creepy, yeah i think feelings could possibly get stronger. I mean cuddling, and just touch in general, is where we bond the most. We almost melt into eachother, so to push for more of our strongest area is setting myself up in a way smh....then NOW we are throwing the "I love You" around. I feel the more we shared what this will NOT be, the more we kissed, the tighter we hugged and the closer we got lol. He told me in ways before that he wanted to date in the past, so thats not new, i just wanted to define the now. Imho, he's currently playing the position i played 3yrs ago, and Im playing the position he played. Weird.

@lildol, he could tell me he never liked me and was using me this whole time. Id be hurt, of course, but I value honesty above all. I can deal with whatever he tells me about what he feels. I cant deal with dishonesty, so as long as he's honest Im okay.
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"Capricorn's grin is incomparable - it makes you feel good inside, just to see it. That may be because it's displayed so rarely, so when you're treated to it, you know it's genuine, not just an
empty smile formed by social expediency. The Goat grins when he's happy or
amused or when there's something to grin about. Wearing a continual "happy
face" and smiling just to be polite is, to Capricorns, hypocritical.
"
I have had comments on my smile before.

But what also irks me or even pisses me off is fake smiles. >😢
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Wth? Im late, but I didnt realize I replied using lildols name instead of truecap. Sorry about that.

My Cap friend...Im just so confused. I think deep down he has a problem with another guy being in the picture. Its like he wants me all to himself, even though he is married with kids! Everyday he's calling to hang out at random times, knowing Ill say no, then either snapping at me(he went off pretty bad yesterday) or saying its okay if i want to end the friendship. Annoying!!! I feel he feels I extend myself more to my other friend and its like he cant handle it. Thats my take on it anyway. Im just finding it difficult to deal with him.

Anyway, Im so worn out emotionally. Ill be a year older in 2months and I feel like my ambition, motivation, drive has been sucked out of me by life itself. Im so darn sensitive and withdrawn. I took a random online personality test and scored severly high on avoidant personality disorder. Not to say Im officially diagnosed or anything but it makes a bit of sense. My Taurus friend said yesterday "I want you to be the confident ambitious person you were when I firtst met you." To be told this is crushing, then told by someone so much younger.. Sad thing is years before that I was much more confident, so its been a downward spiral...not to mention last week I decided to drop all my classes.

It just dawned on me though, as I type, that I think Im going thru my saturn return thingy....which i guess mean my cap friend is too since our bdays are a day apart and we are the same age.
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Posted by xxoommmxxoo
Posted by Serginho
he dreamed about two sons



Hahaa! love it serg! are you from russia?
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The image grabbed from the page of the friend of mine who is *fresh* married and his wife is waiting a child from him.
We are all still *from* but many have left to different places, many usually move from here to there, and many do not know where they will be in the future.
I forced myself not to engage in any abroad presence as much as it could be. But everybody wants to live near the sea around crowds of people especialy if water was a common thing when you was born and your parents crossed a lot of places being the sea-man/woman.

/* What? What? Uncommon clothes? White stone houses? Surprising... */