the dumping garden (Page 32)

Posted by CreepyPants
i want to be a wife. how's that for a mood?

🙂
Have a batch of applicants/challengers with a range score first, second, third?

Posted by TigerCap
Just found out I have a Venus Semi-Sextile Neptune and it makes me a hopeless romantic... Sigh.

Also, need some good dance music?


Some of my favourite songs. 🙂

I love Lykke Li - I Follow Rivers (original and this version are all nice).

Posted by Serginho

Posted by TigerCap
Just found out I have a Venus Semi-Sextile Neptune and it makes me a hopeless romantic... Sigh.

Also, need some good dance music?


Some of my favourite songs. 🙂

I love Lykke Li - I Follow Rivers (original and this version are all nice).

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Besides it being a great song it just brings back memories for me... of spending half a year in Berlin. I love that city. 🙂

Came across this today:

Source
😛

I need to let you go but it's so hard. I've never met anyone who actually understands what I'm thinking and feeling without me trying my best to put it into words until you came along. I love the way we connect but at the same time I feel like I'm losing myself and unable to focus. You're smart and beautiful but I have to say goodbye to my sweet poison Ivy.

Awww, Noonie. That's so sad. But do what you have to do and stay strong, girl! 🙂

uh oh....I feel myself getting in a mood where I dont want to be bothered with anyone.

Feeling a tantrum coming on .... =S

Posted by Serginho

Posted by CreepyPants
i want to be a wife. how's that for a mood?

🙂
Have a batch of applicants/challengers with a range score first, second, third?

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only if you are contending serg... lookin for a wife? 😛

Posted by CreepyPants

Posted by Serginho

Posted by CreepyPants
i want to be a wife. how's that for a mood?

🙂
Have a batch of applicants/challengers with a range score first, second, third?

only if you are contending serg... lookin for a wife? 😛

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LOL
😛

- We're spotted!; Go loud!

- A nice family with a bunch of children looks like a sweety revenge for any capricorn swimming during a lightning storm.

i want at least 3 kids ... how's that sound? lol

i just stepped on a FRIGGGIN nail!!!!!! ARRRRGHGHHGHGHGHGHGHHH!H!!!!!!!!!!!!

:*(((((((((((((((((((((

Posted by CreepyPants
i want at least 3 kids ... how's that sound? lol

a boy, a girl and who's in the middle?

she's okay
capricorns have no blood and heart 😛

SHIT Creeps! Go get a Tetanus shot if it's been more than 5 years since your last! (you prob had your last one at age 12, so, yeah, move it woman!)

i had one a few yrs ago, lil...

my heel is so sore right now, but i'm alright, cc.

it was terrible though... i felt it crunch into my foot. at first i thought i broke something under my foot, but then noooo....

Posted by Serginho

Posted by CreepyPants
i want at least 3 kids ... how's that sound? lol

a boy, a girl and who's in the middle?

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i dont really care... we can have four and make it even... 2 of each. lol it's you who determines it anyways, not me! 😛

Aqua said he loves me!!!

*dances around in circles*

Posted by truecap
Aqua said he loves me!!!

*dances around in circles*

😄

Posted by CreepyPants

Posted by Serginho

Posted by CreepyPants
i want at least 3 kids ... how's that sound? lol

a boy, a girl and who's in the middle?

2 of each. lol

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girl with blue eyes
boy with blue eyes
girl with brown eyes
boy with brown eye

lol

Thanks Lisa! 🙂

Well, well, 'bout time he came around and realized what a good catch he has!! 🙂

Posted by lildol
Well, well, 'bout time he came around and realized what a good catch he has!! 🙂

Nice 😉

Posted by Serginho

Posted by CreepyPants

Posted by Serginho

Posted by CreepyPants
i want at least 3 kids ... how's that sound? lol

a boy, a girl and who's in the middle?

2 of each. lol

girl with blue eyes
boy with blue eyes
girl with brown eyes
boy with brown eye

lol

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Cool with me =p Is your aim that good that you can pick out eye color too? LOL

i don't wanna make a confession but you know this first man was a capricorn and that crazy woman who spoke to a devil was a you know who she was
so all are kids of a capricorn
big 😛

Lol well 4 kids is my max. I dont wanna populate the whole world or anything.

then you need a plan

he dreamed about two sons

wow alot of children...awww..

what i like: peaceful, warm days. Not looking forward to winter.

what i dislike: people who gang up and keep hitting them down
or toxic waste.

Posted by lildol
Well, well, 'bout time he came around and realized what a good catch he has!! 🙂

Awww, thanks lildol! 🙂

Posted by Serginho
he dreamed about two sons

That's a LOT of weddings to pay for! lol!

Posted by truecap


That's a LOT of weddings to pay for! lol!

ah, you're about money 🙂 true

Posted by Serginho
he dreamed about two sons

LOL

I'd cut my tubes after 4 kids. that's my plan 😛

keep up the good flirting, cappies

Welp, the taurus came by this morning. Confession....we went all the way for the 1st time three weeks ago. Anyway, after backnforth texting last night, we both came to the conclusion we need to talk about some things.

Soo, this morning we talked about what we have going on. I told him I NEED to define it, which I hate labels and putting things in a box, but I feel there is a need in our case. I asked what does he see me as...and he said a best friend. Told me he doesn't see it working long term....says he see me with someone closer to my age etc. I love when he gets honest.

But his insecurities about me....
lnana04....do you REALLY like me? Says he wonders if I feel the same about him as he does about me.
what do you see in me...a 22yr old?

I answered his questions, then told him I wonder the same....his feelings about me, and what does he see in me. He said he likes me...then said he actually loves me, and I believe him. I admitted I love him too, which I do, but I guess we both feel deep down it probably wont work....and I guess him moreso than me. I said we should call ourselves cuddle buddies(hated to go there with it, but I needed "something") and thats what it is and will be until he meet someone else I guess. Of course he'd like more sex, I believe, but its too confusing for me and that was suppose to be our 1st and last time anyway..a one time thing so..I hope this deal doesn't become even more confusing lol. *sigh*

well lnana, I'm happy things are a bit more clear. or should be at least.

why do you think it would become more confusing?

the only way I see that happening for you, is if you develop even more feelings for him, or want more than what you both have already agreed on and have a hard time letting him know...

Oh, Inana. So sorry. 😢

@creepy, yeah i think feelings could possibly get stronger. I mean cuddling, and just touch in general, is where we bond the most. We almost melt into eachother, so to push for more of our strongest area is setting myself up in a way smh....then NOW we are throwing the "I love You" around. I feel the more we shared what this will NOT be, the more we kissed, the tighter we hugged and the closer we got lol. He told me in ways before that he wanted to date in the past, so thats not new, i just wanted to define the now. Imho, he's currently playing the position i played 3yrs ago, and Im playing the position he played. Weird.

@lildol, he could tell me he never liked me and was using me this whole time. Id be hurt, of course, but I value honesty above all. I can deal with whatever he tells me about what he feels. I cant deal with dishonesty, so as long as he's honest Im okay.

Its just going to be hard to not delude myself any further. Im not a Taurus, but I know with us Caps...despite our actions...you better listen to our words. I believe he is the same. If he says he cant see us together, I gotta enjoy yet not read into the feelings/actions.

"Capricorn's grin is incomparable - it makes you feel good inside, just to see it. That may be because it's displayed so rarely, so when you're treated to it, you know it's genuine, not just an
empty smile formed by social expediency. The Goat grins when he's happy or
amused or when there's something to grin about. Wearing a continual "happy
face" and smiling just to be polite is, to Capricorns, hypocritical."
I have had comments on my smile before.

But what also irks me or even pisses me off is fake smiles. >😢

Either way, you know when a smile is real. You can see it in someone's eyes. I look at it as a pretend smile and by they expression in their eyes you know whether its a put on to mask pain and disppointment or whether its a trying-to-pull-one-over-on-you sleazy salesman kind of way.

Just got off the phone with my pregger older sis ... (; she sounds sooooo cute and pregnant aaawwwwweeee.

Wth? Im late, but I didnt realize I replied using lildols name instead of truecap. Sorry about that.

My Cap friend...Im just so confused. I think deep down he has a problem with another guy being in the picture. Its like he wants me all to himself, even though he is married with kids! Everyday he's calling to hang out at random times, knowing Ill say no, then either snapping at me(he went off pretty bad yesterday) or saying its okay if i want to end the friendship. Annoying!!! I feel he feels I extend myself more to my other friend and its like he cant handle it. Thats my take on it anyway. Im just finding it difficult to deal with him.

Anyway, Im so worn out emotionally. Ill be a year older in 2months and I feel like my ambition, motivation, drive has been sucked out of me by life itself. Im so darn sensitive and withdrawn. I took a random online personality test and scored severly high on avoidant personality disorder. Not to say Im officially diagnosed or anything but it makes a bit of sense. My Taurus friend said yesterday "I want you to be the confident ambitious person you were when I firtst met you." To be told this is crushing, then told by someone so much younger.. Sad thing is years before that I was much more confident, so its been a downward spiral...not to mention last week I decided to drop all my classes.

It just dawned on me though, as I type, that I think Im going thru my saturn return thingy....which i guess mean my cap friend is too since our bdays are a day apart and we are the same age.

Posted by xxoommmxxoo

Posted by Serginho
he dreamed about two sons

Hahaa! love it serg! are you from russia?

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The image grabbed from the page of the friend of mine who is *fresh* married and his wife is waiting a child from him.
We are all still *from* but many have left to different places, many usually move from here to there, and many do not know where they will be in the future.
I forced myself not to engage in any abroad presence as much as it could be. But everybody wants to live near the sea around crowds of people especialy if water was a common thing when you was born and your parents crossed a lot of places being the sea-man/woman.

/* What? What? Uncommon clothes? White stone houses? Surprising... */

Posted by xxoommmxxoo


packing a bunch of kids in the back of the BMW suv, singing along to punk rock 🙂

...visiting a lot of southern countries and interesting people.

Starbucks lady was soooo cracked out, I could barely keep a straight face. I feel kinda guilty, but c'mon... she was going full throttle and fumbling with both hands everything she was trying to do LOL!

Apple needs to come out with an iPhone feature that lets you program a command... it would be gahdamn brilliant. they have GOT to be working on this already!

The Taurus brought homemade cookies to work. She is evil, I tell ya. Just pure evil! lol!

*munches on cookies*

Yummmmm

Posted by truecap
The Taurus brought homemade cookies to work. She is evil, I tell ya. Just pure evil! lol!

*munches on cookies*

Yummmmm

Lmao!!! More to love for the hubby ^.^

WHYY do I always see 9:11? Its day and night now...daily.

About a week ago I wrote a note to myself, saying I need to get back on a spiritual journey. Yesterday i glanced over it and noticed the time it was written...9:11. My life path number IS 11, which 9+1+1=11 but i wonder what it all means? Its been 3yrs now.