the dumping garden (Page 33)

My soul just growled. Lol

A few years back inspite of all ups and downs i was the master. There was hope and there was freedom of mind to give the direction i like. Today i still get told 'u r free'. I can see now that how caught i am in the web. I am free no more.
I can now understand why it is said that detachment is the key to live a peaceful life.

Posted by xxoommmxxoo


ah! i saw russian music on your page lol

there were no any word about nation -> and to determine nation by spelling in music is your unique ability which surprised me

* originally Crimea

My coteacher is playing the lion king soundtrack and it's driving me crazy!

strength

How do you know if you are ready to commit to someone?

* Looks both ways * >.> .....

Specifics: I dislike the word "bitch" as a common idiom.

Posted by everevolvingepithet
Is it possible to go back though once you've become alpha? :-?
Personally somewhere in the middle of the alphabet makes sense imo.

Yes, Instead of alpha, you could be numeric. #1 lol!

If you make me update another tracker I'm telling management on you.... V.v

Why it when I need to type a password somewhere I often begin to type in dxpnet password?..

since last Capricorn season I wanted us to do something special on the boards. like everyone send their best pic to someone and we have the pics in order...starting from dec 22nders-jan 19th, and the colors of our pics slow fade from a sultry red(sagcap cusp) to an almost midnight blue(capaqua cusp). im sure I suck at explaining, but felt that would be a g88d way to put faces to names, and also have it as our cap banner...to where u see it when u come to our board. ah well lol.

capinc do you need your hair played with—

lol will you pull my hair during or after? 😛

be careful with that if i'm handling your balls! 😉

Posted by capinc
Ummm no.

hush, my idea would be great....I see it clearly lol.

Well dang, my Cap friend is working me out of his life. I knew it, I felt it actually, but Im confused as to why....on his end atleast. My phone accidently called him yesterday and he just returned the call. He said "I wasnt going to call you anymore." Thats my friend, but I actually dont mind us taking a long break. If it wasnt him that pulled out, it was going to be me.

I think the Taurus is working me out of his life too. He'll never confirm it, but I feel it. After his last visit last week, I knew he would be slightly bothered by how things went down. He texted me two days after, but he's been silent since Thursday. We dont really do too many long breaks. He probably expects me to chase, but Im not. Itll hurt, as usual....thats my lil boo, but deep down I need a long break from him too. Im not giving in this time. Maybe we'll break for a year or two, and reunite for a 3rd time...if we both aren't seeing others...and the 3rd time will determine our future? Maybe this is the final break and ill never hear from him again? Maybe he'll call/text tomorrow? Who knows, but I think I went thru the biggest sadness ill have over it this weekend.

My mother is getting bothered, by the minute, living with me. Daily its "I gotta find my own place!" and Im not sure whats triggering it. Yes, Im EASILY annoyed, but Ive always been. She told me she'll be out by January last week....this week, Im thinking she's trying to leave sooner.

For some reason, I feel my sis is inching closer to moving in with her Libra boyfriend. I just feel it. If that happens, and my mother leaves soon, that'll leave me by myself here. I think id have mixed feelings initially.

For some reason, I also feel Im about to loose my job. Like I can get a call from my agency this week.....its just something In the air I feel. If not this week, I dont see myself there much longer. If that happens, Ill be in a terrible bind, but hopefully Ill get thru it. its why im working on paying things up.

We'll see what the next few days, weeks, months bring.

dang, I see the theme here...me pushing everyone/everything away. even at my job the other day, I was stressed...yes, but I also knew wasnt paying attention, which caused multiple errors.

capricorns are the furthest things from show-offs

Taurus texted, I replied back...*crickets* bangs head on the wall. Too many games!

Posted by CreepyPants
capricorns are the furthest things from show-offs

welllllll...

what about Marilyn Manson?

Posted by lisabethur8

Posted by CreepyPants
capricorns are the furthest things from show-offs

welllllll...

what about Marilyn Manson?

click to expand

ehhhh... he's a statement person. the only thing show-off's have to state is "i'm better than you." I don't get the impression that MM is trying to say that.

i get the feeling he is just showing that he's different but never showing off in a sense of what you said: that Neener neener I'm better than you kind of thing.

zactly...

as if work wasnt overwhelming enough, my "partner", the other territory manager, just resigned. So it's all mine until a replacement is found which wont be a fast process.

and so... there's nothing else to be said but farewell for now! 🙂

be well everyone. mama's gotta go take care of bidness...

For those moments of endless rage. 🙂

LoL.

Bday twin! My hair Will be this length soon. I cant believe she grew hers using mostly homeade hair products.

Taurus texted again. I texted back about 30 min later...*crickets* an hour pass and i texts "do u think we need a break from whatever we have going on?"I was going to just tell him im taking a break, but i thought maybe it would be better to kind of involve him in some way. Like 5min later he calls, which is rare, saying he just got out of class. After maybe 20min of talking i ask if he seen my text and he said no. *sigh* then he put me on hold so he could read it. He was like what was that about?? I had said idk, and he said "u wrote it...what did you mean"? I had to explain. Embarrasing!
I promise i cant get my timing right with him smh. Anyway, no more venting about the Taurus. Enough on him.

My sis boyfriend brother seems to be moving out.. i guess she'll end up living with her boyfriend sooner than i thought.

I think it's a good sign that he asked "what was that about?" Shows effort on his part.

@CapriLady, yeah I guess. He came by this morning too, so I guess I was totally off on what I was feeling? He was his normal self. He's juggling work(3rd shift), school, and side projects. I should understand he gets busy. ...

All I know is there's no point in trying to create boundaries with a Taurus. Who knew I couldn't stand firm on my word? I sure didn't. *sigh*

@CC, no problem. She has a ton of good natural hair videos, and her older videos are better. Mostly everything she uses on her hair now is diy products...from the hair gel to shea butter whip she makes. I love her vids.

Moved away from my previous mess, house, and relationship to pursue a better life.

Now I'm financially screwed and have poor credit. Whoo! Go progress!

I'm gonna have to haha. Soon as I get my feet back on the ground.

Posted by CluelessCancer
inana what do you use on your hair?

Any cheap cholestrol conditioner, and shea butter whipped with different oils(Im natural btw). I don't take care of my hair like I should though....at all. Its a mess right now.

Why is it that when a car cuts you off rudley (not talking about accidentally) in traffic it's always an expensive car? Like a Mercedes or a Lexus? Chevy's and Fords, etc. are accomodating and drive friendly.

Do these people not realize that a cow catcher on the front of a truck could really do some damage to those pretty, LITTLE, shiny cars? Next time, I'm hitting the gas. "OOPS."

This may be due to the mercury retrograde but today was unusual to say the least. Guys left and right flirted w me on the streets, getting to know me, wanting my number and a date, id rather be with you instead. Ill be counting the days till we can be together again..

There's a new girl at my mothers job that started a few weeks ago. My mother talked with her the other day and come to find out...she's a Dec 23rd Capricorn, and her boyfriend is Dec 23rd too...ugh lol. Anyway, my mother says we are a lot alike. She is too herself, quiet, shy etc. The girl said her boyfriend think she's mean lol.

I still love you even if you're my complete opposite and you act so distant and cold with me

cintascotch on Instagram

Tell me I'm not the only one who has been experiencing super high levels of anxiety and rage. Often for no particular reason other than things feel like they're falling apart. This is bs.

I hate it when you take a day off work and when you get back, the boss says, "oh, I helped you out and did some of your work so you won't be overwhelmed today" like they did a nice thing for you. Then, you realize they did all the EASY stuff and didn't even attempt the harder stuff that would have actually helped out. And you realize, the Taurus just wanted the numbers to look good so she does the stuff that makes the numbers look good. And when you get back to work, you don't have any easy fluffy stuff to balance out the hard stuff and it makes your day back just that much more overwhelming.

Moral of the story: Don't take a day off work. 😢

And basically, don't present it like you're so nice to help out. That gets on my nerves. Pretentious.

Keyboard astrology keycaps? Astrology keycaps.

link
Note: They're only for mechanical keyboards but even if you don't have one of those they can be really nice to own. 🙂

^^^Me likes!

I thought the zombie apocalyspe started last night! So many of my trick or treaters were dressed like zombies

Saturn Return? Really?

My friend came into a little action with his. Just found out his wife is pregnant. That will make 5kids between them. He had one already, and she had two. They have a son together, plus the newbie will make five. He told me the other morning he was two seconds away from killing himself...half joking btw lol.

I have 6-7 more days to go....so does he. Pretty mild so far. Good thing.