the dumping garden (Page 7)

gonna finish my coffee and then head out. was thinking earlier how amazing it is to be typing, hell, at 4 o'clock in the morning to ppl who are on the other side of our beloved mother earth. we didn't have anything like this when i was the age of many if not most of the folks on here.

not to be verbose, however, please look into the herb, "holy basil". it's reported to help with stress. i have the product put out by NEWCHAPTER. "supports growth and enlightenment"!!

"happy trails, till we meet again..." (gotta love roy and dale!!)

Guess what...I just realized you never even asked....

learning is a good thing. why not on the job? seems ok to me if it's useful. am i missing something?

if you had the time what would you do?

I agree. enlightenment is not overrated. it's a great place!

a sucky job is like having crummy parents.

both teach you what you don't want to grow up to be.

all sounds beautiful cap. are any do-able?

WBTG,it's too hard for me to stay working where i'm not happy.
i've had my share of 'em!

stayed up tooo late last night.

"training as a liability"? they are idiots!

Tripod dips a clean linen in a bowl of rose petaled water for cap to cool with.
(There's enough for you too WB)

now breate in deeply. ahhhh.

again.

again...

sleepy...

time to go.

aromatherapy is wonderful for the spirit!!

holy basil

holy basil

holy basil

How do i find the answers? It seems so irrational and i am aware of it, yet still i hang on, dream & desire. It is you i desire ... ours souls are connected, our thoughts are in sync ... to feel the warmth of your body ... to embrace the depth in your eyes ... we are one, now and forever

dont push me for being this way.
you must know...
it is in my heart.
there it will always be.
these thoughts that may be so well arranged
displayed
may also just run through and out of my mind
onto the page
scarcely thought of twice.
what matters...
lives in my heart
always
you know it
when i extend my soul and reach out
you know that moment
listen for those moments
be sound and fixed
with an open window
fresh air, love
let those moments in
lest you forget
leave lace to novelty and all that will perish
or those moments will sail right through you
leave barriers to the enemies
or they sail right passed you
and i watch myself not understood
nor reverently captured
the things i do...
dont ever forget
for...
me...
all for you

Sometimes I forget to put myself under this kind of examination. It's easy to look at anyone you know well and consider their upbringing and how it's added up to the person they now are. But then to remember that perspective of yourself... as deeply as we can possibly know it of ourselves... I really do forget. And it's no wonder why I forget... that's what it's all about... letting go... release... nearly synonymous with 'forget'. Then comes the new... in some ways, replacement... change. transition... wave goodbye, turn around and turn it into a wave 'hello'.

I do remember though... I know too well what great distance can kill... I do what i can... I miss everyone already.

i absolutely make life difficult when i get the fool vibe

...just not by me anymore. cut roses have long wilted. rose lenses have long faded and i see you for what you are ...what you do. i dont want people who need me to be strong for them and cant return the favor when i need to lean myself

until you can be strong for me ... leave me the hell alone and dont ever try me.

hope she likes the easter basket.

almost blew it off.

glad i didn't!

Holy Basil

cap! was that a smile?!!!

in the throes and woes?

ya gotta find and apply some kindness to yourself.

trust me! i learned it the hard way.

archer!! sounds intriguing!!

" YA GOTTA BE GOOD TO ME!" Tina Turner

words mean anything can be denied
and truth will take on ambiguous shapes
listen to your gut
not their ego

the past few nights' sleep have been filled with nightmares. can't remember much.. physically i am feeling weak and tired. yeah, i know to write these things down when i wake up, but i didn't. only 2 things i remember. one from the end of the 2nd dream, someone maybe me yelling "it's the end times".. and in the last dream, this past night, a big spider, which i caught and let go outdoors.i woke up wondering if i should have done things differently..and tried to communicate with the spider. could it have had a message for me... i don't know..

sitting here, i'm remembering from the bullwinker cartoon, "is it a friendly spirit?" as in, "was it a friendly spider?" yeah, i felt it was, friendly...

bullwinler - wrong spelling

it was from the Rocky and Bullwinkle cartoon

seems like ages ago for that one!

wow archer. were you able to retrieve anything from your computer?

hey archer! so, how's it going today?

a month or 2 ago, an electrical short (in the building) caused my son's computer to fry! in it he had all of his business stuff! all the accounts due, taxes, business proposals..... when he took the computer to the computer doctor, the computer doctor laughed because the whole thing had totally fried inside! said he'd never seen anything like it!

archer, all the different stones are a facinating study! i think it's all about intent when working with them.. from what i remember green aventurine is a good luck stone. i do like the green stones alot. and yeah there are alot of stones suggested for the different astro signs, and that's cool. i love to investigate the lore behind the stones and go from there. on another thread i recommended Melody's, LOVE IS IN THE EARTH. it's an incredible book, and i refer to it often! bet you'd love it too!

as far as specifically for sag and cap, well, i think it depends on what resonates with you. what stones do you like?

so, we're thinking of checkng out a '95 white jeep wrangler. my car, a '86 toyota, has 252,422 miles,.. and she refuses to drive it.

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*runs away giggling*

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archer, your colors of choice are very interesting to me. especially yellow. wow, how wonderful is that! ...the lovely yellows, citrine, topaz, amber, yellow jade, and golden beryl! these are so beautiful. yellow is associated with the solar plexus. (refering to Healing with Crystals andnGemstones, by Chocron)"Yellow is the symbol of mind, intellect, high intelligence, wisdom, the mental plane.it is a positive, magnetic vibration that has a tonic effect on the nerves." on a personal note,the first time i was ever able to envision a color while praticing meditation, was with yellow!

🙂

goodbye...goodbye....

blue? well, it's associated with the throat center (5th chakra) communication and the spoken word. it's not a warming color, it's cooling. and said to help with blockages or irritations of the throat and speaking our truth. and you are right it is associated with sag, "signifies high idealism and noble aspirations".( ( info from previously mentioned book)

in regards to meditation, i try the quiet mind techniques, but have found dance and movement as a form of meditation better for me.

pfft me??

leave me to dump pls!

yes, tranquil and stuff like that. said to be good color for bedrooms.

Lady M what's up?

ooooh ok bling.

Hey Tripod, hope lifes treating you well...

well enough Lady M..same to ya!

gonna head out.. laundry and other assorted multi- tasking finished.

time for some sunshine.

was so mad i did indeed spit.

oh man, the shooting at VA. Tech. is horrifying. the kids and their parents must be numb with grief, shock and disbelief.

during the '90s because of national, and personal experience of tragegy, for years i described spring as a bich.

how tragic for the community there, and for all of us.

and one cannot escape connecting violence across the planet to this event.

OMG!!!!!!! It is very tragic!!!! This is unbelievable!!!!

This Virgina Tech incident scares me so much. b/c it could of happened at any college!

we're not doing our job 😢

They say writing helps so here i am trying again and again to help myself.

All my faith is on the toss.Tried to hold it tight but reality isnt letting me do so.I dont hate but i dont love either.I love nothing today can see no magic can not feel it.Absence of faith,love and magic makes the world ugly.May be this is just a transition phase.
Seems this place has nothing more to offer.My desire to wander has come back to me.Slowly i am getting detached..well thats a nice thing.I need no attachements today.They try to hold you,stop you from searching your true destiny.And i need to search.But what am i searching for.Am i searching for something that exist or its just in my mind.Well does really peace of mind exist.Is their anything in this world that would make me feel at ease.Does my ideal world exist and ideal people exist.I need to have faith to belive that they do but i said i dont have any faith.
Is it all about seening the beauty in every thing or just apperciating what i consider to be beautiful.But how can i even appreceate lies,manipulation,hypocrisy,games,no ideals..no i cant.And if no lies no hypocrisy then zero character which isnt good either.

the love we feel is more than us