A Leo male has gotten my interest.... (Page 4)

Awww, LS, how adorable. Well, if (since I have no idea what can happen) I should be in good hands with the Leo doctor as he'll always be able to diagnose me when I'm sick and not feeling well. This staring game is something I usually am very good at when I'm not looking and also when I don't know the guy. However, when I know I like the guy I don't do the staring thing. I leave that for the guy to do. Although after yesterday, I figured I'd do some of the staring today. Well, I'll have to stop doing that and see what Leo doctor does. This Leo doctor has just gotten better as the days have gone on. He sure has cleaned up his appearance within the past week and a half. I wonder why though.

I've been thinking about my situation.

I think I pushed and tried to control this situation too much. What he liked about me was my vulnerability and that he could look out for me. I think I tried too hard to be the tough cool chick.

In my heart, I hope he wins.

Well, then let him look after you. If you can, go back to the way you were when you first met the Leo guy. You know you have it in you. There is nothig wrong with being a tough cool chick as a girl has to look out after herself. However, maybe the both of you should try again and have equal controll of the situation. Leo guy will definitely win if you let him in my opinion. This is what I'm scared about in my own situation. I play a cool chick like nothing bothers me. However, I know if I let a little bit of that cool chick go, the Leo doctor will win. Now do I want him to win? Both yes and no. Yes, because I can tell he and I are a good match. No, because I don't want him to see my vulnerable side yet. Now whether it will ever get that far, I don't know. I know I'm ready for him. I just have to wait it out for a little while. He still has 6 weeks and 2 days left before I'm done at my intership. He has to stay in the Psychiatrics ward until Feb. 15th 2007. My guess is, if he doesn't make a move by the middle of December (when I'm done) I'll understand then where I stand. However, he now sees me almost every day. Maybe when I'm gone, he might miss me then. Who knows.

Chocolate,
"u wonder why? how was he looking b4? he probably wants to look good for u. so u have seen his b4 and after.....which look do u prefer? (hahahahahaha)"

LOL. Hahahaha. I guess it's obvious the after is what I prefer. You see, I started my internship on October 23rd. He started on October 15th. Therefore he had been in the Psychiatrics ward a week before me. I saw him for the first time on October 24th. However, the way I saw him was through the door of where the meetings take place. I could feel someone staring at me so I looked up at the door and what I saw was a mess. His hair was all crazy and all over the place. He hadn't shaved. His clothes didn't really match. I never thought he was the doctor which completely blew me away. He didn't look good in my book. So when I looked at him, he was looking through the curtain that is hanging on the door. I was not at all impressed. However, the next day on October 24th, his hair suddenly was in place and he had shaved. He was more clean-cut. Then as the days have gone, he's just gotten better and better looking. Now I don't know if it has anything to do with me. I highly doubt it since he hardly knows me. I wonder if it has to do with he's finally getting settled in his internship and becoming more relaxed. It would be nice if he was looking good for me. If that's the case, it's working.

Yeah. You are right. I need get back to that place again. He just went fast forward with the intensity and threw me off balance.

It has taken me this long to get back on my feet.

I didn't trust him. I should have. Hopefully, it can be corrected now.

LS,

Since you are a Libra, you will be able to balance everything out again in due time. Of course, he went fast forward. He was so happy he got you and couldn't believe his luck. Remember, trust is earned not given. Therefore now you have realized he's earned your trust. Once he feels that, things will get better. He probably felt that you didn't trust him yet. Just learn to trust him in your own time and you'll be fine.

Good advice Mystic.

If I am feeling up to it, I have a bit of a sore throat again ... I will return his phone call tonight.

Kris,

How adorable. Are you dating a Leo female by chance? If so, two Leos together the passion must be explosive. Well, I have actually no experience regarding Leo males so I have no idea. Good luck though.

LS,

Glad I can help you out. You should absolutely return his phone call. If Leo doctor had called me, I'd definitely return his phone call. He doesn't even have my number. Have a glass of water with you so your throat doesn't get dry when you are talking to him. Make him feel comfortable and ask what's been going on with him in his daily life (if you don't already know). You know, make him feel important.

Kris,

Well, I'm an Aquarian and sometimes I can jump too quickly. I don't know if you've read about what I did yesterday and how he's acted today. I do hope things work out. I'm ready though. Maybe he's acting like a typical Leo. I don't know. Maybe he's interested in me and in fact does like me. I just wish I had dated a Leo before so I'd see some similarities.

I plan on returning the message. I just haven't had a chance yet. I am feeling dreadful at the moment so I will play it by ear ... or throat in this instance. lol!

He gave me a brief update on his message. He was out of town.

I believe it is gemini. (It is either gemini or taurus but I think gemini.) my moon is leo.

His whole chart is gemini and leo. My whole chart is libra, leo, sag and a tiny splash of water.

He can be very detached and changeable. All my Libra lines up very nicely with all this Gemini and Leo.

I was just taken aback by all his openness. I was still trying to process and he was on fast forward asking me all sorts of personal questions. Once we start moving at the same speed it will be better.

I wasn't sure if I could trust him. I think I can. I need to be a bit more friendly and open, less guarded and suspicious.

Basically, I need to chill out. lol!

It isn't really a game. I get his base fears and understand them. But I need to stop taking his personal questions as a challenge or threat. He needs to understand my base fears as well.

I imagine everything would have gone MUCH more smoothly if my dad didn't die the day after our first date. That put us both in a weird situation.

I hate it when I am talking to you guys and you disappear! lol!

Kris,

Thank you so much. Yes, I am an Aquarian with a Leo moon and Leo doctor has an Aquarian moon. It's freaky. However, I love to give a lot, and I mean a lot of attention to the guy I like. Whenever I like a guy, that is the only guy I look at. I'm not looking at another guy ever as my interest stays with one. Like the Virgo guy in my case. I didn't look at another guy for over 9 months. It was only him. I had to move on from Virgo guy but not willingly. Therefore I will be able to give a lot of love and attention to the Leo doctor if he takes the chance. As I've stated, I'm ready for him. To be honest, I've never been ready so quickly for guy in my life. This is what has scared the heck out of me. I don't know what it is that he has but my attention is only on him (not like a stalker type though). I will not put all my eggs in one basket but given a choice between other guys and Leo doctor, as of now he'd win hands down. Being an Aquarian, I can be detached and aloof when I want to. However, I can be very loyal and caring with the right people. So I curb my aloofness and detachment with people I care about. Also I don't care about how different Leos and Aquarians are. I'm very original and love different things. He and I would balance each other out. He'd probably admire things about me and I him since we are opposites in horoscope speaking. I'm willing to chill that's for sure. When I make up my mind to something, I stick to it. What puzzles me is I'm not really sure if he's interested in me or what. I've never dated a Leo male before so everything is just so new. The looks he gives and the little bit longer looks he gives me when he's talking to others are very unique. Sometimes I smile at him when he does that and other times I just stare back. I think he's very attracted to me but it's very difficult to get to know him when there is usually always people around. He hasn't asked me out yet either. Then again he has a lot on his plate also. This is why I jumped a little yesterday (maybe you read what I wrote yesterday) so now I'm not sure of anything anymore.

LS,
Chill out. Learn to trust your Leo guy and things will turn out fine.

I didn't disappear at all. I was only writing back to Kris. I'm so sorry for the passing of your father. That's truly sad.

Actually, I am fine about it. 🙂

It just happened a few hours after our first date so it was a little akward. I think he has been giving me space because of that.

I am going home in a few minutes.

It is hard to chill out when someone is prying into you. Even when you know their intentions are good. Libras aren't very open about their emotional life till we know you can be trusted.

have a good night pretty one.

🙂

LS,

You too have a good night. Wow. Aquarians are the same with not being very open about their emotional life till we know you can be trusted. Just give your Leo guy a little space and trust and he'll be back. Gosh, I have to do that with the Leo doctor and I'm not even dating him.

Thanks Kris. What I wrote is just how I am. However, I'm still pondering how to get this Leo doctor. I hope I didn't scare him away with being a little bold.

Oh yes, if this Leo doctor takes the chance (as I know I'm willing to) the relationship will be far from boring. It will be an exciting union. I just hope he makes up his mind soon. I only have my internship until the middle of December. If he doesn't make a move by then, I guess I know where I stand.

PM,

I learnt my lesson very well. I just wanted him to know I do like him without really saying the words. I'm backing down and will see what he does now. Never dated a Leo guy before so of course with everything new, it's trial and error all the way. I'm going to have to let the Leo doctor pursue me and hope for the best.

PM,

After reading what I did on Monday (I hope you read it), do you think I've lost him now? Please if you can also give some insight it would be greatly appreciated.

Chocolate,

I'm not at the hospital today as it's my free day. Hopefully, it's driving him nuts not seeing me. 🙂 Nah, I'm just teasing, I don't want him nuts as we both are already in the Psychiatrics ward (what a weird coincidence). No, nothing has transpired between the both of us. I look forward to the hunt. Hopefully, he starts soon though.

Yes, he would know I wasn't at work today because when he would come in the meeting room, I wouldn't be there and he hasn't seen me the whole day. I did tell one of nurses yesterday I wasn't going to be coming on Wednesday (meaning today) but whether he heard that I don't know. I'm not there today. I will go slowly forward and I like he's going slowly too. However, I just hope he does something before I'm done which is in the middle of December.

So I guess he's in the first stage of the hunt of the long stares. He also seems to be more relaxed around me too.

"think about it mystical when a lion is out hunting........ we see are prey, we lay low in the grass,we observe our prey, figure out our attack plan, then we go in for the kill....(hehehe)"

Come to think of it, I think this is what he's doing now. He's laying low now since he knows I'm interested in him. He must still be in the observing and figuring out plan. I just hope he figures out the attack plan before I'm done at the internship.

Neither can I. No, he can't see me. Also what about that statement "out of sight, out of mind". So when you say once a Leo gets a visual of a person, you run with it, but what happens when you are a doctor and have a lot of responsibility. Surely, he probably isn't thinking of me then.

PM,

What do you mean? He's a doctor.

I'm beginning to understand. I just second guess myself, thinking I was just plain nuts telling him in a way that I like him. I normally don't do that. I guess I'm over analyzing which is something I normally do when it comes to guys.

I sure do hope I've made him smile today. I always love for people to be happy and if I can help in any way, I do. A mental picture of me he has? Well, then he should have many as I've known him for over 2 weeks now.

No, what I'm frightened of that will happen is that he's got so much going on that he'll forget about me. A doctor is very busy. Also it's not easy to get to know him when there's usually people around. How does he get to know more about me when we can rarely talk?

Chocolate,

LOL! You're right. The light bulb went on. I have to stop over analyzing. Just go with the flow.

Mystic

Put it out of your mind today. Do things that make you feel good, happy, confident. You need to let go of all the tenision and stress. It isn't good for you.

*** OMG!!!!!!!!!! she got it......stop over ANALYZING, stop it, stop it.

hee! Exactly!

I am guilty of this on occassion too Mystic. Things just go better when you relax, happy, and are in the flow.

LS,

Very true. I've been relaxing today, but I'm curious as what tomorrow brings.

I returned the Leo's call last night.

I got his VM so I left a message thanking him for the info and telling him a little story about finding out that my baby-boyfriend is now a pro-arm wrestler, which is crazy. !hen I just said good to hear things are going well for you. Give me a call back if you like.

When I got off the phone ... I realize he probably had no idea what a baby-boyfriend was and could be imagining me with 7 kids. I started to giggle and called him back.

I apologized for calling him again but explained that as soon as I hung up I realized he probably had no idea what a baby-boyfriend was. It was NOT the father of my baby/babies as I don't have any. My baby-boyfriend was my preschool lovah. We were young and inlove. We were all very free, wild, and crazy back in the day. (I may have said something about free love, I am not certain.) Then I started laughing.

Then I said something about I just wanted it to be clear I don't have a baby NOR am I dating a 19 yr old. Now that I have made an idiot of myself ... I am signing off. (I started to laugh again) then I said take care Leo. Give me a call sometime. bye."

I am pretty pleased with the messages. Especially the second one as he gets to see some of my humour.

Now the wait begins again.

Nothing you can do about it today.

What are your plans for the day? If I were you I would take a bath, listen to music, do all the things that make me happy and unwind so if I do see him tomorrow I am all happy and shiny.

yep! glow baby glow!

pick out your pretties underwear and all that. Take a nice bath, use your best lotion, do your hair the way you like ...

chocolate

what did you think of my messages?

You sound just like me when I've left VMs. I always screw up but at least it shows I'm human. Glad to see I'm not the only one who acts giddy when leaving a message. How adorable though with the messages. Yes, he'll be able to see/hear your humor which is great. You should be hearing from him soon.

My plans today have been to wash my hair as I always wash my hair on Wednesdays and Sundays. I know, might sound crazy to have set days when to wash your hair but I've done it for years. I have to do some writing in a book I have. From today's newspapers they have what has happened 10, 20 and 50 years ago. I love history so I put it in a book. Years from now I'll have history then. Then I have to take care of my doggies (as I have two who are absolutely adorable). Also I have a full day tomorrow as I'll be at the internship where Leo doctor is and then my part-time job. I've been listening to a lot of music today. I love the newest cd to Scissor Sisters. Basically, it's been a calm day. Tomorrow however, will be different as there will be something going on. I look forward to see Leo doctor though.

*** u will be amazed at how differently u will feel with those sexy undergarments underneath your uniform. the leo will sense and smell something different about u.

TrUe!

When we look after ourselves and treat ourselves well, everyone else senses it. They just respond to your aura.

Well, it's already after 5 in the afternoon here. I was out to the store to buy some things. The guy cashier smiled at me so I guess there is a glow about me already. Sexy underwear you say? Well, that's a thought. I'd first have to buy some. I'm a bit of a tomboy but look completely like a girl. I like to go casual. So as for sexy underwear, now I'm being honest here, I've never bought such. Oh, how I love the ring to "mystical day". Never thought of that. Tomorrow is a new day with new possibilities and opportunities.

I use the term so frequently, it didn't even occur to me not to use it without explanation.

hee!

The thought of him getting that message and wondering WTF she has kids! She didn't tell me that! And he is a pro-arm wrestler? WTF?!? Still makes me laugh.

I am sure he sees it as endeering especially as I was laughing at myself. I think I am starting to get more comfortable with the thought of him. I am letting myself open up a little emotionally and be more friendly and honest about who I am. I am sure he will sense that.

Thanks for the nod chocolate.