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Anyways, back to confession -

In my love life, I emotionally cheated on the man I love.

Is mercury retrograde, because just writing this is freeing and at the same time sad. I know a lot of people will condemn me for this, and somehow I know their righteousness will make me just laugh.

In any case, what has happened has happened. And the funny thing is that I didn't realize I was sinking until I got a wake up slap. Then, things went haywire and I got stubbornly determined to not let my life go. This resulted, of course, in struggles that were tasking in every sphere of existence.
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Struggles are good, I suppose.

The very crazy ones may bring good rewards, I guess. And I'm happy now so I guess things worked out well.

However, I wish I hadn't done what I did to Scorp. I wish I had just talked to him instead of all the analysis and suspicion and doubt and so much struggle for something that was being freely given. I was just never sure when the left shoe will drop, I guess... hahahahaha
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Anyways, back to confession -

In my love life, I emotionally cheated on the man I love.

Is mercury retrograde, because just writing this is freeing and at the same time sad. I know a lot of people will condemn me for this, and somehow I know their righteousness will make me just laugh.

In any case, what has happened has happened. And the funny thing is that I didn't realize I was sinking until I got a wake up slap. Then, things went haywire and I got stubbornly determined to not let my life go. This resulted, of course, in struggles that were tasking in every sphere of existence.

It's OK. We're human, we all make mistakes. Atleast you didn't physically cheat.

But I will say this, if you emotionally cheated on your current partner... Maybe he/she is not the one for you? If someone keeps you emotionally fulfilled, you wouldn't be crushing on someone else, right? Maybe it's time to let go.

I wish you the best.
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Thank you.

I think, emotional fulfilment is not always the partner's responsibility. Some times, we take our lives for granted.
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Anyways, back to confession -

In my love life, I emotionally cheated on the man I love.

Is mercury retrograde, because just writing this is freeing and at the same time sad. I know a lot of people will condemn me for this, and somehow I know their righteousness will make me just laugh.

In any case, what has happened has happened. And the funny thing is that I didn't realize I was sinking until I got a wake up slap. Then, things went haywire and I got stubbornly determined to not let my life go. This resulted, of course, in struggles that were tasking in every sphere of existence.

It's OK. We're human, we all make mistakes. Atleast you didn't physically cheat.

But I will say this, if you emotionally cheated on your current partner... Maybe he/she is not the one for you? If someone keeps you emotionally fulfilled, you wouldn't be crushing on someone else, right? Maybe it's time to let go.

I wish you the best.
Thank you.

I think, emotional fulfilment is not always the partner's responsibility. Some times, we take our lives for granted.

Didn't think about it this way. Good point. Hope it works out for you.
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I hope so too. Thanks.
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I think, emotional fulfilment is not always the partner's responsibility.
Correct.

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First off, I'm truly sorry I missed a chunk of Leo season. My deepest apologies - life set in and demanded things of me till I run myself into the ground -Virtually.
Life happens, Jynj. Sometimes you might be out of sight, but never out of mind.

As for what's said in the Confessional, you already have what you're looking for. You had it the moment you confronted yourself (courageously) about the matter. If you still have doubts, confess to him as well, and if you've already made your peace with him, then give yourself permission to put this burden down. It's done.
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It is done - which is why it is a confession. 🙂

I suppose it is an epiphany as well. Leos, we are not always ready to see our mistakes, I guess.