DXP secret Valentine (Page 4)

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To: Taurus

Please Hear What I Am Not Saying

Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear. For I wear a mask. I wear a thousand masks, masks I am afraid to take off, and one of them in me.

Pretending is an art that is second nature to me, but don't be fooled, for God's sake, don't be fooled. I give you the impression I am secure, that confidence is my name and coolness is my game, that the water??s are calm and I am in command, and I need no one. But don't believe me. Please! My surface may seem smooth, but my surface is my masks, my every-varying and ever-concealing masks. Beneath lies no smugness, no complacence. The real me is sometimes beneath in confusion, in fear, in aloneness.

But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know it. I panic at the thought of my weakness. I panic at the thought of my weakness and being exposed. That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind, a nonchalant sophisticated fa?ade to help me to pretend, to shield me from the glance that knows. But such a glance is precisely my salvation, and I should know it. That is, if it's followed by acceptance, by love. It's the only thing that can liberate me from myself, from my own self-built walls, from the barriers that I so painstakingly erect. It's the only thing that will assure me of what I cannot assure myself—that I'm really worth something. I know now, I need others, and I need the help of Divine Intelligence.

But I do not tell this. I am afraid to; I don't dare. I'm afraid that your glance will not be followed by acceptance and love. I am afraid you will think less of me; you will laugh, and laughter would kill me. I am afraid deep down I am worth nothing; I'm just no good, and you will see this and reject me. So I play a game, with a face of assurance without, and a trembling child within.

And so the parade of masks begins, the glittering but empty parade of masks. And my life becomes a front. I glibly chatter to you in suave tones of surface talk. I tell you everything that is really nothing, and nothing that is everything of what is crying within me. So when I am going through my routine, do not let anyone be fooled by what I am saying.

Please listen carefully and hear what I am not saying, what I would like to be saying; what for survival, I need to say, but what I cannot say.

I dislike hiding. Honestly, I dislike the superficial game. I am playing the superficial phony games

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Posted by aquapiscescusp
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To: Taurus

Please Hear What I Am Not Saying

Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear. For I wear a mask. I wear a thousand masks, masks I am afraid to take off, and one of them in me.

If this is the truth and not someone trying to get a reaction, be honest and get rid of them. How can anyone help with your confusion if you're not being honest? How are you to be trusted when you are being dishonest? Eventually, someone will see this and question what they know about you and you might be abandoned just because of this. It is known that generally speaking, most of us are rather accepting of people and their faults.

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Roses are red,
Chrysanthemums are green,
The hell with it, you want me in your pants and I want to be there too so lets skip the sappy prelude and get it on already...

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To Taurus (part 2 that was cutoff)

I dislike hiding. Honestly, I dislike the superficial game. I am playing the superficial phony games. I would really like to be genuine and spontaneous, but you have got to help me. God, please hold out your hand, even when that is the last thing I seem to want or need. Only you can wipe from my eyes, the blank stares of the breathing dead.

Only you can call me into aliveness. Each time you're kind and gentle, an encouraging, each time you try to understand because you really care, my heart begins to grow wings—very small wings, very feeble wings, but wings. With your sensitivity and sympathy and your power of understanding, you can breathe life into me. I want to know that. I want you to choose to believe in me and yourself as well.

Perhaps, you, God, alone can break own the wall behind which I tremble. You alone can remove my mask. You alone can release me from my shadow of panic and uncertainty, from my lonely prison. So, do not pass me by. Please do not pass me by. It will be easy for you to help me, to help anyone, for I have Faith in your power over all, even my own seemingly hopeless insecurities. I know that you can help, and I will pay it forward a thousand times as I heal. I know you know that too.

A long conviction of worthlessness builds strong walls. The nearer you approach me, the more I may resist. It is irrational, but despite what the books say about human beings, I am irrational. I fight against the very thing I cry out for.

But I am told that love is stronger than walls, and in this lies my hope—my only hope! Please try to beat down those walls with firm hands, but gentle hands—for a child is sensitive and like all of us I am a child within.

Who am I, you may wonder? I am someone who would like to know you more.

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Posted by djbuck1

Posted by aquapiscescusp
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Roses are red...

Bourbon is brown...

It's better than women...

Because it won't let you down...

This is a variation on a rhyme that a friend of mine (a Virgo) had the nerve to offer as a toast at a wedding:

So here's to bonnie whiskey,
So amber and so clear,
Though not as sweet as woman's lips,
. . . it's a helluva lot more sincere!

Okay. Back to hearts and flowers. 😉

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A toast to a wedding!!?? Nice??_

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TO: Feby (Part 1)

I never knew a luh, luh-luh, a love like this
Gotta be somethin for me to write this
Queen, I ain't seen you in a minute
Wrote this letter, and finally decide to send it
Signed sealed delivered for us to grow together
Love has no limit, let's spend it slow forever
I know your heart is weathered by what studs did to you
I ain't gon' assault em cause I probably did it too
Because of you, feelings I handle with care
Some niggaz recognize the light but they can't handle the glare
You know I ain't the type to walk around with matchin shirts
If relationship is effort I will match your work
I wanna be the one to make you happiest, it hurts you the most
They say the end is near, it's important that we close..
.. to the most, high
Regardless of what happen on him let's rely

It's important, we communicate
and tune the fate of this union, to the right pitch
I never call you my bitch or even my boo
There's so much in a name and so much more in you
Few understand the union of woman and man
And sex and a tingle is where they assume that it land
But that's fly by night for you and the sky I write
For in these cold Chi night's moon, you my light
If heaven had a height, you would be that tall
Ghetto to coffee shop, through you I see that all
Let's stick to understandin and we won't fall
For better or worse times, I hope to me you call
So I pray everyday more than anything
friends will stay as we begin to lay
this foundation for a family - love ain't simple
Why can't it be anything worth having you work at annually
Granted we known each other for some time
It don't take a whole day to recognize sunshine

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TO: Feby (Part 2)

Yeah.. yo, yo, check it
It's kinda fresh you listen to more than hip-hop
and I can catch you in the mix from beauty to thrift shop
Plus you ship hop when it's time to, thinkin you fresh
Suggestin beats I should rhyme to
At times when I'm lost I try to find you
You know to give me space when it's time to
My heart's dictionary defines you, it's love and happiness
Truthfully it's hard tryin to practice abstinence
The time we committed love it was real good
Had to be for me to arrive and it still feel good
I know the sex ain't gon' keep you, but as my equal
it's how I must treat you
As my reflection in light I'ma lead you
And whatever's right, I'ma feed you

There are times.. when you'll need someone..
I will be by your side..
There is a light, that shines,
special for you, and me..

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Posted by andsssssss

Posted by Damnata

Posted by Andalusia

Posted by andsssssss
You're welcome melly. 😛

WTF! IT WAS YOU?

Your Leo Moon just cannot cope with anonymity, can it? 😛

1. Finally you see us Aries Moons are better.

2. That put me off ands for good..so little romantism...where's the famous venusian spirit? He should've wrapped his words in velvet.

i'm not writing you one now. 😭

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Do you think my Aries Moon can cope with that..now that you mention another girl is sexiEST? You're in luck we're both in agreement about Mel 😄

However each sign has a standard to uphold..we're robots..you folks are extremely sweet with words. I've seen the word "beau" mainly in the Taurus Forum and I like that word a lot. Stop being lazy and be a true taurus.

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Well, I have no idea what Melly looks like, so I have to base it on the peacock

The eyes in your feathers watching, observing
Such wonder how you can maintain balance despite all the weight you carry
Your beauteous plumes spread out 'round your body
Like the rays of the sun setting over the ocean in which I would like to swim
Or perhaps it is more a reflection of my Earth and what the eyes in your lovely feathers see upon seeing me
How I hope to be the reason you choose to stay on my ground

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Posted by 2N3R
Well, I have no idea what Melly looks like, so I have to base it on the peacock

The eyes in your feathers watching, observing
Such wonder how you can maintain balance despite all the weight you carry
Your beauteous plumes spread out 'round your body
Like the rays of the sun setting over the ocean in which I would like to swim
Or perhaps it is more a reflection of my Earth and what the eyes in your lovely feathers see upon seeing me
How I hope to be the reason you choose to stay on my ground

Now THIS is a Valentine! 😉

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Posted by Andalusia

Posted by 2N3R
Well, I have no idea what Melly looks like, so I have to base it on the peacock

The eyes in your feathers watching, observing
Such wonder how you can maintain balance despite all the weight you carry
Your beauteous plumes spread out 'round your body
Like the rays of the sun setting over the ocean in which I would like to swim
Or perhaps it is more a reflection of my Earth and what the eyes in your lovely feathers see upon seeing me
How I hope to be the reason you choose to stay on my ground

Now THIS is a Valentine! 😉

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beg your pardon? But yes, most Taurus folks deliver..and they do it well.

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This shit is so stupid. Im not even going to lie. All this serious or troll bullshit people are posting why dont you stfu and just meet before you start writing each other love letters when neither of you two have met. I get its all fun and games but there is a percentage of it that is actually true. Some of you need to meet before you get all starry fucking eyed. Internet relationships are for fucking retards.

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Posted by thebiggcarlos12345678910
^^i agree

Carlos my fellow partner in crime. Finally someone LOGICAL gets it. There is a few whom I won't mention who are super guilty of trying to hook up on an astrology site. Thats really fucking sad. Go out and meet people. JFC. Just makes me wonder how many of you are actual ham beasts in person and how many of you link fake pictures which can be looked up in google images 🙂