starlord
@starlord
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This is years ago.
Now I rarely cry those long hours and sometimes almost even find it hard to cry, because I know, that it's not that bad, things will change, time will work it's magic, I am my own best friend, I have love for myself and all the shit happening is just yet another challenge for me to prove that to myself.
My life is nowhere near perfect, I am still very much confused about what exactly it is I want. I still make tons of mistakes. But I don't cry every day for hours and want to vanish, wishing for someone to just Endgame-snap me right out of existence.
I am probably the overall happiest I have ever been, meaning consistently happy. I get annoyed and angry and sad sometimes ofcours, but it doesn't stay with me on a deep level for years. I still haven't gotten into that relationship, but I am not at a point where I want to jeopardize my well being just for the sake of that. As weird as it sounds, all that stuff is a trigger for unhappiness for me. I really am starting to believe, that I am my own soulmate.
Saw a quote that said "I came to realize, that I didn't want to die, I just wanted my life as I knew it to end". Rebirth!!!!!!! Wishing power and endlesd good energy to everybody struggling ✌️💕