Revelation

I just found out something extremely disturbing to me.

The ex who abused me while I was pregnant (the narcissistic sociopath), I ran our charts.

Lo and behold.

His nessus conjuncts my MC.

And my dejanira conjuncts his Venus.

And the absolute worst part of it is.

My Juno conjuncts his vertex, which explains why he's the only man I've ever wanted to marry.

Fucking hell.

Synastry hates me right now, and my own natals are fucked. ?

Posted by m200991
I was trying to look at Fix Stars to see if they had anything to offer in way of comfort.

Your MC doesn't fall within the orb range of one, and I don't know where your Dejanira lives to look. Here's Juno though.

Your Juno -

Fixed star Khambalia is of the nature of Mercury and Mars. It causes swift violence, unreliability, changeability, and an argumentative nature.

Khambalia is very much a star of the penetration of secrets and, although within the Constellation of Virgo by the map, its present location by Sign is at 6°38′ of (Scorpio), ‘a long way from home’, and at 12°11′ Libra even when we have corrected its sidereal placing. So the Mars in the simile which Ptolemy gave it is that of Mars in its second ruler-ship, rather than the open energy of Aries. Consequently this star denotes those good at applying intellect to deep research of any kind, to police-type investigation, to espionage, and also to such pursuits as alchemy and the esoteric in general.

This is interesting ❤

That's pretty full on actually.

I give more and more credit to our chart positions now than ever before. with a group of people today... we discussed and read about where our lilith was. The accuracy of the 'karma' to experience in this life related to everyone in the room. one by one we dissected each others charts. It blew me away!

It does not surprise me that your charts pretty much indicated how it would be with your ex.

Now, the more you learn and discover the more you'll be able to see what to expect.

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Posted by Isabeau90
That's pretty full on actually.

I give more and more credit to our chart positions now than ever before. with a group of people today... we discussed and read about where our lilith was. The accuracy of the 'karma' to experience in this life related to everyone in the room. one by one we dissected each others charts. It blew me away!

It does not surprise me that your charts pretty much indicated how it would be with your ex.

Now, the more you learn and discover the more you'll be able to see what to expect.

?

I was almost brought to tears. This could have been avoided entirely.

It plainly said I would be his victim, and he would abuse me and be found out.

And then the Juno vertex conjunction was a marriage aspect. Before he changed, I was engaged to him.

Astrology is becoming scarily accurate.