I'm a scorpio with cancer rising. Sometimes i feel so different than others. I was wondering from others. Is this normal? I look at others who just say we live to die and Yes that may be true but i believe in change. I believe theres still hope. my willpower is so strong yet I worry so much. How do i become so carefree without over thinking or thinking some one is out to hurt me if i make the wrong move? is this even possible? I'm such a deep thinker that people look at me like i'm nuts with the things that come out of my mouth. No one wants to hear what i have to say because i am "crazy" for thinking it. I think outside the box and look inside it just in case some one so happened to leave me a clue. God. I love my sign and hate it at the same time. I'm over moody and some times just down right mean. I guess what I'm asking is how do i rise from being a crawling animal on the ground and ready to sting.... to.... standing up right and ready to take on the world? I'm ready for change and have been for so long.
