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Posted by StardustmoppedPosted by MidAtBestPosted by StardustmoppedIt's a childhood-induced paraphilia that requires authenticity for me and for it not to be forced at all. No vocalization during either (yk how ppl will yell while coughing, hate that)Posted by MidAtBestPosted by StardustmoppedThank you but it's actually not a harmless fetish because I wish illness on my partners and intentionally date smokers. like my first bf, I hated him and was like "please get bronchitis again soon so I can stomach this relationship"Posted by MidAtBestYou’re truly one of a kind in so many ways and I love you for that.Posted by Black-Ops-Berserkereye contact not a must, in videos its a turn off, in person like if we're talking and they suddenly start coughing while making eye contact, I'm wet and pulsing already 😰 plus the innocence of accidentally being arousing in a nonsexual environment. porn with coughing during sex could be hot, I haven't seen it but it would have to have a strong element of intimacy like hold them tighter during/after a fit. or sometimes I fantasize about someone fucking a prostitute and she's having a loud, deep, strong coughing fit, her pussy tightening on his dick duringPosted by MidAtBestForgive me then for asking such an obvious question, why not just watch a good blow job video?Posted by Black-Ops-Berserkerevery man loves a confident teasePosted by MidAtBestI don't think I have something that hits me as hard as that thing hits you.Posted by Black-Ops-Berserkerlmao! I'm glad you believe me but I have purchased recordings to prove it. Yeah, it's a paraphilia that was established during my formative years and it's why I believe that sexual inclinations are involuntary and unchangeable. No other kinks other than doggy I guess and threesomes with girls. growly/barking/seal cough is my thing. I also sometimes mute it and just watch someone cough if it don't sound right but looks dramatic lol. feel free to sharePosted by MidAtBestWant me to pop to the Dr's? I can get a fresh recording for you.Posted by Black-Ops-BerserkerPosted by MidAtBestWhat is "tussisophilia"?Posted by Black-Ops-Berserkeri have tussisophilia against my will so it would be too embarrassing to write something that would actually arouse me. But I could try, and @stardustmopped could embarrass herself too. I could try to write a romantic betrayal story too. I lean into humor out of trauma and because of my sag moon. Id appreciate it you felt like contributing, and hopefully the more serious and healthily-adjusted stardust and Sierra contribute theirs too.
I seriously thought this would consist of honest attempts, I even began writing. However the more I read, the more I realised it's just jokes.
Here's a page of my comic book memoir I started writing in January, it leans toward humor for entertainment/coping but the character josh was the love of my life so far
https://ibb.co/zHWJCSvR
(I updated w the most legible upload I could get, should be readable now)
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Posted by MidAtBestsomething that makes me even less than mid
. I literally just fap to YouTube recordings of people coughing lmao.
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That's hilarious, I've never heard of this.
My throat has been sore for the last 4 days, I can probably force it a little more for a growly cough.
Any other things? I've got some specific things too tbh
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Brats genuinely do it for me though.
I could stare at a thin elegant neck for hours but I wouldn't get off to it...
Does the coughing movement make you think of gagging?
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the coughing face makes me think of blowjobs & also the vulnerability aspect. and also tits and ass bouncing up and down
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Is it the implication of the action rather than the action itself that gets you off? Like a tease for your imagination to take over?
Eye contact is a must?
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this is so cringe to type out 🤣🤣
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It’s not the same, but I have sexually induced sneezing. I sneeze when I’m aroused. Only once or twice though.
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Is role playing an option? Or is it just a very niche fetish that requires authenticity?
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I don’t think it’s embarrassing. You’re wired in a way that craves a certain kind of closeness and vulnerability.
Men do the same things just in a different package. Play hold and cold to intensify emotional hunger or manufacture romantic tension.
I would hope deep down neither really want people to suffer. Just trying to access vulnerability or closeness that seems inaccessible.click to expand
thank you so much! I only told 2 people until I was 30 and then I took a page out of Tiziani's book and decided to be upfront about it (since he's open about the cuck thing). its worse telling people you can't cum from sex because you have a secret fetish. but the nonfetishist commentary on those videos and topics online is hilarious. they're like "fix yourself" "those people are dying". Idk if its projection but I've observed a lot of people display a hint of this fetish, whether staring at a girl they wanna sleep with who's having a coughing fit or holding her close, picking her up and taking her to bed like I saw on Are You The One. I think at least in the short term and as long as she's perpetually unavailable people think coughing is cute and sweet. but as a fetishist im the one grinding on an early-onset emphysema sufferer as he coughs his head off all through the night. would rather not sleep and be engorged instead 🤣😂
@stardustmopped no covid sucked because everyone got shy and polite about coughing 😢
Posted by MidAtBestPosted by StardustmoppedPosted by MidAtBestYou’re truly one of a kind in so many ways and I love you for that.Posted by Black-Ops-Berserkereye contact not a must, in videos its a turn off, in person like if we're talking and they suddenly start coughing while making eye contact, I'm wet and pulsing already 😰 plus the innocence of accidentally being arousing in a nonsexual environment. porn with coughing during sex could be hot, I haven't seen it but it would have to have a strong element of intimacy like hold them tighter during/after a fit. or sometimes I fantasize about someone fucking a prostitute and she's having a loud, deep, strong coughing fit, her pussy tightening on his dick duringPosted by MidAtBestForgive me then for asking such an obvious question, why not just watch a good blow job video?Posted by Black-Ops-Berserkerevery man loves a confident teasePosted by MidAtBestI don't think I have something that hits me as hard as that thing hits you.Posted by Black-Ops-Berserkerlmao! I'm glad you believe me but I have purchased recordings to prove it. Yeah, it's a paraphilia that was established during my formative years and it's why I believe that sexual inclinations are involuntary and unchangeable. No other kinks other than doggy I guess and threesomes with girls. growly/barking/seal cough is my thing. I also sometimes mute it and just watch someone cough if it don't sound right but looks dramatic lol. feel free to sharePosted by MidAtBestWant me to pop to the Dr's? I can get a fresh recording for you.Posted by Black-Ops-BerserkerPosted by MidAtBestWhat is "tussisophilia"?Posted by Black-Ops-Berserkeri have tussisophilia against my will so it would be too embarrassing to write something that would actually arouse me. But I could try, and @stardustmopped could embarrass herself too. I could try to write a romantic betrayal story too. I lean into humor out of trauma and because of my sag moon. Id appreciate it you felt like contributing, and hopefully the more serious and healthily-adjusted stardust and Sierra contribute theirs too.
I seriously thought this would consist of honest attempts, I even began writing. However the more I read, the more I realised it's just jokes.
Here's a page of my comic book memoir I started writing in January, it leans toward humor for entertainment/coping but the character josh was the love of my life so far
https://ibb.co/zHWJCSvR
(I updated w the most legible upload I could get, should be readable now)
click to expand
Posted by MidAtBestsomething that makes me even less than mid
. I literally just fap to YouTube recordings of people coughing lmao.
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That's hilarious, I've never heard of this.
My throat has been sore for the last 4 days, I can probably force it a little more for a growly cough.
Any other things? I've got some specific things too tbh
click to expand
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Brats genuinely do it for me though.
I could stare at a thin elegant neck for hours but I wouldn't get off to it...
Does the coughing movement make you think of gagging?
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the coughing face makes me think of blowjobs & also the vulnerability aspect. and also tits and ass bouncing up and down
click to expand
Is it the implication of the action rather than the action itself that gets you off? Like a tease for your imagination to take over?
Eye contact is a must?
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this is so cringe to type out 🤣🤣
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It’s not the same, but I have sexually induced sneezing. I sneeze when I’m aroused. Only once or twice though.
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Thank you but it's actually not a harmless fetish because I wish illness on my partners and intentionally date smokers. like my first bf, I hated him and was like "please get bronchitis again soon so I can stomach this relationship"click to expand
😆😆 but what if they only have chronic pneumonia?
Posted by virgoOPPPPosted by MidAtBestPosted by StardustmoppedThank you but it's actually not a harmless fetish because I wish illness on my partners and intentionally date smokers. like my first bf, I hated him and was like "please get bronchitis again soon so I can stomach this relationship"Posted by MidAtBestYou’re truly one of a kind in so many ways and I love you for that.Posted by Black-Ops-Berserkereye contact not a must, in videos its a turn off, in person like if we're talking and they suddenly start coughing while making eye contact, I'm wet and pulsing already 😰 plus the innocence of accidentally being arousing in a nonsexual environment. porn with coughing during sex could be hot, I haven't seen it but it would have to have a strong element of intimacy like hold them tighter during/after a fit. or sometimes I fantasize about someone fucking a prostitute and she's having a loud, deep, strong coughing fit, her pussy tightening on his dick duringPosted by MidAtBestForgive me then for asking such an obvious question, why not just watch a good blow job video?Posted by Black-Ops-Berserkerevery man loves a confident teasePosted by MidAtBestI don't think I have something that hits me as hard as that thing hits you.Posted by Black-Ops-Berserkerlmao! I'm glad you believe me but I have purchased recordings to prove it. Yeah, it's a paraphilia that was established during my formative years and it's why I believe that sexual inclinations are involuntary and unchangeable. No other kinks other than doggy I guess and threesomes with girls. growly/barking/seal cough is my thing. I also sometimes mute it and just watch someone cough if it don't sound right but looks dramatic lol. feel free to sharePosted by MidAtBestWant me to pop to the Dr's? I can get a fresh recording for you.Posted by Black-Ops-BerserkerPosted by MidAtBestWhat is "tussisophilia"?Posted by Black-Ops-Berserkeri have tussisophilia against my will so it would be too embarrassing to write something that would actually arouse me. But I could try, and @stardustmopped could embarrass herself too. I could try to write a romantic betrayal story too. I lean into humor out of trauma and because of my sag moon. Id appreciate it you felt like contributing, and hopefully the more serious and healthily-adjusted stardust and Sierra contribute theirs too.
I seriously thought this would consist of honest attempts, I even began writing. However the more I read, the more I realised it's just jokes.
Here's a page of my comic book memoir I started writing in January, it leans toward humor for entertainment/coping but the character josh was the love of my life so far
https://ibb.co/zHWJCSvR
(I updated w the most legible upload I could get, should be readable now)
click to expand
Posted by MidAtBestsomething that makes me even less than mid
. I literally just fap to YouTube recordings of people coughing lmao.
click to expand
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That's hilarious, I've never heard of this.
My throat has been sore for the last 4 days, I can probably force it a little more for a growly cough.
Any other things? I've got some specific things too tbh
click to expand
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Brats genuinely do it for me though.
I could stare at a thin elegant neck for hours but I wouldn't get off to it...
Does the coughing movement make you think of gagging?
click to expand
the coughing face makes me think of blowjobs & also the vulnerability aspect. and also tits and ass bouncing up and down
click to expand
Is it the implication of the action rather than the action itself that gets you off? Like a tease for your imagination to take over?
Eye contact is a must?
click to expand
this is so cringe to type out 🤣🤣
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It’s not the same, but I have sexually induced sneezing. I sneeze when I’m aroused. Only once or twice though.
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😆😆 but what if they only have chronic pneumonia?click to expand
its all erotic to me 🙈
Posted by StardustmoppedPosted by virgoOPPPPosted by Stardustmoppedi'm torn between letting them continue this conversation or have a bomb go off somewhere to escalate the drama.Posted by virgoOPPPAnd then…
Their rivalry had been the talk of Mandalore for years but as they stood side by side, Satine felt a strange kinship with the man who had so often been her adversary. They were both driven by a fierce love for their planet, a desire to see it flourish and its people prosper yet their methods, their beliefs about what was right and just had always stood in stark contrast.
The silence between them grew heavier with an air that neither could name. Satine studied Pre Vizsla, noticing the fine lines around his eyes and the tension in his jaw. Beneath the beskar was a man of flesh and blood, with hopes and fears like any other. She found herself wondering what he was like when he wasn't fighting for his cause.
"Governor," she said finally, her voice a whisper. "Why do we always have to be at odds?"
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can you share some of yours? ☺️☺️
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Let me find the least embarrassing 😬 I got roasted on Reddit because the ‘characters’ are discreetly doing sexual things in a public place (valid)click to expand
Who cares?? It's not like it's *so shocking* that people fuck in public. Or maybe I just don't care.
One of the most erotic/sensual things I did was have sex in a bluebell wood in the day. The smell was intoxicating and it was like laying on a perfumed carpet. My lover was a younger hot sexy fire sign, we couldn’t get enough of each other and the whole relationship was like a scene from a Swedish Erotica movie. It was my wish come true….
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One of the most erotic/sensual things I did was have sex in a bluebell wood in the day. The smell was intoxicating and it was like laying on a perfumed carpet. My lover was a younger hot sexy fire sign, we couldn’t get enough of each other and the whole relationship was like a scene from a Swedish Erotica movie. It was my wish come true….
your life is so magical, it transcends language. you'd be a great contender for an erotica. a subject Homer himself would envy to write.
Posted by MidAtBestPosted by MyStarsShine
One of the most erotic/sensual things I did was have sex in a bluebell wood in the day. The smell was intoxicating and it was like laying on a perfumed carpet. My lover was a younger hot sexy fire sign, we couldn’t get enough of each other and the whole relationship was like a scene from a Swedish Erotica movie. It was my wish come true….
your life is so magical, it transcends language. you'd be a great contender for an erotica. a subject Homer himself would envy to write.click to expand
Thank you❤️
And you have a beautiful way with words.
I’ve always been able to see magic in everything even the most mundane things
I’m not a fan of porn but erotica I love
Did you ever see Lady Chatterly’s Lover, it was so raw and sensual and I had the opportunity to have a similar vibe with the bluebell guy, ~ romantic erotica
I almost drowned in it 🔥
Posted by SnowBunny726Posted by StardustmoppedPosted by virgoOPPPLet me find the least embarrassing 😬 I got roasted on Reddit because the ‘characters’ are discreetly doing sexual things in a public place (valid)Posted by Stardustmoppedi'm torn between letting them continue this conversation or have a bomb go off somewhere to escalate the drama.Posted by virgoOPPPAnd then…
Their rivalry had been the talk of Mandalore for years but as they stood side by side, Satine felt a strange kinship with the man who had so often been her adversary. They were both driven by a fierce love for their planet, a desire to see it flourish and its people prosper yet their methods, their beliefs about what was right and just had always stood in stark contrast.
The silence between them grew heavier with an air that neither could name. Satine studied Pre Vizsla, noticing the fine lines around his eyes and the tension in his jaw. Beneath the beskar was a man of flesh and blood, with hopes and fears like any other. She found herself wondering what he was like when he wasn't fighting for his cause.
"Governor," she said finally, her voice a whisper. "Why do we always have to be at odds?"
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can you share some of yours? ☺️☺️
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Who cares?? It's not like it's *so shocking* that people fuck in public. Or maybe I just don't care.click to expand
The place doesn't do much for me either, unless it possesses or exerts influence or control.
So tell me, what do you find arousing?
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For $ 10 ill vocaroo your erotic storys in a kiwi accent
dxp needs more tani, send your PayPal/venmo/cashapp & ill purchase your serviceclick to expand
Im actually not going to do that at all.
Posted by MidAtBestPosted by Black-Ops-BerserkerPosted by MidAtBestWant me to pop to the Dr's? I can get a fresh recording for you.Posted by Black-Ops-BerserkerPosted by MidAtBestWhat is "tussisophilia"?Posted by Black-Ops-Berserkeri have tussisophilia against my will so it would be too embarrassing to write something that would actually arouse me. But I could try, and @stardustmopped could embarrass herself too. I could try to write a romantic betrayal story too. I lean into humor out of trauma and because of my sag moon. Id appreciate it you felt like contributing, and hopefully the more serious and healthily-adjusted stardust and Sierra contribute theirs too.
I seriously thought this would consist of honest attempts, I even began writing. However the more I read, the more I realised it's just jokes.
Here's a page of my comic book memoir I started writing in January, it leans toward humor for entertainment/coping but the character josh was the love of my life so far
https://ibb.co/zHWJCSvR
(I updated w the most legible upload I could get, should be readable now)
click to expand
Posted by MidAtBestsomething that makes me even less than mid
. I literally just fap to YouTube recordings of people coughing lmao.
click to expand
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That's hilarious, I've never heard of this.
My throat has been sore for the last 4 days, I can probably force it a little more for a growly cough.
Any other things? I've got some specific things too tbh
click to expand
lmao! I'm glad you believe me but I have purchased recordings to prove it. Yeah, it's a paraphilia that was established during my formative years and it's why I believe that sexual inclinations are involuntary and unchangeable. No other kinks other than doggy I guess and threesomes with girls. growly/barking/seal cough is my thing. I also sometimes mute it and just watch someone cough if it don't sound right but looks dramatic lol. feel free to shareclick to expand
Actually, on second thought, that'll be $ 10 thanks.
https://voca.ro/1cYw6Hzatv2m
@virgooppp interning for a politicians office at 21 is such a vibe 😂 reminds me of that movie Secretary. did any executives shoot any lines your way, or were there any young brooding Scorpio men eager to offer you their hoodie to keep you warm?
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@virgooppp interning for a politicians office at 21 is such a vibe 😂 reminds me of that movie Secretary. did any executives shoot any lines your way, or were there any young brooding Scorpio men eager to offer you their hoodie to keep you warm?
haven't seen it. there's just his front desk secretary and his mean girl vibe lawyer (any older woman with a pixie style cut here is a total bish for some reason like once you get that, it's like some demon possesses your body or whatever). my dad drove me my first day, couldn't sleep so i looked like crap didn't make such a good impression and there was only one other intern there besides me (nice, nerdy boy looks like my cousin eww). was supposed to intern for an embassy but the politician's office replied quickest. i'd rather not say who coz he's pretty controversial then and now (his family legacy).
Not to steal Berserker's thunder
But I have much to confess
My heart heavy & torn asunder
Cathartic to publicly decompress
Upon waking, I found that kittens
Cast me into the pit of the viper
The Scorpio moon who makes me feel shittened
And like I ought to get lip'er
Just like the first time Kittens tagged for our entwinement
Mean Man was relatively merciful
I suspect Kittens has me in a Saturnian coercive bind
Is our friendship abusive and farcical?
Other Caps in my life pull this pseudo- DENNIS system
That leaves me highly unsettled
They express friendly interest, compliment and support
Then leave me belittled
Its not intoxicating, but somehow works
Evoking pity and fear
But Kittens' true sign lurks
Out in the misty ether
He may be honest, but why not share his chart or rising?
Why speak Indonesian in PayPal Messaging?
I'll never forsake a friend
But I'm experiencing reservations
Then when I was incensed
I launched at moms cruel allegations
I adore my DXP mom buddies
with Virgo luminaries
But irl those sensuous honeys
Receive my bfs' peens deep in their ovaries
They reject my man in the end because they have no time for nonsense
I date milf-lovers, childfree or with adult children estranged
Why these men give me the time of day
Is probably because I have BPD & am deranged
Calling single moms "struggling" was hypocritical
Considering how I had cried Hydorah out of his shekels
From the bottom of my heart, he is inimitable
To take it back, I'd trade all my adorable freckles
I was hung up on Aerialview for the longest
for hundreds of reasons I have screenshotted in my old hard drive
I recently snapped all the way out of it, my lesson was the darnedest
Never take a Pisces for granted for some catfish Aqua guy
Either way, since I've returned I'm sure its been clear
That I care about dory and enjoy his presence
I'm sure his forgiveness, if possible, I'm nowhere near
Especially considering this account is a month old at best
Then Cloudy returned & I embarrassingly felt threatened and became forward
On a meta level, I'm suspicious of the validity of my passion
But my Mars conjunct his Venus makes me a horn-bird
Some DXPers during shekelgate said they believed the messages depicted true love
Even -s made me "Hydorah
But I have much to confess
My heart heavy & torn asunder
Cathartic to publicly decompress
Upon waking, I found that kittens
Cast me into the pit of the viper
The Scorpio moon who makes me feel shittened
And like I ought to get lip'er
Just like the first time Kittens tagged for our entwinement
Mean Man was relatively merciful
I suspect Kittens has me in a Saturnian coercive bind
Is our friendship abusive and farcical?
Other Caps in my life pull this pseudo- DENNIS system
That leaves me highly unsettled
They express friendly interest, compliment and support
Then leave me belittled
Its not intoxicating, but somehow works
Evoking pity and fear
But Kittens' true sign lurks
Out in the misty ether
He may be honest, but why not share his chart or rising?
Why speak Indonesian in PayPal Messaging?
I'll never forsake a friend
But I'm experiencing reservations
Then when I was incensed
I launched at moms cruel allegations
I adore my DXP mom buddies
with Virgo luminaries
But irl those sensuous honeys
Receive my bfs' peens deep in their ovaries
They reject my man in the end because they have no time for nonsense
I date milf-lovers, childfree or with adult children estranged
Why these men give me the time of day
Is probably because I have BPD & am deranged
Calling single moms "struggling" was hypocritical
Considering how I had cried Hydorah out of his shekels
From the bottom of my heart, he is inimitable
To take it back, I'd trade all my adorable freckles
I was hung up on Aerialview for the longest
for hundreds of reasons I have screenshotted in my old hard drive
I recently snapped all the way out of it, my lesson was the darnedest
Never take a Pisces for granted for some catfish Aqua guy
Either way, since I've returned I'm sure its been clear
That I care about dory and enjoy his presence
I'm sure his forgiveness, if possible, I'm nowhere near
Especially considering this account is a month old at best
Then Cloudy returned & I embarrassingly felt threatened and became forward
On a meta level, I'm suspicious of the validity of my passion
But my Mars conjunct his Venus makes me a horn-bird
Some DXPers during shekelgate said they believed the messages depicted true love
Even -s made me "Hydorah
kittens is a real snake in any case
it's true that my voice isn't very sexy
No one's on 4chan, it was hacked recently
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Lord have mercy I found all those Aerialview receipts including tons of DXP messages. posting in the incapacitated dxp dm affair thread but you can probably see them in my profile posts should that tickle your fancy
(nvm, my profiles broken too, one second)
He sent me multiple of Vino Bastians photos pretending to be him
Do you have crazy eyes?
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Lord have mercy I found all those Aerialview receipts including tons of DXP messages. posting in the incapacitated dxp dm affair thread but you can probably see them in my profile posts should that tickle your fancy
(nvm, my profiles broken too, one second)
He sent me multiple of Vino Bastians photos pretending to be him
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Yes lmao, sanpaku eyes. I have the most hilarious video of myself belly dancing to beautiful liar looking in the face like Adam lanza
Btw, DXP fucks up images when you post multiple, if you click through the repeats it shows the new image
Posted by MidAtBestPosted by Black-Ops-BerserkerPosted by MidAtBestDo you have crazy eyes?
Lord have mercy I found all those Aerialview receipts including tons of DXP messages. posting in the incapacitated dxp dm affair thread but you can probably see them in my profile posts should that tickle your fancy
(nvm, my profiles broken too, one second)
He sent me multiple of Vino Bastians photos pretending to be him
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Yes lmao, sanpaku eyes. I have the most hilarious video of myself belly dancing to beautiful liar looking in the face like Adam lanzaclick to expand
I had to look up who Adam Lanza is and what sanpaku means.
You seem manic currently
Posted by Black-Ops-BerserkerPosted by MidAtBestPosted by Black-Ops-BerserkerYes lmao, sanpaku eyes. I have the most hilarious video of myself belly dancing to beautiful liar looking in the face like Adam lanzaPosted by MidAtBestDo you have crazy eyes?
Lord have mercy I found all those Aerialview receipts including tons of DXP messages. posting in the incapacitated dxp dm affair thread but you can probably see them in my profile posts should that tickle your fancy
(nvm, my profiles broken too, one second)
He sent me multiple of Vino Bastians photos pretending to be him
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I had to look up who Adam Lanza is and what sanpaku means.
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I am, I have to go back to the strip club to reaudition tonight bc I got there too late last night. I thought owner would see me & not make me reaudition, but he scowled upon seeing me then a patron tried flirting w me & gave me $ 20 to show him my Bianca Censori dress & owner barked at me not to talk to their customers. So I'm terrified to show up tonight, plus I feel compelled to sneak around my poor sister since she doesn't support it. She loves me & is trying to bond w dinner before I move out Friday but I have to fast before stripping & get ready. I'm so sad to disappoint her & want the night over with.
Posted by MidAtBestPosted by Black-Ops-BerserkerPosted by MidAtBestI had to look up who Adam Lanza is and what sanpaku means.Posted by Black-Ops-BerserkerYes lmao, sanpaku eyes. I have the most hilarious video of myself belly dancing to beautiful liar looking in the face like Adam lanzaPosted by MidAtBestDo you have crazy eyes?
Lord have mercy I found all those Aerialview receipts including tons of DXP messages. posting in the incapacitated dxp dm affair thread but you can probably see them in my profile posts should that tickle your fancy
(nvm, my profiles broken too, one second)
He sent me multiple of Vino Bastians photos pretending to be him
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You seem manic currently
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I am, I have to go back to the strip club to reaudition tonight bc I got there too late last night. I thought owner would see me & not make me reaudition, but he scowled upon seeing me then a patron tried flirting w me & gave me $ 20 to show him my Bianca Censori dress & owner barked at me not to talk to their customers. So I'm terrified to show up tonight, plus I feel compelled to sneak around my poor sister since she doesn't support it. She loves me & is trying to bond w dinner before I move out Friday but I have to fast before stripping & get ready. I'm so sad to disappoint her & want the night over with.click to expand
Good luck.
Be confident in your body.
Posted by Black-Ops-BerserkerPosted by MidAtBestPosted by Black-Ops-BerserkerI am, I have to go back to the strip club to reaudition tonight bc I got there too late last night. I thought owner would see me & not make me reaudition, but he scowled upon seeing me then a patron tried flirting w me & gave me $ 20 to show him my Bianca Censori dress & owner barked at me not to talk to their customers. So I'm terrified to show up tonight, plus I feel compelled to sneak around my poor sister since she doesn't support it. She loves me & is trying to bond w dinner before I move out Friday but I have to fast before stripping & get ready. I'm so sad to disappoint her & want the night over with.Posted by MidAtBestI had to look up who Adam Lanza is and what sanpaku means.Posted by Black-Ops-BerserkerYes lmao, sanpaku eyes. I have the most hilarious video of myself belly dancing to beautiful liar looking in the face like Adam lanzaPosted by MidAtBestDo you have crazy eyes?
Lord have mercy I found all those Aerialview receipts including tons of DXP messages. posting in the incapacitated dxp dm affair thread but you can probably see them in my profile posts should that tickle your fancy
(nvm, my profiles broken too, one second)
He sent me multiple of Vino Bastians photos pretending to be him
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I'm almost there and left my hair wavy from the rain. I hope they think it's sexy too. Will tell you how it goes in a half hr or so
Also I confessed to my sister and expressed my feelings so we're good ❤️
Posted by Black-Ops-BerserkerPosted by MidAtBestPosted by Black-Ops-BerserkerI am, I have to go back to the strip club to reaudition tonight bc I got there too late last night. I thought owner would see me & not make me reaudition, but he scowled upon seeing me then a patron tried flirting w me & gave me $ 20 to show him my Bianca Censori dress & owner barked at me not to talk to their customers. So I'm terrified to show up tonight, plus I feel compelled to sneak around my poor sister since she doesn't support it. She loves me & is trying to bond w dinner before I move out Friday but I have to fast before stripping & get ready. I'm so sad to disappoint her & want the night over with.Posted by MidAtBestI had to look up who Adam Lanza is and what sanpaku means.Posted by Black-Ops-BerserkerYes lmao, sanpaku eyes. I have the most hilarious video of myself belly dancing to beautiful liar looking in the face like Adam lanzaPosted by MidAtBestDo you have crazy eyes?
Lord have mercy I found all those Aerialview receipts including tons of DXP messages. posting in the incapacitated dxp dm affair thread but you can probably see them in my profile posts should that tickle your fancy
(nvm, my profiles broken too, one second)
He sent me multiple of Vino Bastians photos pretending to be him
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You seem manic currently
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Good luck.
Be confident in your body.click to expand
I START FRIDAY!!!
it turns out the mean man yesterday wasn't the boss, it was his brother or smth
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Campfire
A flickering flame you fan
burns a million marshmallows,
Giving charred remains of passion
that blacken the night.
An entwined other summons the lover
to wrap-up in the darkened goo
of love's true delight.
I am free from the strain
Of forming words from my pain
Once eager ears do not deign
To hear the wrenchings from my brain.
No questioning looks come to me
When my eyes are filled with tragedy
In fact those glances seem to flee
When struck by my solemnity.
Perfect
The first time I saw you and looked into your eyes. You just felt right. A childhood friend I forgot I had. You feel comfortable. There you are! How are you?
What a odd thing to have with a stranger total stranger. You feel right and I don't und
This guy I have a massive crush on is skinny , tall, hairy , is a doctor and wears glasses 🤓, he also looks like he got a big cock , what’s his rising or sun sign y’all, I feel weird asking him
I was a shorty with a blocked throat chakra and for a long time, I never verbally defended myself the way I should. I never talked to my stepdad when I was a toddler, or much of anybody but my mom… I started talking to that guy when I was about 10 years-o
of literature (prose, poetry etc) reminds you of a certain sign? or maybe placement?
for example, this one reminds me of taurus men:
“The most terrifying force of death comes from the hands of Men who wanted to be left Alone. They try, so very hard, to
Is it for yourself? Or do you have aspirations of publishing?
Curious mind wants to know. :)
what did you do while visiting?
is the most memorable for you?
(and may have even shaped your present views)
that maybe every now and then you still think about it?
pls state your sun and mercury
mine was called 'master of the lake.' about this guy who was so poor that all his paren
--- its ending?
I tried to get rid of my ass. It came back. It came back cause I'm a 45 year old black woman.
So, I have to accept my ass. It's what comes with 40+ and black.
So, I wrote a poem of acceptance.
Ode to the Black Ass...
Got that black baptist church
I did not ask you to come into my life
“Here’s to us...”
Your goddamn lies!
You’re one day nectar
Your one day rye
Your one day high
The next day cry
Why did I let you into my zone?
I was totally fine with being alone
I was totally fine in my own happy
what happened to CC's topic of poetry sharing?
today is new
tomorrow's on it's way
here you are
here we are,
take some time
and bring on some shine
because the weekend's
here.
I am in a bed wrapped in sheets waiting for you coming out of the shower.
You come out and sit on my ass .
You hugging me while I am wrapped and massaging my back and I feel wanting to feel your skin on skin contact. But these sheets make me want to get
Something as simple as sitting next to you and noticing you slowly getting closer to me until your shoulder touches mine, I move closer to allow you into my space and lean in and rest my head on your shoulder.
I'm opening my heart and soul to you. 💕
I died once.
I was young ...and it was peaceful...I died in my sleep and didn't realize until I woke up.
Somewhere new and unfamiliar...
Away from everyone that I have ever known or loved left to start again.
I died once.
I was captured by a mons
Why don't we live,
When the boundaries are our own,
Why don't we live,
When the the storms are as real as our fears,
Why don't we live,
Suffocating free will due to social norm,
Why don't we live,
Treating happiness as currency, scarce and tough to
While many people run away from feelings, I love running into them. Deep into the core of my feelings, I love getting the sensation of cold feet when I see you, how my adrenaline rushes inside my body craving you, feeling my body shriver to your touch. Se
It ain't finished and it's a sketchy draft ...
its 91 pages so far ...
I kind of feel i have no talent.
http://www.smashwords.com/books/view/571162
You have to download it ..so sorry about that...
So is it shit ..boring or what??
Come on, peeps.
Do share :)
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