@WaterDevil
9 Years1,000+ PostsCancer
I think I love the Aqua
Understanding Aquarius Love Traits and Relationships
Aquarius individuals often value space, independence, and meaningful connections. They tend to approach love slowly and thoughtfully, prioritizing friendship and mutual respect before deepening their feelings. This approach helps build healthy relationships based on trust and understanding, making love feel natural and unforced over time.
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She even texted me later “I was so peaceful with you last night, and you fit right in to my routine.”
This made me LOL.
K.
She even texted me later “I was so peaceful with you last night, and you fit right in to my routine.”
This made me LOL.
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Haha too cute for you?
K.
You need a glass of water or something?
K.
You need a glass of water or something?
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I'm saying OK. Do you need glasses?
„I adore you“ is really precious
Sounds mature and healthy, I hope you don't let your fear getting the best of you. Enjoy the ride!
K.
You need a glass of water or something?
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I'm saying OK. Do you need glasses?
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K.
The fact that you love on everyone makes me think you’ve never really loved on anyone.
Meditate on that.
If it’s given freely, it really wasn’t hard to earn.
I don’t deal with people if I don’t love them Arielle. You got it all twisted but I don’t know why you’re so salty about me finally having something healthy in my life? Just because I’ve had past romantic mistakes doesn’t mean I can’t grow and properly show love to somebody. You stating that just makes me think that you are a hater the things that people can never grow from their experiences
The fact that you love on everyone makes me think you’ve never really loved on anyone.
Meditate on that.
If it’s given freely, it really wasn’t hard to earn.
I don’t deal with people if I don’t love them Arielle. You got it all twisted but I don’t know why you’re so salty about me finally having something healthy in my life? Just because I’ve had past romantic mistakes doesn’t mean I can’t grow and properly show love to somebody. You stating that just makes me think that you are a hater the things that people can never grow from their experiences
The fact that you love on everyone makes me think you’ve never really loved on anyone.
Meditate on that.
If it’s given freely, it really wasn’t hard to earn.
I don’t deal with people if I don’t love them Arielle. You got it all twisted but I don’t know why you’re so salty about me finally having something healthy in my life? Just because I’ve had past romantic mistakes doesn’t mean I can’t grow and properly show love to somebody. You stating that just makes me think that you are a hater the things that people can never grow from their experiences
K.
You need a glass of water or something?
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I'm saying OK. Do you need glasses?
K.
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I'll send you a pair.
The fact that you love on everyone makes me think you’ve never really loved on anyone.
Meditate on that.
If it’s given freely, it really wasn’t hard to earn.
Also, must be nice to have had the privilege to be shown how to love by the adults in your life. Which sounds like you have been shown a lot of love if you feel like you are different than myself. See someone like myself needs to go through experiences to understand how to love, doesn’t mean that we are in capable of love. Just something we need to learn to navigate around. But again I wouldn’t expect somebody with the privilege to have known how to love their whole life to understand where I’m coming from. My only goal in life is to give Love as much as possible because it lacked so much in my life. Take that how you will but I’ll never give up on love and I’ll never stop loving any and every person I choose to love. This is where people get it twisted, especially cancer signs . Love is a choice and an action. We choose to love and we can choose to do so however much we want to in our lives . There is a feminist book called “ all about love “. I recommend it. To anybody
Sounds mature and healthy, I hope you don't let your fear getting the best of you. Enjoy the ride!
Thank you! I’ve definitely been trying just to live moment to moment to moment and not focus so much on my past. As to not talk myself out of love. Simply put, this all feels worth it
The fact that you love on everyone makes me think you’ve never really loved on anyone.
Meditate on that.
If it’s given freely, it really wasn’t hard to earn.
I don’t deal with people if I don’t love them Arielle. You got it all twisted but I don’t know why you’re so salty about me finally having something healthy in my life? Just because I’ve had past romantic mistakes doesn’t mean I can’t grow and properly show love to somebody. You stating that just makes me think that you are a hater the things that people can never grow from their experiences
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Curious...what makes you think she's salty? Is it because she responds to what you put out all over the boards?
Just because someone offers an opinion that happens to be in the negative it makes them salty?
The fact that you love on everyone makes me think you’ve never really loved on anyone.
Meditate on that.
If it’s given freely, it really wasn’t hard to earn.
I don’t deal with people if I don’t love them Arielle. You got it all twisted but I don’t know why you’re so salty about me finally having something healthy in my life? Just because I’ve had past romantic mistakes doesn’t mean I can’t grow and properly show love to somebody. You stating that just makes me think that you are a hater the things that people can never grow from their experiences
Curious...what makes you think she's salty? Is it because she responds to what you put out all over the boards?
Just because someone offers an opinion that happens to be in the negative it makes them salty?
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Isn’t it obvious? It’s all context as to how she puts her opinion into words. Saying “meditate on that” is obviously condescending. In which case her offering me “ opinions “ It’s not for her engagement and interest in my topic of conversation, but merely the only other logical explanation would be that she is a hater I.e. Salty. Did that answer your question?
„I adore you“ is really precious
Awwwww ♥️♥️♥️
*But I held her all night while she was dreaming her dreams. And every inkling of my body just wanted to whisper “I love you” in her ear...*
Are you a Pisces sun or moon?
Awwww❤️
Not salty at all.
I just find you inauthentic.
I imagine you use those 3 words freely without knowing what they truly mean.
You always end up with some drama where you’ve been backed off, so you cling.
You actually seem like an emotional vampire.
Love whoever you want, but I hope your prey questions your codependency.
And doesn’t get sucked into your fantastical vortex.
Ok. Coming from a woman who literally has never educatedly rebutteled any of the last few conversations I’ve had with her. If you can even call them that. What are you trying to get out of this? Are you trying to shame me? What’s your deal? Because whenever I give you a response you could care less and go back to your original statement. How I “SEEEEEM” to you based on writing about love here and there is basically a projection of your own insecurities. You don’t ACTUALLLLY know me to assess my words enough to claim authenticity or lack there of. So if you arnt salty. And you arnt interested in my rebuttals. Than what is your interest— Come one, prove me wrong that you arnt a hater girllllll. There are DXPers on here who actually know me IRL. Ask them 😉 . Otherwise you don’t want to know the truth. Energy vamps, in my experience, are always the ones looking to call people out for being energy vamps. I mean look at what you are doing rn. Tryna drain Muh energy. And for WHATTTTTT— Hmm.... meditate on that.
The fact that you love on everyone makes me think you’ve never really loved on anyone.
Meditate on that.
If it’s given freely, it really wasn’t hard to earn.
I don’t deal with people if I don’t love them Arielle. You got it all twisted but I don’t know why you’re so salty about me finally having something healthy in my life? Just because I’ve had past romantic mistakes doesn’t mean I can’t grow and properly show love to somebody. You stating that just makes me think that you are a hater the things that people can never grow from their experiences
Curious...what makes you think she's salty? Is it because she responds to what you put out all over the boards?
Just because someone offers an opinion that happens to be in the negative it makes them salty?
Isn’t it obvious? It’s all context as to how she puts her opinion into words. Saying “meditate on that” is obviously condescending. In which case her offering me “ opinions “ It’s not for her engagement and interest in my topic of conversation, but merely the only other logical explanation would be that she is a hater I.e. Salty. Did that answer your question?
Objection.
I'm sorry, but no, it isn't logical. It would be logical if there were no other possible explanations left, which is rarely the case for non-deductive arguments. What you are doing is making a conclusion on the basis of what you see as sufficent evidence to justify a conclusion. There is nothing wrong with that as we all do it. Even science.
What is problematic is that one could argue that your evidence is not sufficent.
In practical terms there is a universally better way to handle this: ask the other person to clarify as that serves two purposes:
1. if there was unintentional tension or an misunderstanding it leaves room to sort that out
2. if the other side is indeed a "hater" they will keep doing it anyway and thereby strengthening your conclusion.
This however requires additional time and effort we don't always have which makes it understandable why someone would not do it all the time.
Unsolicited advice over and out.
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Thank you for this response. Sincerely. And I will say I agree with every ounce of what you are saying here. Now that said...
In light of you referencing “if the other side is indeed a "hater" they will keep doing it anyway and thereby strengthening your conclusion.” following the proper communication needed to understand the other side. This specific situation speaking of Arielle her self, is on the basis of her pattern. Coming in to my threads with some sort of opinion, in which I explain to her what I mean, ect ect since she seems like that’s what she is getting at, as well as asking her questions ect ect to get clarity as to why she said said thing ect ect. Her pattern has showed me continuing of the same behavior regardless, over and over, which leads me to believe she is a hater. Not just on the basis of this thread alone. Now please excuse my grammatical errors ect (English is not my first language) and that said, I even more so have to be careful to properly communicate with people, for I get misunderstood a lot and vice versa. But I truly try, and pride my self as being an open person as well. IRL I listen, I reflect, I debate with an open heart and mind. And so I try my best to understand where people are coming from, and in that, I’ve become more acquainted in gauging underlying reasons of unsolicited or even solicited advice, opinions ect that I am given. I’m not always right and I’ll admit that, but In this specific situation, it wasn’t for lack of trying to properly engage in return with her in the past. I can get receipts if necessary but that feels like too much emotional labor and not so necessary.
*But I held her all night while she was dreaming her dreams. And every inkling of my body just wanted to whisper “I love you” in her ear...*
Are you a Pisces sun or moon?
Awwww❤️
Actually no! She’s a Pisces moon and rising though. I’m
A cancer sun, sag moon, libra rising. And I adoreeee this watery water bearer 🥰
*But I held her all night while she was dreaming her dreams. And every inkling of my body just wanted to whisper “I love you” in her ear...*
Are you a Pisces sun or moon?
Awwww❤️
Actually no! She’s a Pisces moon and rising though. I’m
A cancer sun, sag moon, libra rising. And I adoreeee this watery water bearer 🥰
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My father had a Sag moon, he was extremely romantic 🙂
I was with an Aqua with Pisces Moon for a while and he was a die hard romantic...he wrote me loads of poetry and said lots of romantic things to me, but he wasn't so great with actions and was a stoner so tended to lose sight of reality, but I'm glad we met....
Just enjoy it whilst it lasts, we all know nothing lasts forever and it's lovely you can express your romantic side with her. All the men in my life adored me, I feel so grateful to have experienced that, some don't
❤️
ah you're a fellow love bomber like me
I love the smell of love bombs in the morning
DED
The love bombing thing
It's gotta be better than the hate, abuse and trolling in society, the latter seems to be an acceptable pastime ... 😐
Love
Not
Hate
I think if you vibing that well go for it and see where it takes you
For troubled Pisces moons (i find the placement hard for ppl) peace is paramount so that's a compliment
I think if you vibing that well go for it and see where it takes you
For troubled Pisces moons (i find the placement hard for ppl) peace is paramount so that's a compliment
“For troubled Pisces moons (i find the placement hard for ppl) peace is paramount so that's a compliment”
Good to know! I didn’t even realize that part. I’ve dealt with a lot of Pisces but never Pisces moons. I’m mostly just letting her show me who she is than try to assume. But so far we mesh well enough, I’m starting to really trust her a lot. And her me 🙂
I wanna hate this post. But I know it's only cause I have the same love at first sight issues you do and no one likes a reflection lmao....
I wanna hate this post. But I know it's only cause I have the same love at first sight issues you do and no one likes a reflection lmao....
Hahahaha! I feel the same way but it’s envy cause she doing something right with an Aqua that I never could! 😩😩🤣🤣🤣🤣
I wish her all the best though. I love hearing when things go good with Aquas.
Not salty at all.
I just find you inauthentic.
I imagine you use those 3 words freely without knowing what they truly mean.
You always end up with some drama where you’ve been backed off, so you cling.
You actually seem like an emotional vampire.
Love whoever you want, but I hope your prey questions your codependency.
And doesn’t get sucked into your fantastical vortex.
Ok. Coming from a woman who literally has never educatedly rebutteled any of the last few conversations I’ve had with her. If you can even call them that. What are you trying to get out of this? Are you trying to shame me? What’s your deal? Because whenever I give you a response you could care less and go back to your original statement. How I “SEEEEEM” to you based on writing about love here and there is basically a projection of your own insecurities. You don’t ACTUALLLLY know me to assess my words enough to claim authenticity or lack there of. So if you arnt salty. And you arnt interested in my rebuttals. Than what is your interest— Come one, prove me wrong that you arnt a hater girllllll. There are DXPers on here who actually know me IRL. Ask them 😉 . Otherwise you don’t want to know the truth. Energy vamps, in my experience, are always the ones looking to call people out for being energy vamps. I mean look at what you are doing rn. Tryna drain Muh energy. And for WHATTTTTT— Hmm.... meditate on that.
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Spoken like a true Narcissist.
ah you're a fellow love bomber like me
I love the smell of love bombs in the morning
I think most Cancers do the love bombing thing. Just to ease up and ignore you later once they secure you in the relationship. This is why so many women get confused by Cancer men.
Hopefully that’s not the case here though.
The love bombing thing
It's gotta be better than the hate, abuse and trolling in society, the latter seems to be an acceptable pastime ... 😐
Love
Not
Hate
"Love bombing" is not love. It's manipulation. It's what people with NPD are doing at the beginning of a relationship.
If someone is capable of love, they will feel love.
If you need to "think" yourself of being in love, you are not in love.
Narcissist are per definition incapable of love. What they feel is excitement and obsession at the beginning of a relationship, when they've "got a new toy". This feeling fades without becoming love.
See Quora for details.
Damn this thread went south real quick. If people don’t like what you post why are they even bothering .. with reading your post?
Anyways I ship cancers and aquas. 🙋🏻♀️
The love bombing thing
It's gotta be better than the hate, abuse and trolling in society, the latter seems to be an acceptable pastime ... 😐
Love
Not
Hate
"Love bombing" is not love. It's manipulation. It's what people with NPD are doing at the beginning of a relationship.
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Cheers Undine 😘
...but it's up to the recipient to suss that stuff out, if you allow that, you'll be bombed.....
If you're targeted by a narc, it's up to you to see that from the start...as I've said before....womens' intuition is a fine thing, use it well ladies...
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Damn this thread went south real quick. If people don’t like what you post why are they even bothering .. with reading your post?
Anyways I ship cancers and aquas. 🙋🏻♀️
....because people get off on criticising others...
Damn this thread went south real quick. If people don’t like what you post why are they even bothering .. with reading your post?
Anyways I ship cancers and aquas. 🙋🏻♀️
....because people get off on criticising others...
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I don’t see what the point is, there’s a mute button. If someone bothers you so much why take the few seconds out of your life to tell them? I don’t get it.
Damn this thread went south real quick. If people don’t like what you post why are they even bothering .. with reading your post?
Anyways I ship cancers and aquas. 🙋🏻♀️
I think they are a great match too. And the whole love bombing thing is actually what works well with Aquas. Aquas need to be secured quick or they move on.
Damn this thread went south real quick. If people don’t like what you post why are they even bothering .. with reading your post?
Anyways I ship cancers and aquas. 🙋🏻♀️
I think they are a great match too. And the whole love bombing thing is actually what works well with Aquas. Aquas need to be secured quick or they move on.
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I dated one and I’m with him again, long ass time (7 years total) they are great partners. I asked him out real quick too, a week of knowing him I loved him to death. 😂
Damn this thread went south real quick. If people don’t like what you post why are they even bothering .. with reading your post?
Anyways I ship cancers and aquas. 🙋🏻♀️
....because people get off on criticising others...
I don’t see what the point is, there’s a mute button. If someone bothers you so much why take the few seconds out of your life to tell them? I don’t get it.
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I can see what's going on. People use the internet to spew out their negative feelings ... "i have a shitty empty life or i'm having a shitty day so who can I dump on".
Cheaper than therapy.
Mental masturnation
Sad 👎🏻
Damn this thread went south real quick. If people don’t like what you post why are they even bothering .. with reading your post?
Anyways I ship cancers and aquas. 🙋🏻♀️
....because people get off on criticising others...
I don’t see what the point is, there’s a mute button. If someone bothers you so much why take the few seconds out of your life to tell them? I don’t get it.
I can see what's going on. People use the internet to spew out their negative feelings ... "i have a shitty empty life or i'm having a shitty day so who can I dump on".
Cheaper than therapy.
Mental masturnation
Sad 👎🏻
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It is sad. 😢
Damn this thread went south real quick. If people don’t like what you post why are they even bothering .. with reading your post?
Anyways I ship cancers and aquas. 🙋🏻♀️
I think they are a great match too. And the whole love bombing thing is actually what works well with Aquas. Aquas need to be secured quick or they move on.
I dated one and I’m with him again, long ass time (7 years total) they are great partners. I asked him out real quick too, a week of knowing him I loved him to death. 😂
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I wish I could do the love bombing thing but the way my feelings are set up ........
😩😩😩😩😜
Damn this thread went south real quick. If people don’t like what you post why are they even bothering .. with reading your post?
Anyways I ship cancers and aquas. 🙋🏻♀️
I think they are a great match too. And the whole love bombing thing is actually what works well with Aquas. Aquas need to be secured quick or they move on.
I dated one and I’m with him again, long ass time (7 years total) they are great partners. I asked him out real quick too, a week of knowing him I loved him to death. 😂
I wish I could do the love bombing thing but the way my feelings are set up ........
😩😩😩😩😜
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?!
What do you meaannn
Damn this thread went south real quick. If people don’t like what you post why are they even bothering .. with reading your post?
Anyways I ship cancers and aquas. 🙋🏻♀️
I think they are a great match too. And the whole love bombing thing is actually what works well with Aquas. Aquas need to be secured quick or they move on.
I dated one and I’m with him again, long ass time (7 years total) they are great partners. I asked him out real quick too, a week of knowing him I loved him to death. 😂
I wish I could do the love bombing thing but the way my feelings are set up ........
😩😩😩😩😜
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What do you meaannn
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I would never be able to love bomb. I can’t push fake feelings first, just to get what I want.
Cancers barely know a person and can move mountains for them to secure the deal. Lol.
Love just doesn’t come that quickly for me so I lose out with Aquas. It ends up seeming like a game because I take things too slow.
*But I held her all night while she was dreaming her dreams. And every inkling of my body just wanted to whisper “I love you” in her ear...*
Are you a Pisces sun or moon?
Awwww❤️
Actually no! She’s a Pisces moon and rising though. I’m
A cancer sun, sag moon, libra rising. And I adoreeee this watery water bearer 🥰
My father had a Sag moon, he was extremely romantic 🙂
I was with an Aqua with Pisces Moon for a while and he was a die hard romantic...he wrote me loads of poetry and said lots of romantic things to me, but he wasn't so great with actions and was a stoner so tended to lose sight of reality, but I'm glad we met....
Just enjoy it whilst it lasts, we all know nothing lasts forever and it's lovely you can express your romantic side with her. All the men in my life adored me, I feel so grateful to have experienced that, some don't
❤️
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You are so sweet. Those people in your life sound very lovely. And your father xo. I definitely am coming to terms that things don’t last and we must just enjoy the memories we are blessed in life to receive, for however long they are in our lives. Something I’m working on to overcome my issues with loss ect.
I love that she allows me to show her my romantic sides. And that we both communicate our love languages very well and in a considerate manner. We both just want to show one another that we care about the other’s emotional and romantic needs. And I’ve learned that you show love. And by giving love that you are acting upon it. It’s an action. And she has been very good in giving me my love languages (I.e physical touch and quality time). And it’s very easy for me to give her hers, Which are acts of service and words of affirmation. Easy because those things are always a pleasure for me to give, I like to be of service, and I appreciate her receptiveness to words and appreciation of them, for it’s my nature to tell people how much I’m in to them ect. I’ve struggled a lot with being insecure about my own expressions of love, and her languages are exactly the ones I enjoy to give. Yesterday morning actually when we woke up and I was in her room writing. I was writing somewhat about her and the evening prior. And she always wanted to hear my work (Rythms, poems, and songs). So I recited her my rhythm when she came in to the room to check on me. I love doing that cute shit and romance and all that corny shit. And she allows me to be me and celebrates who I am and I do with who she is, and I am eternally great Fil for that. And I as well show as much support as I can for all that makes her happy. Her passions, her career, school ect. Help nurture (like the crab I am lol). ♥️
The fact that you love on everyone makes me think you’ve never really loved on anyone.
Meditate on that.
If it’s given freely, it really wasn’t hard to earn.
Also, must be nice to have had the privilege to be shown how to love by the adults in your life. Which sounds like you have been shown a lot of love if you feel like you are different than myself. See someone like myself needs to go through experiences to understand how to love, doesn’t mean that we are in capable of love. Just something we need to learn to navigate around. But again I wouldn’t expect somebody with the privilege to have known how to love their whole life to understand where I’m coming from. My only goal in life is to give Love as much as possible because it lacked so much in my life. Take that how you will but I’ll never give up on love and I’ll never stop loving any and every person I choose to love. This is where people get it twisted, especially cancer signs . Love is a choice and an action. We choose to love and we can choose to do so however much we want to in our lives . There is a feminist book called “ all about love “. I recommend it. To anybody
Dont mind what @Arielle83 said she was sweet in the beginning when she was asking about advice on her scorpio who she eventually married to stay in the usa and she became mean afterwards, but like they say if you dont have anything nice to say keep it to yourself, and for you and your lady all love and luck in the world xoxo
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Thank you!
I wanna hate this post. But I know it's only cause I have the same love at first sight issues you do and no one likes a reflection lmao....
Haha that’s real. Well I appreciate that you arnt being a hater xo
I wanna hate this post. But I know it's only cause I have the same love at first sight issues you do and no one likes a reflection lmao....
Hahahaha! I feel the same way but it’s envy cause she doing something right with an Aqua that I never could! 😩😩🤣🤣🤣🤣
I wish her all the best though. I love hearing when things go good with Aquas.
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Thank you for noticing that.. I never used to do the right thing. Always the wrong thing and I am trying really really hard to learn from my past and grow from my past. I’ve put in a lot of work so it means a lot to hear people notice those new qualities.
I wanna hate this post. But I know it's only cause I have the same love at first sight issues you do and no one likes a reflection lmao....
Hahahaha! I feel the same way but it’s envy cause she doing something right with an Aqua that I never could! 😩😩🤣🤣🤣🤣
I wish her all the best though. I love hearing when things go good with Aquas.
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Thank you for noticing that.. I never used to do the right thing. Always the wrong thing and I am trying really really hard to learn from my past and grow from my past. I’ve put in a lot of work so it means a lot to hear people notice those new qualities.
Not salty at all.
I just find you inauthentic.
I imagine you use those 3 words freely without knowing what they truly mean.
You always end up with some drama where you’ve been backed off, so you cling.
You actually seem like an emotional vampire.
Love whoever you want, but I hope your prey questions your codependency.
And doesn’t get sucked into your fantastical vortex.
Ok. Coming from a woman who literally has never educatedly rebutteled any of the last few conversations I’ve had with her. If you can even call them that. What are you trying to get out of this? Are you trying to shame me? What’s your deal? Because whenever I give you a response you could care less and go back to your original statement. How I “SEEEEEM” to you based on writing about love here and there is basically a projection of your own insecurities. You don’t ACTUALLLLY know me to assess my words enough to claim authenticity or lack there of. So if you arnt salty. And you arnt interested in my rebuttals. Than what is your interest— Come one, prove me wrong that you arnt a hater girllllll. There are DXPers on here who actually know me IRL. Ask them 😉 . Otherwise you don’t want to know the truth. Energy vamps, in my experience, are always the ones looking to call people out for being energy vamps. I mean look at what you are doing rn. Tryna drain Muh energy. And for WHATTTTTT— Hmm.... meditate on that.
Spoken like a true Narcissist.
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Are you one of those who loosely throws the word “narcissist” around whenever you have a feeling someone is acting on ego? Cause I’m that case 90% of the population are narcissists. I was raised by narcissists and have worked with a therapist for a long long time in convincing my self I wasn’t like my parents, and was assured I was simply not shown anything of the opposite by those who were supposed to guide me. And I’m not gonna go in to the actions that make me everything BUT. However I will say that I put in the work to be a kind, compassionate human. Including learning the skills I wasn’t taught. And the mere fact that I WANT to do that should be telling. But I’m sure you’ll assume whatever you want of me based on very little evidence.
As someone who was abused by narcissists her whole life, I suggest being mindful throwing that word around loosely.
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The other night I slept over and couldn’t sleep. But I held her all night while she was dreaming her dreams. And every inkling of my body just wanted to whisper “I love you” in her ear... and when she’s awake I just replace that phrase.. “I ADORE you” I’ll say, just as to not slip up. (Learned that trick from a friend lol).
As some of you who have kept track of my love life, you’ll know I either fall in love first sight, or not at all... but this aqua... well everything we have been doing thus far has been so healthy. And slowwwww. With LOTS and space.
When we woke up this morning for example; she got up at 6 and started getting ready for her day. Shortly after I got up and staid in her room to do my rituals (meditate, cleanse, write, smoke ect.)
We were by ourselves but together at the same time. In the same space, but not in each other’s space.
She even texted me later “I was so peaceful with you last night, and you fit right in to my routine.”
Ugh.. I’m just so afraid of love at this point... and I know we both are definitely not trying to jump in to things rn, for our own reasons. And we’ve talked about that. And I know, that love has no time frame. But I don’t know, maybe it’s not love quite yet? But whatever this is... it’s ok it feels like it’s on its way. Either way I’ll take it for what it is right now. So far. So good. So fun. Xo