
Hmm.. IDK what to say.. Hope your fire burns bigger again š


Posted by RumiLI sure it will. thank you
Hmm.. IDK what to say.. Hope your fire burns bigger again š


Posted by spurI so agree with that. š
You enjoy time with other Aries, because Aries is the best of course! why else? š
We rock. That's all there is to it. We can bite each others heads off and then laugh all in the space of 10 minutes. It doesn't get any less boring than that! š

Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428
Hey so @Op So what's happening hot stuff?

Posted by sakuraflowersThe first has to be decision i made in the past that effect me now. I made decision that were best for my family but turned out were not so good for me. Second would be my body. i had a tumor in my thyroid when i was younger. It has not been the same since. I cant get that adrenaline high any more. it was a big help with dealing with stress. I have a Vigo mother and a Virgo husband I would end up doing things their way or they would be upset about something and i would stop what i was doing and take care of it. I would say 'suck it up', 'keep going' or bounce back. After i lost my shop i cried for 4 months straight, every day. It was like my whole life and everything that happened to me came crashing down on me. My mother and husband were no help at all, they were just making it worst for me. I love them , but one thing is, they sure do not know how to support me or help me. After that i just couldn't seem to get anything to work like i use too. Stuff i love to do just was not working anymore. Stuff that was me was just gone. I tried to stay strong but one hit after another, even small stuff seem to effect me badly. it all just build up over time. There is more to all this, but would make this post to long lol. So now i find myself not being able to bounce back, not able to solve problems, not able to enjoy the things that helped me out, my body took such a beating its having a very hard time. I am worried about the decisions i make, even stupid small ones. Then i started to get a little spark feeling in me from playing video games with an Aries guy and i want more. So i found this forum and made this post. So maybe hearing others stories and what they did might help me.Posted by WitchmitchAriesWhat's making you feel trapped?Posted by Ram416sorry i dont know my placements. I just know i feel like i have been trapped
I'm curious now about your other placements. You're my exact astro twin btw.
I have Mercury oppo. Moon, Uranus and NN. Having a Gem rising doesn't help either. (Or maybe it does, depending on how you utilise it).click to expand

Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428Working on getting my 'HotStuff' back. lol How are youPosted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428
Hey so @Op So what's happening hot stuff?click to expand

Posted by LilianniI do, i really do. Who wants to take me on one? lol
I have Aries moon
ADVENTURE you need it for your soul

Posted by WitchmitchAriesOne day at a time, pace yourself no hurry.Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428Working on getting my 'HotStuff' back. lol How are youPosted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428
Hey so @Op So what's happening hot stuff?click to expand


Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428
@Op I'm gud better now thanks too, and About to sleep some. Lol...
So do you currently exercise alittle and eat alittle more healthier too? It helps too btw.

Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428I have been working on that stuff this past year. I think its getting around the mental stuff now. Which i was very good at doing before but now seems harder to do. Then i just get mad at myself because know what everyone is saying on this post is true.Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428
@Op I'm gud better now thanks too, and About to sleep some. Lol...
So do you currently exercise alittle and eat alittle more healthier too? It helps too btw.click to expand

Posted by LillyPetalYou are so right about the scenery, been living in the same place for 23 years. I so know that thing in the head. My is 'what will this do to my family?' then i am stop in my tracks. How do i get over that? I cant seem to find a good balances between me and them
Do something you've been wanting to do, but haven't!
I've been there, and before I began to make the changes I wanted to make, my fire burned blue, and I did some potentially harmful things.
You need a change in scenery! You know that thing in your head that is weighing down your heart? Yes, that. Do something about it. *fist bump*

Posted by WitchmitchAriesI tell myself that they will get over it, that they will accept it, that they will deal.Posted by LillyPetalYou are so right about the scenery, been living in the same place for 23 years. I so know that thing in the head. My is 'what will this do to my family?' then i am stop in my tracks. How do i get over that? I cant seem to find a good balances between me and them
Do something you've been wanting to do, but haven't!
I've been there, and before I began to make the changes I wanted to make, my fire burned blue, and I did some potentially harmful things.
You need a change in scenery! You know that thing in your head that is weighing down your heart? Yes, that. Do something about it. *fist bump*click to expand

Posted by WitchmitchAriesMove to Canada. š
You are so right about the scenery, been living in the same place for 23 years. I so know that thing in the head. My is 'what will this do to my family?' then i am stop in my tracks. How do i get over that? I cant seem to find a good balances between me and them

Posted by Ram416lol to cold, I am a desert Rat. but would be nice to visit.Posted by WitchmitchAriesMove to Canada. š
You are so right about the scenery, been living in the same place for 23 years. I so know that thing in the head. My is 'what will this do to my family?' then i am stop in my tracks. How do i get over that? I cant seem to find a good balances between me and themclick to expand

Posted by sakuraflowersNo a Wild West Girl. lolPosted by Ram416OP could already be in Canada for all anyone knows šPosted by WitchmitchAriesMove to Canada. š
You are so right about the scenery, been living in the same place for 23 years. I so know that thing in the head. My is 'what will this do to my family?' then i am stop in my tracks. How do i get over that? I cant seem to find a good balances between me and themclick to expand

Posted by sakuraflowersThere is this dream i have had since i was a little girl. Its a big one too. if i follow it; it could take me from my family. most likely it will. its big and very crazy. lol but the dream is like deep inside me and wont let go. is that stupid, crazy maybe? it kinda sounds stupid.
@WitchmitchAries
"My is 'what will this do to my family?' then i am stop in my tracks."
---> The reverse side of the same coin: "What could this do for my family?"

Posted by sakuraflowersMaybe, maybe not šPosted by Ram416OP could already be in Canada for all anyone knows šPosted by WitchmitchAriesMove to Canada. š
You are so right about the scenery, been living in the same place for 23 years. I so know that thing in the head. My is 'what will this do to my family?' then i am stop in my tracks. How do i get over that? I cant seem to find a good balances between me and themclick to expand

Posted by AliensusedourbogrollNo 'Wild Desert Rat'. I have rode horses but no cattle thingys. lolPosted by WitchmitchAriesCowgirl?Posted by sakuraflowersNo a Wild West Girl. lolPosted by Ram416OP could already be in Canada for all anyone knows šPosted by WitchmitchAriesMove to Canada. š
You are so right about the scenery, been living in the same place for 23 years. I so know that thing in the head. My is 'what will this do to my family?' then i am stop in my tracks. How do i get over that? I cant seem to find a good balances between me and them
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Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428
@Op Move to USA of Cali.


Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428I have done that bear back many times when i was a girl. lol
Giddy up.


Posted by WitchmitchAriesSlow and steady wins the race..Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428I have done that bear back mean times when i was a girl. lol
Giddy up.click to expand



Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428fast and furious is more fun thoughPosted by WitchmitchAriesSlow and steady wins the race..Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428I have done that bear back mean times when i was a girl. lol
Giddy up.click to expand

Posted by WitchmitchAriesBoth is quite simple.Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428fast and furious is more fun thoughPosted by WitchmitchAriesSlow and steady wins the race..Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428I have done that bear back mean times when i was a girl. lol
Giddy up.click to expand

Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428thats so funny. I have a sister in Cal and guess what? She a Taurus too
@Op Anyways California is okay it's so expensive but it's manageable and can find cheap apartments, and there are lots of jobs, restaurants, Taurus, amusement parks, etc
. Anyhow maybe travel next year and be a bucket list for you, and see what's going on maybe you could change location.

Posted by WitchmitchAriesHaha you caught that, hehe. Anyways how is your relationship with her? For the most part.Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428thats so funny. I have a sister in Cal and guess what? She a Taurus too
@Op Anyways California is okay it's so expensive but it's manageable and can find cheap apartments, and there are lots of jobs, restaurants, Taurus, amusement parks, etc
. Anyhow maybe travel next year and be a bucket list for you, and see what's going on maybe you could change location.click to expand


Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428yea there have been really great points. I think the biggest thing is that everyone gets what i am talking about. I not so crazy now. lol I have been putting a lot of thought into what everyone has said. Again i think the biggest help was being understood.
@Op You have some good points from other users here. Take time, Space, and come up with a plan a, b, and c....Make a prospective list of pros and cons, and be patient, things should look better but only you will know what to do when it arises.


Posted by AliensusedourbogrollYes i have, i love it. been a long time since i have had some. i dont hunt them no more because they are having a hard time with all the building going on here.Posted by WitchmitchAriesHave you eaten rattle snake roasted on an open fire?Posted by AliensusedourbogrollNo 'Wild Desert Rat'. I have rode horses but no cattle thingys. lolPosted by WitchmitchAriesCowgirl?Posted by sakuraflowersNo a Wild West Girl. lolPosted by Ram416OP could already be in Canada for all anyone knows šPosted by WitchmitchAriesMove to Canada. š
You are so right about the scenery, been living in the same place for 23 years. I so know that thing in the head. My is 'what will this do to my family?' then i am stop in my tracks. How do i get over that? I cant seem to find a good balances between me and them
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Posted by WitchmitchAriesYeah I am like that too and get riled up like that too much so I know. Just throwing it out there when you figure it all out. Let us know.
The funny thing about patients is people tall me i am one of the most patient person they ever met. But i dont feel patient, my insides are turn and boiling, all i am doing is biting my tongue. lol my poor tongue

Posted by WitchmitchAriesWhat is your mercury? And what house is it?Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428yea there have been really great points. I think the biggest thing is that everyone gets what i am talking about. I not so crazy now. lol I have been putting a lot of thought into what everyone has said. Again i think the biggest help was being understood.
@Op You have some good points from other users here. Take time, Space, and come up with a plan a, b, and c....Make a prospective list of pros and cons, and be patient, things should look better but only you will know what to do when it arises.click to expand

Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428Thank you so much.Posted by WitchmitchAriesYeah I am like that too and get riled up like that too much so I know. Just throwing it out there when you figure it all out. Let us know.
The funny thing about patients is people tall me i am one of the most patient person they ever met. But i dont feel patient, my insides are turn and boiling, all i am doing is biting my tongue. lol my poor tongueclick to expand

Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428Sun 22 Ari 57'34"Posted by WitchmitchAriesWhat is your mercury? And what house is it?Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428yea there have been really great points. I think the biggest thing is that everyone gets what i am talking about. I not so crazy now. lol I have been putting a lot of thought into what everyone has said. Again i think the biggest help was being understood.
@Op You have some good points from other users here. Take time, Space, and come up with a plan a, b, and c....Make a prospective list of pros and cons, and be patient, things should look better but only you will know what to do when it arises.click to expand


Posted by sakuraflowersyour right it does and i have told they many times, they think its silly and do that 'pat on the head' thing. My husband really did pat me on the head. š¢Posted by WitchmitchAriesI don't think any dream is stupid. š But I think if it involves a big decision, then perhaps it warrants inputs from family members, so they don't feel left out of this decision process.Posted by sakuraflowersThere is this dream i have had since i was a little girl. Its a big one too. if i follow it; it could take me from my family. most likely it will. its big and very crazy. lol but the dream is like deep inside me and wont let go. is that stupid, crazy maybe? it kinda sounds stupid.
@WitchmitchAries
"My is 'what will this do to my family?' then i am stop in my tracks."
---> The reverse side of the same coin: "What could this do for my family?"click to expand

Posted by bricklemarkI am not secretive, I am a open book and very expressive. sometime too over expressive, so i have been told, lol. I am very good at keeping others secrets though. 'not my place to say' type of thing. But i have not had any fun for years till i started play video games with this Aries guy. Which got me think of finding others who would get what i am talking about.
I'd think it's your scorpio moon, you are secretive, you don't express or recognise your emotions, so something happened beneath the surface, that you noticed on a very light subconscious level. Think back to when you last had fun.

Posted by Aliensusedourbogrollits got a sweet taste to it. but one thing is good they breed well in captivity.Posted by WitchmitchAriesThat's soooooo cool! Not the bit about their habitat disappearing though.Posted by AliensusedourbogrollYes i have, i love it. been a long time since i have had some. i dont hunt them no more because they are having a hard time with all the building going on here.Posted by WitchmitchAriesHave you eaten rattle snake roasted on an open fire?Posted by AliensusedourbogrollNo 'Wild Desert Rat'. I have rode horses but no cattle thingys. lolPosted by WitchmitchAriesCowgirl?Posted by sakuraflowersNo a Wild West Girl. lolPosted by Ram416OP could already be in Canada for all anyone knows šPosted by WitchmitchAriesMove to Canada. š
You are so right about the scenery, been living in the same place for 23 years. I so know that thing in the head. My is 'what will this do to my family?' then i am stop in my tracks. How do i get over that? I cant seem to find a good balances between me and them
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Posted by sakuraflowersIts such a pain because they cant see it. so they just keep pushing their luck then when you do blow, they are like 'what are you making such a big deal for?' Really? šPosted by WitchmitchAriesSame here. I get frustrated really easily. š Just that often, none of it comes out.
The funny thing about patients is people tall me i am one of the most patient person they ever met. But i dont feel patient, my insides are turn and boiling, all i am doing is biting my tongue. lol my poor tongueclick to expand

Posted by WitchmitchAriesPosted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428Sun 22 Ari 57'34"Posted by WitchmitchAriesWhat is your mercury? And what house is it?Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428yea there have been really great points. I think the biggest thing is that everyone gets what i am talking about. I not so crazy now. lol I have been putting a lot of thought into what everyone has said. Again i think the biggest help was being understood.
@Op You have some good points from other users here. Take time, Space, and come up with a plan a, b, and c....Make a prospective list of pros and cons, and be patient, things should look better but only you will know what to do when it arises.
Moon 23 Sco 18'20"
Mercury 3 Tau 0'31"r
Venus 17 Pis 51'53"
Mars 18Cap 55'31"
Jupiter 5 Sag 46'17"r
Saturn 21 Tau 39'32"
Uranus 11 Lib 2' 6"r
Neptune 2 Sag 40'46"r
Pluto 27 Vir 42'59"r
True Node 21 Aqu 31'10"
Chiron 10 Ari 33'52"
not sure on the house. got that cart thingy. dont know how to up load it or read itclick to expand

Posted by sakuraflowersWow i do do that. its like it makes no since going their with them if they are not going to try and understand when i have gone out of my way to understand them. I will try, but thats really feeling like something that would be very very hard for me to do. because all the times i have tried in the past. I cant help feeling i am banging my head against a wall with it.Posted by WitchmitchAriesSorry to hear that. š¢Posted by sakuraflowersyour right it does and i have told they many times, they think its silly and do that 'pat on the head' thing. My husband really did pat me on the head. š¢Posted by WitchmitchAriesI don't think any dream is stupid. š But I think if it involves a big decision, then perhaps it warrants inputs from family members, so they don't feel left out of this decision process.Posted by sakuraflowersThere is this dream i have had since i was a little girl. Its a big one too. if i follow it; it could take me from my family. most likely it will. its big and very crazy. lol but the dream is like deep inside me and wont let go. is that stupid, crazy maybe? it kinda sounds stupid.
@WitchmitchAries
"My is 'what will this do to my family?' then i am stop in my tracks."
---> The reverse side of the same coin: "What could this do for my family?"
I think though, if it means a lot to you and it's not impossible to do, I think you should still go for it. š I think your family would understand and support you eventually.
Taurus Mercury have a tendency to close off from people if it's believed those people don't understand. I think maybe you could still try to help them understand why it's important to you. šclick to expand


Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428My emotion can get very crazy, so i work real hard to keep them under control because i know for a fact my family cant handle them, and i spend most of time saying sorry to them for just being me. I did have a boyfriend when i was a teen, he loved my crazy emotional roller coaster, he would push my buttons just to get me all worked up too. lol I thought he was just a jerk but for some reason that is the thing i miss the most about him. I always felt better after it.
@Op And your emotions ( moon) are higher than your Mercury degrees of communication habits.
So you will be closed off some and wonder why everyone is just weird or not getting you. They don't understand and neither do you..when we hit rock bottom with the Mercury, retrogrades, and emotions it takes a toll.
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