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@Canbullrius can you make threads?

Ahhhh December 1st !!!! My fav month !! Fav time of year !!!! Woke up happy today feeling good fully rested ready to tackle this day !!!!

To do:

1. Work out

2. Work hard

3. Drink my coffee

4. Finish up the house

5. Get done with laundry

6. Hit the book store

7. Read up on some material

8. Catch some lunch

9. Take out the Christmas lights

10. Work some more tonight

It irritates me when dysfunctional people complain to me, ask me for advise, cry to other people around them and do nothing to get better! They keep having bad things happening to them yet learn nothing and keep acting the same way attracting the same kind of experience! And you can only avoid them so much when they work with you. People, take care of yourself and stop enjoying being a victim!

Is it just me or is the sky just beautiful!!!— Look up people !!!

I'm so mutable. Sometimes I don't even know what I want.

.. I was born in the arms of imaginary friends... Ohhhh half of my heart has a grip on the situation, half of my heart takes time... Half of my hearts got a right mind to tell you that I can't keep loving you OHHH with half of my heart.

I was made to believe I'd never love somebody else... Made a plan, stayed a man that can only love himself. Lonely was the song I sang, till the day you came... Showing me another way and all that my love can bring..

Your faith, Is strong, But I can only fall short for so long. Down the road, later on, you will hate that I never gave more to you... Than half of my heart..

But I can't stop loving you... With half of my heart...

—

Half of my hearts got the right mind to tell you that half of my heart won't do...

Half of my heart is a shotgun wedding to a bride with a paper ring..

And half of my heart is a part of a man whose never truly loved anything....

??

Oh half of my heart

If y'all don't know ^ that's a song..

Sigh why am I so mutable.

Every single time I get the vibe that a guy may start to develop feelings for me I pull away. I get scared of commitment and that's not nice.

But here I am wanting a man.

I need to get my life together sigh



SighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhggggggiiisssssssssS

Half of my hearts got a real good imagination and half of my heart has you

And half of my heart is a part of a man whose truly never loved anything

Boy does this speak to me.

Sometimes I feel like a souless bitccch.

But other times all I wanna do is cuddle with someone and give them little back massages and run my fingers through his hair. And awe ): I am sad.

Partner in crime = happy sunset...

There's this Aries and he is so funny and we have the same type of humor and he laughs at my jokes just like I laugh at his and that makes me comfortable.

And if I am comfortable with someone that's so nice

I'm rambling now and I'm sure no one cares but

Posted by Lord-Paladin

Posted by Sunsetvirgo
Half of my hearts got a real good imagination and half of my heart has you

And half of my heart is a part of a man whose truly never loved anything

Boy does this speak to me.

Sometimes I feel like a souless bitccch.

But other times all I wanna do is cuddle with someone and give them little back massages and run my fingers through his hair. And awe ): I am sad.

Can you identify what causes you to shift away in particular examples? What was going on internally to cause that ambivalence?

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Well half of it is that I am scared of commitment.. Like I'm going to have to make time for this person and text this person... And idk I like my me time. Honestly I don't even like cuddling haha

The other part of is I'm just scared. Why would anyone like me like that ? Like how would I go from there? I get awkward when someone confesses their feelings to me. Nothing personal I'm just...

I don't know..

Honestly I don't know. I really don't understand myself.

I have sag Mars/rising/moon and Virgo sun

And I'm so mutable. I don't really have an answer for you. I'm sorry ):

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Posted by Sunsetvirgo
I'm rambling now and I'm sure no one cares but

Rambling or no, I'm listening.

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Thank you 🙂

Hmm

I need to get myself together

BUUUUUTTTT

OOOOHHHHH

WHY

WHY

WHY

WHY

WHYWONTANYONELOVEMEIAMSOALONE

BUTIALWAYSACTSOBUBBLYALLTHETIME

IM NOT BUBBLY

IM SAD

I WANT A HUG

BUT I DONT

I need a pat on the head and

OOOOOOOOH

HHHHHH

OOOOHHH

OHHKFKRKDODNSODNKDFIDNSSNSKDNDJ. TEARS

Posted by Lord-Paladin

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Posted by Lord-Paladin

Posted by Sunsetvirgo
Half of my hearts got a real good imagination and half of my heart has you

And half of my heart is a part of a man whose truly never loved anything

Boy does this speak to me.

Sometimes I feel like a souless bitccch.

But other times all I wanna do is cuddle with someone and give them little back massages and run my fingers through his hair. And awe ): I am sad.

Can you identify what causes you to shift away in particular examples? What was going on internally to cause that ambivalence?

Well half of it is that I am scared of commitment.. Like I'm going to have to make time for this person and text this person... And idk I like my me time. Honestly I don't even like cuddling haha

The other part of is I'm just scared. Why would anyone like me like that ? Like how would I go from there? I get awkward when someone confesses their feelings to me. Nothing personal I'm just...

I don't know..

Honestly I don't know. I really don't understand myself.

I have sag Mars/rising/moon and Virgo sun

And I'm so mutable. I don't really have an answer for you. I'm sorry ):

No need for an apology; it's not a personal failing to be unable to pinpoint the source of a problem, it just means maybe you don't know where to look. Would you like help finding the breadcrumb trail?

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I suppose so (:

I mean I've always known I've had a commitment problem. I was in a relationship with a Leo and I was so in love. But then it ended and I'm not sure if I'll ever find that with someone else and even if I do I'm scared that I'm going to ruin it because I'll neglect them because I like my me time. And I don't want to neglect them.

Sigh.

I need some milk

It's weird.

I want someone who's like my best friend, but I don't want to be in a relationship. Like maybe best friend with benefits because I don't want to hold them back from someone who can love them much better than I can.

But then I don't because I'll be losing someone that I care deeply about and may even love.

But I kinda suck at loving. I'm not very emotional.

I'm more of the adventure or thoughtful lover. Laughing lover. Not very emotional.

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Posted by Sunsetvirgo
I need a pat on the head and

OOOOOOOOH

HHHHHH

OOOOHHH

OHHKFKRKDODNSODNKDFIDNSSNSKDNDJ. TEARS

*chuckles

virgo hug 🤗

go get some sag optimism from your rising

i always rely on my libra placements to get me out of a bad mood

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I know I know. Thank you for the hug btw (:

My sag placements are back handing me and telling me to snap out of it. But my Virgo sun is out to play and boy is it vicious.

I am overthinking to the max and I hate it.

It's so bad I can't even think of any jokes to laugh at myself about 😢

Posted by Lord-Paladin

Posted by Sunsetvirgo
It's weird.

I want someone who's like my best friend, but I don't want to be in a relationship. Like maybe best friend with benefits because I don't want to hold them back from someone who can love them much better than I can.

But then I don't because I'll be losing someone that I care deeply about and may even love.

But I kinda suck at loving. I'm not very emotional.

I'm more of the adventure or thoughtful lover. Laughing lover. Not very emotional.

Seems to me that the core of your dilemma is primarily emotional in nature. Pardon if I miss my guess, but I get the impression you're a younger gal, yes? That sort of breakup can be very hard for anybody, but particularly for a younger person. Would you mind if I take a look at your natal chart so I can try and get a better sense of what drives you? Before I can begin to understand why the device is malfunctioning, I've gotta understand the wiring, y'know?

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Okay (:

I'm not sure how to post it though ¿

But yes I am a younger gal actually. About to go off to college. The older I get though it seems like I identify more with my sag placements

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Posted by Sunsetvirgo
It's weird.

I want someone who's like my best friend, but I don't want to be in a relationship. Like maybe best friend with benefits because I don't want to hold them back from someone who can love them much better than I can.

But then I don't because I'll be losing someone that I care deeply about and may even love.

But I kinda suck at loving. I'm not very emotional.

I'm more of the adventure or thoughtful lover. Laughing lover. Not very emotional.

Seems to me that the core of your dilemma is primarily emotional in nature. Pardon if I miss my guess, but I get the impression you're a younger gal, yes? That sort of breakup can be very hard for anybody, but particularly for a younger person. Would you mind if I take a look at your natal chart so I can try and get a better sense of what drives you? Before I can begin to understand why the device is malfunctioning, I've gotta understand the wiring, y'know?

Okay (:

I'm not sure how to post it though ¿

But yes I am a younger gal actually. About to go off to college. The older I get though it seems like I identify more with my sag placements

Well, plug your natal info into the chart generator on astro.com and then click on the chart. It'll open the chart again in a separate window; right-click on the image and click on the "Copy Image URL" option. You can post that link directly into a reply on here and the forum actually automatically parses it into an image. (Which I thought was kinda handy.)

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Hmm well I'm on my phone but lemme see

^ WOT

WHY IS THE TAURUS SIGN THERE

So I pressed the natal chart and I copied the image and pasted it AND BAM

WOT THE

WOTS GOINFON

Posted by Canbullrius

Posted by Sunsetvirgo
WHY IS THE TAURUS SIGN THERE

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DO U SEE DIS

Okay lemme try one more time

What is going on. Why is the sag sign now coming up

Posted by Amethysst
I'm so nervous to go through with my studies and become a FNP, that's one step down from becoming a doctor...

IM FREAKING OUT!!!! ??

What if I fail? What if my grades are not top notch?? What if i get shitty professors regardless of using ratemyprofessor?? What if I can't retain all the information?? What if I don't graduate?!?!!?

Wow! I hope you do really well! I'm sure you'll do great 🙂

But seriously do any of you see dis .

Lemme try one more time

WOTHRKWODJDKS

Well I guess I'll just have to

https://media.tenor.co/images/5785328f7867f4b93d52b613c76bb93a/raw

WOT DJOWNDKD^

^ oh but that one would post hm okay

Posted by yupvirgoo
@Sunsetvirgo

wtff are you doin? you're hilarious

roflmao

I was trying to post my natal chart but it's posting signs idk — Pls help LMFAOO

LMFAOO I'm such a goofball.

Alright y'all I'm out of my funk

Take care xoxoxo gossip girl

Posted by Lord-Paladin

Posted by Sunsetvirgo
LMFAOO I'm such a goofball.

Alright y'all I'm out of my funk

Take care xoxoxo gossip girl

And in a cloud of stripper-pole-dancing chibis, she vanished... That was an interesting encounter. 😕

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I told you I'm mercurial

Posted by Sunsetvirgo

Posted by Lord-Paladin

Posted by Sunsetvirgo
LMFAOO I'm such a goofball.

Alright y'all I'm out of my funk

Take care xoxoxo gossip girl

And in a cloud of stripper-pole-dancing chibis, she vanished... That was an interesting encounter. 😕

I told you I'm mercurial

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I was trying to post the chicken stripping like my profile pic but it wouldn't ):

Okay wait let me try this

OoooooOOOOOOOOHH okay okay 🙂

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Posted by Sunsetvirgo

Posted by Lord-Paladin

Posted by Sunsetvirgo
LMFAOO I'm such a goofball.

Alright y'all I'm out of my funk

Take care xoxoxo gossip girl

And in a cloud of stripper-pole-dancing chibis, she vanished... That was an interesting encounter. 😕

I told you I'm mercurial

LOL! And I've seen the evidence to support that conclusion, yes. If astro.com isn't being cooperative, you might try saving the chart image to your hard drive and then uploading it to the forum.

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YAYAYAYA I DID IT

Okay it's in my photos (:

Posted by Lord-Paladin

Posted by TheLibraMudra
You know what I would like to tell our special Arabic interpreter here?

And the lovely Egyptian father that took out all his anger and aggression on me today... Who treated me like crap for being a woman... Who didn't take my word all day and demanded more men to give him updates on his child's surgery? Who obviously beats his wife bc she's over in the "women's corner" not allowed to say shit and has bruises all over...

SUCK.

MY.

DIYICK.

The worst surgery journey I've ever had.

Ouch... Not one of your better days, I take it. You gonna be alright? I've got ice cream here, but I can't guarantee it'd survive the shipment.

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.................

0.o

Posted by Lord-Paladin

Posted by Sunsetvirgo

Posted by Lord-Paladin

Posted by Sunsetvirgo

Posted by Lord-Paladin

Posted by Sunsetvirgo
LMFAOO I'm such a goofball.

Alright y'all I'm out of my funk

Take care xoxoxo gossip girl

And in a cloud of stripper-pole-dancing chibis, she vanished... That was an interesting encounter. 😕

I told you I'm mercurial

LOL! And I've seen the evidence to support that conclusion, yes. If astro.com isn't being cooperative, you might try saving the chart image to your hard drive and then uploading it to the forum.

YAYAYAYA I DID IT

Okay it's in my photos (:

Alright, gave it a quick once-over; lots of fire, I see. Lots of Sagittarius, too. I'll need time to draw up the chart so I can get the visual perspective, and the aspects. Might take me a night; I've been making a lot of runs to the restroom tonight. I'll spare you the details. So check back again in the morning and I should have something for you to chew on, alright? 🙂

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Yes yes much fire very Sagittarius

Ohhhhhh gotchaaaa okay 🙂

Y'all I just accidentally deleted all of my notifications pls save me thx

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Posted by Kodak

Posted by Lord-Paladin

Posted by TheLibraMudra
You know what I would like to tell our special Arabic interpreter here?

And the lovely Egyptian father that took out all his anger and aggression on me today... Who treated me like crap for being a woman... Who didn't take my word all day and demanded more men to give him updates on his child's surgery? Who obviously beats his wife bc she's over in the "women's corner" not allowed to say shit and has bruises all over...

SUCK.

MY.

DIYICK.

The worst surgery journey I've ever had.

Ouch... Not one of your better days, I take it. You gonna be alright? I've got ice cream here, but I can't guarantee it'd survive the shipment.

.................

0.o

What are you facing at, Kodak lol

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Oh nothing, nothing.... I mean hey he's got ice cream. *snickers*