@Kodak
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Posted by TheLibraMudra
You know what I would like to tell our special Arabic interpreter here?And the lovely Egyptian father that took out all his anger and aggression on me today... Who treated me like crap for being a woman... Who didn't take my word all day and demanded more men to give him updates on his child's surgery? Who obviously beats his wife bc she's over in the "women's corner" not allowed to say shit and has bruises all over...
SUCK.
MY.
DIYICK.
The worst surgery journey I've ever had.
Ouch... Not one of your better days, I take it. You gonna be alright? I've got ice cream here, but I can't guarantee it'd survive the shipment.
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What are you facing at, Kodak lol
Oh nothing, nothing.... I mean hey he's got ice cream. *snickers*
I'll shove a bag of sugar up yer arse
Jokes on you, I actually needed a bag of sugar.
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wait. no. Not cool bro.
Don't be afraid to show your true feelings and emotions. Release them. Only then you will know if they feel the same. If you don't ask, you'll never know the answer. If you don't knock, the door will never open. So don't be afraid. Just do it. Go with your gut instinct and do what you want when you want and how ever you want because there's no right or wrong way to do things.
Life is too short to overthink and over analyze situations. If you want it, go & get it. It's always simple. There's always an answer to each question. There's always good in bad. And there's always better days ahead. So live life as you choose! Positive life brings positive results.
Talk about Ups & downs ! Today is the day of ups & ups only !! ??Wait wrong finger ☝?️!
Posted by TheLibraMudra
You know what I would like to tell our special Arabic interpreter here?And the lovely Egyptian father that took out all his anger and aggression on me today... Who treated me like crap for being a woman... Who didn't take my word all day and demanded more men to give him updates on his child's surgery? Who obviously beats his wife bc she's over in the "women's corner" not allowed to say shit and has bruises all over...
SUCK.
MY.
DIYICK.
The worst surgery journey I've ever had.
Ouch... Not one of your better days, I take it. You gonna be alright? I've got ice cream here, but I can't guarantee it'd survive the shipment.
.................
0.o
What are you facing at, Kodak lol
Oh nothing, nothing.... I mean hey he's got ice cream. *snickers*
You... may have taken that out of context... 😕
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That's the joke.
Uh, I am dating two men!!! 😭 If things go well between the Leo and I this Saturday; I will have to say my good-byes to the Cappy man 😐
🤗 cyber hugs!
Love,
Eva
Posted by Lord-Paladin
Okay, in general, I’m seeing a metric butt-load of Sagittarius, which is a sign already prone to not wanting to be tied down or “limited” by a relationship. Generally speaking, so long as you’re allowed to feel free within a relationship, you aren’t inclined to buck the thing, but so long as you feel even remotely controlled, you’re going to chomp at the bit to run free. It’s important for you to make that clear to a guy when you get involved with him, because it’s not something most people understand intuitively. They just need to understand that you want them, you just don’t want to feel like someone’s possession. Have patience with a dude, though, as they try to wrap their heads around it. But try to remember the whole point of relating to someone is mutual respect and reciprocal support; try to keep his feelings in mind as best you can or you can inadvertently cause both of you heartache.Between your Mercury in Libra and your Venus in Leo, you want and think about romance often; I’d say it’s a core issue for you. Your Leonan Venus, particularly, is something I actually also have, so I know how important it can be to your sense of romance to be not only respected but admired and even adored. You want to feel like the center of your significant other’s universe (like the sun that rules Leo) and you have a lot of potential for impressing a guy with your playfulness and pizzazz. But remember that if you want to be admired and adored, you have to be willing to put in the effort into a relationship (think of it as a personal challenge) so the guy has something to admire.
Your Jupiter and Saturn are both in Taurus, which tells me two things: You can grow as a person by being steady and determined in a relationship, and also that being steady and sensual in a relationship are terrifying to you. There’s an aspect that supports this notion (Venus Square Saturn, another aspect I also have, although my Saturn is in Scorpio, not Taurus) which I’ll elaborate on later. The main thing to remember is, as much as it makes you uncomfortable, staying with someone special in a committed relationship is a very good thing for you, and in fact you need to in order to grow and mature as a person. Doing so will expand your perspective and help you see the world through other eyes. It'’ a healthy thing for anybody, but for you commitment is actually essential to your personal development.
Moving on to houses, you’ve got three planets in your 12th house, and since the 12th house is ruled by Pisces, it has a lot of similar symbolism. I know what I know, but I’m not going to blow smoke up your ass and tell you something I don’t know, and I don’t know the 12th house well enough to give you the details on each of the three planets’ meanings in the 12th. But the pared-down version is just that you are really invested in your internal world of romantic dreams. There may be a tendency to abuse drugs and alcohol, I don’t know, but watch out for that crap. Burying your head in the sand doesn’t make life easier, it just makes you unable to care about the things that matter.
Also, your Saturn is in the 5th house, just like mine is, and since the 5th represents self-expression and romance and Saturn represents fear and discipline, I’d say it again reinforces the idea that you’re afraid of expressing yourself in relationship because you can’t imagine how anyone would like you. I went through a really fuck-up teenhood and early adulthood thinking the same about myself, but I can almost guarantee you there’s more to like about you than you may think. Saturn shows us things we have to grow into, so something I can offer assurance in is that you will learn how to trust in your appeal to others in time, although you may be thirty or older before you learn how to really effectively utilize that newfound strength. Thankfully, your Sagittarian traits can actually aid you in that arena, since Sagittarius tends to leap without looking. So you may be worried that people don’t appreciate or find you attractive, but you’ll be able to go out and do what you need to to grow as a person anyway.
Venus is in your 8th house, which shows that you can be very sexy for your partner, and a passionate lover as well. Oddly counter-intuitive with all that Sagittarian stuff, though, it also suggests you can be possessive of your love. You don’t want to feel tied down, but you want to possess your lover in full, body and mind. You are prone to jealousy, so be careful not to let that impulse dominate you or compel you to do things that could jeopardize your relationships. This is where good, open communication comes into play; you need to learn to express to your special guy how you feel about things in a way that they can understand and appreciate. You might try telling him he’s special to you and you’re afraid of losing him, but ask him – don’t tell him – to respect your need for him to be loyal to you.
Quick note on finances: Uranus and Neptune in your 2nd house suggest problems with money, but also possibly occasional unexpected spikes of financial gain. They also suggest you value sensitivity, originality, innovation and sacrifice in people.
Moving on to aspects, which I’ll do per-item:
==> Sun Square Moon:
This suggests there’s a disjunction between what you feel and how you express yourself. Squares and oppositions are hard aspects and hard aspects always denote difficult traits that need to be worked on as we grow, so this is one of several things you should spend time thinking about and learning to cope with. Try to learn to express yourself in a way that’s truer to how you feel about things.
==> Sun Trine Saturn:
You tend to express and value responsibility and maybe even a bit of discipline (although I gotta say, you’ve come off as a bit spastic in some of your posts, which there isn’t necessarily anything wrong with; it just kinda goes against this aspect a bit, is all I’m saying.) and not in a hardcore-disciplinarian way, just as a sort of casual effect.
==> Moon Trine Venus:
Super-girly, very affectionate, and even soft-hearted, despite all the fire in your chart. 😛 Be careful not to let your deep sensitivity become a susceptibility to being pulled along, though. (Although don’t fight your own sensitivity too hard, either, or you’ll just become cold inside.)
==> Mercury Trine Neptune and Mercury Sextile Pluto:
Wow. Okay, on the one hand, you have a dreamer’s mind. You fantasize a lot and there’s little cohesion of your thoughts, but you have very vivid imaginings and can probably sing really well or at least can write poetry or fiction like a straight boss. On the other hand, you have a very penetrating, almost insensitive mental process that rips right through to the heart of matters, tossing aside the chaff like a lawnmower from hell. You don’t shy from truth, it’s your life-blood, and yet I almost get the impression that you maybe get your best truths when you escape into your own mind, rather than from the external world.
==> Venus Square Saturn and Venus Opposite Uranus:
THIS is your biggest indicator of difficulty in relationships, right here. Remember how I said hard aspects are things we need to work on? Or opportunities for personal growth, really? Well, here’s two of your biggest blockages, a fear of romance (Saturn) and an impulse to be independent of and apart from romance (Uranus). Oppositions are always kind of a balancing act, because they show us two important things that don’t really mix trying to work together. Like that show “The Odd Couple,” where one dude’s a party hound and the other’s a gentleman. They can both learn a lot from each other, but they also rub each other all wrong. It’s the same thing in you; your deep need for romantic fulfillment is at odds with your need to be independent and self-reliant. But these things don’t *have* to be separate issues. You can be independent and self-reliant in the comfort and fulfillment of a committed relationship, you just need to figure out how to make that work for you. I’d recommend you do some Googling – there’s a lot of helpful relationship advice out there for independent types.
==> Mars Sextile Neptune and Mars Conjunct Pluto:
Neptune equals idealism and Pluto is our inner Shadow, the stuff we keep buried. Add those to Mars, the planet of drive and self-assertion, and what you get is essentially what you might call “Crusading.” You may be compelled by hidden inner passion (Pluto) to pursue your ideals (Neptune). That can be very good. You certainly dream hard, and you’ve got ambitions. Try to do something with that; you’ll find it very fulfilling.
==> Jupiter Square Neptune:
Uhh… Yeah, I’m stumped. Honestly not sure how to interpret this one.
==> Saturn Square Uranus:
You have a hard time either being disciplined or breaking your own mold, possibly both at different times. You may want to be more yourself, but maybe fear being too bohemian? There’s nothing wrong with being unique, but try not to let your impulses control you, either. If you can work out how to be unique but still control your impulses, you’ll find life will improve a lot for you.
Okay, everybody else, can anybody think of anything to add? I did all her aspects by hand, so I’m sure I missed some things. Feel free to drop some notes; I could use the input as much as she can, I’m sure.
You know, I know I should always take astrology with a grain of salt. But everything you've said is very true.
It seems like I'm always up and down, never inbetween. I'm either one extreme or the other.
I know I seem spastic (as you said haha) in my posts but I'm actually pretty tamed in real life... I guess I just use dxp as my outlet. That's why I wanna just break free in college
@Lord-Paladin
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As I am about to go to college. So yes I am a young Virgal who doesn't know much about the world. But I like to think I do.
I am actually a wonderful writer if I say so myself, as I am not great at expressing myself emotionally so I have to use that to express my emotions and feelings.
You talked about how in my day dreams I usually find my greatest truths, and that's true as well. Because when ever I'm most emotional, is when I write. Things become clearer for me.
The things I let my imagination think about, are impossible to reality but lovely to me. It brings my neurotic mind some peace.
The whole independence vs. freedom thing is right on. I just never know with myself. And I read these romantic novels and I wish that for myself but then I think about if I REALLY could handle the domineering personality the lead male role usually has, and I shake my head. Sigh
My ex is a Leo. The thing about it is that he would tell me I was his, and it made me very warm inside, but he never commanded anything I did. Which was lovely, he made me feel like I was his world and in turn I treated him like a king. The jealousy aspect, oh boy isn't that the truth. I got jealous A LOT. A LOT.
He was my sun, and as selfish as I was, I didn't want anyone else basking in his light.
Everything that you wrote is scarily true. Hopefully I can find myself, as this is written out, but actually accepting this all is difficult. There is more I could write about but for now I'm just going to take a little break.
Thank you truly and honestly
Ok. My first vent. Can't hold it any longer.
Man, I love Star Wars so much. No other film has managed to evoke such a wide range of powerful emotions in me except for Blood Diamond I think. Spectacular, heartbreaking, profound, hilarious.
I don't know why exactly I like it better than Lord of the Rings and Harry Potter. Maybe because it looks like a sci-fi movie though it's not... I really love sci-fi
I'm rewatching all of the movies and while watching "Attack of the Clones", I told myself: "This is just breathtaking, could the director possibly have Taurus placements?" I felt something... Then I checked George Lucas and damn he's a Taurus sun, venus, mercury and ascendant.
This is not good :/
It likely means
I've become
A little
Obsessed
Must not
Disconnect myself from the Force by allowing obsession
Shall sustain
Balance

What part of NO does she not get —? Her asking and forcing 10 times would not make me want to change my answer. I have started to hate her so much again
I burnt the mfing cookies!!!
They were the last two rolls of cookie dough in the package to ;(
Can someone tell me wtf happen to common sense and when people became so sensitive?
I'm tired of dealing with dumb, entitled mother fuckers....Like wtf do you mean why does the attorney cost money?! Were you born yesterday?? Somebody provides a service, you pay that somebody for the service that was provided. I thought that was pretty standard..no? I mean are people not even being taught the basics anymore?
Really...DXP? mother treetrunkers?...I'm pretty sure my profanity filter is off.
See even DXP is being sensitive....ahhhh idk what world I'm living in anymore.
Posted by Amethysst
I need some vodka to kill the pain.. I'm falling deep
Hope you feel better soon
Posted by yupvirgoo
It's most unwise to argue with Scorpio women coz most of the time they can read you like a billboard in the middle of the tourist plaza with neon arrow-shaped lights.
Lol funny stuff
Posted by Mike79
DO YOU WANNA VENT ABOUT ANYTHING OR ANYONE TODAY THAT IS IRRITATING YOU OR JUST VENT YOUR FEELINGS, DO IT HERE. WE WONT JUDGE.Here's mine: this is what I wanna say to her :
Your a pain in the butt but I'm crazy about you, I know it's late and your probably in bed resting so I decided to vent on dxp instead, I love and miss you so much even when you are being your stubborn self! Your still perfect in every way. I love you punk!
AWWWWWW I LOVE YOU TOO @Mike79
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Thanks !!!
Posted by juliette
I wish i spend one week not going or talking to the police. I wish i could scream and run through streets and yelling like in dark city WAKE UP, WAKE UP.Instead i come here writing bs. Sorry
Hope writing about it helps a bit
Ok here goes to you. We finally went our separate ways a while ago, we no longer stay in touch, we no longer have what we did once and it's okay. I do wish you with all my heart that you find what your looking for! You more than anyone deserves true love, honesty, romance, harmony, infinite happiness & sucesss Lots of it!!! May your days be brighter and better each day & may you find all the blessings that this life has to give! I still love you and it has not faded away because when love is real, it remains. But I'm really glad for all the good memories we made for eachother. Take care. I love you today tomorrow and always.
My heart is happy knowing we had to pleasure to be part of eachothers life. Good night world.
Posted by dolluxe
A tiny hurricaneFirst comes the sunshine
Followed by storms of pain
Hope your okay
Today I am happy !!!
Posted by Mike79
Today I am happy !!!That's good bro 🙂 it means you had a good day which is quite nice
I on the other hand didn't , saw a dog get hit by a car... what i said on the news feed , on top of that elections results have left me in a really strange mood, it just proves that if i get the chance i will have to leave my country, It's beautiful but there is no hope anymore
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Things will get better for you !!! Be thankful
For the good things in your life don't take those things for granted! Keep in mind that The good over powers the bad..!
I'm feeling sick to my stomach! I can't believe my eyes! Wow you just can't seem to stop amazing me with your random actions !!! Life really has a way of showing us the real truth. Thanks life, I owe you one .
Posted by Mike79
I'm feeling sick to my stomach! I can't believe my eyes! Wow you just can't seem to stop amazing me with your random actions !!! Life really has a way of showing us the real truth. Thanks life, I owe you one .I told you so.
Drama between sag and libra will live for ever. -_-
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She will never know
Posted by Mike79
I'm feeling sick to my stomach! I can't believe my eyes! Wow you just can't seem to stop amazing me with your random actions !!! Life really has a way of showing us the real truth. Thanks life, I owe you one .I told you so.
Drama between sag and libra will live for ever. -_-
She will never know
About what?
Ah our mike is in pain, be strong please ❤
You will just be fine.
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It stings a little. But that's part of the entire process.
Posted by yupvirgoo
the sag-libra ship sank so fast that i didn't have time to recover*sobs
Haha
This is a piece of cake !
I got this ...

I'll pray for you every day !
WAYMENT WHERES LORD PALADIN
sent flowers but you said you didn't receive them
But you Said you didn't need them
Get you somebody that can do both
Tryna make it work but man these times are hard
We're gonna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine, shiit talking all night. Saying things we haven't for a while.
Smiling but we're close to tears. Even after all these years, we just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time.
Smiling but we're close to tears. Even after all these years
Just now got the feeling that we're meeting
For the first time
Oh these times are hard
yeah they're making us crazy.
Don't give up on me baby...
Then you keep love me, just love me yeah, just love me. All you need to do is love me
I'm tired of being played like a violin.
What do I gotta do to get into your motherfkiin heart
Don't you stop loving me, don't quit loving me, just start loving me
And babe I'm fist fightin with fire
Just to get close to you
And I'll run for miles just to get a taste
Must be love on the brain
That's got me feeling this way.
It beats me black and blue
But it fuckks me so good
And I can't get enough
Must be love on the brain
It keeps cursing my name
No matter what I do I'm not good without you
Must be Love on the brain
Then you keep love me, just love me yeah, just love me, all you need to do is love me
It's 4 am and I am in my feels
I miss my Leo ):
Can any other sign even deal w me??
I'm a seemingly unemotional and undecided s.o.b
Why!! Why did the condom break?! Why did i do it so hard? now i have to make sure she swallow the morning after pill for 2 consecutive days which means i have to wake up earlier 😡
To the people who invented Sweet and Salty Trail mix and thought people would enjoy salty ass MnMs and Raisins you deserve hell.
Posted by Taurasian
Why!! Why did the condom break?! Why did i do it so hard? now i have to make sure she swallow the morning after pill for 2 consecutive days which means i have to wake up earlier 😡

I'm so lonely ... so so lonely.
I feel like I am cursed.
Thanks for leaving, and being like everyone else that has ever come and gone.
I don't trust anyone.
I guess I am hard to love.
Merry Christmas baby...
Wish we were celebrating together
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Jokes on you, I actually needed a bag of sugar.