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Mike79
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Posted by Capri-sun
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Posted by Capri-sun
Posted by Mike79
She's the most draining woman out there! & this could not be healthy . Life has a way of showing you what's for you & what is not. At this point I see clearly. We tried.

My focus will now shift another direction which shall benefit my career and no longer my love life.

Venting

What makes her draining?
Her behavior

Sorry 😢

At least you recognize it

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Thank you and hope you have a good day.
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Pink Bird
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Posted by LiveAndLove
I wish I was working this weekend so I wasn't overthinking everything going wrong in my life and not just listening to music with my glass of wine in hand and feeling sad. I need to do something to keep myself busy and distracted. Already went for an hour walk this morning after no sleep last night and cleaned my whole place. There is nothing to do. And I should probably ask my son to hide my phone on me so I don't call him since he obviously needs space :/
I feel that way too a lot. I like to be at work because it stops me from focusing on things that make me sad. You should online shop! That always distracts me 🙂
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Pink Bird
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Posted by LiveAndLove
Posted by pinkbird03
Posted by LiveAndLove
I wish I was working this weekend so I wasn't overthinking everything going wrong in my life and not just listening to music with my glass of wine in hand and feeling sad. I need to do something to keep myself busy and distracted. Already went for an hour walk this morning after no sleep last night and cleaned my whole place. There is nothing to do. And I should probably ask my son to hide my phone on me so I don't call him since he obviously needs space :/
I feel that way too a lot. I like to be at work because it stops me from focusing on things that make me sad. You should online shop! That always distracts me 🙂
Ah thank you, and it stinks right? Sadness isn't good for us. Or anyone. No extra money atm to online shop right now. Trying to find a second job so i can just get by better.
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Yes it totally stinks. I am trying to reach inside myself for inner confidence. I don't want to feel stuck anymore. Good luck finding a second job! I hope it all works out for you!
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Mike79
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Posted by Capri-sun
Posted by Mike79
@capri-sun why did you hide post

Lol...happens from time to time. I post, think too much, then hide it. I don't like revealing my inner feelings, thoughts, etc.

I'll unhide it.

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Thank you ill read it. I'm like yourself & sometimes hold back from posting even though posting is great especially when you look back & you find old posts and now you find yourself in a better place.
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Mike79
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Posted by Capri-sun
Posted by Mike79
Posted by Capri-sun
Can't sleep & I have a headache. My mind won't stop racing.
What's wrong ? What's bothering you

Ugh...lol

Can't pinpoint it.

Miss the guy, I'm ready to make a shift, trying to figure out why I'm not having sex just for the sake of having sex...

my life has taken a pretty big turn over the last year or so, and I'm just now noticing it as I self-reflect.

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I promise When you look back you'll see progress. Just stay positive about your life. & . ThNk you for unhiding . I'm a very curious person and I always wanna read what people have to say.
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Mike79
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Posted by Gemoodeye2
Posted by Mike79
We're in two different places and if she doesn't want what I want then I don't want her! End of story. I know what I want & she doesn't.

Her messages are irrelevant at this point.
I'm having those same feelings today :/ got some things on my mind I want to say but I'm biting my tongue cause otherwise I'm gonna go off on someone.
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Your Silence is stronger than any words. Stay strong. People are not worth your words sometimes.
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Mike79
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1001 keep thoughts positive! Love the constant reminders by my angels . Their guidance is appreciated. Always watching over me.

So today's vent. I'll rant a little.

It was good I felt peaceful and happy. Had good laughs. Enjoyed relaxing today around the house. Started with some delicious coffee 50% milk 50% decaf. Dinner was delicious ribs baked potato salad & dessert.

I didn't reply to her message. I Didn't want to ruin such a great day. Silence is the key to a happy Sunday. Wishing her the best in her path. Some Relationships will last longer than others but it's a good reminder to let go of the ones that no longer fulfill your needs.

Now my needs add to focus on my success and my career. I am reaching my goals on a daily basis. Each day I'm closer to Devine success!

Keep yours vents positive... 1010.
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Mike79
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things we're not moving in the direction that They should have, so I decided to move on. I do miss her & think of her everyday. I'm a bit stubborn and I really try to stick to what I say and what's best for me.

She has messaged saying that she wants to see me, wishing me a good day, saying she's thinking of me, missing me & That she loves me.

I miss her too, I wish we could just get past this hiccup on the road and continue onto a beautiful journey together but we need to get on the same page before that happens.

It has taken so much from me not to reply to her today. I think I'll call it a night and hope that tomorrow is a better day. Night dxp
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Mike79
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Posted by Capri-sun
Posted by Mike79
As you looked me in the eyes and asked me to listen, you said you loved me and that you knew you were in no position to give me somethings yet but that your feelings were true and genuine. Best day ever!! You don't always open up but when you do, im in cloud nine.

Waking up to this brings calmness.... *dreams*

I seriously don't understand what you want.

One day you want her, another day you don't.

Ine day you miss her, another day you're intentionally ignoring her.

Do you know what you want? If so what's stopping you from getting it? Why all this back & forth?

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The scales are at work again ..,
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Mike79
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Today is another day. We finally talked a bit, she continues to use L word. This time I didn't bite my tongue I just cleared my mind and it felt good to not hold back. She proved to me that she does care. & she reminded me that she knows how I feel too. Every day gives us a chance to learn things about others and about ourselves that help us become better people, better listeners, better communicators, it's gratifying to get progress. Today I am thankful for the progress I've made.

On another note, the X reached out and I finally replied, seems desperate to meet up, in which I truly don't desire to meet up with anyone as of now because I am content where I am today. & bouncing from bed to bed does not seem appealing at this point.
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Tina
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Posted by Canbullrius
Posted by Aquistorm
Posted by Teena
Is anyone gonna vent about not being able to make any posts on the main page??No?Okay 😛
Posted by RumiL
Dear DXP,

Some members like Aquistorm, Ajna are able to make posts/threads but are not visible to us - other users.

Please look into this. ?

Thanks.




I have posted this to the front page for you.

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Thanks ??
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Tina
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Posted by Canbullrius
Posted by Teena
Posted by Canbullrius
I need fucking so badly, need every drop of man juice to be expelled all over or inside some vag. Given up with this Aries female...

Other than that yes i'm fine thank you.



Looks at myself...



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It's over?? But whyy??




Went silent on me so i'm not bothering to chase her, it's pretty obvious in my eyes.

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Ughh the famous disappearing act n the power struggles!! :/