Hi, I am a scorpio girl. And my bf is a Cancer, which broke up with me last May 4.
It was an ugly breakup, and not a mutual decision. I don't want the breakup, but what can I do right? He said some nasty things, told me "treetrunk you", called me a toxic, disgusting, possessive, manipulative, double standarder, and guilt tripper.
I owned the blame. I said sorry and told him I repent all the things that made us split up. And I want to be in good terms. I love him so much and tries to reconcile on him but he is responding to me like I am not a person at all or like we didn't had a past. He is my first LDR and online relationship. He knows I am pretty scared of all of it but he made me feel safe so I gave it a go.
I feel like the whole breakup is so unfair because he didn't gave me a chance , and he said nothing will change if he will and I won't change. He said he gave out a lot of chances during our relationship already. Which I also did for him, and yet?
Idk what to do. Like, I wanna win him back and hoping that he'll realize all the things I've done for him. Because he admitted I did lot of things for him that he never experienced in a relationship before and it makes him feel special and loved.
But now I see him being so close to our mutual friend of mine which is like his "little sis" (according to him when we were still okay). But i saw him posting I love you so much to her wall, and I love you to her posts. And it hurts me much.