I always go through breakups in september :(

anyone else have a month? It's been a magical ride but like fuck, what is it about this month? well not just breakups are the pattern, September is a very hard month for me with bad memories in general. And I am always so depressed beyond seasonal depression and my bipolar is in overdrive. I had to switch a therapist because I go through a charity organization and mine quit before everything turned to mush. Not to mention I turned 28 this summer, right tf in to my saturn return. I feel like there is a reason people die before they turn 30 (I mean the 27 club, anyone else think that's a weird coincidence?). I'm really holding on through the skin of my teeth trying to get through my day to day, but i feel like i'm dying inside. Not to mention every day Im not making love im dying even more.

anyone else have a month? It's been a magical ride but like fuck, what is it about this month? well not just breakups are the pattern, September is a very hard month for me with bad memories in general. And I am always so depressed beyond seasonal depression and my bipolar is in overdrive. I had to switch a therapist because I go through a charity organization and mine quit before everything turned to mush. Not to mention I turned 28 this summer, right tf in to my saturn return. I feel like there is a reason people die before they turn 30 (I mean the 27 club, anyone else think that's a weird coincidence?). I'm really holding on through the skin of my teeth trying to get through my day to day, but i feel like i'm dying inside. Not to mention every day Im not making love im dying even more.

wake me tf up when september ends..... wait it's october and i still feel like shit.

Mine usually happened after my birthday, around late April-early May.

Omg yes! Always September for me too! Early to mid September they starting to act up to end it towards end of September... always! ... I hate it...

But it’s October

Find your purpose in life. Focus on helping others and your own life will not seem quite as miserable. It is a hard time in life, but once you beat the grief and start becoming who you are meant to be, it gets easier. Start focusing on who you want to be in life and in a relationship, and take baby steps on your own to make it happen. Hope this helps.

Who are you as a person? Who are you?

Work on that. Codependency is real.

September is the month of virgo/libra.

Getting critical and balancing the scales.

That's the energy

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anyone else have a month? It's been a magical ride but like fuck, what is it about this month? well not just breakups are the pattern, September is a very hard month for me with bad memories in general. And I am always so depressed beyond seasonal depression and my bipolar is in overdrive. I had to switch a therapist because I go through a charity organization and mine quit before everything turned to mush. Not to mention I turned 28 this summer, right tf in to my saturn return. I feel like there is a reason people die before they turn 30 (I mean the 27 club, anyone else think that's a weird coincidence?). I'm really holding on through the skin of my teeth trying to get through my day to day, but i feel like i'm dying inside. Not to mention every day Im not making love im dying even more.

Nice name I would just jump off a tall building for suits and giggles if I were you. Good luck finding your center.

December in the past.

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Find your purpose in life. Focus on helping others and your own life will not seem quite as miserable. It is a hard time in life, but once you beat the grief and start becoming who you are meant to be, it gets easier. Start focusing on who you want to be in life and in a relationship, and take baby steps on your own to make it happen. Hope this helps.

Thank you for your effort, but Honestly it doesnt because my point is not "what do I do now?" (and im not knocking your advice its amazing advice that ive heard over and over throughout my life and advice I have given throughout my life. The age old "focus on your self" cliche (no offence, its a caring cliche but most people usually are just trying to say the right things when they dont really know an answer or have an independent opinion on the matter but want to help (which I don't take for granted). But my point is not that I dont know who I am when I am single. I get spurts of depression because of my bipolar. (separate issue). And Im in school, have goals toward getting my masters and becoming a sex therapist. Have hobbies and interest, and allowing my self to picture that future of who Im becomming (but we never reallly become ourselves do we? we are ourselves, we just grow and reach goals) I Have gone through soon to be all of my 20s and all the baggage in between. What remains a mystery is the significance of this month SEPTEMBER. Just hard not to find it a coincidence at this point.

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Who are you as a person? Who are you?

Work on that. Codependency is real.

September is the month of virgo/libra.

Getting critical and balancing the scales.

That's the energy

Yeah its more so abandonment issues than co dependency. I dont like clingy and co dependence at ALL. I enjoy seperation and independence in a relationship, It's when it ends I feel abandoned, but ive been in therapy for years, just still kinda lingering ptsd I deal with. This recent relo ended in a very healthy and loving way actually, it's more so my thinking things are gonna end in the first place, and fear of that that caused the split. We love eachother very much though.

"September is the month of virgo/libra.Getting critical and balancing the scales." -- interesting, care to elaborate?

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anyone else have a month? It's been a magical ride but like fuck, what is it about this month? well not just breakups are the pattern, September is a very hard month for me with bad memories in general. And I am always so depressed beyond seasonal depression and my bipolar is in overdrive. I had to switch a therapist because I go through a charity organization and mine quit before everything turned to mush. Not to mention I turned 28 this summer, right tf in to my saturn return. I feel like there is a reason people die before they turn 30 (I mean the 27 club, anyone else think that's a weird coincidence?). I'm really holding on through the skin of my teeth trying to get through my day to day, but i feel like i'm dying inside. Not to mention every day Im not making love im dying even more.

Nice name I would just jump off a tall building for suits and giggles if I were you. Good luck finding your center.

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PLOT TWIST- Libras are actually ass holes when they cant get caught irl hu? how many people you wish you could say this in person to?

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anyone else have a month? It's been a magical ride but like fuck, what is it about this month? well not just breakups are the pattern, September is a very hard month for me with bad memories in general. And I am always so depressed beyond seasonal depression and my bipolar is in overdrive. I had to switch a therapist because I go through a charity organization and mine quit before everything turned to mush. Not to mention I turned 28 this summer, right tf in to my saturn return. I feel like there is a reason people die before they turn 30 (I mean the 27 club, anyone else think that's a weird coincidence?). I'm really holding on through the skin of my teeth trying to get through my day to day, but i feel like i'm dying inside. Not to mention every day Im not making love im dying even more.

Nice name I would just jump off a tall building for suits and giggles if I were you. Good luck finding your center.

PLOT TWIST- Libras are actually ass holes when they cant get caught irl hu? how many people you wish you could say this in person to?

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Plot Twist... if you knew me face to face I would say this. I can be reached in Castro Valley Cali, or currently on my way back home to Dallas,Tx.

I'm easy to locate actually. My work has me traveling a few places so just let me know.

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anyone else have a month? It's been a magical ride but like fuck, what is it about this month? well not just breakups are the pattern, September is a very hard month for me with bad memories in general. And I am always so depressed beyond seasonal depression and my bipolar is in overdrive. I had to switch a therapist because I go through a charity organization and mine quit before everything turned to mush. Not to mention I turned 28 this summer, right tf in to my saturn return. I feel like there is a reason people die before they turn 30 (I mean the 27 club, anyone else think that's a weird coincidence?). I'm really holding on through the skin of my teeth trying to get through my day to day, but i feel like i'm dying inside. Not to mention every day Im not making love im dying even more.

Nice name I would just jump off a tall building for suits and giggles if I were you. Good luck finding your center.

PLOT TWIST- Libras are actually ass holes when they cant get caught irl hu? how many people you wish you could say this in person to?

Plot Twist... if you knew me face to face I would say this. I can be reached in Castro Valley Cali, or currently on my way back home to Dallas,Tx.

I'm easy to locate actually. My work has me traveling a few places so just let me know.

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lol yikes fiesty Libra. Nah im good. but do you have a fire moon? sounds like aries mars there too.smh my libra best friend is coming over today i cant wait to ask her if she ever talks like this to complete strangers and is just an ass hole for fun. its a very unusual trait (btw no sarcasm intended)

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its usually spring for me

its hella spooky when recurring hu?

Probably a self-fulfilling prophecy.

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anyone else have a month? It's been a magical ride but like fuck, what is it about this month? well not just breakups are the pattern, September is a very hard month for me with bad memories in general. And I am always so depressed beyond seasonal depression and my bipolar is in overdrive. I had to switch a therapist because I go through a charity organization and mine quit before everything turned to mush. Not to mention I turned 28 this summer, right tf in to my saturn return. I feel like there is a reason people die before they turn 30 (I mean the 27 club, anyone else think that's a weird coincidence?). I'm really holding on through the skin of my teeth trying to get through my day to day, but i feel like i'm dying inside. Not to mention every day Im not making love im dying even more.

Nice name I would just jump off a tall building for suits and giggles if I were you. Good luck finding your center.

PLOT TWIST- Libras are actually ass holes when they cant get caught irl hu? how many people you wish you could say this in person to?

Plot Twist... if you knew me face to face I would say this. I can be reached in Castro Valley Cali, or currently on my way back home to Dallas,Tx.

I'm easy to locate actually. My work has me traveling a few places so just let me know.

lol yikes fiesty Libra. Nah im good. but do you have a fire moon? sounds like aries mars there too.smh my libra best friend is coming over today i cant wait to ask her if she ever talks like this to complete strangers and is just an ass hole for fun. its a very unusual trait (btw no sarcasm intended)

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You sound cool and my bad on my part for escalating things in which I tend to be working on not doing so much but I still don't like your name. IO hope you feel better from the split

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anyone else have a month? It's been a magical ride but like fuck, what is it about this month? well not just breakups are the pattern, September is a very hard month for me with bad memories in general. And I am always so depressed beyond seasonal depression and my bipolar is in overdrive. I had to switch a therapist because I go through a charity organization and mine quit before everything turned to mush. Not to mention I turned 28 this summer, right tf in to my saturn return. I feel like there is a reason people die before they turn 30 (I mean the 27 club, anyone else think that's a weird coincidence?). I'm really holding on through the skin of my teeth trying to get through my day to day, but i feel like i'm dying inside. Not to mention every day Im not making love im dying even more.

Nice name I would just jump off a tall building for suits and giggles if I were you. Good luck finding your center.

PLOT TWIST- Libras are actually ass holes when they cant get caught irl hu? how many people you wish you could say this in person to?

Plot Twist... if you knew me face to face I would say this. I can be reached in Castro Valley Cali, or currently on my way back home to Dallas,Tx.

I'm easy to locate actually. My work has me traveling a few places so just let me know.

lol yikes fiesty Libra. Nah im good. but do you have a fire moon? sounds like aries mars there too.smh my libra best friend is coming over today i cant wait to ask her if she ever talks like this to complete strangers and is just an ass hole for fun. its a very unusual trait (btw no sarcasm intended)

You sound cool and my bad on my part for escalating things in which I tend to be working on not doing so much but I still don't like your name. IO hope you feel better from the split

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Aww thanks I appreciate that. And I get you sometimes we have our outlets. But why do you not like the name? Im curious