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I could write for ever and ever about the way i feel but why no one would understand why because too many werd things are happening sooo happy easter all later
Gaters.....

Hi! Every Thanks For Trying To help me out. Its Like All Of a Sudden
my parents are on me night and day about getting a Job and doing Every
thing around the house.It just Gets me Upset.I feel so many Stroung Things
in side my heart fills with passion love and more love.I can feel
the love pushing from inside so deeply hard trying to reach surface.
I use to have a really good friend but i sort of delayed are friend ship
because i was not able to understand my self and other problems.
Over the years i have changed so deeply much i use to be loveing
friendly open hearted ready to help others no matter what.I would be there
for any one .When I was younger my dog died i loved him so much and i had so
many feelings for him he was my best friend the one i could talk to
tell my deepest most werdest thoughts and feelings to.He Could not talk or give me an
answer but for some strang reason i always new he was listening or hoped he was.After that
i became not so open started hideing my feelings. When I was 6 and in school i was not picking up
information like reading or spelling. A Few years Went by and the teacher talked with my parents about my learning
and told them i would never learn to read. I remember every little thing every teacher ever said to me .When i was in school the teachers gave
up on me so in grade 3 most children can read or are pretty good readers.But Sence i was un able to read the teachers would get me to water the plants
around the school and then invite me back to the class room just before we would start some thing else and then we would be ready to go home.Any ways my mother cared a great deal about me
and decided to come to school and teach me how to read
because the teachers said that would be Ok! Pretty soon my mother seen rapid
improve ment in my reading and my sounds.Sence the the teachers were doing nothing and cared nothing my
mother home schooled me and sence im reading now that gives you all a good idea.
Im also planning on going to Collage. Any ways as i grew i started hanging out with friends just like
every other teen. I got introduced to a boy with the same name
and age and we became good friends we were alot like in so many forms. He is a good looking
guy and any ways we went camping and we both were 14 teen and we were walking on the beach and i sean
this girl who in my eyes was very beautiful and older.Any ways my friend and i and the two girls were walking back
too where we were camping and my best friend told the girl i could hardly spell and she said a hard word cant remember the word now
but i said to her im not a good speller and she said oh just try and i just sort of blocked her out of my head and for some reason i cant understand
why he did that to me we are still friends but some times i question this friend ship.
I was a really good looking baby and im not jokeing i use to go to stores when i was younger and get things for free
my mother will said no but they said no the boy gets it for free
now i have grown and every thing has changed.I feel so lost confused and uncerten of where i`m going
in my life im trying to change but its so hard i feel like im fighting the world and no one cares for me any more
like im a lost boy in such a mean world.I have so many goals and dreams i hope to get but im already 17 teen
and time is not waiting i wonder if ill ever find my way home theys questions mean so much.Im surprised im even writeing this for you all to read.You have not even heard any thing that was just a page ..
Thanks for reading
if any one can give advice about my future
im a Leo my birthdate is Aug 16 1982
my current Status is Canada Ont Home Town Newmarket.

I know what ya mean

It's something we all go through as young Leo's. It will pass and you will always come out on top. I promise. Start keeping a journal and keep it in a safe place. Whatever you feel, write it down. Try to do it at night. And I also want to say that you will always feel this way off and on all through your life. I'm 28 and sometimes I sulk. It's just a way of life. As for your friend that fronted you out. We tend to attract friends who are envious of us secretly. Choose Aries and Sagitarius friends, they are the real people who will never call you out in front of other people. Get you a girlfriend who is one of these signs also. Life will get better.

jj

You will be fine. You will come out on top. It is just a period of angst and self-doubt, that's all. You will get through it!