Hello hard times. (Page 2)

Is there such a thing as too big? Just wondering...

Cause there are some men I would label as having lethal weapons. Granted if they know how dangerous they can be it helps, but still... Get a little too into it, and severe damage can be done.

This will probably be hard to believe. I was 23 when I lost mine. I know, unbelievable for a scorp. I though I was too good (I grew up in Israel) It took a guy from chicago to do it too, my ex fiance... I can just tell you I was pissed I waited all that time when I could have been enjoying it for years... Maybe that is why I am so into it now. I must say I have had a few great experiences since then....

"Supposedly Libras are usually well indowed but rarely to the point of being huge."

Good to know, big good. If it doesn't fit, bad (as you seem to know)... 😉

"My favorite sense? Definately touch, there is so much information to be extracted from touching someone."

Touch, too... But, taste runs in as a close second... And sight... And hearing... And smell... I love smell... I love ALL OF THEM... 😄

But, to choose one, touch...

Your question...

I would say so, I think I gave my that girl a complex she went from me to a guy that is ginormous.

I grew into it a bit, back then being so skinny and several inches shorter in height I looked cartoonish naked. It can be fun though, the time after that she looked down while we were doing it and was like OMG look! She then directed my attention to her stomach where you could see a bit of a bulge when we were doing it. Wierd.

Honestly it doesn't really cross my mind that I am well endowed until someone brings it up or we are doing it in front of a mirror and I can see the perspective.

"We are built for pleasure. dang venus blessing us."

So who is not built for pleasure? I have Venus in Scorpio, so I am in... But, who isn't??



Cancer works (or rather doesn't) work for me...

Venus in Scorpio can be good. I was referring to our sun signs being ruled by Venus though.

Pisces doesn't really do anything for me.

Yeah, going from well-endoweled and caring to normal man has to have sucked BIG time... LOL...

I have a question!!! Now that you have a bit more experience, does it ever completely fit?!?!?



So, your question...

Chatz,

It would be a good time I could introduce you to my sexy black mistress:

http://crousefugitiverecovery.com/images/black-mistress.jpg<BR>
Oh, warning to everyone. I am breaking my own rule of drinking alone because I can't really get out and do anything right now, so...as I open this next beer here, I ask you all to not take no much advantage of me 😉

My ex girlfriend took that, it looks like I was posing but she is a kickin rad photographer. I was just walking back to the car to re-load and she snapped that.

"Venus in Scorpio can be good. I was referring to our sun signs being ruled by Venus though."

Libra's sun signs are ruled by Venus? Awesome... I get the God of the Underworld. Scorpio sun and Venus. I never looked into Libra much, cause on the surface the description sounds kind of weak (not that I date according to sign, just info-wise), but reading some of your responses (and others), I would have to say that the general Libra description falls far too short. It seems to pawn you off as being wishy-washy, when from what it sounds it is not exactly the case. I have very little patience for wishy-washy, but the description you and others have put up are not so, merely you require a little more contemplating of the issue at hand. I would have (as a sign, i.e. - generalization) gauged you as superficial, but in reading your responses, and others have found that perhaps I need to be quite a bit less judgemental in my assessments. You seem to be well thought out...a trait that I can no doubt value. It is the wishy-washy that I have problem with. My last, soon to be last, boyfriend would change his mind drastically for absolutely no reason. I can understand reason, even merely personal reason, but no reason I cannot fathom and frustrates the hell out of me....

To me well thought out is a virtue, and the lack there of (whether it be wishy-washy or hell bent on a cause) is most definitely a vice...

Yeah I think we are the most mis-understood sign of the zodiac. Astrologers I think just get frustrated in trying to analyze us and write about us being superficial. Pick up the book sextrology from your local bookstore, it has the most accurate Libra male discription I have ever read.

"My last, soon to be last, boyfriend..."

Uh ooohh, sounds like there is about to be some drama up in your house. Hey if you need a good rebound lemme know. I do the rebound thing really well.

Ok, I think the alchohol is affecting me now. Sweet.

Honestly I will change my mind for "no reason" as well, I will completely change the direction of my life on a whim if I want to....it drove that scorp ex crazy. if she could have become comfortable with it, I think Scorp female, Libra male can have the most potential in the zodiac but I also think it is the hardest to accomplish.

AHHH!!!! That is such an awesome gun. Damn, I hate being from the south... Show a girl a cool gun and let her play with it, and she is good to go... Damn...

"Oh, warning to everyone. I am breaking my own rule of drinking alone because I can't really get out and do anything right now, so...as I open this next beer here, I ask you all to not take no much advantage of me "

Oh, yeah right... As I grab another glass of wine... Amusing... Damn, one of my rules too, but not a good night, so fuck the rules. I could go out an pick up a guy or do what I am doing... Vaguely fluctuate in between entertained and not and trying to motivate myself to move on.... Damn, I hate some men... Any other time, I would be BAM... And now, I can't get motivated to do anything. Why do I attract all the crap ass men? EEEKKKKK!!!!


Oh well, I will pick up the pieces and move on, it is what I do best... Disturbing isn't it? A sign that prides itself on its failures...

Yeah those crazy girls from the south. Let slip a little deep southern or cajun accent and I am good to go. Best of both worlds there.

Ok so we have two of us sitting at home drinking for similar reasons. Of course mine doesn't include relationship drama, but it could if say you came over here and I poured us another glass of wine 😉

I'm bad. Youv'e been warned. That does remind me I have like a $ 200 dollar bottle of wine, this would be such the perfect occasion to waste it.

"Uh ooohh, sounds like there is about to be some drama up in your house. Hey if you need a good rebound lemme know. I do the rebound thing really well."

HAHAHHAAH! Really!!!! Damn, you sound like a catch, but I would feel bad for even slightly distracting you. Your heart is obviously elsewhere, I am soooooooo far beyond rebound it is NOT FUNNY. Thanks, though... Makes a girl feel better. Damn, I so want to burn his toys (he is a Cap)...

"Honestly I will change my mind for "no reason" as well, I will completely change the direction of my life on a whim if I want to....it drove that scorp ex crazy. if she could have become comfortable with it, I think Scorp female, Libra male can have the most potential in the zodiac but I also think it is the hardest to accomplish."


Oh, weird, I do that too.. Was that not a Scorpio thing, cause I always thought it was?!?!?!? Just to get that feeling, and go... I gave up everything, perhaps that is what went wrong, just on a whim, a good whim, but a whim.... I didn't want to do what I was doing anymore. I always thought it was more important to be happy than wealthy. Apparently, he disagreed... Good riddance... I don't need his crap ass cynical attitude. People may not be perfect, but within every person lies something truely beautiful that merely needs sustenance. If he wanted to be nothing more than nothing, that is fine. But, I refuse to be that way and refuse to believe everyone else is afflicted with his cynicism...

Oh yeah, well, today is a week and three days since I have last heard from her. I called tonight, no answer of course. I understand I am a libra too and all and I am supposed to be understanding of these things but my patience is hanging by a thread.

She has this thing were if things don't go completely how she wants them too with friends or boyfriends or whatever, she just completely cuts them off and never talks to them again. Seeing as how she knows I know this about her, I think she should understand If I were to give you a little rebound bliss. I mean, what are friends for right?

"Yeah those crazy girls from the south. Let slip a little deep southern or cajun accent and I am good to go. Best of both worlds there."

Hahhahahaha! Damn, gotta love southern boys, too... They truly know what women are...

"Ok so we have two of us sitting at home drinking for similar reasons. Of course mine doesn't include relationship drama, but it could if say you came over here and I poured us another glass of wine "

Hahaha.... Damn, and amusingly enough I could probably be there in a couple of hours. Gotta love the south!! Dallas, here... Your somewhere in AZ, right??

I have got a good Prosecco. Not good for dinner, but a great appetizer wine. Would kill for a damn beer... 🙂

Mine doesn't include drama, just includes the lack of drama... I am sooooooooooooo trying to move on, but apparently help isn't in his vocabulary (nothing new, though)... He is currently shagging his new girlfriend, and I am currently trying really hard not to burn $ 30k in toys in return... Scorpionic ways can be determintal... And, the only way to grow is to overcome... Oh, but it would feel so DAMN GOOD!!!!!!!!

Son of a gun, I could have so had any man..... Ahhhhh!!!!!! Damn men...

oh but Nic, when you are drinking we can easily take advantage....that's the best part LOL 😛

"Oh yeah, well, today is a week and three days since I have last heard from her. I called tonight, no answer of course. I understand I am a libra too and all and I am supposed to be understanding of these things but my patience is hanging by a thread."

Oh! That is soo wrong. What the fuck is wrong with the world? This is so not supposed to be how it is... I really truly hope she calls you back. Good guys are few and far between and you so deserve it...


"She has this thing were if things don't go completely how she wants them too with friends or boyfriends or whatever, she just completely cuts them off and never talks to them again."

Don't do ANYTHING to screw it up. You seem to like her soooo much, it is soooo sweet. To accept all of the hardships she has been through, and to try and be there for her is more than most women could ever dream of. Just stay true and hopefully you will be rewarded for your effort. I wish you the best of happiness and the best of luck because you deserve it... Do not deviate from your goal. It is beautiful and it is yours. Good luck and I KNOW you will get it, because good guys do not lose.

"Seeing as how she knows I know this about her, I think she should understand If I were to give you a little rebound bliss. I mean, what are friends for right?"


Hahahaha! LOL... No, you love a woman, and truly deserve her. Never do anything otherwise.... You deserve to have what you want, and for a surprise, know what you what. No matter what woman promises you whatever, be true to your heart. That is sooo important. No matter what.... She is special, so special, to have you, and if she cannot see that you deserve someone that can (but that choice is up to you). Just do not forget who you are and what you deserve, sometimes.... I mean we all come from differnet places, be we all deserve to have the best....

You know, I SOOOOOOO what you and Libra woman to work out. You seem to love her so... To some degree, I think that is all that matters, truly. I will pray for you two, because she needs you, I KNOW she does...

"I have a question!!! Now that you have a bit more experience, does it ever completely fit?!?!?"

Oh yeah, I'm not like HUGE or anything. though I do prefer girls who have a lot of experience or have had really big boyfriends because it makes my life a lot easier. It sounds bad I know, but it's just me. The last girl I was seriously seeing let out this little number in the post sex afterglow "Your the best of hundreds!"

"Hundreds!"
"OMG Your not mad are you?"
"Mad, who in their right mind would be mad after hearing they are numero uno on a list of hundreds long. Now that is reassurance right there."

"Scorpionic ways can be determintal."

Oh I know. My scorp ex tried to sneak my digital camera, my laptop, anything she could to get back at me and SHE broke up with ME. So right before she moved back she is all "I am going to go to the bank."

Me: Thinking oh shit, she's gonna take all the money. "Why for baby?"
Her: "I just need to make a withdrawl, money for the trip back to Ca."
Me: "How much?"
Her: You'll see

Ok were both young and dumb with dead end jobs and we manage to save up over 8k to move here. She spends over half of it in the first three months, were both working so....we didn't need to dip into it. I knew she was going to try and take all of it.

So she goes outside to start her car, but the starter on her pretty little BMW was broke, so she gets her friend who was staying with us to push start it. So they are out on the street, two girls trying to push start a BMW and I hop in my car, wave at her and burn rubber to the bank. She got there just as I had withdrew and closed out the account, opened another one with just my name on it. She starts screaming in the middle of the bank. I hate public conflict, and the manager that was talking to me goes ghost white. If looks could kill, the whole neighborhood would be dead at this point she was so furious.

Her: WTF that is my money!
Me: Our money, and you spent your half.
Manager: Ummm...
Me: Stay out of this!

I handed her a couple hundred bucks.
Me: handing her the cash "This will get you back home."
Her: Manages to look even more pissed than she was.
Me: hand her a couple more bills, "thats for last night"

There must have been ten or fifteen people in the bank, don't start stuff with me in public. Let alone try and screw me over when we break up.

So there is funny story number two, we gotta get this game going again...someone ask me a question or something.

You were supposed to ask a question next, damn....


What was the wildest position you would give anything to do again....

wow nic!!! Oh and that is one hell of a gun you got there!!!

Man that sucks that the server went down last night. I was pretty sloshed and having a grand 'ol time, bummer. It appears I even posted a link to a picture of myself with a gun. w00t.

OMG! Nic what a picture... Sexy lips and now that I know what you can do with them. fanning myself...

Oh why thank you. Yeah beer makes me brave. I was about to post another pic but the server went down and now I'm sober so....yeah.

Yeah grrrrrrrr@that!!!! was not happy and now Im back at work.....hehehe, can you drink again NIc— please— LOL

where is the pic?

"Yeah those crazy girls from the south. Let slip a little deep southern or cajun accent and I am good to go. Best of both worlds there. "

I can turn my accent on if it'll help.

"Yeah grrrrrrrr@that!!!! was not happy and now Im back at work.....hehehe, can you drink again NIc— please— LOL"

I'm at work too tonight so no drinky for me. If you want, and the internet connection supports it I'll post one more. Just for you 😉

"Sexy lips and now that I know what you can do with them. fanning myself..."

Yeah, for a guy I have a pretty mouth. There have been a few times when complete aquantances of the female variety have asked me if they could kiss me just cuz of my mouth. It was kind of shocking the first couple of times but I kinda played into it after that. I really like full lips on girls too. It feels wierd to kiss a girl when your lips are fuller than hers lol...

"I can turn my accent on if it'll help."

O.k. now you want to play. I see how it is. How about you just be your cute self and that will be good enough for me 🙂 if you feel compelled to slip into a southern bell by all means...no complaints from me.

"where is the pic?"

It is on one of the previous pages. Here it is again as you seem interrested.

http://crousefugitiverecovery.com/images/black-mistress.jpg<BR>
I posted it to show off my gun to chatz.

oooooh yeah worth a look!!!! 😉

Chatz,
Since I can't get enough of your reactions this ones for you. It was a couple of years ago, I was modelling here and there on the side to make a little extra cash. You can tell I needed it, I was really skinny back then.

http://crousefugitiverecovery.com/images/d&a2.jpg<BR>
Theres some hot elevator action for you. We were using a busy public elevator in downtown Tempe, so the door would open and we would act all normal while people were going to and fro and then when they left we got back to action. It was funny at first but got tedious as heck, especially when the drunk locals whanted to hang out in the elevator and watch and we had to kick em out.

ooooh ooooh ooooh girls!!! take a look!!!!

*fans herself*

As much as I appreciate checking out some hot action, let's get back to the guns!!! 🙂


What kind of gun is that in the pic above? It is just freaking awesome.

The pic is nice, though...

Gun maniac!!! LOL

OK Nic...another question for you!!!

oooops forgot you're not drinking so you're not quite so uninhibited...darn!!! Ok will save it

"What kind of gun is that in the pic above? It is just freaking awesome."

It is a Bushmaster AR-15 16inch carbine. It is the civilian version of the military M4 Carbine, which is basically a tactical modification to the M16 assault rifle. I bought it for work, but haven't really been doing much in that line of work (fugitive recovery) recently. I am burnt out on chasing meth addicts and dealing with shady bondsman so I am undecided on weather or not I am going to continue to persue it after burning the candle at both ends with it for the last year.

Aside from that my other carry pieces are:

Kimber Custom II 1911 style pistol in .45acp http://www.aimsurplus.com/acatalog/kimber_300001.gif<BR> CZ-SPo1 in 9mm

http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://www.praxagora.com/lunde/wallpaper/cz-p01-flat-hi.jpg&imgrefurl=http://www.praxagora.com/lunde/others.html&h=2000&w=3008&sz=1261&hl=en&start=2&tbnid=V8EUE0wniuyGGM:&tbnh=100&tbnw=150&prev=/images&#37; 3Fq% 3Dcz% 2Bp01% 26svnum% 3D10% 26hl% 3Den% 26safe% 3Doff% 26client% 3Dsafari% 26rls% 3Den% 26sa% 3DN

Sorry that last link is HUGE.

But I haven't been shooting in a while. I used to just drive out to the desert frequently and do some target shooting to clear my head. I could probably use a little of that right now.

oops, it looks like that link broke the tables on the page....my bad.

"OK Nic...another question for you!!!"

Go for it, it would be pointless to get a sense of shame at this point.

Ask away.

ok what was and where was the kinkiest thing you've done?? Yup the inquisitive little leo that I am is at it again LOL

I am absolutely positive that you will have an amazing story to tell 😛

Why don't you start a new topic called "Nic's adventures"?

Umm...I dunno, give me an example of what you consider kinky. I think kinky to most people is normal to me so be a little more specific.

Actually, you know what.....I dunno if this is what your looking for but I had sex with a girl wearing a mini skirt and a corset. Doesn't sound all that kinky until I emphasize that I was wearing the mini skirt and corset. That girl loved it, I didn't mind, she used to always call me pretty and gorgous and wanted to see me cross dress. I have no shame so I did it and it ended up turning her way on. I wonder if she still has the pictures of me wearing that. I couldn't post em here though because the skirt wasn't long enough to cover everythng.

This is the same girl that was really into bondage and me dominating her. So when we were doing it in this case I was totally dominating her while dressed as a chick, I guess that is pretty kinky.

Nice... I think I like the AR-15 the best, though, your pistols are nice as well. I was going to get one, but haven't had to time to devote to going to the range, so I am holding off until time allows...


"I am burnt out on chasing meth addicts and dealing with shady bondsman so I am undecided on weather or not I am going to continue to persue it after burning the candle at both ends with it for the last year."

Yeah, quick recipe for burn out... Maybe you just need a break. Or maybe it is time to move on and look into something else. Is there anything that sings to you?


"Go for it, it would be pointless to get a sense of shame at this point."

LOL

LOL Nic...yup that's kinky!!!

Where are all the other girls asking questions— sheesh...am I the only one— Hmmm that puts me to shame too doesn't it?? LOL

Ahwell ya get that....

"Actually, you know what.....I dunno if this is what your looking for but I had sex with a girl wearing a mini skirt and a corset. Doesn't sound all that kinky until I emphasize that I was wearing the mini skirt and corset. That girl loved it, I didn't mind, she used to always call me pretty and gorgous and wanted to see me cross dress. I have no shame so I did it and it ended up turning her way on. I wonder if she still has the pictures of me wearing that. I couldn't post em here though because the skirt wasn't long enough to cover everythng.

This is the same girl that was really into bondage and me dominating her. So when we were doing it in this case I was totally dominating her while dressed as a chick, I guess that is pretty kinky."

LOL... Wow!! Oh, damn, you are wild. Well, I have heard that Libra Men love to cross dress...

Oh, I guess theres more.

The funniest part about all of this is probably not the fact that we took pictures of all of this, but she left them on her camera right. So were out one night having a good time on the town and her roomate goes to use her camera to take some pictures for his myspace profile. So he's got the camera plugged into the computer looking through the pictures and he gets an eye full of me and his roomate doing the nakey with me dressed like a chick. We get home and he has the pictures up on the computer and all he says is "Your hotter than my roomate." She started laughing and we went in to her room and bam! He had one of the pictures blown up and saved as the screen saver on her computer. Honestly, it didn't seem all that crazy when we were doing it but looking at pictures of me dressed as a chick while doing a girl kinda creeped me out. It was fun though. It was actually the same girl that took that picture of me with the gun.

LOL...that's what I was looking for!!!! I knew you had it in you to tell us more!!!

Yes I've heard Librans like that kinda thing.....

I can't ask any questions... Everytime I try, the come out too Scorp, so I just erase them. I don't know how to ask harmless and fun questions.