
xxAjuxx
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Posted by DMV
I wanna do hard drugs and watch beach waves

Posted by LadyNeptune
I don't NEED it but weed helps me. Its my drug over choice over alcohol especially.
Not a morning person at all but trying to be.
Not sensitive per say but theres a reason I chose a career that demands a lot of solo time. Days I have to meet clients in person I do feel more drained. Idk if thats the energy or just the commute.

Posted by _elle_
Happy Birthday, Pisces 🥳🐠
My youngest son turns 30 on Sunday 😭😭😭😭❤❤❤
We had a great dinner planned at his favourite restaurant but he just found out he has to work this weekend. 😣
He is totally bummed out.
I'm hoping I can at least get him to send his son over for some time this weekend so he can get in a little bit of *me* time.

Posted by xxAjuxxPosted by LadyNeptune
I don't NEED it but weed helps me. Its my drug over choice over alcohol especially.
Not a morning person at all but trying to be.
Not sensitive per say but theres a reason I chose a career that demands a lot of solo time. Days I have to meet clients in person I do feel more drained. Idk if thats the energy or just the commute.
The morning around 2:00a to 4a
Is perfect time for me. Most are sleeping..
Yin/fem energy is the strongest.
The energy isn't as crazy or chaotic.. It's just chill.
Do you enjoy editable or smoking it?click to expand

Posted by xxAjuxx
Also, do you feel as though you need medication or some type of substance to live in this world? Do you feel as though it's easier to cope in this realm with it?
Posted by xxAjuxx
Are you sensitive to noise, energy, and or people around you? Can you stay out and about all day or do you have a limit? I do my best to go out early before the sun rise. It's easier for me, too much energy afterwards like it is now.click to expand



Posted by LadyNeptunePosted by xxAjuxxPosted by LadyNeptune
I don't NEED it but weed helps me. Its my drug over choice over alcohol especially.
Not a morning person at all but trying to be.
Not sensitive per say but theres a reason I chose a career that demands a lot of solo time. Days I have to meet clients in person I do feel more drained. Idk if thats the energy or just the commute.
The morning around 2:00a to 4a
Is perfect time for me. Most are sleeping..
Yin/fem energy is the strongest.
The energy isn't as crazy or chaotic.. It's just chill.
Do you enjoy editable or smoking it?
both, all of the above. Plus vaping is also nice.
I'm a fan of late night gardening. Can't wait for summer.click to expand

Posted by xxAjuxxPosted by LadyNeptunePosted by xxAjuxxPosted by LadyNeptune
I don't NEED it but weed helps me. Its my drug over choice over alcohol especially.
Not a morning person at all but trying to be.
Not sensitive per say but theres a reason I chose a career that demands a lot of solo time. Days I have to meet clients in person I do feel more drained. Idk if thats the energy or just the commute.
The morning around 2:00a to 4a
Is perfect time for me. Most are sleeping..
Yin/fem energy is the strongest.
The energy isn't as crazy or chaotic.. It's just chill.
Do you enjoy editable or smoking it?
both, all of the above. Plus vaping is also nice.
I'm a fan of late night gardening. Can't wait for summer.
I'd like to try that one day. Late Night Gardening.click to expand

Posted by ArgusPosted by xxAjuxx
Also, do you feel as though you need medication or some type of substance to live in this world? Do you feel as though it's easier to cope in this realm with it?
No meds, no! Though my hardest drug is coffee. Ahhh the sweet taste of morning, freshly brewed concoction! 🤤 And yes, it is absolutely easier to cope with the world after a quite start to the day where I can enjoy said potion in perfect silence! 😌Posted by xxAjuxx
Are you sensitive to noise, energy, and or people around you? Can you stay out and about all day or do you have a limit? I do my best to go out early before the sun rise. It's easier for me, too much energy afterwards like it is now.
Absolutely! Older I get, more sensitive I've become. I was just pondering the other day how way back when, I could not stand a day go by without music. These days on the other hand, the only noise I welcome is birds chirping...until later in the evening where I may or may not switch the boob tube on. Dealing with people has & it always will be draining. Rare is the individual whose company I find energizing! But I push through....click to expand

Posted by LadyNeptunePosted by xxAjuxxPosted by LadyNeptunePosted by xxAjuxxPosted by LadyNeptune
I don't NEED it but weed helps me. Its my drug over choice over alcohol especially.
Not a morning person at all but trying to be.
Not sensitive per say but theres a reason I chose a career that demands a lot of solo time. Days I have to meet clients in person I do feel more drained. Idk if thats the energy or just the commute.
The morning around 2:00a to 4a
Is perfect time for me. Most are sleeping..
Yin/fem energy is the strongest.
The energy isn't as crazy or chaotic.. It's just chill.
Do you enjoy editable or smoking it?
both, all of the above. Plus vaping is also nice.
I'm a fan of late night gardening. Can't wait for summer.
I'd like to try that one day. Late Night Gardening.
One day soon, hopefully, I'll be going for late night swims. Just me and the racoons.click to expand

Posted by _elle_
Happy Birthday, Pisces 🥳🐠
My youngest son turns 30 on Sunday 😭😭😭😭❤❤❤
We had a great dinner planned at his favourite restaurant but he just found out he has to work this weekend. 😣
He is totally bummed out.
I'm hoping I can at least get him to send his son over for some time this weekend so he can get in a little bit of *me* time.




Posted by xxAjuxxPosted by LadyNeptunePosted by xxAjuxxPosted by LadyNeptunePosted by xxAjuxxPosted by LadyNeptune
I don't NEED it but weed helps me. Its my drug over choice over alcohol especially.
Not a morning person at all but trying to be.
Not sensitive per say but theres a reason I chose a career that demands a lot of solo time. Days I have to meet clients in person I do feel more drained. Idk if thats the energy or just the commute.
The morning around 2:00a to 4a
Is perfect time for me. Most are sleeping..
Yin/fem energy is the strongest.
The energy isn't as crazy or chaotic.. It's just chill.
Do you enjoy editable or smoking it?
both, all of the above. Plus vaping is also nice.
I'm a fan of late night gardening. Can't wait for summer.
I'd like to try that one day. Late Night Gardening.
One day soon, hopefully, I'll be going for late night swims. Just me and the racoons.
oh thats right. Didn't you have your pool installed recently?
all based from your designs too right?click to expand

Posted by xxAjuxxPosted by DMV
I wanna do hard drugs and watch beach waves
That would be something.
The waves alone
--just being close to the sea is so therapeutic 😌click to expand

Posted by _elle_
Happy Birthday, Pisces 🥳🐠
My youngest son turns 30 on Sunday 😭😭😭😭❤❤❤
We had a great dinner planned at his favourite restaurant but he just found out he has to work this weekend. 😣
He is totally bummed out.
I'm hoping I can at least get him to send his son over for some time this weekend so he can get in a little bit of *me* time.




Posted by xxAjuxxPosted by ArgusPosted by xxAjuxx
Also, do you feel as though you need medication or some type of substance to live in this world? Do you feel as though it's easier to cope in this realm with it?
No meds, no! Though my hardest drug is coffee. Ahhh the sweet taste of morning, freshly brewed concoction! 🤤 And yes, it is absolutely easier to cope with the world after a quite start to the day where I can enjoy said potion in perfect silence! 😌Posted by xxAjuxx
Are you sensitive to noise, energy, and or people around you? Can you stay out and about all day or do you have a limit? I do my best to go out early before the sun rise. It's easier for me, too much energy afterwards like it is now.
Absolutely! Older I get, more sensitive I've become. I was just pondering the other day how way back when, I could not stand a day go by without music. These days on the other hand, the only noise I welcome is birds chirping...until later in the evening where I may or may not switch the boob tube on. Dealing with people has & it always will be draining. Rare is the individual whose company I find energizing! But I push through....
ARGUS: No meds, no! Though my hardest drug is coffee. Ahhh the sweet taste of morning, freshly brewed concoction! 🤤 And yes, it is absolutely easier to cope with the world after a quite start to the day where I can enjoy said potion in perfect silence! 😌
AJU: see. So peaceful (:
and droolin all over that coffee hahaha.
I love it in the winter. I can't do it in hotter seasons for some reason.
ARGUS: Absolutely! Older I get, more sensitive I've become. I was just pondering the other day how way back when, I could not stand a day go by without music. These days on the other hand, the only noise I welcome is birds chirping...until later in the evening where I may or may not switch the boob tube on. Dealing with people has & it always will be draining. Rare is the individual whose company I find energizing! But I push through....
AJU: Yep. I am the same. The older I get, the more silence I tend to appreciate and even sounds of nature.
People or friends that drain me I just....I'm sorry. I just can't anymore...click to expand

Posted by MyStarsShine

Posted by _elle_Posted by xxAjuxxPosted by _elle_
Happy Birthday, Pisces 🥳🐠
My youngest son turns 30 on Sunday 😭😭😭😭❤❤❤
We had a great dinner planned at his favourite restaurant but he just found out he has to work this weekend. 😣
He is totally bummed out.
I'm hoping I can at least get him to send his son over for some time this weekend so he can get in a little bit of *me* time.
Happy birthday to your pisces son,Elle.🎂🥳
How is it raising a Pisces sun...son?
What's it like?
Nooo he has to take that day off.
I have a Pisces and a Virgo.....and woah are they opposites for real 🤣😂😅🤣
That ^^^ was the hardest part. 😬
As a Scorpio mum, I have to say Pisces was a bit easier. Sure, there were times we didn't see eye to eye but no matter what we always come around and talk things out.
He was an absolute joy as a child. Well behaved, mannered (Libra Moon). No tantrums. Cuddly and always held my hand. Was just pleasant to be around.
As an adult, the moodiness is hard to handle sometimes but I've learned the hints to leave him be and he will come around.
Maybe just maybe we can get him to sneak off for some birthday fun on Sunday. We will see.click to expand

Posted by LostPisces
Feeling super today all working extra fine at work. Back here for a long time gone.

Posted by LadyNeptunePosted by xxAjuxxPosted by LadyNeptunePosted by xxAjuxxPosted by LadyNeptunePosted by xxAjuxxPosted by LadyNeptune
I don't NEED it but weed helps me. Its my drug over choice over alcohol especially.
Not a morning person at all but trying to be.
Not sensitive per say but theres a reason I chose a career that demands a lot of solo time. Days I have to meet clients in person I do feel more drained. Idk if thats the energy or just the commute.
The morning around 2:00a to 4a
Is perfect time for me. Most are sleeping..
Yin/fem energy is the strongest.
The energy isn't as crazy or chaotic.. It's just chill.
Do you enjoy editable or smoking it?
both, all of the above. Plus vaping is also nice.
I'm a fan of late night gardening. Can't wait for summer.
I'd like to try that one day. Late Night Gardening.
One day soon, hopefully, I'll be going for late night swims. Just me and the racoons.
oh thats right. Didn't you have your pool installed recently?
all based from your designs too right?
No pool yet. We're still in the prep work portion clearing out the area. And we got to finish renovating the guest house/workshop and add a bathroom there before the pool gets brought in. Probably a good 4-6months out so next up would be pulling the permit. But it will happen!click to expand

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Posted by MyStarsShine
*~💜~*

Posted by MyStarsShine
@xxAjuxx

Posted by hydorah
I don't take any kind of pills and I ,never go to the doctor
virgo sun
And this is aquarius season

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Posted by Prince_PiscesPosted by xxAjuxx
Also, do you feel as though you need medication or some type of substance to live in this world? Do you feel as though it's easier to cope in this realm with it?
Well I definitely enjoy my cocktails LOL! I'm currently on a 30 day no alcohol cleanse though.click to expand

Posted by ArgusPosted by xxAjuxxPosted by ArgusPosted by xxAjuxx
Also, do you feel as though you need medication or some type of substance to live in this world? Do you feel as though it's easier to cope in this realm with it?
No meds, no! Though my hardest drug is coffee. Ahhh the sweet taste of morning, freshly brewed concoction! 🤤 And yes, it is absolutely easier to cope with the world after a quite start to the day where I can enjoy said potion in perfect silence! 😌Posted by xxAjuxx
Are you sensitive to noise, energy, and or people around you? Can you stay out and about all day or do you have a limit? I do my best to go out early before the sun rise. It's easier for me, too much energy afterwards like it is now.
Absolutely! Older I get, more sensitive I've become. I was just pondering the other day how way back when, I could not stand a day go by without music. These days on the other hand, the only noise I welcome is birds chirping...until later in the evening where I may or may not switch the boob tube on. Dealing with people has & it always will be draining. Rare is the individual whose company I find energizing! But I push through....
ARGUS: No meds, no! Though my hardest drug is coffee. Ahhh the sweet taste of morning, freshly brewed concoction! 🤤 And yes, it is absolutely easier to cope with the world after a quite start to the day where I can enjoy said potion in perfect silence! 😌
AJU: see. So peaceful (:
and droolin all over that coffee hahaha.
I love it in the winter. I can't do it in hotter seasons for some reason.
ARGUS: Absolutely! Older I get, more sensitive I've become. I was just pondering the other day how way back when, I could not stand a day go by without music. These days on the other hand, the only noise I welcome is birds chirping...until later in the evening where I may or may not switch the boob tube on. Dealing with people has & it always will be draining. Rare is the individual whose company I find energizing! But I push through....
AJU: Yep. I am the same. The older I get, the more silence I tend to appreciate and even sounds of nature.
People or friends that drain me I just....I'm sorry. I just can't anymore...
Behhh … I’m not sure why it m hardly getting notifications that someone replied/quoted me but it’s becoming really annoying!
LoL @ “I just can’t anymore!” 😂
Most of my life I worked in a dental field and by the end of the my head would literally be buzzing with the sounds of high speed drills, patients talking like they are energizer bunnies, endless phone ringing etc etc, so by the time I’d come home, eventually everyone leaned to give me good 30mins without addressing me AT ALL !!!
The sound of silence is entirely underrated! ♥️click to expand

Posted by bmoon8Posted by xxAjuxxPosted by bmoon8![]()
thank You, bMoon 🙂 🙂 🙂
where is pisces in your chart? the house?
this will illuminate now during this time for sure
Pisces is intercepted in the 1st and 2nd house in my chart.
I have at least 2 Pisces birthdays to celebrate coming up… my brother… On 3/14 and my Cap niece’s fiancé.. on 3/18.click to expand

Posted by xxAjuxxPosted by LostPisces
Feeling super today all working extra fine at work. Back here for a long time gone.
wow okay, LostPisces (:
Have you met a lot of Pisces at work?click to expand


Posted by cersei
I had a long and crazy dream last night to kick off Pisces season 😂
Im not sure if I can survive with meds, Ive been taking them since I was 18. But it’s possible one day. Im hoping.
Im not sensitive to noise, but I am to blood or gore. I can get very sick and squeamish just hearing something too gorey, I have to move around just to calm myself. Ive thrown up and almost fainted a couple times from hearing about and/or seeing something that was too graphic. When I was little I saw a cow head at the supermarket and was traumatized for days. I almost fainted once again and after that I never saw cows the same. That’s when I realized what happens to animals for us to get beef, pork etc.
that’s probably why I am pollotarian now haha
I cannot be out very long, especially now that Im older I have no idea why my energy is so low. I get sleepy after just one hour of being out. I also need alone time constantly or I will go crazy

Posted by shakedownPosted by xxAjuxx
Some Movies I feel are very Pisces to me that I love.
There's more that I may post later
***
High Art (1998)![]()
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Ponyo (2008)![]()
The Beach (2000)
“High Art” 👌.click to expand



Posted by xxAjuxxPosted by ArgusPosted by xxAjuxxPosted by ArgusPosted by xxAjuxx
Also, do you feel as though you need medication or some type of substance to live in this world? Do you feel as though it's easier to cope in this realm with it?
No meds, no! Though my hardest drug is coffee. Ahhh the sweet taste of morning, freshly brewed concoction! 🤤 And yes, it is absolutely easier to cope with the world after a quite start to the day where I can enjoy said potion in perfect silence! 😌Posted by xxAjuxx
Are you sensitive to noise, energy, and or people around you? Can you stay out and about all day or do you have a limit? I do my best to go out early before the sun rise. It's easier for me, too much energy afterwards like it is now.
Absolutely! Older I get, more sensitive I've become. I was just pondering the other day how way back when, I could not stand a day go by without music. These days on the other hand, the only noise I welcome is birds chirping...until later in the evening where I may or may not switch the boob tube on. Dealing with people has & it always will be draining. Rare is the individual whose company I find energizing! But I push through....
ARGUS: No meds, no! Though my hardest drug is coffee. Ahhh the sweet taste of morning, freshly brewed concoction! 🤤 And yes, it is absolutely easier to cope with the world after a quite start to the day where I can enjoy said potion in perfect silence! 😌
AJU: see. So peaceful (:
and droolin all over that coffee hahaha.
I love it in the winter. I can't do it in hotter seasons for some reason.
ARGUS: Absolutely! Older I get, more sensitive I've become. I was just pondering the other day how way back when, I could not stand a day go by without music. These days on the other hand, the only noise I welcome is birds chirping...until later in the evening where I may or may not switch the boob tube on. Dealing with people has & it always will be draining. Rare is the individual whose company I find energizing! But I push through....
AJU: Yep. I am the same. The older I get, the more silence I tend to appreciate and even sounds of nature.
People or friends that drain me I just....I'm sorry. I just can't anymore...
Behhh … I’m not sure why it m hardly getting notifications that someone replied/quoted me but it’s becoming really annoying!
LoL @ “I just can’t anymore!” 😂
Most of my life I worked in a dental field and by the end of the my head would literally be buzzing with the sounds of high speed drills, patients talking like they are energizer bunnies, endless phone ringing etc etc, so by the time I’d come home, eventually everyone leaned to give me good 30mins without addressing me AT ALL !!!
The sound of silence is entirely underrated! ♥️
ARGUS that will be the death of this thread too I'm assuming.
I don't think anyone here is getting any notifications from me.
is it just happening to me and in this thread? I bet it's just me
and I'm just responding for no reason. sigh* I truly think the admin of this site just...
doesn't have the best intentions for me here. I'm sorry for the inconvenience of all this
and I hope you will be able to read this response.
----------------------
wow I also know another pisces friend who is a dentist too.
that would kill my head. for that buzzing to go on and on.
but YES, the sound of silence. I truly believe that in itself is Pisces.
going into nothingness, going into the void, 12th house.click to expand

Posted by ArgusPosted by xxAjuxxPosted by ArgusPosted by xxAjuxxPosted by ArgusPosted by xxAjuxx
Also, do you feel as though you need medication or some type of substance to live in this world? Do you feel as though it's easier to cope in this realm with it?
No meds, no! Though my hardest drug is coffee. Ahhh the sweet taste of morning, freshly brewed concoction! 🤤 And yes, it is absolutely easier to cope with the world after a quite start to the day where I can enjoy said potion in perfect silence! 😌Posted by xxAjuxx
Are you sensitive to noise, energy, and or people around you? Can you stay out and about all day or do you have a limit? I do my best to go out early before the sun rise. It's easier for me, too much energy afterwards like it is now.
Absolutely! Older I get, more sensitive I've become. I was just pondering the other day how way back when, I could not stand a day go by without music. These days on the other hand, the only noise I welcome is birds chirping...until later in the evening where I may or may not switch the boob tube on. Dealing with people has & it always will be draining. Rare is the individual whose company I find energizing! But I push through....
ARGUS: No meds, no! Though my hardest drug is coffee. Ahhh the sweet taste of morning, freshly brewed concoction! 🤤 And yes, it is absolutely easier to cope with the world after a quite start to the day where I can enjoy said potion in perfect silence! 😌
AJU: see. So peaceful (:
and droolin all over that coffee hahaha.
I love it in the winter. I can't do it in hotter seasons for some reason.
ARGUS: Absolutely! Older I get, more sensitive I've become. I was just pondering the other day how way back when, I could not stand a day go by without music. These days on the other hand, the only noise I welcome is birds chirping...until later in the evening where I may or may not switch the boob tube on. Dealing with people has & it always will be draining. Rare is the individual whose company I find energizing! But I push through....
AJU: Yep. I am the same. The older I get, the more silence I tend to appreciate and even sounds of nature.
People or friends that drain me I just....I'm sorry. I just can't anymore...
Behhh … I’m not sure why it m hardly getting notifications that someone replied/quoted me but it’s becoming really annoying!
LoL @ “I just can’t anymore!” 😂
Most of my life I worked in a dental field and by the end of the my head would literally be buzzing with the sounds of high speed drills, patients talking like they are energizer bunnies, endless phone ringing etc etc, so by the time I’d come home, eventually everyone leaned to give me good 30mins without addressing me AT ALL !!!
The sound of silence is entirely underrated! ♥️
ARGUS that will be the death of this thread too I'm assuming.
I don't think anyone here is getting any notifications from me.
is it just happening to me and in this thread? I bet it's just me
and I'm just responding for no reason. sigh* I truly think the admin of this site just...
doesn't have the best intentions for me here. I'm sorry for the inconvenience of all this
and I hope you will be able to read this response.
----------------------
wow I also know another pisces friend who is a dentist too.
that would kill my head. for that buzzing to go on and on.
but YES, the sound of silence. I truly believe that in itself is Pisces.
going into nothingness, going into the void, 12th house.
Perhaps you might find it reassuring that I have not been receiving any notifications for replies/quoting for some time now. What is even more odd is that sometimes, completely random posts are not visible one minute only to appear hours & sometimes days later.
So indeed, this is getting rather frustrating for it completely defeats the purpose of the notification system. Reminds me of them “good ol’ days” when there was no notifications AT ALL and one would have to browse through all the threads one posted in just to see if anyone responded/quoted your comment 😂
I still have hope for the survival of your thread even though the speed/frequency with which people comment on may be slightly impaired. Hopefully temporary. 🤞🏼
☺️click to expand


Posted by cerseiPosted by xxAjuxxPosted by cersei
I had a long and crazy dream last night to kick off Pisces season 😂
Im not sure if I can survive with meds, Ive been taking them since I was 18. But it’s possible one day. Im hoping.
Im not sensitive to noise, but I am to blood or gore. I can get very sick and squeamish just hearing something too gorey, I have to move around just to calm myself. Ive thrown up and almost fainted a couple times from hearing about and/or seeing something that was too graphic. When I was little I saw a cow head at the supermarket and was traumatized for days. I almost fainted once again and after that I never saw cows the same. That’s when I realized what happens to animals for us to get beef, pork etc.
that’s probably why I am pollotarian now haha
I cannot be out very long, especially now that Im older I have no idea why my energy is so low. I get sleepy after just one hour of being out. I also need alone time constantly or I will go crazy
Yep Sounds about right as a Pisces.
oh wow. You are very sensitive to things gory. I'm the same
way when it comes to food. certain contracts connected to some
of the foods I just can't and won't merge with anymore as an adult..
I don't think I understood though. You are saying you are not able to
take meds or you are able to take meds?
Oh I mean I have been taking meds for depression since I was 18, so Im not sure how Id do without taking them. A part of me wants to go off them but another part of me scared 😣click to expand


Posted by Wizardz_Posted by xxAjuxxPosted by cerseiPosted by xxAjuxxPosted by cersei
I had a long and crazy dream last night to kick off Pisces season 😂
Im not sure if I can survive with meds, Ive been taking them since I was 18. But it’s possible one day. Im hoping.
Im not sensitive to noise, but I am to blood or gore. I can get very sick and squeamish just hearing something too gorey, I have to move around just to calm myself. Ive thrown up and almost fainted a couple times from hearing about and/or seeing something that was too graphic. When I was little I saw a cow head at the supermarket and was traumatized for days. I almost fainted once again and after that I never saw cows the same. That’s when I realized what happens to animals for us to get beef, pork etc.
that’s probably why I am pollotarian now haha
I cannot be out very long, especially now that Im older I have no idea why my energy is so low. I get sleepy after just one hour of being out. I also need alone time constantly or I will go crazy
Yep Sounds about right as a Pisces.
oh wow. You are very sensitive to things gory. I'm the same
way when it comes to food. certain contracts connected to some
of the foods I just can't and won't merge with anymore as an adult..
I don't think I understood though. You are saying you are not able to
take meds or you are able to take meds?
Oh I mean I have been taking meds for depression since I was 18, so Im not sure how Id do without taking them. A part of me wants to go off them but another part of me scared 😣
oh oh ok. Hmm... maybe you could start with lighter dosage?
I've been on calming/non anxiety supplements now and they help a lot
I don't like taking any supplements and I don't have anxiety anymore but I did try St.John's Wort for a month or two and it def worked to make me feel calmer generallyclick to expand





Posted by Wizardz_Posted by xxAjuxxPosted by Wizardz_Posted by xxAjuxxPosted by cerseiPosted by xxAjuxxPosted by cersei
I had a long and crazy dream last night to kick off Pisces season 😂
Im not sure if I can survive with meds, Ive been taking them since I was 18. But it’s possible one day. Im hoping.
Im not sensitive to noise, but I am to blood or gore. I can get very sick and squeamish just hearing something too gorey, I have to move around just to calm myself. Ive thrown up and almost fainted a couple times from hearing about and/or seeing something that was too graphic. When I was little I saw a cow head at the supermarket and was traumatized for days. I almost fainted once again and after that I never saw cows the same. That’s when I realized what happens to animals for us to get beef, pork etc.
that’s probably why I am pollotarian now haha
I cannot be out very long, especially now that Im older I have no idea why my energy is so low. I get sleepy after just one hour of being out. I also need alone time constantly or I will go crazy
Yep Sounds about right as a Pisces.
oh wow. You are very sensitive to things gory. I'm the same
way when it comes to food. certain contracts connected to some
of the foods I just can't and won't merge with anymore as an adult..
I don't think I understood though. You are saying you are not able to
take meds or you are able to take meds?
Oh I mean I have been taking meds for depression since I was 18, so Im not sure how Id do without taking them. A part of me wants to go off them but another part of me scared 😣
oh oh ok. Hmm... maybe you could start with lighter dosage?
I've been on calming/non anxiety supplements now and they help a lot
I don't like taking any supplements and I don't have anxiety anymore but I did try St.John's Wort for a month or two and it def worked to make me feel calmer generally
oooo, thank you for letting me know about this one. it's new to me.
I've been interested and taking herbs/supplements a bit recently
{i've} Just been seeing how certain ones affect me and to what extent.
What helped or made you stop?
Sorry, I didn't get a notification from your reply either 🤦♂️
If you look at reviews for St.John's wort there is strong evidence it is effective so I would recommend it, not that I have anything to compare it with
What helped with anxiety? Acceptance, I think. I know that's a bit of a general answer but most anxiety seems to be from not considering yourself to be the right person, in the right place, doing the right thing etc and you fear it
I guess I stopped trying to be the person I think I should be and started being the person I am, warts and all
In this culture people are always trying to tell you what you should be and do. How you should rise above things, how you should achieve your dreams, how you should be a wonderful human being full of love and happiness etc
It's all great in theory but what if all that happens is you get anxious that you are NOT those things?
It's like going to the gym. You want to be strong and fit but you're weak and unfit right now. If you load the bar up with heavy weights all that is going to happen is you will fail to lift it and perhaps hurt yourself. You need to accept your weakness and say "this is all I can do right now". Lift those tiny weights. In a month's time, you will be lifting slightly heavier weights and so on. It's a journey and when on a journey you can't focus on your destination or you'll drive yourself mad with frustration, angst and probably despair. Be where you are, be who you are and have faith that you can find your way
Lol, my thoughts on the matter 🤷♂️ I think it is important to do what you are able to and also I think it is important to accept what you are NOT able to do and allow yourself to have limitations, they will make you feel comforted and oddly, more free. Like in the lifting weights analogy, understand that your weakness is a temporary reality but it is important to accept yourself first and say "even if I never get stronger then so be it, this is who I am" and then you'll probably find you DO get stronger but you need to relieve the stress of expectancy first
As a meta-example, I can re-read this post I just made and think "hmm not sure I entirely gave the message there that I intended to" but for me, it is important to let it go and allow myself to make "mistakes" and put it out there. You can't be right all the time, it's okay to make mistakes and be less than noble, or whatever... idk this is all my conscious pouring out stuff but you get my general drift, I hope. Be easy on yourself. You might find that you never become that strong and fit person, then so be it - be a fat person who gets to eat a lot of delicious cake 🤷♂️😅click to expand


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