Fell in love on Magic Mushrooms yesterday.

So let’s squash Pisces number 1 and 3 from my saga. And go back to Pisces number 2. Not sure if I ever told you guys about her before but we started talking A LOT through FaceTime, hours a week, but never met up because she lives 6 hours away and neither of us really made it a priority because of our own shit going on. We stopped contact for a while but she kept creeping back up here and there, well we both did. Than a little over a week ago I mentioned to her that she was in a lucid dream of mine. But I didn’t remember why. Here we are a little over a week later...

We finally met in person. Took a bus to see her Wednesday night, and spent all day Thursday together, tripping on shrooms (my idea).

She has had a rough year, and I use pscylocibin stricktly wholistically, so I asked her if she wanted to trip and we made the plan. The mushrooms are put on this earth for healing not partying (though there is a lot of dancing involved regardless).

She never took mushrooms before, so I was very careful to mentally and emotionally prepare her for a positive experience as far as comfort goes (you can’t control the underlying feels that cause spiritual awakenings and evoke emotion, but set and setting)

I slept over wed night before the trip. Cuddles in bed. It was awesome. Than finally we kissed for the first time right before we downed the shrooms. I calmed her nerves through the come up, made sure her kinda unaware roomate wouldn’t say some dumb shit to freak her out. And we went on a 5 hour ride in to paradise.

She had A LOT of shit to work through. And my soul felt cleansed for sharing and aiding her with this experience. A lot of crying on her part. But good crying. Tears of joy, happiness, sadness and gratitude.

I just was so happy she was able to have that sort of spiritual experience, I wanted that for her. Now... as of for me and her, the unexpected happened. When our boundaries broke down, she said things and I said things that were pure and honest regarding one another. And kind words and sweet exchanges and laughs and inside jokes and LOTS of affection between the two of us. My heart just felt so OPEN for the first time in 2 years. I just... adore her. She actually dropped “I love you” and so many words twice. I think by accident but she recovered. First time was early in the trip, something along the lines of “I love you but no”. And than wayyy after the trip. As we kissed goodbye at the bus terminal... she said “I love you.” Paused.. and than added “I love you as a person”. This all tied in to a debate we had before the trip of me basically disagreeing with her that saying “I love you” to someone you don’t know doesn’t mean it’s a fake “I love you”. And at the end of the trip it’s like there was a switch flip.

Here is the thing now... honestly.. I think we both fell in love with one another. I kept telling her “I adore you”. But really I teared up a few times after her trip when she was napping I was sitting outside reflecting. And I cried a little. Out of pure joy. And all the love I was feeling in my heart. We shared more emotion in feelings in one night more than I ever have in my life with ANYONE. And she is not the first “Pisces crush” Iv tripped with. Matter of fact the last Pisces I spoke of I tripped with just a week prior because she was going back to AZ and I needed a trip sitter. And that time awakened me, but I also realized I just wanted to stay in a pseudo romantic-platonic friendship with her. With this one... we were both just amazed. Like all this time we’ve been sleeping on one another. I miss her already. And I can’t stop smiling about our time together. We had No expectations. Just fun. And I feel nothing but Gratitude. What a breath of fresh air this was. A true re set of my brain and heart.

Posted by Arielle83
K

Haha damn crabby patty, Salty much?

Posted by HoovesofTopaz
I’ve done mushrooms a lot in the past, and anyone I’ve ever done them with are always prevalent in my mind for awhile afterwards. I’m glad y’all had a good trip. Kind of sounds like she caught herself.

Are you just venting or was there a question? Lmfaooo

Neither. More like Gloating. Seems like a first great experience in years. We spent HOURS loving up on each other even after the trip. She showed me and talked to me about things after. Took care of me. I took care of her. All after the come down. One of the times she cried she was so overwhelmed by how her and I felt. And how happy she was that we were together, and how healing it felt with all that’s going on with her life that she said word for word, while crying “wow people really do meet one another for a reason”. It was just such a beautiful situation, I figured I’d just share a success story on here for once. Green pastures from here. I don’t want any outside advice really, I feel completely open and confident enough to just talk to her. I’m just happy 🙂

Posted by Arielle83
You’re bad at reading ppl.

I said “K”

K?

No I’m not. But this is the internet. The mere fact that you felt the need to just say “k” is telling. I don’t know if we have the same definition of salty. But I’m assuming if it wasn’t some sort of passive aggressive dig than it’s merely just redundant. That’s how it comes off, so maybe you are the one who’s not good at linguistics? 🤷🏻‍♀️

Posted by Arielle83
You’re bad at reading ppl.

I said “K”

K?

And there is NOTHING to read in to. Did you really fucking read this thing. I don’t need to know how she feels I know. And I know “I” feel like I fell in love. I’m merely throwing facts so what the fuck you so salty about? Please gtfo. Ppl on here trolling on threads they could care less about, just attracts bad energy to your self it’s a shame. Really.

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Posted by Arielle83
You’re bad at reading ppl.

I said “K”

K?

And there is NOTHING to read in to. Did you really treetrunking read this thing. I don’t need to know how she feels I know. And I know “I” feel like I fell in love. I’m merely throwing facts so what the treetrunk you so salty about? Please gtfo. Ppl on here trolling on threads they could care less about, just attracts bad energy to your self it’s a shame. Really. click to expand

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Oh and maybe think twice next time you think you “know” anyone on here. Me not reading ppl correctly is an adjustment learned through experience. I maybe post two threads every few months. So assuming you know anything about me is kinda stupid, arnt you exhausted about making assumptions on ppl you don’t know without asking questions?

I never did shrooms but was like this with booze....my love vibe took a huge leap and I started to feel love for everyone around me lol

I believe it's a self love that's projected out to who is with you at the time as in it may not be limited to a specific other

Hope that makes sense and no I'm not doing drugs.....just loved up lol

🌟😊🌟

oooh i wanna try maybe my wall will drop down

Posted by WaterDevil

Posted by Arielle83
You’re bad at reading ppl.

I said “K”

K?

And there is NOTHING to read in to. Did you really fucking read this thing. I don’t need to know how she feels I know. And I know “I” feel like I fell in love. I’m merely throwing facts so what the fuck you so salty about? Please gtfo. Ppl on here trolling on threads they could care less about, just attracts bad energy to your self it’s a shame. Really. click to expand

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How are you overthinking someone saying OK to you? And then getting annoyed with their answer? You need to chill.

If you think she's trolling, just ignore and move on.

Posted by Ram416

Posted by WaterDevil

Posted by Arielle83
You’re bad at reading ppl.

I said “K”

K?

And there is NOTHING to read in to. Did you really treetrunking read this thing. I don’t need to know how she feels I know. And I know “I” feel like I fell in love. I’m merely throwing facts so what the treetrunk you so salty about? Please gtfo. Ppl on here trolling on threads they could care less about, just attracts bad energy to your self it’s a shame. Really. click to expand

How are you overthinking someone saying OK to you? And then getting annoyed with their answer? You need to chill.

If you think she's trolling, just ignore and move on.

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Lol I was aggy af on a the bus home when I wrote that. 6 hours sitting next to a horrifically smelly person made me snappedy snap. You right tho

I have just one question.

What does it mean when you say "i use psylocibin strictly holistically"

Is that some fancy new California speak meant to relativize getting high as fuck for no apparent reason?

"baby, you'll grow, just take these shrooms for me"

Is that what it is?

Posted by Fallen2Pisces

Posted by WaterDevil
So let’s squash Pisces number 1 and 3 from my saga. And go back to Pisces number 2. Not sure if I ever told you guys about her before but we started talking A LOT through FaceTime, hours a week, but never met up because she lives 6 hours away and neither of us really made it a priority because of our own butter going on. We stopped contact for a while but she kept creeping back up here and there, well we both did. Than a little over a week ago I mentioned to her that she was in a lucid dream of mine. But I didn’t remember why. Here we are a little over a week later...
We finally met in person. Took a bus to see her Wednesday night, and spent all day Thursday together, tripping on shrooms (my idea).
She has had a rough year, and I use pscylocibin stricktly wholistically, so I asked her if she wanted to trip and we made the plan. The mushrooms are put on this earth for healing not partying (though there is a lot of dancing involved regardless).
She never took mushrooms before, so I was very careful to mentally and emotionally prepare her for a positive experience as far as comfort goes (you can’t control the underlying feels that cause spiritual awakenings and evoke emotion, but set and setting)
I slept over wed night before the trip. Cuddles in bed. It was awesome. Than finally we kissed for the first time right before we downed the shrooms. I calmed her nerves through the come up, made sure her kinda unaware roomate wouldn’t say some dumb butter to freak her out. And we went on a 5 hour ride in to paradise.
She had A LOT of butter to work through. And my soul felt cleansed for sharing and aiding her with this experience. A lot of crying on her part. But good crying. Tears of joy, happiness, sadness and gratitude.
I just was so happy she was able to have that sort of spiritual experience, I wanted that for her. Now... as of for me and her, the unexpected happened. When our boundaries broke down, she said things and I said things that were pure and honest regarding one another. And kind words and sweet exchanges and laughs and inside jokes and LOTS of affection between the two of us. My heart just felt so OPEN for the first time in 2 years. I just... adore her. She actually dropped “I love you” and so many words twice. I think by accident but she recovered. First time was early in the trip, something along the lines of “I love you but no”. And than wayyy after the trip. As we kissed goodbye at the bus terminal... she said “I love you.” Paused.. and than added “I love you as a person”. This all tied in to a debate we had before the trip of me basically disagreeing with her that saying “I love you” to someone you don’t know doesn’t mean it’s a fake “I love you”. And at the end of the trip it’s like there was a switch flip.
Here is the thing now... honestly.. I think we both fell in love with one another. I kept telling her “I adore you”. But really I teared up a few times after her trip when she was napping I was sitting outside reflecting. And I cried a little. Out of pure joy. And all the love I was feeling in my heart. We shared more emotion in feelings in one night more than I ever have in my life with ANYONE. And she is not the first “Pisces crush” Iv tripped with. Matter of fact the last Pisces I spoke of I tripped with just a week prior because she was going back to AZ and I needed a trip sitter. And that time awakened me, but I also realized I just wanted to stay in a pseudo romantic-platonic friendship with her. With this one... we were both just amazed. Like all this time we’ve been sleeping on one another. I miss her already. And I can’t stop smiling about our time together. We had No expectations. Just fun. And I feel nothing but Gratitude. What a breath of fresh air this was. A true re set of my brain and heart.

holy fking butter! dude! i dont know if you are a dude or wth your sign is but wow! that is amazing...dude giving a pisces shrooms that never done it but brrought out the dreamer into a spiritual harmonic reality that accepts it all and looks at it in such a harmonic way...wow. what a beautiful expereince that mustve been!... im so curious whats your sign and gender?

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Was amazing 🙂 and we are both women. Im a cancer with a sag moon libra rising. She’s a Pisces with a Gemini moon

Posted by Fallen2Pisces
when i took shrooms i heard the trees , the earth talk to me and breath life into me,,, everyone else was just freaking out on dumb butter instead of enjoying such a harmonic wonderful experience, i frigggin love shrooms, i wish i had easy access to them...it really brings out the best in your unlike acid, its the dark side, but if you have a good soul, you can be good with it..but man...being with the opposite sex like a pisces who really gets in tune with intensity of natures beauty, its truly is an art...so fking amazing...most people are just too indulge with the realities or customs of human do this do that nonsense butter...nah man you did good bro

Our communication hasn’t been easy though since I left :/. She’s very closed off again. I think she doesn’t want to get hurt. I sent her a pizza to her job yesterday just outta spontaneity. She thanked me politely but idk I got weird vibes. I only sent it to be happy, no expectations. But now I fear for my heart tbh. After fearing for hers. Was a lot for me to open up, but now I want to put up my walls again. That’s my own issue tho

Posted by Boring
When being sober on a first date is too mainstream or lame?

This isn’t a “first date”. This wasn’t a date at all. We just planned to trip together, neither of us expected all these feels, we had just been friends

Posted by Mr_Pinchy
I have just one question.

What does it mean when you say "i use psylocibin strictly holistically"

Is that some fancy new California speak meant to relativize getting high as treetrunk for no apparent reason?

"baby, you'll grow, just take these shrooms for me"

Is that what it is?

I suggest you do your research before you judge. Since you asked.