
Ajna
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Posted by Blackburn
It was a "tell me more" like.
I thought it had more to do with synastry or similar placements than past life connections.

Posted by AjuPosted by Blackburn
It was a "tell me more" like.
I thought it had more to do with synastry or similar placements than past life connections.
Well 🙂
It can be both...
There are certain artist though I connect with who have
horrible synastry with me....
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Posted by BlackburnYou're right...Posted by AjuPosted by Blackburn
It was a "tell me more" like.
I thought it had more to do with synastry or similar placements than past life connections.
Well 🙂
It can be both...
There are certain artist though I connect with who have
horrible synastry with me....
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Well, they are not horrible synastries if they make you feel that way.
How do you feel it to think you might have been her/him?
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Posted by MimsThe beautiful part about his books to me was always that if you read one again after a number of years...completely new psychological angles. 5 years since I read Crime and punishment..should do it again. Think I read everything of his I could find..wanted to learn Russian at some point to grasp all the intricacies that only unfold in a writer's native language.
I never checked synastry. However, ever since adolescence I believed Fyodor Dostoevsky would have been able to understand my soul better than I could myself. And vice versa. I used to cry at sixteen because I felt the fact I became conscious of his existence and the very fact he was dead had torn a piece of my soul out. Though, I very much doubt that I would ever reach his level of genius and therefore can't imagine I would ever have been him.

Posted by AjuMy old singing teacher. She passed away a couple of years ago. I went to her for five years. I can't quite explain my connection to her.
Are there any artist that you feel connected to that are long gone?
Maybe you feel that you could have been them before your life as you are now?
Who are these artist that feel like long lost brothers or sisters to you?

Posted by LittleFairyI love how you describe all of this. all of it is beyond words.Posted by AjuMy old singing teacher. She passed away a couple of years ago. I went to her for five years. I can't quite explain my connection to her.
Are there any artist that you feel connected to that are long gone?
Maybe you feel that you could have been them before your life as you are now?
Who are these artist that feel like long lost brothers or sisters to you?
You know it was quite ....magical the way I found her. I had been singing three years already. I had two teachers and I was not learning the techniques I wanted nor progressing with sight singing. I needed more diaphragm support and I was ripping my hair out after practicing months and not hearing the break through I felt my practice deserved. I had gone from a TERRIBLE teacher to a slightly better teacher. I had gone to all the best schools in My City.
You see in Dublin anyone who wanted to sing classically had to travel abroad. I wanted maybe to do that one day. But I felt i needed to make steps forward before that.
I was finding the pool of classical singing teachers TINY. And few had a clue what they were doing.
Then out of the blue, I was walking down a back street I heard singing...I heard this floating voice.
.it was GOOD. I stayed and I thought well if it's her maybe she can help me and if it's a student. That's GOOD.
I went and interrupted the lesson. The rooms used to be apartments above highstreet shops. And I walked up the flights and buzzed her down. Denise came downstairs. She was the most glamorous woman I had ever seen. And YOUNG. Which is strange for a singing teacher.
She told me if I waited until after the lesson she would talk. So I waited an hr. And after we chatted. She explained she had sung in London and the met. But her husband had then had cancer not once but twice. And it made her re prioritize life. So she went from singer to singing teacher.
She broke me down and built me up in every way, emotionally physically.
And after a while ...i became the floating voice ..that people heard on the street or on my road and people went ...who is that? And I would never say ...it's me 😉
I felt feel a very special connection to her. One built on ...music...
She would sing to me to demonstrate I remember feeling it was such a privilege to be so close to that she was a great singer....she would move me to tears sometimes ...or shout corrections until i cried ..then hug me ..
There are certain words schmidt ....every singer knows...still remind me of her...
And now she is gone.
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Posted by AjuI know ....it's so strange sorry if this is boring ..but in every singer you can hear traces of their teacher ..like you sound slightly like your mother or an accent ..it's like that sometimes..Posted by LittleFairyI love how you describe all of this. all of it is beyond words.Posted by AjuMy old singing teacher. She passed away a couple of years ago. I went to her for five years. I can't quite explain my connection to her.
Are there any artist that you feel connected to that are long gone?
Maybe you feel that you could have been them before your life as you are now?
Who are these artist that feel like long lost brothers or sisters to you?
You know it was quite ....magical the way I found her. I had been singing three years already. I had two teachers and I was not learning the techniques I wanted nor progressing with sight singing. I needed more diaphragm support and I was ripping my hair out after practicing months and not hearing the break through I felt my practice deserved. I had gone from a TERRIBLE teacher to a slightly better teacher. I had gone to all the best schools in My City.
You see in Dublin anyone who wanted to sing classically had to travel abroad. I wanted maybe to do that one day. But I felt i needed to make steps forward before that.
I was finding the pool of classical singing teachers TINY. And few had a clue what they were doing.
Then out of the blue, I was walking down a back street I heard singing...I heard this floating voice.
.it was GOOD. I stayed and I thought well if it's her maybe she can help me and if it's a student. That's GOOD.
I went and interrupted the lesson. The rooms used to be apartments above highstreet shops. And I walked up the flights and buzzed her down. Denise came downstairs. She was the most glamorous woman I had ever seen. And YOUNG. Which is strange for a singing teacher.
She told me if I waited until after the lesson she would talk. So I waited an hr. And after we chatted. She explained she had sung in London and the met. But her husband had then had cancer not once but twice. And it made her re prioritize life. So she went from singer to singing teacher.
She broke me down and built me up in every way, emotionally physically.
And after a while ...i became the floating voice ..that people heard on the street or on my road and people went ...who is that? And I would never say ...it's me 😉
I felt feel a very special connection to her. One built on ...music...
She would sing to me to demonstrate I remember feeling it was such a privilege to be so close to that she was a great singer....she would move me to tears sometimes ...or shout corrections until i cried ..then hug me ..
There are certain words schmidt ....every singer knows...still remind me of her...
And now she is gone.
And though she's (physically)gone...I feel shes still around.. still aiding you at times...
And when you sing, she lives through you from her teachings
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Posted by LittleFairyNot boring at all.Posted by AjuI know ....it's so strange sorry if this is boring ..but in every singer you can hear traces of their teacher ..like you sound slightly like your mother or an accent ..it's like that sometimes..Posted by LittleFairyI love how you describe all of this. all of it is beyond words.Posted by AjuMy old singing teacher. She passed away a couple of years ago. I went to her for five years. I can't quite explain my connection to her.
Are there any artist that you feel connected to that are long gone?
Maybe you feel that you could have been them before your life as you are now?
Who are these artist that feel like long lost brothers or sisters to you?
You know it was quite ....magical the way I found her. I had been singing three years already. I had two teachers and I was not learning the techniques I wanted nor progressing with sight singing. I needed more diaphragm support and I was ripping my hair out after practicing months and not hearing the break through I felt my practice deserved. I had gone from a TERRIBLE teacher to a slightly better teacher. I had gone to all the best schools in My City.
You see in Dublin anyone who wanted to sing classically had to travel abroad. I wanted maybe to do that one day. But I felt i needed to make steps forward before that.
I was finding the pool of classical singing teachers TINY. And few had a clue what they were doing.
Then out of the blue, I was walking down a back street I heard singing...I heard this floating voice.
.it was GOOD. I stayed and I thought well if it's her maybe she can help me and if it's a student. That's GOOD.
I went and interrupted the lesson. The rooms used to be apartments above highstreet shops. And I walked up the flights and buzzed her down. Denise came downstairs. She was the most glamorous woman I had ever seen. And YOUNG. Which is strange for a singing teacher.
She told me if I waited until after the lesson she would talk. So I waited an hr. And after we chatted. She explained she had sung in London and the met. But her husband had then had cancer not once but twice. And it made her re prioritize life. So she went from singer to singing teacher.
She broke me down and built me up in every way, emotionally physically.
And after a while ...i became the floating voice ..that people heard on the street or on my road and people went ...who is that? And I would never say ...it's me 😉
I felt feel a very special connection to her. One built on ...music...
She would sing to me to demonstrate I remember feeling it was such a privilege to be so close to that she was a great singer....she would move me to tears sometimes ...or shout corrections until i cried ..then hug me ..
There are certain words schmidt ....every singer knows...still remind me of her...
And now she is gone.
And though she's (physically)gone...I feel shes still around.. still aiding you at times...
And when you sing, she lives through you from her teachings
I can say she understood me, my desires and emotions like no other living person.
I like to think I was her favorite student ...although I can hear her laugh at that coyly 🙂 Her husband used to say I was the only one she talked about at home. 🙂click to expand

Posted by DamnataThe beautiful part about his books to me was always that if you read one again after a number of years...completely new psychological angles. 5 years since I read Crime and punishment..should do it again. Think I read everything of his I could find..wanted to learn Russian at some point to grasp all the intricacies that only unfold in a writer's native language.Maybe is that the feeling that creates bonds between us and the important people and historical figures in our lives. This impression, belief, sensation that wherever we go, however we change, they will always be in sync with who we are to become. A great author. A talented sculptor. An inspiring singing master. The impressions they leave on us become part of us and influence us to the point where we try to reach past our self-imposed limits.click to expand

Posted by AjuPosted by BlackburnYou're right...Posted by AjuPosted by Blackburn
It was a "tell me more" like.
I thought it had more to do with synastry or similar placements than past life connections.
Well 🙂
It can be both...
There are certain artist though I connect with who have
horrible synastry with me....
----
Well, they are not horrible synastries if they make you feel that way.
How do you feel it to think you might have been her/him?
Horrible isn't the best word to describe it...
It's probably best maybe to say challenging over horrible yeah...
And all of this is a major sign that tough synastries or challenging
signs doesn't always have to mean a doomed relationship or similarities...
I've been best friends with someone since elementary who's chart
shows results of unlikeliness of even thinking about seeing eye to
eye with me when I would do test and comparison charts onlineclick to expand

Posted by Rozaeonwow 100% ?
François-René de Chateaubriand
I will never compare myself to this man, and i'll never find the words to describe how i feel about him and this " connection " so to speak but i'll try.
When i first read his memoir it hits me hard. So hard that i cried because i felt understood and " complete " for the first time in my entire life. Every word that he employed was exactly what i feel or think. It's like he described all the things that i can't talk about, like i have nothing to hide anymore, he saw right throught me.
If he was alive right now, this man would have been the only one who understands me completely and vice versa.
Edit : I did, just for fun, a compatibility rating and everything is 100% haha
By the way OP, that's a really great topic ^^

Posted by Arielle83Is that Marilyn Monroe?
Norma jean baker


Posted by Arielle83hmm i seePosted by AjuNo, Marilyn Monroe is an imagePosted by Arielle83Is that Marilyn Monroe?
Norma jean bakerclick to expand




Posted by AdreamuponwakingWhat did you think of Nicole in The Hours?
Nicole Kidman is Brillant as Diane in Fur btw
I love this clip so much

Posted by AjuNo I haven't but I have heard good things.Posted by AdreamuponwakingWhat did you think of Nicole in The Hours?
Nicole Kidman is Brillant as Diane in Fur btw
I love this clip so much
Have you seen it? I cant stop watching it.click to expand
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Maybe you feel that you could have been them before your life as you are now?
Who are these artist that feel like long lost brothers or sisters to you?