Thoughts on my 43rd

Well...today is my 43rd birthday and as I was celebrating; a few truths about me kept running through my mind.

I realized that I will never truly be happy without love in my life. Things are going good career wise right now. Started a family business that has really taken off and I’m poised to run the entire thing in the near future. Family and friends are ok. Truly, I’ve never really focused on those things and humbly, they’ve always fallen into place.

At the core of me, there’s always been this incredible focus on love and family. I was very aware(awakened) as a child and knew I wanted to be a husband and father. That single purpose has driven my relationship decisions since that time. It is not born out of a lack or apparent need. It is just simply the capacity to give of myself and at the core of my soul. To think of something larger than me. It’s just incredibly difficult for me to think of anything other than giving the gift of love to another...someone special to me. It has become an instinct for me. Admittedly, it has become a source of great joy and pain because of the world we live in. At the same time, my drive pushes me to persevere and to continue. To what end, that is unknown.

There is one who has my heart right now but sadly due to forces and choices that are out of my control...we are not together nor have we ever been in any capacity other than a deep friendship. Sadly, it is the type of friendship that serves as the foundation for something significantly more...but she’s afraid. I won’t go into it further but there’s no one I would’ve rather have spent my birthday with. Now, it appears, we are about to go our separate ways. As sad as this makes me, I know that I did everything in my power to show her the way by simply being who I am. There is no shame in that. I don’t know what our future will be but I do know she will remain a part of me and hopefully me her.

I am 43. Perhaps 2018 will be the year for me. 4 +3=7...7th House...partnerships. Saturn is finally leaving Sagittarius and I believe Jupiter is coming home soon. Time of expansion. We’ll see. Happy Birthday to my fellow Sags. 🙂

Happy birthday to you sir 🙂

Happy Birthday!!!!

Whoop whoop

Make sure you look up and enjoy what's in front of you. Money isn't everything as I think you've said in your post.

Enjoy your day man.

~Happy Birthday~

To a truly beautiful soul 🍹 🤗

happy birfday!! go for it hun!! life's too short.

Posted by Whiskey_in_a_barrel_for_sale
Happy birthday to you and wishes for all your dreams to come true!

Thanks to you and everybody for the birthday wishes. I do believe that 2018 will be better.

For you Whiskey, I’ve been trying to get a synastry chart posted for a while now so you can read it lol.

Posted by Whiskey_in_a_barrel_for_sale

Posted by beautifulsoul74

Posted by Whiskey_in_a_barrel_for_sale
Happy birthday to you and wishes for all your dreams to come true!

Thanks to you and everybody for the birthday wishes. I do believe that 2018 will be better.

For you Whiskey, I’ve been trying to get a synastry chart posted for a while now so you can read it lol.

You are welcome

If you couldn't post it, you could pm me the details and I can generate the charts. It will be a little gift from me to you...

Hope you have a great day😊

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Ok will do and thank you 🙂

Is she dying?

If not, what's the hold up

Posted by CaramelizedCoffee
Happy birthday

Stop wasting time on hopes and dreams and go find a nice gal to make your friend and build a life with.

Time is just wasting away

This is good advice.

Shyt or get off the pot.

Happy 43rd 🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂

Have a Wonderful Day!

Enjoy and Always Keep Hope Alive !!!

Happy Birthday!!!