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Posted by AriquaPosted by MetatronPosted by AriquaPosted by MetatronPosted by AriquaPosted by MetatronPosted by Ariqua
Yeah...seriously lol. It’s all coming back to me. You were such a dick to me 🤣
Smh
I wish I wouldn’t have found this out cuz I actually sorta kinda didn’t hate you as metatron. But yeah, you’re a dick
well, let's hear it...what did I do? I was high a lot as Enoch....that's all I really remember....
I remember specifically only because it was so fucking vile.
I was dealing with sexual harassment and you told me basically that I was asking for it.
no fucking way....never even get involved in those convos and if I do, that is never my angle....
Definitely don’t lie and I’m a pro investigator. I will find receipts even if they’ve long since been deleted.
go for it....I'd like to see it....and if your memory is correct, I'll apologize, and I apologize now just for the perception....my views on women's issues have changed a ton from being on this site, and getting into arguments with some very intelligent feminists...but I don't remember ever being that dude....
I don’t need to. I know it was you lol.
I didn’t lose any sleep over it, I just made a mental note that you were a damaged person.click to expand

Posted by Black-MambaPosted by AriquaPosted by MetatronPosted by AriquaPosted by MetatronPosted by AriquaPosted by MetatronPosted by Ariqua
Yeah...seriously lol. It’s all coming back to me. You were such a dick to me 🤣
Smh
I wish I wouldn’t have found this out cuz I actually sorta kinda didn’t hate you as metatron. But yeah, you’re a dick
well, let's hear it...what did I do? I was high a lot as Enoch....that's all I really remember....
I remember specifically only because it was so fucking vile.
I was dealing with sexual harassment and you told me basically that I was asking for it.
no fucking way....never even get involved in those convos and if I do, that is never my angle....
Definitely don’t lie and I’m a pro investigator. I will find receipts even if they’ve long since been deleted.
go for it....I'd like to see it....and if your memory is correct, I'll apologize, and I apologize now just for the perception....my views on women's issues have changed a ton from being on this site, and getting into arguments with some very intelligent feminists...but I don't remember ever being that dude....
I don’t need to. I know it was you lol.
I didn’t lose any sleep over it, I just made a mental note that you were a damaged person.
thank you that's what i been saying
did you delete soon after that? his comment i mean
now he's calling me a liar, this guy literally sucked the soul out of me and other women here
and he's acting like a SAINT
BYTCH PLEASEclick to expand

Posted by Black-Mamba
and not in the i'm going to throw insults way towards you, but i am going to use words to try defeat you eternally type of way
man that energy was bad

Posted by Black-MambaPosted by MetatronPosted by Black-MambaPosted by AriquaPosted by MetatronPosted by AriquaPosted by MetatronPosted by AriquaPosted by MetatronPosted by Ariqua
Yeah...seriously lol. It’s all coming back to me. You were such a dick to me 🤣
Smh
I wish I wouldn’t have found this out cuz I actually sorta kinda didn’t hate you as metatron. But yeah, you’re a dick
well, let's hear it...what did I do? I was high a lot as Enoch....that's all I really remember....
I remember specifically only because it was so fucking vile.
I was dealing with sexual harassment and you told me basically that I was asking for it.
no fucking way....never even get involved in those convos and if I do, that is never my angle....
Definitely don’t lie and I’m a pro investigator. I will find receipts even if they’ve long since been deleted.
go for it....I'd like to see it....and if your memory is correct, I'll apologize, and I apologize now just for the perception....my views on women's issues have changed a ton from being on this site, and getting into arguments with some very intelligent feminists...but I don't remember ever being that dude....
I don’t need to. I know it was you lol.
I didn’t lose any sleep over it, I just made a mental note that you were a damaged person.
thank you that's what i been saying
did you delete soon after that? his comment i mean
now he's calling me a liar, this guy literally sucked the soul out of me and other women here
and he's acting like a SAINT
BYTCH PLEASE
you've said all sorts of racist shit on here, disparaged peoples' looks including my own, really been a more controversial user than even my Enoch account....the only long-term issue I've ever had with a woman besides your self was freetobe, and there were like 6 other users who also had the same issue with her....and guess who left the thread open? You did...For a person who has such a bleeding heart in retrospect, you sure were quick to let a woman get abused so you could have a hit thread....I actually backed off on her completely, even when she came back after a year threatening peoples' children....
with you, I trolled you with clown gifs, said you act harder than you are, and really that's about it....I keep hearing about this soul-sucking but never any actual details....you hate anyone that doesn't support you as has been said by others constantly....
I don't screen shoot things or copy and paste in a folder
you were using some severe psychological tactics that were abusive in nature and i've told you this a thousand times
now i could care less if you support me or not, i am telling you how i experienced your WORDS
and i love how you're using words like racism to try to deflect.
i rarely have this type of discussion with anybody else on DXP
but you really were trying to infiltrate the mind with some jedi mind tricks
the same thing you did to freetobe you did to me...with her it was even worse
you really have no clue how vile your words were
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Posted by Black-Mamba
I felt a heavy darkness and a heavy fear of something evil and not good
that's the best way i can describe it

Posted by TheRabbitPosted by MetatronPosted by Black-Mamba
I felt a heavy darkness and a heavy fear of something evil and not good
that's the best way i can describe it
I feel that way every time I read a post by Soul....doesn't mean he's a Jedi....just a Scorp Moon....
Wait. Do I sound that way when I'm not shitposting?click to expand

Posted by Arkansassy
Wait.. So Meta isn't a Leo moon? 🤔


Posted by ArugulaPosted by MetatronPosted by Arugula
Metatron I want to see the soldier avi
??
You had a black and white pic of a soldier as an avatarclick to expand


Posted by ArugulaPosted by MetatronPosted by ArugulaPosted by MetatronPosted by Arugula
Metatron I want to see the soldier avi
??
You had a black and white pic of a soldier as an avatar
was it this?![]()
Yesss
That might have contributed to the way people perceived youclick to expand

Posted by Black-MambaPosted by MetatronPosted by Black-MambaPosted by MetatronPosted by Black-MambaPosted by AriquaPosted by MetatronPosted by AriquaPosted by MetatronPosted by AriquaPosted by MetatronPosted by Ariqua
Yeah...seriously lol. It’s all coming back to me. You were such a dick to me 🤣
Smh
I wish I wouldn’t have found this out cuz I actually sorta kinda didn’t hate you as metatron. But yeah, you’re a dick
well, let's hear it...what did I do? I was high a lot as Enoch....that's all I really remember....
I remember specifically only because it was so fucking vile.
I was dealing with sexual harassment and you told me basically that I was asking for it.
no fucking way....never even get involved in those convos and if I do, that is never my angle....
Definitely don’t lie and I’m a pro investigator. I will find receipts even if they’ve long since been deleted.
go for it....I'd like to see it....and if your memory is correct, I'll apologize, and I apologize now just for the perception....my views on women's issues have changed a ton from being on this site, and getting into arguments with some very intelligent feminists...but I don't remember ever being that dude....
I don’t need to. I know it was you lol.
I didn’t lose any sleep over it, I just made a mental note that you were a damaged person.
thank you that's what i been saying
did you delete soon after that? his comment i mean
now he's calling me a liar, this guy literally sucked the soul out of me and other women here
and he's acting like a SAINT
BYTCH PLEASE
you've said all sorts of racist shit on here, disparaged peoples' looks including my own, really been a more controversial user than even my Enoch account....the only long-term issue I've ever had with a woman besides your self was freetobe, and there were like 6 other users who also had the same issue with her....and guess who left the thread open? You did...For a person who has such a bleeding heart in retrospect, you sure were quick to let a woman get abused so you could have a hit thread....I actually backed off on her completely, even when she came back after a year threatening peoples' children....
with you, I trolled you with clown gifs, said you act harder than you are, and really that's about it....I keep hearing about this soul-sucking but never any actual details....you hate anyone that doesn't support you as has been said by others constantly....
I don't screen shoot things or copy and paste in a folder
you were using some severe psychological tactics that were abusive in nature and i've told you this a thousand times
now i could care less if you support me or not, i am telling you how i experienced your WORDS
and i love how you're using words like racism to try to deflect.
i rarely have this type of discussion with anybody else on DXP
but you really were trying to infiltrate the mind with some jedi mind tricks
the same thing you did to freetobe you did to me...with her it was even worse
you really have no clue how vile your words were
"severe psychological tactics" and "jedi mind tricks"....sounds legit....I understand that's how you experienced it; that says nothing towards my intentions....yes, we have had the same convo again and again, and we never agree.....its boring....I'm sorry I hurt you though and I've apologized before....
I'm an argumentative person by nature, and I tend to stay out of that mode completely nowadays....
Well I feel triggered everytime I think about it. It was seriously one of the few times on DXP that I felt like i was fighting a dark force externally and internally.
that's why it's so vivid in my mind.
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Posted by DewritosPosted by MetatronPosted by ArugulaPosted by MetatronPosted by ArugulaPosted by MetatronPosted by Arugula
Metatron I want to see the soldier avi
??
You had a black and white pic of a soldier as an avatar
was it this?![]()
Yesss
That might have contributed to the way people perceived you
not a soldier....that's a character named "Enoch" that I'm fond of from Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children....one of the most stereotypically "scorpionic" characters I've seen on-screen
When I joined DXP last year, I kept thinking your username was EunuchTheWise.click to expand

Posted by Black-MambaPosted by MetatronPosted by Black-MambaPosted by MetatronPosted by Black-MambaPosted by MetatronPosted by Black-MambaPosted by AriquaPosted by MetatronPosted by AriquaPosted by MetatronPosted by AriquaPosted by MetatronPosted by Ariqua
Yeah...seriously lol. It’s all coming back to me. You were such a dick to me 🤣
Smh
I wish I wouldn’t have found this out cuz I actually sorta kinda didn’t hate you as metatron. But yeah, you’re a dick
well, let's hear it...what did I do? I was high a lot as Enoch....that's all I really remember....
I remember specifically only because it was so fucking vile.
I was dealing with sexual harassment and you told me basically that I was asking for it.
no fucking way....never even get involved in those convos and if I do, that is never my angle....
Definitely don’t lie and I’m a pro investigator. I will find receipts even if they’ve long since been deleted.
go for it....I'd like to see it....and if your memory is correct, I'll apologize, and I apologize now just for the perception....my views on women's issues have changed a ton from being on this site, and getting into arguments with some very intelligent feminists...but I don't remember ever being that dude....
I don’t need to. I know it was you lol.
I didn’t lose any sleep over it, I just made a mental note that you were a damaged person.
thank you that's what i been saying
did you delete soon after that? his comment i mean
now he's calling me a liar, this guy literally sucked the soul out of me and other women here
and he's acting like a SAINT
BYTCH PLEASE
you've said all sorts of racist shit on here, disparaged peoples' looks including my own, really been a more controversial user than even my Enoch account....the only long-term issue I've ever had with a woman besides your self was freetobe, and there were like 6 other users who also had the same issue with her....and guess who left the thread open? You did...For a person who has such a bleeding heart in retrospect, you sure were quick to let a woman get abused so you could have a hit thread....I actually backed off on her completely, even when she came back after a year threatening peoples' children....
with you, I trolled you with clown gifs, said you act harder than you are, and really that's about it....I keep hearing about this soul-sucking but never any actual details....you hate anyone that doesn't support you as has been said by others constantly....
I don't screen shoot things or copy and paste in a folder
you were using some severe psychological tactics that were abusive in nature and i've told you this a thousand times
now i could care less if you support me or not, i am telling you how i experienced your WORDS
and i love how you're using words like racism to try to deflect.
i rarely have this type of discussion with anybody else on DXP
but you really were trying to infiltrate the mind with some jedi mind tricks
the same thing you did to freetobe you did to me...with her it was even worse
you really have no clue how vile your words were
"severe psychological tactics" and "jedi mind tricks"....sounds legit....I understand that's how you experienced it; that says nothing towards my intentions....yes, we have had the same convo again and again, and we never agree.....its boring....I'm sorry I hurt you though and I've apologized before....
I'm an argumentative person by nature, and I tend to stay out of that mode completely nowadays....
Well I feel triggered everytime I think about it. It was seriously one of the few times on DXP that I felt like i was fighting a dark force externally and internally.
that's why it's so vivid in my mind.
my ex thinks I'm possessed and brought me a gallon of holy water from her pilgrimage to this Catholic shrine in France....I have been sipping it when I hear the voices....it helps....![]()
OK now we're getting somewhere
good on herclick to expand

Posted by TheRabbit
If I tell myself to kill myself will I get banned?

Posted by DewritosPosted by MetatronPosted by DewritosPosted by MetatronPosted by ArugulaPosted by MetatronPosted by ArugulaPosted by MetatronPosted by Arugula
Metatron I want to see the soldier avi
??
You had a black and white pic of a soldier as an avatar
was it this?![]()
Yesss
That might have contributed to the way people perceived you
not a soldier....that's a character named "Enoch" that I'm fond of from Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children....one of the most stereotypically "scorpionic" characters I've seen on-screen
When I joined DXP last year, I kept thinking your username was EunuchTheWise.
Fisk called me that early on...I thought it was a good one...would've changed my username to that if they allowed it....
It may just be our shit goggles.click to expand

Posted by ArugulaPosted by MetatronPosted by ArugulaPosted by MetatronPosted by ArugulaPosted by MetatronPosted by Arugula
Metatron I want to see the soldier avi
??
You had a black and white pic of a soldier as an avatar
was it this?![]()
Yesss
That might have contributed to the way people perceived you
not a soldier....that's a character named "Enoch" that I'm fond of from Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children....one of the most stereotypically "scorpionic" characters I've seen on-screen
Well it was out of context for me and made me feel very uneasy, looks like the type of dark manipulative person cc is describing so I imagine it has contributed to some kind of cognitive bias. Avatars are more important than we give them credit for, they can influence our perception in a certain directionclick to expand

Posted by ArugulaPosted by MetatronPosted by ArugulaPosted by MetatronPosted by ArugulaPosted by MetatronPosted by ArugulaPosted by MetatronPosted by Arugula
Metatron I want to see the soldier avi
??
You had a black and white pic of a soldier as an avatar
was it this?![]()
Yesss
That might have contributed to the way people perceived you
not a soldier....that's a character named "Enoch" that I'm fond of from Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children....one of the most stereotypically "scorpionic" characters I've seen on-screen
Well it was out of context for me and made me feel very uneasy, looks like the type of dark manipulative person cc is describing so I imagine it has contributed to some kind of cognitive bias. Avatars are more important than we give them credit for, they can influence our perception in a certain direction
I agree....actually one of the more interesting things I've noted in my online experience...how much avi's influence my own perception of a person, not to mention "sun signs"....
I think this one might’ve been the real culprit
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Posted by BackyardVurgeonPosted by Black-MambaPosted by BackyardVurgeonPosted by Black-MambaPosted by PiscoiPosted by BackyardVurgeonPosted by PiscoiPosted by BackyardVurgeonPosted by Piscoi
Do all Scorpio moons sound dark when we’re not trying to be light?
Youre like the sweetest person on here through and through. But maybe a dark sad sometimes...
Dark sad?
Idk I don't want to overstep, but my cancer moon can feel it... Maybe its all the meg myers vids.
Maybe your cancer moon is just that good. But I’m going to pretend it’s not. :p
You couldn't have let me have the win
what is this EXPOSE yourself MONTH
okay now we know you're dark sad
sigh
Hugs. There
Let it sink in
😂 I need a cancer with leo venus like now.click to expand

Posted by BackyardVurgeonPosted by Black-MambaPosted by BackyardVurgeonPosted by Black-MambaPosted by PiscoiPosted by BackyardVurgeonPosted by PiscoiPosted by BackyardVurgeonPosted by Piscoi
Do all Scorpio moons sound dark when we’re not trying to be light?
Youre like the sweetest person on here through and through. But maybe a dark sad sometimes...
Dark sad?
Idk I don't want to overstep, but my cancer moon can feel it... Maybe its all the meg myers vids.
Maybe your cancer moon is just that good. But I’m going to pretend it’s not. :p
You couldn't have let me have the win
what is this EXPOSE yourself MONTH
okay now we know you're dark sad
sigh
Hugs. There
Let it sink in
😂 I need a cancer with leo venus like now.click to expand
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